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this blog follows a nonlinear narrative. posts that were drafted 4 months ago right next to smth i didnt even proofread

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tattooing 'i wont be made to beg for the bare minimum ever again' to the inside of my eyelids

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i think its time i gave up on having a romantic life

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i see another ':3' meme i will stop using it

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a lot of crazy things happening in my life lately. making moves in silence. next two weeks i will be sleeping in a tent out in the forests. i love my job. planning to visit istanbul sometime late summer. moving abroad in september. etc

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all the collages i made so far

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a lot of people end up looking stupid out of trying to appear smarter than they actually are, some are just underprivileged, but it is allways such a surprise to meet someone who is genuinly dumb as a rock like wow! you guys exist

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idgaf that its weird that im using my custom react emojis in the work groupchat changing them back would feel like admitting defeat. youre getting 😹s and 🖤s go fuck yourself

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PKM-s are fun to operate, it takes some force

reloading it is: toss up the cover, take off the belt, yank off the ammo box, slap on a new one, slap back the cover, pull the reload arm back with enough force to tear off the bullet from the belt, shove the reload arm back. and firing it sounds like this

11 kilos with a 100 round amo box, 14 with 200. a weapon too simple to malfunction. wrap some tinfoil around the barrel and place a few strips of bacon on it, soon you will have a perfectly grilled snack too

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i remember what an Event jerma's fuck you february was to me and my highschool best friend. before this he only uploaded like once every 3 months, we used to rewatch them daily, then all of a sudden he anounces that he will be uploading daily for a month

and now he has been retired for 4 months before i realized. dont want to say he fell off but the chat-interaction heavy long format stuff bores me to death. maybe i just grew out of him. i miss when he was young and weird. doing bicep curls on video to celebrate subscriber milestones and stuff. good for him for finding success but he should have never started to stream for a living. should have stayed a substitute teacher

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the most unrealistic thing about splinter cell is that a spec ops guy in his late 40s can bend his knees let alone crouchwalk

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changing in front of my coworkers and trying to hide the sunburn on my back after coming back from a week of paid "sick" leave