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Quia Multi Sumus turned 1 today!

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Hello my love it’s been a month since I buried you sweetheart . Each day breathing is a little easier but the heart is still heavy. Bittersweet memories of my life with you . Stopped on day to day basis . Now my tears are sweet memories and the way you loved me all your life .My Rachida my love my soul I know that when I’m happy you are happy when I’m sad you are sad when was sick you tried not sick. You were the only person in my life to safe me on the field I will never forget your love and devotion to me my soul you are perfect you are the whole package my love. You will always be my American Eagle love for all my days sweetheart , iI know are safe in a beautiful better place with the things you need time eternal my love I will live for you my soul .I just I can hold hand with me love. My Rachida my soul my patriot my eagle Iove you forever my soul.see you in a couple of years love if that is what God wants God willing…..a deep sweet kiss on your lips

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Happy birthday my love. You would have been 45 years old sweetheart. How I miss our talks over tea and almonds. In time I have learned that a photograph has many meanings. But it’s the capture of that moments you have in life that are remembered inside your heart . The magic of the happiness in a womans eyes . The waves of water that have traveled from afar. A beautiful distant star in the nights sky . Many folks have lost a loved one and are distressed.you should not ,even though it’s very hard. The love that you have for a person,friend,spouse will always be there . A moment a memory . A day in time . Even the smell of coffee in the morning with the trees rustling in the wind or the sound of the city . The physical body is no longer there. The essence of that being is still is.Do cry to release the pain but don’t because you have love . We are human we are emotional,we breathe in every moment with our loved one. To me true love has been watching your loved one with a smile inside from afar . From time to time in your memory. Moments making a promise to your soul that you will always hold your spouse hand until the end . The fact is everything in life has a beginning and an end . The end part is hard for humanity that’s why we like to hold on to much, this is what makes a person sick . Learn to let go , but with care and politeness. Some folks are not meant to be together . But that doesn’t mean that love is not present.It has lasted so long . So many things I can say about my loving soul lost. Sometimes you don’t have the strength to say things because of the daily grind. It’s the gestures that you present to that person a touch. A smile . A funny face a wink a piece of candy coming home with a tart from wholefood even leaving some money in your pants that went into the laundry by accident those things . The little things she used to say .that she remembered in a big way . So if you know that you have to Go one day . I asked her gently , my sweetheart leave something behind to let me know that everything I have done is was ok and that you want me to be happy . My beautiful wife left me flowers in the bathroom sink with a pink candle saying sweet love . Folks the beginning is super hard but knowing that my wife is in paradise and at peace with God .That having an angel watching my back whispering in my ear . So with a positive note folks . Don’t be sad. Try not to cry . Always smile it’s a kind of charity . Do things that your loved one used to share with you or the ones they never did . Live, breath , live for them show people how they lived and loved . So your loved one will always be happy and close to you .For ever it’s your time for you to go. Do the same so that your loved ones are not lost . God willing you will be in paradise with your loved ones . Thank you again for reading . Peace be upon you

For my wife Eternally ,my Rachida ,my love, my soul.

Happy birthday my sweetheart 45th

May the Angels sing for you today, forever your husband, your friend, your bear . Your FUFFA , your Angel Raphael 🌹❤️🌹 be at peace love I’m ok 😘

Always praying for you from my heart.💜

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Hello my love my soul I know very well that you are in paradise and watching over me . I always said thank you sweetheart for everything you did for me . I really miss our conversations over tea after dinner . The teas that saved my life. May I live for you if granted my honey moon. I know that you always wanted me to be happy in this life . Sweetheart I am love always with your presence . Even though you taught me me that material things don’t matter . Each piece each piece has a memory. Also I wanted to tell you that I was happy that you as a person as woman in front of my eyes you bloomed in every way . For me I must take it day by day love . I know if I continue this road I will be with you in time love you forever my soul .thank you baby . And I will always love you. My Rachida my baby my angel my love . Please for the beautiful souls reading this I learned that there true love out there in the world you will know when your eyes meet and the both of you will do things for each other . In truth communication is the key and her favorite phrase was, the word of the day and the picture of the day . May all of you be safe and love each other and don’t look for love , be patient folks, it will find you . Always in way you don’t expect . Blessings to all of you . For now I need time to Heal my soul many thanks.🙏

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Ain’t this the truth

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Blade Runner absolutely.

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Beautiful foto, so many things happening.very elegant.

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They finished everything AHHHHH

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Same here man ,pain is sometimes overwhelming but it’s what keeps me going. There’s that day though it’s just such a good day that you don’t feel it until you are reminded of it

Life is weird. So, long story short. I used to draw a lot -> got some nerve damage -> holding a pen got painful so stopped drawing.

Fast forward about a decade and I created an account here on tumblr. And due to being exposed to all the random art people post I am slowly getting more and more motivated to try and draw again.

I figured I could at the very least try to draw on my phone only using my fingers. I mean, that shouldn't be as painful so might be a good place to start 🤔

Anyway, thanks for reading. Hope you are having a lovely day, random stranger :)

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I never became who I wanted to be. But at most I know what I am made of.

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Only as we near death,do we all remember how beautiful things are.

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We would be more connected as human beings if we could be able to read our souls. What a masterpiece.

https://www.lucecia.com/portfolio

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Beautiful machine

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My wife’s favorite

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Baby,may you prepare this for me?

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Even trees find love

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Beautiful

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