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My current goals 😍

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Collarbones ~~~ 😍😍😍

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Can’t agree more hahahhaaa

Things an ED will make you do

- Eat in private because you’re embarrassed that you even need to eat - The frustration when you’re with someone who says “I’m hungry” - Constant anxiety over calories, fats, and carbs - Being hugely defensive when anyone comments on you eating or not eating - Comparing yourself to an 8 year old to make you feel huge - Always thinking and planning ahead what you might be “allowed” to eat next - Feeling like everyone is plotting to get you to eat when they suggest going out for food or getting together - Cancelling plans in fear of there being food involved. What if someone suggests going for lunch!?? - Body checking in your reflection everywhere (literally, everywhere) - Colonizing every little thought in your head.

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Hand Thinspo

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Legspo

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eating disorder questions~

1. which eating disorder(s) do you have? 2. when did you develop your eating disorder? 3. are you currently in recovery? 4. honestly, do you want to recover? 5. how are you doing today? 6. 5 safe foods? 7. 5 fear foods? 8. do you count calories? 9. what is your max calorie limit? 10. what is your height? 11. what is your ultimate goal weight? 12. are you trying to lose weight? 13. have you ever been called “fat”? 14. have you ever been called “too thin”? 15. what is your current goal weight? 16. what was your highest weight? 17. what was your lowest weight? 18. do you wish you were back at your lowest weight? 19. does your family know about your eating disorder? 20. do your friends know about your eating disorder? 21. do you wish you didn’t have an eating disorder? 22. have any “free foods”? 23. how often do you weigh yourself? 24. thinspo or bonespo? 25. biggest problem area on your body? 26. favourite part of your body? 27. what kind of results do you want to see? 28. do you purge? 29. do you take laxatives? 30. how often do you purge? 31. do you binge? 32. how long have you fasted for? 33. who’s your biggest thinspiration? 34. favourite eating disorder movie/show/documentary? 35. favourite thinspo picture? 36. can you post a photo of yourself/your body? 37. how does your eating disorder affect your life? 38. what is your BMI? 39. do you follow a diet? 40. least favourite part about your eating disorder? 41. has your eating disorder ruined any relationships? 42. do you have a “guilty pleasure” food? what is it? 43. meanspo or sweetspo? 44. does anyone else in your life have an eating disorder? 45. ever been inpatient? 46. ever been outpatient? 47. ever been in residential care? 48. ever been in a psych ward? 49. are you currently in therapy? 50. what did you eat today? 51. are you scared about the holidays? 52. are your family/friends supportive? 53. have any other mental illnesses? 54. looking for ana buddies? 55. what is your current weight?

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