When you’re back to needing to vent and have no where else to turn. Hello tumblr, I’m here to be annoying with my feelings yet again.
Long story short, every time I get motivated or positive about something my sis seems to enjoy shooting me down. Including with exercise, my hobbies, and today’s latest topic was moving out. Because we had said we’d move out together, and suddenly she doesn’t want to because living at home is free. However, she’s been doing things she doesn’t want to all her life so what does it matter? :) Cool. Thanks for updating me on your change of heart. Thanks for squashing my motivation yet again. Yeah, free is nice, but I personally would like to move away from the situation that made me sick (the dynamic in this house) so I can properly heal instead of being guilted and manipulated my whole life and be made to feel like a terrible person for standing up for myself.
And for the record, it’s not just common sense things that she’s saying that I’m being sensitive over. My favorite was when I said I was starting to do a little exercise and stretching with my coworker and said “it can’t hurt right?” and her response was legitimately “until you hurt yourself.”
And yeah, I could move out without her, but I’m not one to move in with people I don’t know or trust, so that’ll be fun. (I need all the sarcastic emojis for this post and have none, ugh) So yeah. :)
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started watching bnha with a friend recently
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has.. this been done before?? I was thinking abt it the other day and I couldn’t get it out of my h ead
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Yo, I’m back (kind of) and I’m still anime trash. BNHA is sucking me in guys...
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The best song won at #Eurovision and I obviously had to make a drawing of the singer, Netta Barzilai. Congratulations, Israel!
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I missed Eurovision so much! 😂😍
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when a song sucks but gets twelve points anyway
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Austria, 2015: *has a burning piano on stage*
Ukraine, 2018: I see your piano and raise you FUCKING STAIRS ON FIRE WITH A PIANO ON TOP
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Literally every country to their neighbors during the voting
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me at the current voting results
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me watching the final voting
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