gemvi

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very very very lonely tonight

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will i ever stop crying over this

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i can’t help but feel like something isn’t right

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“Imagine how life would be different if you just completely let go. Surrender your ego. Let go of your negative thoughts, worrisome plans, and unrealistic expectations. Imagine how much more peaceful things would become. Life would be so much simpler.”

— Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin

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Breathe. Bring your mind back to this current moment. Any other moment, whether past or future, is not occurring. Right now is what’s happening. Right now is what’s to be experienced.

Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin | Instagram

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do you ever get into one of those moods where your heart aches and longs for something so deeply but you dont know what and your heart is like a stubborn toddler screaming i want it !!!! please give it to me !!!! And you’re desperately like i don’t know what kind of emotionally fulfilling experience to give you at 3 PM on a Wednesday !!!!!!!!!

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IF WE WANT THE REWARDS OF BEING LOVED WE MUST SUBMIT TO THE MORTIFYING ORDEAL OF BEING KNOWN!!!!

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Dear Universe, send me love, send me support, send me intimacy, send me consistency, send me clear communication, send me partnership, send me patience, send me kindness, send me goodness, send me innocence, send me affection, send me presence. I am open to receiving all goodness for the highest good of all involved. 

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me: *literally about to burst into tears for no fuckass reason*

me to me:

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“Pause and remember — No one is coming to rescue you from yourself; your inner demons, your lack of confidence, your dissatisfaction with yourself and life. Only self-love and good decisions will rescue you.”

— Jenni Young (via naturaekos)

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When your head hits the pillow tonight, remind yourself that you’ve done a good job. You are headed down your path at your own pace, and with every obstacle you are trying your utmost best. Be patient with yourself, and remember that big things are achieved not all at once, but one day at a time.

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why am i not good enough

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my best friend: mentions we’re best friends

me: 💝? 💕?? 💓💕?? ? 💗? 💝💕💗? 💖💕💖❤️💗💛!!!!!

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being alive is very………..Not Easy

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but i don’t think i am.

i really hope i’m just overreacting