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[gennyssidal]

purely doing this bc i need to get it off my chest and i don’t think i’ll ever get the chance to say it to who needs it.

i wrote on this site years ago in various fandoms and eventually compiled them all. there was a friend group i had that went through shit and just fell apart. there was one person who showed concern for me when i vented, which wasn’t fair of me to do in all honesty, and I severely overreacted.

I was going through stuff mentally and was having a hard time, but that’s simply as explanation as to why i acted the way i did— it’s not an excuse and i feel guilty about it to this day. before i could have the chance to properly apologize, i lost my logins (poor memory) and my phone had been broken so i couldn’t log into my old discord bc of the two factor authentication system. i haven’t been able to reach out to this person and it’s been years but

Cole/Bebe, i hope you’re doing well and I’m genuinely so sorry i lashed out at you like i did. There’s simply no excuse. I was a complete asshole and you didn’t deserve it, especially when i was the one who was dumping my venting onto you in the first place.