kinn wonders why porsche prefers vegas and runs with him, porsche says kinn have to believe him but has porsche ever believed kinn like everything he does always has a purpose? it may look messy kinn's action in solving his problem, but the fact is no one knows whether it will be completely smooth or a little messy.
kinn existence is drives me crazy bcs all the major family problems are on his shoulders. kinn make a strategy to solve the problems on his own or assisted by his bodyguard but still all the burden is on kinn's shoulders. maybe many of you blame kinn and hate him for bringing porsche into trouble. i was also upset with kinn but with more episodes, i had a thought: after kinn met with porsche who could understand the position he had, but porsche was not afraid or after knowing kinn's position was higher than him and porsche had to respect, what porsche does is idgaf who you are and porsche never been afraid of kinn. so after kinn knows porsche, maybe he's softer than usual? learn to understand someone even if he made a mistake and made porsche hurt, but kinn still learn to understand porsche.
BTW KINNPORSCHE IT WILL END SOON NOOOOOOOO 4 EPISODES LEFT πππππ
when he looked at me as if i was the universe. when you say "oi, you're too noisy" true, i'm noisy because i keep thinking of how much i love talking to you how good you look when you smile. i've memorized your face and the way you look at mine. i wonder what will happen the next time we are together and even though neither of us know what the future holds. i know what thing for sure, "you're the best thing that has ever happened to me."
apo : i'm not an expressive person, i'm not a person who have to show my love in front of others.
apo behavior : help straighten mile's hair if it's a mess or showing his love language is an act of service also apo's clingy person when mile's next to him π₯Ίβ€οΈ
In this scene porsche's eyes are really shining π₯Ί when porsche fall in love it was sooooo adorable <3___<3 porsche can be like this bcs APO ππ through the eyes can explain all the feelings dissapointed, sad, happy etc
a second later his eyes immediately changed to anxious and overthinking. bcs this is the first time porsche is dating with a guy.
the thing that i like about mileapo is how the way they think, the way they respond to something that is questioned and the ANSWER always amazes me, amazed with their thoughts. when they say we have to believe in ourselves, we can all do whatever we want without thinking about others (as long as what we do is still positive)
also when mileapo respond to "marriage equality" love is love thats it. love is beautiful. we always support their freedom, get married, buy a house to live together. last but not least we support marriage equality πβ€οΈ
what if next ep porsche agrees and run with vegas? so kinn will feel lost bcs porsche's disappeared? bcs in the novel kinn was frustrated with his feeling
"i need to set my feelings straight first. leading him on and realizing i was wrong in the end would only cause him pain. i know i like him (porsche) and the more thought of losing him scares the shit out of me. let me just take some time this confusion feeling first. i don't want to end up hurting porsche and repeating my trauma."
also
"easier for me to decide, but seeing tawan only reopened some wounds and making me paranoid."
is there a possibility that porsche disappeared? while kinn straightens out his feelings like questioning is he really in love with porsche? ππ
you know my feeling (πππ) to see my baby porsche imprisoned because kinn said he doesn't trust anyone? π and porsche can't protest because he's just a bodyguard for kinn. damn please end this suffering.
remember this scene? when Porsche is trying to wake up his old character, it's like he's just trying to be free but every time he tries he always failed not to remember sex with Kinn. Porsche hugged her own body to feeling the sensation of being hugged when they had sex.
when p'mile has the opportunity to thank p'po for being a good working partner for him, p'mile said "if i don't have a good partner like apo, there's no encourage me along the way" π₯Ί also if his partner are not p'po, he can imagine but couldn't imagine what it would be like.
mileapo exist to be whipped for each other π i mean find a guy who asked to screenwriter & director for help bcs he want to travel so he can go out with his meow meow apo πππ i can't mile simphakphum