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i’m getting shit done and doing shit right
i’m sick of being slow to start and slow to finish, with brain fog keeping me from that sweet psychological flow.
i’m focused on my tasks at hand, and my focus is fueled by: - wanting to be a psychologist before age 30 - fear of being a fucking idiot - fear of having shit pay - fear of having no career options / life options (bc career = money = freedom) - wanting to push myself to the intellectual limits i know i can achieve - pure anger at my past self for doubting me and fucking me over - wanting my girlfriend and family and future kids to be proud of me
fuck you past me, fuck off! i’m constantly changing and i’m constantly shedding that self-doubting, lazy, boring shit that didn’t get anything done, wasted time, and had nothing to show for it
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