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ggxx · 4 years
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A year ago, I was hopeless. Aimless.
But I regained myself. Now, a 3rd year student with goals. again.
Two birds with one stone
It hurts.
It damn hurts.
I blamed myself for having low scores, fail major grades for every exam and for being clueless and slow learner to understand the basics of my major subjects.
It won’t stop.
It doesn’t stop.
I cannot stop the raining.
It keeps on flowing from my eyes.
Today, I had my first failed grade on my major subject.
It damn hurts.
As I write this, I’m about to cry.
Why did I fail?
Why didn’t I make it?
Why couldn’t pass the basic?
I shut down all my social media for a while. Seeing my classmates’ names make me cry.
Why am I asking when in the first place I know the reasons behind?
It is a losing game to begin with.
Not my forte to begin with.
My professor just did her part, so did I.
And I failed this subject, I will be kicked out from my course.
I’m scared, where should I go?
Will my mother wait for a little longer?
I am so sorry.
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ggxx · 4 years
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Hey, I still miss you.
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Hey, I miss you.
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ggxx · 4 years
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It hurts.
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ggxx · 5 years
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❤️
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ggxx · 5 years
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don’t say yes just because you feel guilty about hurting their feelings
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ggxx · 5 years
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Sometimes, I want to cut off all my socmed for a week but
I have to be 24/7 available for my friends.
I don't know why but I have this feeling that anytime they will need me so I must be avalable to them at all time.
it is not that I am that...a girlscout peep.
I just know how it feels that being completely lost at 2 am and alone with my thoughts without someone to talk to.
It was so sad. Tho, it still happens sometimes.
I don't want 'em to feel that.
I ain't superfriend but I want to be that friend that listens to you when the world goes deaf to listen for you.
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ggxx · 5 years
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Two birds with one stone
It hurts.
It damn hurts.
I blamed myself for having low scores, fail major grades for every exam and for being clueless and slow learner to understand the basics of my major subjects.
It won't stop.
It doesn't stop.
I cannot stop the raining.
It keeps on flowing from my eyes.
Today, I had my first failed grade on my major subject.
It damn hurts.
As I write this, I'm about to cry.
Why did I fail?
Why didn't I make it?
Why couldn't pass the basic?
I shut down all my social media for a while. Seeing my classmates' names make me cry.
Why am I asking when in the first place I know the reasons behind?
It is a losing game to begin with.
Not my forte to begin with.
My professor just did her part, so did I.
And I failed this subject, I will be kicked out from my course.
I'm scared, where should I go?
Will my mother wait for a little longer?
I am so sorry.
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