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Im seriously post more here

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Hi im back lq

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How do i explain to my gf that her complimenting me, while sweet, also makes me wanna tear my hair out.

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FORGOT TO SHARE BUT HIT MY GW OF 150 LIKE 3 DAYS AGO ❗️❗️❗️ happy but also now i want to hit 140

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The aged like milk bc i just started b/p on and off a month ago 😗

Weighed myself, apprently i lost some 😕 but i feel fatter than ever, and have the urge to start b/p- but i wont bc my parents did not pay this much money for my teeth just so i could destroy them. Also in a bad/grumpy mood lately, but i haven't gotten my period yet sooooo idk

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Absolutely dying. I got my period and my cramps r wicked.

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Hey ya'll 😎😎 If anyone still sees this follow my twt since im wayyy more active there. Same @

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Memory so bad i can't remember if the snap i sent my gf had a titty in it or not 🤢🤢 like i really hope not bc i look so fucking gross and fat 😭😭😭

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Had a convo with my gf about my self worth and ir was so embarrassing for me that I dont ever want to tjjnk about it again.

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Doing food logs at the end of the week (friday prob) bc lazy

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Food Log: May 23/24

May 23

Forgot to log sooo

Total

987 cals

Cals burned

670 (steps + softball)

May 24

Chex mix -> 220 cals

School lunch -> 440 cals

Gummy bears (4) -> 31 cals

2 small tacos -> 410 cals

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1101

Cals burned

144

Notes

-ate a lot today and yesterday :/ but ill consider it my high res days LMFAO

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Food Log: May 22

Gatorade -> 140 cals

Coco multigrain pop cake -> 32cals (16cals for 1 cake)

Chicken broth (cube) -> 5 cals

2 slices of some deli chicken -> 58 cals

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235

Cals Burned

298

Notes

Had a monster and a cup of coffee but they barely added up to 30 cals, so honestly I'm not gonna count them 😬

*to lazy to figure out my actual workout cals so honestly just gonna track walking cals plus it helps me restrict more 😩

Did a lightish/cardio based workout today. Was a bit rough but i have to get back into working out since softball is almost over 😬

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Cried in the bathroom 😋 slayyy

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Prom was fun but the bdd hit hard half way through and is still hitting :/ i cant even bear to look at my dress. Def gonna cry LMFAO

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I have this urge to peel out of my skin because nothing feels right. typing on my phone, typing on the computer, writing in my journal nothing feels right. I feel out of place like I don’t belong like nothing physically attached to me—my limbs, my face, my lips—nothing feels right. nothing feels like mine. everything feels just a tad out of place I don’t like this feeling.