ghastella

[ghastella]

I learned young

that I burned too bright.

Learned to keep my flames low,

useful—

to warm others when needed,

to make myself smaller,

to stay

contained.

I learned to be mindful.

Always.

Always mindful of the danger

that is me.

My smoke gets in your eyes.

My smell sticks to your clothes.

My intensity overwhelms

if you get too close.

I am beauty.

I am excitement.

I am comfort.

I am warmth.

But only from a distance.

Only for a while.

Only—sometimes.

I’ve burned for so long,

endeavoring to be

small,

contained,

underwhelming.

But I am fire.

Fire burns bright.

Wild.

Intense.

It leaves a mark.

I cannot be small.

I cannot dim the light.

My love will be brave.

He’ll dare to come close —

He’ll feel safe

in my flames.

[ghastella]

It must be hard for Mrs. Columbo to be a fan of anything. Any time she's into a writer, a movie star, a TV show, her husband comes home and goes "You'll never guess who I met today at work!" and a couple of days later goes "You'll never guess who the murderer was."

[ghastella]

To be honest, I can’t deny that you stole my heart and caught my eye,

Like a star in the night, and I can’t help but wonder why.

[ghastella]

Columbo is always a game of cat and mouse where the mouse thinks it's the cat and the cat pretends he's a mouse 🫱🫱

[ghastella]

[ghastella]

Rebel Without a Cause (1955) dir. Nicholas Ray

[ghastella]

nothing turns me on more than knowing how much im turning you on

[ghastella]

horny girls staying up way past their bedtime. scrolling through tumblr, getting off to the dirtiest things and wishing someone would just break into their room and fuck them to sleep. all while knowing they have to get up early for work or school

[ghastella]

Girls that use “<3” want their faces buried in their sheets as they’re being railed

[ghastella]

luv men who love you weirdly. who love you so much it’s just shy of creepy. luv men who r a little not normal when it comes to you n their love for you.

[ghastella]

i want someone to be so unbelievably obsessed with me that they can’t stop themselves from touching me

[ghastella]

the name ghastella means "freaky little ghost" 😜

[ghastella]

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[ghastella]

— beau taplin

[ghastella]

My roommate just said that I'm beautiful inside and out, and in response I thoughtlessly said to him,

"Thank you. My organs are blushing" 😂🤣💀

[ghastella]

I talk with the moon about you, you know?