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fill this with what you most associate with your muse in each of these ( some slightly unusual ) Ā categories !
rom com archetype: emotionally unavailable artist everyone falls for without knowing why.
spice: black pepper ā subtle but sharp, lingers without overwhelming.
weather: foggy drizzle ā quiet, isolating, and a little disorienting.
primary colour: desaturated teal ā muted, melancholic, and hard to pin down.
colour of the sky: midnight blue, just before dawn breaks.
animal crossing animal: black cat villager with a sly smile and tragic lore.
magical power: illusions ā reality distortion, hallucinations, bending perception.
shoe: black leather boots ā polished but worn at the sole.
houseplant: monstera ā thrives in shadows, dramatic leaves, hides damage well.
blade weapon: butterfly knife ā compact, deceptive, elegant, and deadly in the right hands.
school subject: music theory ā structured emotion beneath chaos.
social media: instagram ā curated, aesthetic, but full of haunting subtext.
makeup product: black eyeliner
candy: blackcurrant hard candy ā sweet with a bitter aftertaste.
tangible fear: mirrors ā distorted reflections, fear of losing identity.
ice cube shape: jagged shard ā uneven, not clean-cut, melts slowly.
method of long-distance travel: night train ā quiet, liminal, melancholic.
art style: expressionism ā raw emotion, distortion, beauty through pain.
historical period: taishÅ era japan ā beauty amidst decay, fragile modernity, haunted elegance.
mythological creature: baku ā eater of nightmares, ambiguous motives, tied to dreams.
piece of stationary: fountain pen ā elegant, precise, leaves stains when mishandled.
three emoji combination: ššÆļøš (performance, fragile light, waxing darkness)
celestial body: dying star ā luminous from a distance, collapsing within.
tagged by @sharpsuite ( thanks! )
tagging: @gorekissed @alaskancold @lartist-e @cipheredwhispers @drainedvision @splittedvoid @embcrspark
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Ā Ā Now that youāve gotten more into aibĀ , what games do you think Ryujin would be best at? Spades, Clubs, Hearts, or Diamonds? Which would he be the worst at?
Such a good question! And Iām still debating over it but Iād say, due to his Idol Background and being in a Band, Clubs would be the best. Even though Ryujin struggles with connection and is emotionally distant in some way, Iād say his survival instincts would push him to observe others keenly, adapt fast, and manipulate the groupās emotions if needed to ensure survival. He just knows how to win people over, which would make him a good hearts player too, especially with having a hearts game internally the whole time with JJ, BUT his own struggle (the survivors guilt, for example) would be his downfall when the games would get too personal.
The worst.. Iād say diamonds. He isnāt stupid but heās more the emotional / intuitive thinker and diamonds games need this logical methodical thinking, which he doesnāt have. Especially with the entity in his head.
#SORRY FOR THE YAPPING OMG#itās really so hard to put him in a speciality#iād even say he could be good in spades because of his idol life but his insomnia would be a disadvantage anyway#he would be way too fast exhausted anyway#ITS SO HARD OMG#thereās always two sides of a coin#ā§½ šš„š¢šš š¢š§ ššØš«ššš«š„šš§šš¬ šÆšš«š¬š ā± your heartbeat is just background noise to someone elseās ending .
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šššššāšĀ šššššššššĀ ššæšæššĀ š¾šššššššššĀ š¼š½šššĀ šššĀ šš¼šĀ š¾ššššššš¼Ā šššš¼ššĀ Ā āĀ clean,Ā clinical,Ā butĀ threadedĀ withĀ theĀ kindĀ ofĀ quietĀ detachmentĀ RyujinĀ recognizesĀ tooĀ well.Ā ItāsĀ likeĀ watchingĀ yourĀ ownĀ ghostĀ passĀ byĀ inĀ aĀ mirrorĀ andĀ realizingĀ itāsĀ notĀ quiteĀ you,Ā butĀ closeĀ enoughĀ toĀ makeĀ youĀ pause.Ā RyujinĀ liftsĀ hisĀ gaze,Ā rainĀ streakingĀ downĀ theĀ strandsĀ ofĀ hisĀ darkĀ hair.Ā TheĀ cornersĀ ofĀ hisĀ mouthĀ twitch,Ā notĀ aĀ smileĀ āĀ notĀ quiteĀ butĀ somethingĀ likeĀ agreement.Ā āĀ Yeah,Ā āĀ heĀ says,Ā āĀ YouĀ stopĀ bleedingĀ andĀ theyĀ callĀ thatĀ healing.Ā āĀ HeĀ exhales,Ā aĀ shortĀ puffĀ ofĀ breathĀ againstĀ theĀ cold.Ā āĀ ButĀ theĀ woundĀ stillĀ itches..Ā stillĀ hurtsĀ whenĀ itĀ rains.Ā āĀ ThereāsĀ noĀ needĀ toĀ explainĀ whatĀ kindĀ ofĀ wound.
Ā HisĀ eyesĀ flickĀ brieflyĀ towardĀ theĀ manĀ besideĀ himĀ āĀ cool,Ā unreadableĀ withĀ thatĀ eerieĀ composureĀ thatĀ feelsĀ likeĀ silenceĀ turnedĀ sentient,Ā yet,Ā Ā thereāsĀ somethingĀ aboutĀ theĀ wayĀ heĀ lingersĀ inĀ theĀ rainĀ withĀ him,Ā exchangingĀ philosophicalĀ barbsĀ insteadĀ ofĀ walkingĀ away,Ā thatĀ feelsā¦Ā oddlyĀ grounding.Ā āĀ YouĀ everĀ thinkĀ maybeĀ theĀ rotāsĀ allĀ weāveĀ gotĀ left?Ā āĀ RyujinĀ continues,Ā Ā āĀ TheĀ restĀ ofĀ itā¦Ā itāsĀ justĀ packaging.Ā YouĀ peelĀ itĀ offĀ andĀ whatāsĀ underneathĀ isĀ soft,Ā spoiled,Ā andĀ stillĀ breathing.Ā āĀ ThereāsĀ aĀ flickerĀ inĀ hisĀ eyes,Ā thisĀ timeĀ genuine.Ā SomethingĀ rawĀ butĀ tempered,Ā anĀ ember,Ā notĀ aĀ blaze.Ā MaybeĀ itāsĀ ChishiyaāsĀ strangeĀ humor orĀ maybeĀ itāsĀ justĀ theĀ surrealĀ comfortĀ ofĀ beingĀ completelyĀ drenchedĀ andĀ completelyĀ understoodĀ atĀ theĀ sameĀ time.Ā HeĀ glancesĀ atĀ theĀ reflectionĀ inĀ theĀ shopĀ windowĀ ahead.Ā TwoĀ vagueĀ shadowsĀ whereĀ peopleĀ shouldĀ be,Ā twistedĀ silhouettesĀ withĀ justĀ enoughĀ shapeĀ toĀ lookĀ likeĀ theyĀ belong.
āĀ IfĀ IĀ startĀ sinking,Ā āĀ RyujinĀ addsĀ dryly,Ā steppingĀ overĀ aĀ puddle,Ā āā¦Ā feelĀ freeĀ toĀ tellĀ meĀ howĀ poeticĀ itĀ looks.Ā āĀ TheĀ hintĀ ofĀ aĀ smirkĀ curlsĀ atĀ theĀ edgeĀ ofĀ hisĀ mouthĀ beforeĀ heĀ nudgesĀ theĀ conversationĀ backĀ towardĀ theĀ manĀ besideĀ him.Ā āĀ YouĀ alwaysĀ walkĀ withĀ strangersĀ inĀ theĀ rain,Ā orĀ amĀ IĀ justĀ luckyĀ tonight?Ā āĀ HisĀ toneĀ isĀ playfulĀ now,Ā justĀ aĀ touch,Ā likeĀ fingersĀ testingĀ pianoĀ keysĀ inĀ theĀ dark,Ā notĀ quiteĀ readyĀ toĀ playĀ theĀ wholeĀ songĀ butĀ noĀ longerĀ afraidĀ toĀ touchĀ theĀ chords.
IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE HE REALLY SPOKE WITH SOMEONE. Not the chitter-chatter of work related discussions and conversations. Not that Chishiya's ever been chatty with people. He isn't ; existing as an enigma. Highly respected doctor, but a ghost outside of the sterile halls. Rarer still did he think someone else would understand this weight. To everyone else it might be invisible, but there's a feeling, whisper in the back of the mind that recognizes what is similar in another in a way that neither rain nor night can conceal.
" People like to romanticize things to make it more bearable. " Chishiya's agreement comes smoothly, impersonal as the raindrops rolling off his umbrella. CLEARLY HE ALSO DOES NOT SHARE THE SENTIMENT. " As if spinning the story will change the fact that they are fibrous tissue and collagen, that it is fundamentally, permanently, changed. " He considers it for a moment. " Like a flesh version of a haunted house. What was and what is, and eventually things are lost. " A glorious mansion left to rot and be forgotten despite the prestige it once held. A ghost of the past that lingers.
Feline eyes slide back towards Ryujin as he listens to the personal truths be revealed as they wander the empty streets. ( Not that Chishiya minds ; he had no direction in mind originally either. ) ANONYMITY OFFERS SHELTER - or maybe he was simply someone more inclined to opening up about such matters. He studies the other's graceful features when he looks upwards, to the weight that exists even if it is only in sensation rather than BY LAWS OF GRAVITY. " True. And sometimes you cut the chains to walk on, only to find yourself walking back and willingly dragging the rot along with you. POISON OF FAMILIARITY, perhaps. Or the question of what are you without the rot at this point? Are YOU rot at this point? Where does it end and you begin in the aftermath of so long? "
Chishiya's lips curve - only slightly and it's impossible to identify what is the root of it when it is neither happy nor bitter. Just a Cheshire cat smile. " I don't think winning and surviving are necessarily the same - prelude or otherwise. " MORBID UPON REFLECTION, yet Chishiya delivers it with the same ease of which he breathes. Against odds, they're still breathing. " Mm. Though not sure how much is water and how much is air for you considering how much you were walking in the downpour. " He adds, a lighter note of teasing and a glint in his eyes before it smooths out again like ice. His attention is on the glass that reflects only silhouettes in the shadows, illuminated by weak neon that blurs features. " The only way is forward ; it's far less interesting to simply wait than see what is ahead. "
#ā§½ šš”š«šššš¬ ā± you can't just run from sadness when it runs inside your veins .#sharpsuite: chishiya
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Then,Ā withĀ aĀ tapĀ ofĀ oneĀ fingerĀ againstĀ theĀ tipĀ ofĀ herĀ nose,Ā heĀ addsĀ withĀ mockĀ gravity,Ā āĀ YouāreĀ dangerouslyĀ easyĀ toĀ startle.Ā IāmĀ simplyĀ doingĀ theĀ universeĀ aĀ favorĀ byĀ keepingĀ youĀ onĀ yourĀ toes.Ā ā
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#( cuties! )#ā§½ šš”š«šššš¬ ā± you can't just run from sadness when it runs inside your veins .#aurantis
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' your voice is beautiful, I could listen to it all day.'
šššĀ š¾š¼ššĀ šš¼šĀ ššš¾šššæĀ š½šššššæĀ ššššĀ š½šššššššššĀ Ā āĀ oneĀ ofĀ thoseĀ quietĀ spotsĀ thatĀ didnātĀ blastĀ musicĀ orĀ chaseĀ afterĀ influencers.Ā ThatāsĀ whyĀ heĀ likedĀ it.Ā NoĀ cameras.Ā NoĀ flashyĀ signsā¦Ā justĀ calm.Ā RyujinĀ satĀ inĀ theĀ corner,Ā hoodieĀ pulledĀ low,Ā maskĀ coveringĀ mostĀ ofĀ hisĀ face.Ā HisĀ guitarĀ restedĀ onĀ hisĀ knee,Ā fingersĀ lightlyĀ messingĀ withĀ theĀ strings,Ā notĀ playingĀ anything,Ā justĀ lettingĀ theĀ soundsĀ hangĀ inĀ theĀ air.Ā HeĀ wasnātĀ tryingĀ toĀ getĀ noticed.
ThenĀ sheĀ spokeĀ up.
HisĀ handĀ frozeĀ onĀ theĀ strings.Ā HeĀ blinked surprised.Ā NoĀ hintĀ ofĀ whoĀ heĀ wasĀ inĀ herĀ eyes,Ā noĀ phonesĀ pullingĀ outā¦Ā justĀ aĀ strangerĀ beingĀ nice.Ā HeĀ letĀ outĀ aĀ quietĀ laugh,Ā theĀ firstĀ oneĀ inĀ aĀ while.Ā āĀ Careful,Ā āĀ heĀ said,Ā voiceĀ low,Ā āĀ YouĀ mightĀ actuallyĀ makeĀ meĀ singĀ forĀ real.Ā ā
#ā§½ šš”š«šššš¬ ā± you can't just run from sadness when it runs inside your veins .#purelve
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Ā āĀ IāmĀ Ryujin,Ā āĀ heĀ offeredĀ simply,Ā asĀ ifĀ thatĀ wasnātĀ alreadyĀ obvious.Ā HisĀ mouthĀ quirkedĀ intoĀ aĀ faint,Ā ironicĀ smile.Ā āĀ ButĀ IĀ guessĀ youĀ knewĀ thatĀ beforeĀ theyĀ handedĀ youĀ theĀ job.Ā āĀ HeĀ steppedĀ closer,Ā theĀ gapĀ betweenĀ themĀ shrinkingĀ justĀ enoughĀ toĀ beĀ intentional.Ā RyujināsĀ expressionĀ soberedĀ slightlyĀ asĀ heĀ studiedĀ Yuki,Ā somethingĀ flickeringĀ behindĀ hisĀ eyesĀ thatĀ wasnātĀ forĀ show.Ā āĀ WhateverĀ theyĀ toldĀ youĀ aboutĀ theĀ stalkerā¦Ā isĀ probablyĀ true.Ā MaybeĀ worse.Ā āĀ AĀ beat.Ā āĀ YouĀ believeĀ inĀ gutĀ instinct,Ā Yuki?Ā ā RyujināsĀ voiceĀ dipped,Ā justĀ aĀ notchĀ lower.Ā āĀ BecauseĀ mineĀ saysĀ heāsĀ notĀ justĀ obsessed.Ā HeāsĀ huntingĀ me.Ā ā
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Money, blackmail, and intimidation were all Isen needed to get his way, a formula he'd perfected until it was infallible. It was almost impressive, even if it left a strange feeling in Yuki's gut ā a feeling that was too dangerous to give a second thought. Heād been tasked with protecting a celebrity, Ryujin Choi, after rumors of an obsessive fan had been circling around. The evidence suggested that this manās fixation on Ryujin was mutating into something more sinister; and Isen was unwilling to let someone take Ryujin's life, for reasons he hadnāt disclosed to Yuki, or anyone else.
Yuki waited off-stage while Ryujin performed in front of an enormous audience. While the venue's security was more obvious, and certainly provided a decoy that may prove useful, Yuki remained in the background. He allowed his power to hover near the front row, set like a trap, waiting for someone to cross the barrier with a lot more than just admiration in their intentions.
He knew about Ryujin, of course; a fatal car accident that he'd miraculously survived, that had cast him into the spotlight of fame and fortune, whether he liked it or not. They'd seen each other briefly before Ryujin was set to perform, too quickly to exchange names or pleasantries. Or for Yuki to get a read on his aura.
The show ended and Yuki lingered, waiting until the crowd began to dissipate before giving instructions to the security guards. Their flippant attitude earned them a cold look from Yuki, the calm in wake of a brewing storm, and he watched with satisfaction as each smile disappeared. With that, he followed the stagehands back.
Upon seeing Ryujin, Yuki gave a slight bow of his head. "I'm sorry we didn't get the chance to meet properly," he said with his usual, distanced neutrality, now that the need to intimidate was gone. His demeanor was not cold or uninviting, merely the surface of still waters; benevolent and calm. āI'm Yuki. I've been hired to be your private security."
#ā§½ šš”š«šššš¬ ā± you can't just run from sadness when it runs inside your veins .#soulfulempathy
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HeĀ Ā Ā shiftedĀ Ā Ā closer,Ā Ā Ā carefully,Ā Ā Ā eachĀ Ā Ā stepĀ Ā Ā aĀ Ā Ā reminderĀ Ā Ā thatĀ Ā Ā hisĀ Ā Ā bodyĀ Ā Ā hadnātĀ Ā Ā madeĀ Ā Ā itĀ Ā Ā outĀ Ā Ā unscathedĀ Ā Ā evenĀ Ā Ā ifĀ Ā Ā itĀ Ā Ā lookedĀ Ā Ā likeĀ Ā Ā heĀ Ā Ā had.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā YouĀ Ā Ā makeĀ Ā Ā itĀ Ā Ā soundĀ Ā Ā soĀ Ā Ā simpleā¦Ā Ā Ā noteĀ Ā Ā taking..Ā Ā Ā asĀ Ā Ā ifĀ Ā Ā youāreĀ Ā Ā documentingĀ Ā Ā aĀ Ā Ā failedĀ Ā Ā scienceĀ Ā Ā experimentĀ Ā Ā insteadĀ Ā Ā ofĀ Ā Ā peopleĀ Ā Ā tearingĀ Ā Ā eachĀ Ā Ā otherĀ Ā Ā apart.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā ThereĀ Ā Ā wasĀ Ā Ā noĀ Ā Ā venomĀ Ā Ā inĀ Ā Ā hisĀ Ā Ā tone,Ā Ā Ā justĀ Ā Ā resignation,Ā Ā Ā maybeĀ Ā Ā curiosity,Ā Ā Ā maybeĀ Ā Ā envy butĀ Ā Ā whenĀ Ā Ā ChishiyaĀ Ā Ā offered,Ā Ā Ā RyujinĀ Ā Ā didnātĀ Ā Ā hesitateĀ Ā Ā thisĀ Ā Ā time,Ā Ā Ā notĀ Ā Ā becauseĀ Ā Ā heĀ Ā Ā wasĀ Ā Ā reckless,Ā Ā Ā butĀ Ā Ā becauseĀ Ā Ā heĀ Ā Ā knewĀ Ā Ā betterĀ Ā Ā thanĀ Ā Ā toĀ Ā Ā letĀ Ā Ā woundsĀ Ā Ā festerĀ Ā Ā here.Ā Ā Ā InfectionĀ Ā Ā wasĀ Ā Ā justĀ Ā Ā anotherĀ Ā Ā playerĀ Ā Ā inĀ Ā Ā theĀ Ā Ā Borderland.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Yeah,Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā heĀ Ā Ā murmured,Ā Ā Ā steppingĀ Ā Ā closeĀ Ā Ā enoughĀ Ā Ā thatĀ Ā Ā hisĀ Ā Ā shadowĀ Ā Ā metĀ Ā Ā ChishiyaāsĀ Ā Ā underĀ Ā Ā theĀ Ā Ā flickeringĀ Ā Ā light.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā GuessĀ Ā Ā youĀ Ā Ā mightĀ Ā Ā asĀ Ā Ā wellĀ Ā Ā makeĀ Ā Ā yourselfĀ Ā Ā useful.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā AĀ Ā Ā faintĀ Ā Ā smirkĀ Ā Ā ghostedĀ Ā Ā acrossĀ Ā Ā hisĀ Ā Ā lipsĀ Ā Ā asĀ Ā Ā heĀ Ā Ā extendedĀ Ā Ā hisĀ Ā Ā arm,Ā Ā Ā showingĀ Ā Ā theĀ Ā Ā tornĀ Ā Ā sleeve,Ā Ā Ā theĀ Ā Ā rawĀ Ā Ā scrapeĀ Ā Ā runningĀ Ā Ā fromĀ Ā Ā elbowĀ Ā Ā toĀ Ā Ā wrist.Ā Ā Ā Then,Ā Ā Ā softer,Ā Ā Ā almostĀ Ā Ā tooĀ Ā Ā quietĀ Ā Ā toĀ Ā Ā hear.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā IĀ Ā Ā donātĀ Ā Ā thinkĀ Ā Ā IāveĀ Ā Ā gottenĀ Ā Ā usedĀ Ā Ā toĀ Ā Ā survivingĀ Ā Ā yet,Ā Ā Ā feelsĀ Ā Ā likeĀ Ā Ā IĀ Ā Ā leaveĀ Ā Ā moreĀ Ā Ā ofĀ Ā Ā myselfĀ Ā Ā behindĀ Ā Ā everyĀ Ā Ā time.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā HeĀ Ā Ā paused.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā YouĀ Ā Ā everĀ Ā Ā feelĀ Ā Ā that?Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā HisĀ Ā Ā eyesĀ Ā Ā liftedĀ Ā Ā toĀ Ā Ā meetĀ Ā Ā Chishiyaās,Ā Ā Ā searchingĀ Ā Ā notĀ Ā Ā forĀ Ā Ā comfortĀ Ā Ā butĀ Ā Ā maybeĀ Ā Ā understanding.Ā Ā Ā MaybeĀ Ā Ā proofĀ Ā Ā thatĀ Ā Ā someoneĀ Ā Ā elseĀ Ā Ā inĀ Ā Ā thisĀ Ā Ā godlessĀ Ā Ā placeĀ Ā Ā stillĀ Ā Ā feltĀ Ā Ā somethingĀ Ā Ā beneathĀ Ā Ā allĀ Ā Ā theĀ Ā Ā logicĀ Ā Ā andĀ Ā Ā strategy.
š§šš ššš š šš¢š”š§šš”šØšš¦ . . . @ghcstwired
" I almost thought you had suddenly forgotten my name. " Chishiya's voice offers a singular note of teasing to it as he regards the Ryujin before him. A TYPICAL SURVIVOR. People often stumbled out of the games in such a state - even Chishiya had one or two times. It was bound to happen to you if you managed to survive long enough. NOT TONIGHT. Chishiya's signature white jacket is still spotless, almost glowing under the moonlight in the empty city. " That would be a reasonable assumption to make given the circumstances. " It was hard to find people.
His attention is clearly focused towards Ryujin, but nothing seems to escape the feline-like eyes of Chishiya. He watches the other people that stumble and hobble away from the venue, taking notes - observing. ( No one here looks particularly USEFUL. ) A hum of acknowledgement is offered when the other recounts shallow injuries. Typical ones for these lands.
Almost anyone else would be DEFENSIVE to the words; Chishiya offers no denial nor defense. " No, I didn't play. I played a different game two nights ago. " Chishiya confirms with a shrug. " NOTE TAKING. " Of what? He doesn't specify. " But I was studying the outcome as well, you're correct. Who survives and who doesn't. Thought that knowledge is more valuable from games I participate in rather than just seeing who emerges. Still - knowledge is invaluable. " That was true of any world, but especially here.
Chishiya considers the options before he beckons the other closer. " Do you want me to look at the wounds? I have a travel med kit on me. "
#( the last sentence made me chuckle a bit like⦠chishiya and feelings.. yea )#ā§½ šš”š«šššš¬ ā± you can't just run from sadness when it runs inside your veins .#sharpsuite: chishiya#ā§½ šš„š¢šš š¢š§ ššØš«ššš«š„šš§šš¬ šÆšš«š¬š ā± your heartbeat is just background noise to someone elseās ending .
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#O9. ā§½ šš²š§šš¦š¢š ā± sayuri; hell was the journey but it brought me heaven .#( 𤧠so soft )
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ą¼āt goldenĀ idols.
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theyĀ onlyĀ loveĀ theĀ versionĀ ofĀ youĀ theyĀ built.
everyoneĀ wantsĀ aĀ pieceĀ ofĀ you.
doĀ youĀ everĀ wishĀ youĀ couldĀ beĀ anonymousĀ again?
ifĀ thatĀ photoĀ leaks,Ā weāreĀ bothĀ done.
they'llĀ turnĀ onĀ meĀ theĀ secondĀ iĀ messĀ up
areĀ youĀ alwaysĀ thisĀ charmingĀ orĀ justĀ onĀ redĀ carpets?
ifĀ iĀ stopĀ shining,Ā willĀ theyĀ stopĀ lookingĀ atĀ me?
fakeĀ smilesĀ areĀ muscleĀ memoryĀ forĀ me.
thisĀ isn'tĀ realĀ lifeĀ forĀ mostĀ people,Ā youĀ know.
doĀ youĀ evenĀ knowĀ whoĀ youĀ areĀ withoutĀ theĀ fans?
beingĀ iconicĀ isĀ aĀ fullĀ timeĀ job!
wantĀ toĀ hideĀ outĀ hereĀ forĀ aĀ minute?
youĀ thinkĀ thisĀ businessĀ hasĀ roomĀ forĀ peopleĀ likeĀ me?
youĀ stopĀ beingĀ aĀ personĀ theĀ secondĀ yourĀ nameĀ becomesĀ aĀ headline.
we'reĀ trending.Ā again.Ā whatĀ didĀ youĀ evenĀ do?
i'dĀ giveĀ itĀ allĀ upĀ ifĀ youĀ askedĀ meĀ to.
youĀ boughtĀ outĀ theĀ entireĀ cafe?
yourĀ managerĀ saidĀ thisĀ couldĀ ruinĀ you.
thisĀ isĀ forĀ press.Ā don'tĀ makeĀ thisĀ toĀ beĀ somethingĀ it'sĀ not.
isĀ thisĀ reallyĀ whatĀ youĀ wantedĀ whenĀ youĀ saidĀ youĀ wantedĀ toĀ beĀ seen?
iĀ likedĀ youĀ betterĀ beforeĀ weĀ bothĀ hadĀ prĀ teams.
you'reĀ theĀ onlyĀ oneĀ whoĀ talksĀ toĀ meĀ likeĀ i'mĀ real.
nobodyĀ clapsĀ whenĀ i'mĀ cryingĀ inĀ myĀ trailer.
don'tĀ confuseĀ charismaĀ forĀ confidence.
youĀ deserveĀ everyĀ secondĀ ofĀ this.
threeĀ awardsĀ inĀ oneĀ night?Ā tryĀ notĀ toĀ gloat.
weĀ areĀ oneĀ badĀ decisionĀ awayĀ fromĀ beingĀ tomorrow'sĀ headline.
iĀ wantĀ you,Ā notĀ someĀ pictureĀ onĀ myĀ magazine.
thisĀ faceĀ launchedĀ brandsĀ andĀ ruinedĀ careers.
theyĀ worshipĀ theĀ shine,Ā notĀ what'sĀ beneath.
sometimesĀ iĀ thinkĀ iĀ wasĀ builtĀ toĀ beĀ lookedĀ at,Ā notĀ known.
sure,Ā iĀ canĀ signĀ yourĀ shirt.
sayĀ youĀ didn'tĀ justĀ roastĀ meĀ inĀ yourĀ fuckingĀ acceptanceĀ speech.
iĀ gotĀ threeĀ hoursĀ ofĀ sleepĀ andĀ sparklyĀ highlighter.Ā let'sĀ go.
letĀ themĀ stare.Ā i'dĀ stareĀ atĀ me,Ā too.
youĀ lightĀ upĀ theĀ entireĀ room.
careful,Ā iĀ mightĀ startĀ aĀ fanĀ clubĀ justĀ toĀ embarrassĀ you.
it'sĀ okayĀ ifĀ youĀ needĀ fiveĀ minutesĀ toĀ beĀ aĀ realĀ humanĀ being.
you'reĀ oneĀ ofĀ myĀ favoriteĀ people,Ā famousĀ orĀ not.
ifĀ thisĀ dressĀ getsĀ meĀ onĀ someĀ "worst-dressed"Ā list,Ā iĀ blameĀ you.
iĀ missĀ whenĀ weĀ usedĀ toĀ partyĀ withoutĀ photographers.
youĀ realizeĀ you'reĀ theĀ mostĀ famousĀ personĀ here,Ā right?
youĀ alwaysĀ didĀ knowĀ howĀ toĀ disappearĀ intoĀ aĀ crowd.
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