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Think I need to confront some things about myself

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Need 2 get comfortable in my new position at work and then really work on fixing my depression I can’t be so dependent on spurts of addy weekends to feel a bit of happiness and motivation

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Sadness setting in again

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Ordered so many samples

Haven’t got a full nights sleep since abilify 5mg

Fun 2 distract myself with having clothes made

When the distractions stop I wonder if I’ll ever be consistently happy again

Will the disassociation ever stop

Start therapy on Tuesday

Got a promotion at work

Things are changing

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Abilify withdrawals one of the worst times of my life so far tbh

Don’t wanna do anything at all

Don’t wanna look at my phone

Called off from work

Can’t sleep thru the night

Can’t concentrate on anything

Can’t watch a full video

Can’t just sit and relax

Muscles weak shaky tense and in pain

Disassociation way way way up

Wouldn’t wish this on anyone

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