ghostcreates

[ghostcreates]

What is going on

It has all changed so much. I definitely attribute this website to being a large part of my downfall as a teenager but I'm hoping it will have the opposite effect now that I'm not using it to look up depressing quotes & pictures of Matty Healy smoking.

I think I would like to start a small business. I have no idea how or if I will ever pull this off but writing down thoughts seems like a good way to start. I have fears of posting on Instagram to the audience of 126 followers I gained over a year ago. Things over there seem so perfectly curated and I already struggle enough with the need for perfection in my work so hopefully tumblr will be a good place for mess and mistakes.

One thing I've decided this evening is I need to just start creating. I spend so much of my day waiting to get home so I can "start" on this idea. Then getting home and spending time thinking about things like how I plan to attack my taxes in the future when I'm making big $$ from Instagram reels. I'm getting way too ahead of myself. Going forward I would like to come home excited about the creating side of things and maybe - just maybe - pick up the fucking tufting gun for once.