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moonbinnie i hope you're happy wherever you are. i hope you're doing well. i love you. i hope you know you were loved and are still loved and missed by many. I hope you're in peace now

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god i wanna cry i painted a rose for jonghyun and for you because I know how hard december is for you and somehow i still wish i could comfort you even though you abandoned me because i hurt you pls be my friend again i miss you so goddamn much

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i miss you i miss you i miss you

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going through my ao3 bookmarks

i truly do miss being loved and loving someone

i miss calling someone mine and being theirs

i miss holding hands and warm hugs and words of hey im here

i miss i miss i miss

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deleted your city off the weather app

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every time i feel like im doing better something silly reminds me of you and i have a breakdown how do I heal from losing not just a lover but a friend too

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i hope you're okay after reading about rowoon

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god why did I write this down

i really genuinely love them

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a keychain, a sword, and an industrial

all the things i was meant to give you as your gifts what am i supposed to do with any of these

i dont have an industrial piercing so i cant use it, i have no use for a sword and the keychain has your name in it so genuinely none ofthese are of any use to me except to remind me that you’re no longer a part of my life and i need to accept that no matter how much i fucking miss you

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you really removed me from everywhere in your life huh I must've hurt you a lot just like finding out all the little ways you've made sure I don't exist in your space hurts me. i guess i deserve it

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it's so fucking lonely without you

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just couldn't stop thinking about you every single second

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went to fanexpo today and god the amount things I wanted to show you and wanted to get you were insane. when will this longing for your companionship stop

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26/08/23

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i can somehow handle all songs but as soon as hozier's wasteland baby and like real people do come up, my heart sinks physically and I immediately tear up. literally crying anywhere I am.

fuck I miss u so much

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21/08/23