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I have 90% indefinitely moved on from the Pokemon fandom as of now. I will now only RP on discord and send only asks/submission to those I have taken the time to appreciate. But sorry folks, everybody else, is unfortunately out for me. This is not a goodbye. One day, when I feel safe and welcome (if I ever feel safe and welcome), I may return. Unfortunately that is not anytime soon. I will be making means to get in touch with those I actually do care about though. On discord. If you know I talk to you on discord, or have talked to you on discord, please check your messages -- or feel free to message me. 

I am unfortunately triggered by most pokemon blogs now -- It’s rather sad that it’s happened, but really. This fandom disgusts me now. I’m not talking about anybody in general. I’m just... no longer in the mood. I’m sorry. If it gets better, I may come back, but who knows. Otherwise, I’m out for now.

My discord: SoftCore#8577 **

**I have every right to not accept new ones though, but you’re more than welcome to ask me if you can add me.

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gonna go and unfollow anybody who isn’t mutuals or has been archived. Sideblogs don’t count of course. Also can somebody please tell me if I’m being muted or not? I sent messages to people and im just??? not getting responses back. and it’s kinda really bothering me… a lot…

UPDATE: You know what Honestly. Fuck it. you wanna talk to me. here I am. you don’t thats fine. I’m probably just gonna be on for like 2 people. Literally 2 people. and even then its more like its One person. Fuck plots fuck you all. you want to talk to me, the by all means. Here is my discord. send me a request and lets talk. otherwise. fuck everybody on this hellsite.

the cut and paste form: SoftCore#8577

I’m fucking out. bye.

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gonna go and unfollow anybody who isn’t mutuals or has been archived. Sideblogs don’t count of course. Also can somebody please tell me if I’m being muted or not? I sent messages to people and im just??? not getting responses back. and it’s kinda really bothering me... a lot...

UPDATE: You know what Honestly. Fuck it. you wanna talk to me. here I am. you don’t thats fine. I’m probably just gonna be on for like 2 people. Literally 2 people. and even then its more like its One person. Fuck plots fuck you all. you want to talk to me, the by all means. Here is my discord. send me a request and lets talk. otherwise. fuck everybody on this hellsite.

the cut and paste form: SoftCore#8577

I’m fucking out. bye.

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You have brought me far enough from my fears that the only fear i have now is losing you.

(via wnq-writers)

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     ♥♥♥

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Intimidation Meme

Sometimes it’s difficult for people to seek contact with each other because they can feel intimidated by others. Using this meme, you can send the symbols to my askbox that represent to you how intimidating I am to you. This way, it could be more clear to both sides how things are based on these feelings.

😗 - YOU ARE THE SOFTEST BEING. 😀 - I’m not afraid of reaching out to you. 😃 - To me, you are easy to approach. 😊 - I think you are a really friendly person. 😶 - I’m not sure if I can reach out to you. 😐 - You seem a little distant from others. 😓 - I feel like you would not really like me. 😲 - I’m afraid of reaching out to you. 😟 - I wish I had the courage to start talking to you. 😥 - I am very intimidated by you. I wish it wasn’t that way, because you seem cool. 😫 - I admire you from the sidelines because you seem cool and I’m just a dork. 😧 - Senpai, notice me???? 😦 - I feel really insecure when I want to reach out to you. 😨 - You intimidate me….a whole damn lot. 😭 - I wish I could be your friend but to me, you are so hard to reach out to. 😱 - I am so incredibly intimidated by you, it even makes me a little anxious sometimes. 💀 - OH MY GOD DON’T EAT ME PLEASE

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Smol InterPol dump for @fallcr​ because ynaught

InterPol has a high interest in Kimiko cause she’s similar to Fallers. But also completely different than them.

She has inherent abilities of warping, dimension sense, and she’s a unique Empath.

InterPol wants her to use as a weapon/tool

She’s terrified of InterPol and is extremely skittish around any of its agents. This is because they’ve tried to take her in with use of force. No No PoPo dont do that, she’s too shy and gentle for that. treat her like you would a wild animal (a doe) you want to be careful and slow.

InterPol has an agreement with her that she can deal with Cyrus on her terms. essentially she is in charge of that person and if he does anything out of hand, then its her fault (verse with criimsonsun)

InterPol keeps tabs on most of her owned pokemon (because she has over 200 of them) but doesnt know fully the extent of her team. But they know that some are service pokemon. Others are actually the K9 equivalent in the Pokemon world. but they are self-sufficient. I.E. Some of her pokemon are like sub-agents for the polive for like the petty crimes. 

They actually cannot keep track of Mimi. They don’t have a tracker per se, but they have devices that can detect Distortion World abnormalities in the world. but its not really accurate.

InterPol actually broke off a piece of the Gresious Orb to give to Mimi in order to control how overwhelming powerful DW abilities from destroying her.

No agent has been able to get close enough to her to understand how any of her abilities work. And by close enough, nobody has attempted to befriend her because they see her more like a ‘object’ than an actual human being.

More to come cause I have work soon.

actually have this ability list.

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❀ @consacro -- rahi | starter time

       ❀ ; — She is really not all there. She really isn’t. But then again, since when had Kimiko ever really been all the way there. The answer was never. She never was always 100 percent there. That wasn’t entirely her fault. Granted, her head wasn’t always in the clouds, but now she just simply saw more on the spectrum than what normally met the eye.

        In an instant she straightened up and spoke up.

    “ I see you. What is it that you are doing? I see you.. ”

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Odesza || Say My Name (feat. Zyra) 

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While I was trying to get ending E for Drakengard, I thought the music seemed familiar.

Here’s the main theme, ‘Exhausted’, with the music for the final chapter overlayed.

I. Hear. A. Sound.

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( ✦ ✦ — As an Empath ; hc.17 ✦ ✦ ✦ )

Fun fact about Kimiko. She is very much an Empath. And I have said it before. But there is so much more to it than just being an Empath and being able to feel another person’s emotions. At least this is the case for Kimiko. Not only can she actually sense another’s emotions and feel just as they do, she can even sense those who try to block out emotion. She’s real quick to pick up how somebody really feels even if its not what they seem to look like on the outside. So in reality, nobody can really fake anything with Kimiko. Granted, with strangers, she’s not going to straight up tell them they are lying to her, but she will know when somebody is being genuine with her.

The great thing, or rather frustrating thing, about Kimiko too is that not only can she feel how somebody else is feeling, but she can radiate her own emotions back to another person. So when somebody sees her happy and she is genuinely happy, they will tell she is because its like this heat that comes off of her. She sometimes doesn’t realise that she does it. and for many it can be a really scary thing. Mainly because you don’t know at first. Its like that sudden feeling of oh gods what am I feeling. But the more one looks at Kimiko, the more one realises that it’s coming from here.

This is one of the reasons why InterPol so genuinely interested in her. I mean among other things that is. But there are some people who would want to use her as a weapon or tool. In many ways-- she is the Giratina that somebody wants on their side. She can be easily manipulated and she can easily manipulate others. And she has such a great impact on some that she can immobilise people with just emotion. 

But that isn’t what she is about. She genuinely wants others to be happy, and wants to take care of them and she would do it in any way possible. There is a quote by Alan W. Watts that fits Kimiko perfectly:

“ We know that from time to time, there arise among human beings, people who seem to exude love as naturally as the sun gives out heat. ”   

Kimiko is honestly the best person to fit this description perfectly. I have never once made a character, or have seen somebody make a character that matches this quote perfectly. And I am honestly not even trying to have her match this description. She just happens to have that characteristic that blossoms all on her own. 

But now imagine that she is somebody who can not only radiate that love and happiness, but she can share it. Like it’s something that you can contract just by being near her. Whether you like it or not. 

The thing is that she doesn’t really normally do that unless she is really, truly enjoying her time with somebody. This is actually why you don’t see Giratina be happier when she is around. Yes, she can make him feel her pain and anguish, but in that sense, its like Giratina is a Dementor of the Pokemon World. He just naturally takes and makes her feel so sad all the time. 

But if Giratina is the Dementor of the Pokemon world, then Kimiko is basically the Patronus of the Pokemon world. or rather, she is the anti-giratina. Arceus saw that in her even as a young child and basically asked the Lake trio to help her find Giratina. 

But it was when she was with giratina that her abilities as an Empath grew to be better (or in some cases, worse).

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@ghostliied​ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ !!!

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❀ @fearlessfortitude​ | starter time

       ❀ ; — Kimiko is  not at all startled by a stranger. In fact, she is very much welcoming to him. After all, this place was not just her place. It was a park. Granted, it was a little off from the beaten path and somewhat secluded, but she was not somebody to complain. Should she have run then? Perhaps, the crimson-eyed child was indeed skittish to strangers -- but he didn’t seem like anybody connected to the International Police.

         Instead she takes a floral arrangement she had been making for a friend and held it up for him to smell. 

    “ What do you think? I tried to incorporate more of a pine smell for my beloved friend. Perhaps it is a little too much? ” 

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Who survived? Somebody new? Anyone else but you?

She’ll go on                     and never speak of this again                 we depend on you

We depend on you!

Indie Original Character │Private && Selective │ Dark && Light Themes Apply

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