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HIS EYESSSSSUHHHH 😩😩😩

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I'm trying to be so fucking normal rn

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Can I ask how the original trio in LADS would respond to a reader who's burnt out? Like used to be overachieving, ambitious and hardworking but now has no energy to care about any goals, short or longterm?

feel free to look here and here as well!

Zayne doesn't burn out but he does understand the concept and has witnessed his colleagues go through the same struggle. When he notices that you're starting to show symptoms and not seeming to care as much as you used to about things that were important to you he'll sit you down to talk.

He listens without judgement, asking if there's anything you want him to do or anything you can point at as being the cause for your burnout. Even if you can't, he'll simply suggest you just take some time off. If you can take time off work or just stop working as hard if possible. He will push for you to take some time off though so you can focus on just being at home and doing whatever it is you want to, or become more invested in your studies to try and guide you through things.

He'll aim to try and help you at least gain some sort of control over your life again. Seeing you listless and just exhausted isn't fun for him. He'll support you if you decide to do a complete 180, changing paths to something that you think you'll like more, or just supporting you as you rot a bit and come out of your funk.

Xavier is a great partner to have if you just want to rot around. He'll come home and just lay with you. He doesn't demand anything of you but he will slowly work his way before trying to figure out what's wrong with you. He knows that you used to be a lot more passionate and seeing you so despondent just doesn't really feel like you. He'll be worried that something happened but when you just tell him you feel burned out he'll nod along and support you however you need him to.

He'll help you get back to at least being not burnt out, giving you some sort of motivation to get to a point where you're more comfortable doing things again. He also doesn't really care what that looks like - as long as you're happy, that's all that matters.

Rafayel burns out constantly after completing giant projects so if it gets timed so that you're both burnt out nothing really happens at home. You two just kinda lay together, not really wanting to do much until one of you snaps out of your stupor. Rafayel typically just goes shopping until he feels better or gets inspiration back so his cycle is a lot quicker than yours might be.

He'll also give you his best tips and tricks of getting out of a funk, and honestly he might just tell you to directly quit your job if you don't like it and just live off of him, no strings attached. He adores you and he'd be more than happy to take care of you if you'd like. He wants you to find something you enjoy doing at least, not necessarily a passion so your days don't just blend into a bland nothingness. He'd love to take you out and just do random things to help with that when he doesn't feel like a pile of slop, at least making your days more entertaining until you find something you enjoy doing again/find a passion.

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was saying goodnight to zayne and his smile is so sweet ⁉️ god, i really love this man so much 😩

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hey, i like y'all chill sylus kissers

*gives you a silly sylus pov scenario /affectionate*

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This is kinda self-indulgent, but can you pls write a Sylus, Zayne and Caleb one where they catch us singing a song from our native language (whether it's in the car, during a karaoke session, or perhaps just doing our chores - whichever you prefer)? If you can't do it, I understand. Ty so much in advance 💗

Sylus probably understands. If he doesn't, he's already started to learn your language as another show of affection for you. He would be more than happy to just listen to you sing on the sidelines, not drawing attention to it because he has plans for you.

One day while you're singing to yourself and doing the dishes when he comes up behind you. You hear his voice in your ear, a little off tune but not too bad. You're a little surprised to hear him singing with you but you know how much he just loves to do things with you so you enjoy the moment, singing softly with him.

If you write your own music he's always more than happy to listen, not asking you outright to show it to him but he's always got a soft smile on his face when you do decide to show it to him.

Zayne/Caleb love hearing you sing or speak in your native tongue. Sometimes he'll ask you to teach him a word or phrase, wanting to slowly become more fluent in it so he can speak to you in it as well one day. He's very keen on learning it so it definitely doesn't take much time for him to pick up on it.

He'll ask you to sing to him more in it too, giving you an adoring look. You might feel a little flustered at how much he asks you to sing for him or how much attention he pays to you, especially when it's not something he can understand.

Like Sylus, he loves being able to hear music that you write for yourself. He adores it, softly nudging you to show him more of the music you work on. He doesn't know much about the technicalities but it doesn't really matter - if you've written it then he loves it.

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some fucking resources for all ur writing fuckin needs

* body language masterlist

* a translator that doesn’t eat ass like google translate does

* a reverse dictionary for when ur brain freezes

* 550 words to say instead of fuckin said

* 638 character traits for when ur brain freezes again

* some more body language help

(hope this helps some ppl)

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wrote this with lds zayne + sylus, jjk toji + suguru in mind, but could work for whoever :D

holding your face by your chin (and theres no one way they do this) (that one diagram)

asking you (almost demanding, but never controlling) "look at me", "ive asked you a question.", "cmon pretty, i know you can do better than that", "behave.", affirmative and direct.

they looove giving kisses to the top of your head, hairline, forehead

your voices equally wrecking each other as much as they do to you (hed be a liar if he said he doesnt purposefully leave you to go on voicemail sometimes just to have your voice saved (it initially happened as an accident, but every once in a blue moon hed indulge himself))

"i know, baby, i know"

when they get mad its like a brewing storm, more of an impending presence rather than fast, harsh lightning. oh hed be a fool to hurt you, but he knows where boundaries need to lie for the sake of you and him both (hes easy to crack, he can never stay mad at you for too long)

loove giving back hugs, at least one hand on your lower stomach (and whos to blame him to think of you as a mama, creating life to your and his children? it may be a dream for now but always a hopeful plead to reality). his chin resting on your head, or even coming around to the side of your neck giving you soft pecks

love receiving hugs with both your arms around his neck, face cradled between his chin and chest, nose smushed against him, heavily breathing up his scent

ugh they love spoiling you, especially when it comes to food. if you say youre not hungry, he'll still order your favorite portions, or order his meal a size up, knowing youll soon be munching on them happily, "stealing" just a bite (he'll let you eat the whole thing even if he gets to starve). finds so much joy in bringing a utensil up to your mouth, allowing you to eat from his hand, always enjoying the sight when your eyes light up in delight when you try something good

theyre just sooo dominant, a natural leader, again a brooding presence- theyre seen not being the forefront of the group but always being the one that people lean on, the one in charge like everyone knows who to go to. they take pride in this but always know to never fall in it, understanding when to play when the time comes. its even better when they find pleasure and amusement when you lead, always soo happy to see you acting out for your own fulfillment (theyll do anything to satisfy you). and once youre done, hes always there, solid and strong (he never was not leading even throughout when you were)

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Mephisto’s Linkon New Year attire 🐦‍⬛

This video call was so adorable and Sylus’ reaction is so endearing 🥹

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Doey the Doughman fanart with the kids

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IMAGINE . . . the lads LIs playing an otome game ?!

what would it be like if the love and deepspace love interests played an otome game in which YOU were the love interest instead? ⸺ heavily HEAVILY inspired by a thread on twt by @/Myaurxra_ on the same prompt!!

zayne who is strictly f2p. i cannot imagine this man spending money on the game. he occasionally plays during his breaks. he listens to the tender moments as background noise while he works. he has your affinity level at about 68 which is the culmination of many months checking in and mostly doing his dailies.

zayne who actually uses the ‘remind me’ feature to help him get some rest. nothing beats your sweet voice telling him he’s working too hard and that he needs to go to bed!!

zayne who seems like he’d be a very casual player who enjoys the sweet, soft cards. however, tomorrow’s catch-22 drops and he is a changed man!! <3

xavier who is somehow incredibly lucky without even trying?? he’s pulling your 5 star memories left and right, early pity. definitely posts his pulls on social media, which is the envy of everyone else.

xavier who enjoys the combat system the most. he clears abyssal chaos and the hunter contest with ease. it comes quite easy to him, the protocores, the substats, the playstyles.

xavier who only pays for the aurum pass, but that’s about it when it comes to his spending. he’s living off a hunter’s salary and can only offer so much to his virtual wife…

rafayel who is glint photobooth’s greatest enemy. he has all of your outfits and accessories unlocked. he didn’t buy those all for nothing. he’s spending hours on glint photobooth and snapshot, capturing your beauty just right. he’d post it on social media like the masterpiece you are <3

rafayel who actually takes the time to play the stories and read the lore. his assistant is calling him, but he couldn’t care less. he needs to know what happens next. he’s laying in bed, kicking around like a schoolgirl with a crush. he’s currently sobbing over your backstory and getting pissed off on your behalf when another character wrongs you.

rafayel who has your affinity level already maxed out. he’s flexing the ring on every outfit he dresses you up in. he’s cleared out all the story content there is to offer, besides the combat levels. he rarely plays the hunter contest, but he occasionally does abyssal chaos to read the stories and interactions.

sylus who is an absolute whale. we all know it. he is R3’ing all of your memories. lost a 50/50? doesn’t matter, his card is already out and ready to be used.

sylus who finds the game to be a rather endearing past time. you’re a welcome break in his busy day. luke and kieran will find him at his desk, looking rather amused as he pokes his phone for maybe the hundredth time tonight.

sylus who sends luke and kieran out to buy merch for him when he’s busy, sending them in his stead to fan events. he advises them to stop at nothing. online bid? he’s already won. limited edition merch item? he got it three weeks before it was even announced with his connections. on his desk, you’ll probably find a small acrylic stand of you by his computer.

caleb who actually has horrible luck. he has most of your standard 5 star memories maxed out, mostly due to losing so many 50/50s. at first he was like “psh. it’s just a game. i won’t have to spend any money.” but, then he lost the 50/50 on the anniversary banner and the flood gates opened. now, he’s willing to drop large amounts of money at a time if it means getting your precious memories.

caleb who takes full advantage of the ‘quality time’ feature. mostly to unlock your workout outfit, but he likes to have you cheering him on by the side while he completes his regimen.

caleb who gets oddly competitive during kitty cards? like he’s about to crash out the moment you cancel out one of his assist cards. his hands are gripping the phone, his palms are sweating, his breath is hitching, he’s grunting in frustration. someone looks over his shoulder to see what the hell is stressing him out so much… you just changed his teacup color from red to blue…

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LEAST TO MOST LIKELY TO . . . get along ?

which of the love and deepspace men would get along if they met? ⸺ ㅤpurely interactions between lads love interests! no mentions of mc, so i’m avoiding the jealousy trope.

LEAST LIKELY TO

rafayel + xavier

it’s not that i think they won’t like each other. it’s just that rafayel needs someone to match his energy and challenge him, while xavier seems just okay with being passive when interacting with other people. rafayel needs his full attention while he’s ranting, so if xavier falls asleep, they’re done.

not to say xavier is dumb— he’s very intelligent when he wants to be, but he comes across as someone with a one track mind. i’m not sure he’d understand what rafayel is saying half the time, but he’s very polite and understanding about it.

sylus + caleb (pre farspace fleet)

outwardly, they would get along. they look like the perfect picture of brotherhood: an arm swung over the other’s shoulder and a loud promise to get drinks sometime.

in reality, they’re running background checks on each other the moment they’re out of the other’s earshot. sylus knew there was something darker beneath caleb’s charismatic gaze and caleb definitely picked up the fact sylus wasn’t telling him the full truth of his profession.

zayne + rafayel

zayne is a man very comfortable in his space. rafayel is a man very comfortable in zayne’s space. the artist thinks zayne is too uptight and tries to get him out of his office and have some fun, but the doctor is clearly not interested in that.

rafayel would never push it and make zayne uncomfortable. he’d simply except that the other man was happy with where he was. there’s no tension between them, but they just don’t compliment each other. no hard feelings.

MOST LIKELY TO

zayne + xavier

there’s a quiet understanding between them. zayne is a little concerned about xavier’s health if anything. obviously, they don’t become best friends, but they do get along.

i don’t think either of them are the greatest with expressing their feelings and neither of them are interested in talking about it. they recognize that in each other and find the most solace knowing that neither of them are expecting anything more from the other.

rafayel + sylus

two rich men with an appreciation for the finer things in life… they would 100% get along. rafayel wouldn’t judge sylus for the things he’s done— he’s probably done worse anyway.

i imagine they met at one of rafayel’s art exhibition and started talking. there’s something so refreshing about the way rafayel describes his art, much better than the suffocating corporate speak sylus is forced to hear every day.

sylus is invited to all of rafayel’s next exhibitions and and rafayel happens to be sylus’ occasional plus-one to auctions. they’re besties now sorry i don’t make the rules. i could talk about them forever

note: i didn’t include as many caleb pairings because his lore is genuinely so intertwined with the mc that i had a hard time coming up with any ideas. also, even the most sociable people like sylus or rafayel are perceptive enough to see there’s more beneath the surface. they notice that caleb is actually… kind of off putting? love caleb though!

obviously there are some more interactions i missed like zayne + sylus. they probably wouldn’t like each other, maybe they would, and i don’t know when it would make sense for them to meet… sylus gets a check up i guess <3 old men yaoi

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Coronation

Wander in Wonder + Mountain Journey + Radiant Brilliance + Waking Reverie

at first i thought King's Banquet was a continuation of Mountain Journey where MC asked Sylus to make a new wreath.

Then I got inspired by The Coronation of Napoleon by Jacques-Louis David completed in 1807.

MC: Have you ever written a love letter, Sylus?

"I hope that before long I shall clasp you in my arms, and cover you with a million kisses as burning as if under the equator."

- one of Napoleon's 228 letters to Josephine

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I am here for the "bad" survivors.

I am here for people who don't perform perfectly as they recovered from their trauma and abuse.

I am here for people who weren't believed.

I am here for people who went back, who reached out, who were unsure about what was happening to them until they were.

I am here for people who behaved chaotically and uncharacteristically in reaction to their trauma.

I am here for people who screamed, yelled, or hit back.

I am here for people who froze, stayed silent, or couldn't fight back.

I am here for people who couldn't get their stories straight, because their own memories of what happened were so fractured by the trauma.

I am here for people who's boundaries became rigid and impermeable as they tried to create a new sense of safety in their life.

I am here for people who lost all boundaries, who felt unsafe setting any boundaries in the wake of having them violated.

Whatever happened that makes you feel like you were a "bad" survivor, I am here for you.

There are no "bad" survivors because there are no "good" survivors. Surviving is hard.

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Loft talk Pt. Sylus: About the roommates

Sylus: I already read everybody's profile when I moved in.

Sylus: Rafayel acts like a brat because he doesn't want to show his vulnerability to anyone.

Sylus: Caleb definitely does shady things because let's face it no one's actually that nice.

Sylus: Xavier's deal is he's honest to God might be 50 years old.

Sylus: And Zayne is just perfect. I love that guy.

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The Snows of Kilimanjaro

Magnum Opus + Travel Plans text message

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A very far fetched headcanon/AU of mine is Xavier and Sylus are siblings and not just because they have the same hair color. Here's why.

Contains: Tyrannicide sylus with a soft spot for his little brother🤷‍♀️ spoilers of Xavier's and Sylus myth, long awaited revelry and Sylus anecdote

I've always felt like Sylus' standard myth was lacking, I mean, the other LI'S myth consists of a magical feel with a tragic but beautiful ending while Sylus' myth was...boxing? Aren't myths supposed to be special? Pretty sure boxing is just a normal daily occurrence for Sylus so I made my own myth for him. One that overlaps with Xavier's standard myth but takes place after his dragon myth.

In this AU Sylus is Xavier's older brother thus making him a Royal Prince, also the eldest making him first in line to the throne. This is a half baked au so for some reason, Sylus doesn't remember his dragon past life yet. Now Sylus, just like Xavier never wanted to to bear the weight of the crown, where they differ is how they rebel against their family.

Sylus upon finding out about the royal families secrets (feeding humans to the planet) ran away and turned to a life of crime becoming a space pirate leaving Xavier to bear the weight of the crown alone. This is where Sylus starts his space pirate journey where he pillages planets, specifically going after other Royals (his anecdote) and takes back what they've stolen from other planets to give back. He saves his parents for last, he wants them to live in fear of him, of what they know is bound to happen to them, he wants them to look around to their other Royal equals and see them fall with the knowledge that they'll succumb to the same fate or so he says to himself, really it's because he wants his beloved little brother to live normally (well as normal as he can when he's a prince) to live in peace even for just a little bit because he knows his beloved little brother is innocent and is being kept in the dark just like he was, he plans to spare him.

Finally, when he's rid the galaxy of Royals and burned their castles, It was time to go after his own royal blood. But the one that sits on the throne was not his parents, it was mc. At this point, he still hasn't remembered their past life. Mc recognises him as the eldest prince and asks him why he's returned, Sylus still confused that his family is nowhere to be found asks about them, with notably much more care when asking about his brother. He learns of Xavier's journey through space and time with the back trackers and all of a sudden, his bloodlust for his parents disappeared. "worried" would be an understatement to what Sylus is feeling for his brother, he's been all through space, he knows how dangerous it is out there and so he follows him.

The N109 Zone meets it's true ruler with Sylus' arrival but Sylus hardly cares about any of that, he's focused on looking for his little brother but Xavier is elusive, changing identities every now and then and easily slipping through operations with the help of Jeremiah. It's only when this foolish girl with an aether core sells her soul to him that he finally finds his brother through her connections, so he entertains her, he shows up, prevents her from getting shot and attempts to resonates with her. When their energies synced together and resonated even for just a moment, he remembered his past life and his beloved sorceress.

Authors note: Bye this sucks and is so half assed, there's so many missing details I just CANT articulate rn so I'll maybe probably edit this when I'm not burnt out. I just really needed to get this out or my brain would've rotted with it💀🙏 YALL I'M SCARED THIS IS MY FIRST TIME POSTING MY WRITING FOR THIS FANDOM DONT JUMP ME PLEASE💔💔🙏🙏🙏 THIS IS UNEDITED💀