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Really uncomfortable right now

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Witnessed my brothers girlfriend grope him. Ruined my high.

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“Spend your free time the way you like, not the way you think you’re supposed to.”

— Susan Cain

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My hormones are like flood-gates to my loneliness: they open up during high points.

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Is it too late to be a good person?

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I treat the people around me like shit because I know they won’t leave.

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"Never give up. This applies to more than goals and dreams, it is a maxim for basic daily struggles. It shapes one's life, including the will to continue to live. It supports love and committed relationships; it bolsters hope, faith, and charity; it is power in every area of existence. Never give up on anything or anyone of any worth, especially yourself."

― Richelle E. Goodrich, Making Wishes: Quotes, Thoughts, & a Little Poetry for Every Day of the Year

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I need to ask more question so I can build curiosity and then further investigate it.

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What if I go back to my roots of scrapbooking but instead of keeping it to myself, I just scan them and post them online.

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—Andrea Gibson, "Good Light," Lord of the Butterflies

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I need to find hobbies to do outside of work and- well, surfing social media while I mindlessly scroll from post to post. Thats all I ever do and thats why I am still feeling depressed. I need to get over being "lonely" and start living and maybe, just maybe, I'll start to live a little.

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The last hobby I felt intense passion towards was film and music, so now I just force myself to believe that’s what I still want to pursue even though I don’t actively.

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I’m tired of feeling as though I’m not as far ahead as everyone else because I’m not working something I’m passionate towards- I haven’t felt passionate since I was 14.