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shinobu ♡

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really cool gif i found on the ground

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IM NOT BEING CRUEL JUST FOR SAYING WHAT I FEEL IM NOT BAD JUST FOR SAYING WHAT I FEEL IM NOT EVIL IM NOT A BAD PERSON IM TEYING MY BEST IM TRYING SO HARD

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it doesmt feel like you love me amymore and ot doesnt feel good anymore you do mot wnat to listen you just want to put ur guard up and deny urself of hearing me and understanding me and youll never do anything for me youll never think of our future youll never try to make me safe because all i do to you is me being a victim because everything i do to you you somehow make it about me and wha ive done and i want you to HEAR WHAT I HAVE TO SAY NOW I WAJT YOU TO STOP AND COMPREHEND AND LISTEN

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i wamt you to listen i want you to put urself in my shoes i am trying to twll what i feel i am in mo way lying i am not trying to be a victim i want TO HE HEARD I WAJT TO BE HEARD I WANT TO BE HEATD I WANT TO BE HEARD

i just wanted u to hear me i want to tellbyou things and you take a moment to understand them understand my feeling understand how the thimgs you do make me feel i wanted you to not listen to what i have to say and accuse me of manipulating you to make myself the victim i am so desperate to be heard and to be loved the way i deserve im just telling you how hurt i am and im sorry if it makes you feel bad but all i want is for you to hear me and say youre sorry im not trying to exaggerate thimgs im not lying im not trying to be a victim im trying to make u really hear me i want to just for once feel like u understood me and you know where my feelimgs are coming from i jist want to be heard i want you to hwar me i wsnt you to understand me im not lying im really just trying my hardest to make thimgs work and it feels like you turn around and accuse me of lying and being a victim and you say manipulative shit like manuel never wrong andypire always awful and that not what im saying i just want you to hear i want you to put ur pride aside and hear me please im trying so hard i just want things to be good

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i just wanted u to hear me i want to tellbyou things and you take a moment to understand them understand my feeling understand how the thimgs you do make me feel i wanted you to not listen to what i have to say and accuse me of manipulating you to make myself the victim i am so desperate to be heard and to be loved the way i deserve im just telling you how hurt i am and im sorry if it makes you feel bad but all i want is for you to hear me and say youre sorry im not trying to exaggerate thimgs im not lying im not trying to be a victim im trying to make u really hear me i want to just for once feel like u understood me and you know where my feelimgs are coming from i jist want to be heard i want you to hwar me i wsnt you to understand me im not lying im really just trying my hardest to make thimgs work and it feels like you turn around and accuse me of lying and being a victim and you say manipulative shit like manuel never wrong andypire always awful and that not what im saying i just want you to hear i want you to put ur pride aside and hear me please im trying so hard i just want things to be good

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hashtag hell is a teenage girl

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They hate the happy tree friends closing statements cause they keep dropping truth bombs

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A Russian believer plunges himself into the freezing waters of an ice hole in the shape of a crucifix

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um SACO meu e tudo um saco enorme toda hora nao pq eu nao sabia nao pq e normal nao pq nao fas sentido nao pq NAO IMPORTA kkkkkkkk pau no meu cuuuu eu vou me Matar vamos la galera ja deu ja

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ooooo turn dowm for what kkkk ta de BRINCADEIRA mano que saco de verdade kjkkk

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The Stockholm Series MASTERPOST

Stockholm (with archive link)

Stockholm: Valentine’s Day (with archive link)

Stockholm: Twiscentia (with archive link)

Stockholm: the Dash Family (with archive link)

Stockholm: Limits (with archive link)

Stockholm: Limits 2 (with archive link)

Stockholm: the Razzle Dazzle (with archive link)

Stockholm: the Littlest Dazzle (with archive link)

Stockholm: Illicit Disco (with archive link)

Good luck…! O_O

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i wish i had a job so i didnt have to rember that i actually am unhappy witj what i am and that i will neber be able to even try having what i want oh God i need to kill myself give me a wee wee

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sometimes I Get so tired of being sorry i dont want to apologize for being overwhelmed i do not want to apologize because of the things im being Forced to feel i do not want to fear that ime a bad person and that im abusive and irrational i do not want to cry and be sad over this i want to be angry and i want to scream i want to be mad never in my life has anybody taken the time to understand me to know why i do the things i do its always a big joke that manuel has autism its always silly and irrelevant and somehow has nothing to do with my actions nobody will ever look at me and take me seriously because i am retarded and stupid i Cannot be angry because in the end i will always be ruled out as bad i have to shut down my outburst and be a quiet angel or ill the annoying bitch and i wish people really saw me as retarded because then i wouldnt have to be talked shit behind my back when everything ends because people cannot deal with me anymore

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