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[gildedkyoo]

The Life of Never Again |

The breath of smoke

The warmth of hate

Fueled by the hands that create

To weave my life with patterns of silk

To cut it when deemed necessary

The ache of the wanting of the past

When the breath was my first instead of last

When I was in the hands of my creator

When the warmth I felt was the sun glaring at my sand castle

To live life only for it to end begs the question: what’s the point

I still remember the citrus hibiscus tea mother made for me

I still remember screaming at the playground never wishing for it to end

The soft touches of grass lays in my back

Not yet buried so I lay here

Not yet buried so I stay here

Not yet buried so I belong here

In the end, I’m left crushed by the same weavers that were the reason for my very existence

In the end, I’m left in the hands of palm readers

Except there is no palm to read

Except life has blinked away

Except I’m left here to wonder

Can I live the life of never again ?

Can I experience the youth of never again ?

| just a draft lol |

[gildedkyoo]

| The Life of Never B4 |

| INTRODUCTION |

\ My very existence is as still as a lake interrupted by a skipping rock /

€ Kyo | Tae

€ 17+

€ Black | no racism silly billy

€ INFJ

€ MLM | MLW | not looking for a rls.

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\ I just need space in the monotony I fenced around myself /

€ I like radiohead, mitski, laufey, lily chou chou, fiona apple, cocteau twins, jeff buckley, daniel caeser, wave to earth,

€ for small(er) artists, I enjoy esha tewari, parannoul, se so neon, yves, raveena, bami, orange flavored cigarettes, betcover!!, and tokenai namae

€ this account ( my only tumblr account ) will act as an app where I post my opinions , photography , and poems I’ve written

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\ The ache of the wanting of the past

When the breath was my first instead of last /

€ Racists, homophobes, transphobes, pro-ana, MAGA, porn accounts, anti-feminists — DNI.

€ I will likely follow back ! Always looking for new friends !

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