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I feel so alone. I don’t know if I’ve ever felt this low before. I’m too much of a coward to even do anything about it. But I think about it all day long. What’s the easiest way out of a failed life?

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If you want to be friends with me you don’t have to be “Hi, um, can, ya know, we be friends?”

It is 1000000000000000000000% percent ok if you just go into my inbox can go. “Man, I am so fucking pissed off at fucking Michael.” And I’ll most likely respond with, “Oh shit! What did Michael do��now?“ 

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I need friends 😫😫😫

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sometimes I just feel like a stepping stone

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Janelle Monáe: Dirty Computer [Emotion Picture] (2018) dir. Andrew Donoho, Chuck Lightning

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One time I was playing the sims and I wanted to make me and mike but I wanted to make us separately and have us meet. But when I moved into my house, I had this sexy ass neighbor. I figured I could have a fling with him and break it off and get with Mike later but then the neighbors kid got attached to me and I couldn’t just end it when I was so close to his daughter. I really cared about him too.

So the only thing I could do was have it end in tragedy. That way I wouldn’t have to break up with the guy and I could adopt his daughter to stay close to her. He passed away peacefully on fire in the kitchen. Now in previous games, when a kid is taken away by CPS, the next kid you adopt is the same kid. Welp that didn’t carry over into sims 4 so the daughter ended up being taken away and erased from the game by the great sims deity.

I’m a sentimental man, so I kept neighbor mans tombstone around. I’d occasionally chat with his ghost, but he seemed cold to me. I can’t help but thinking he was a bit mad his daughter no longer existed. But this escalated once I started seeing Mike. His ethereal visits became more frequent and more hostile, usually breaking my electronics or creating a mess. But he went overboard when he started the fire.

Being a sim the died in a fire, his ghost had certain abilities specific to his death (setting fires). He got pissed because I kissed Mike so he set my couch on fire that ended up barricading us in the bedroom. Now I couldn’t find the fire alarm in buy mode and I hadn’t had the foresight to predict my spiteful ghost died-in-a-fire ex boyfriend would be an afterlife arsonist to care about it that much so a lot of the house had burned by the time I could get the FD there.

After having almost nothing covered by insurance (thanks Obama), Mike sat me down to have a talk with me. While I couldn’t understand him, I imagine he said “What the fuck you need to deal with your crazy ass ex boyfriend ghost. This never would have happened if you weren’t a thirst little sim bitch and dated me first.”

I approached the grave. It was time to release him. He was waiting for me. He knew this was the end. That after this, there was no coming back from the afterlife. I know he tried to kill me, and he knows I got his daughter deleted, but at that moment, it was just like old times. Telling each other jokes 27 times in a row until he would have sex with me.

We had a final ghostly embrace and he was gone. I sold his tombstone for 300 bucks and bought a microwave.

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Unrelenting. Unstoppable. Unbroken.

Mother of a Nation.

Leader of a Revolution.

We remember you, Winnie Madikizela-Mandela, in all your power, complexity, and determination. Thank you for the great sacrifice you gave for the liberation of your people. (September 26, 1936 - April 2, 2018)

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Today is my mom’s birthday! We flew my grandpa, her dad, out to Georgia to surprise him with the restoration of his 1962 Jeep Willys. Grandpa bought this truck for his son, John, who passed away when he was 21. The two spent countless hours working on the truck together, and when my uncle died, my grandpa kept the truck and held on to the many memories it carries. A few years ago, my grandpa gave the truck to my mom, and she and my stepdad had it completely broken down and restored. It’s a beautiful piece of my family history. I love the Willys, my family and all of the memories it holds. I can remember riding in this truck with my grandpa as a kid and getting ice cream sundaes from McDonald’s. Today was such a great day filled with tears and smiles. Can’t wait to make new memories!

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How are you and the gf?

we’re going to Hawaii in September!!!!!!!!!!so...pretty good🤷🏻‍♀️

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little one