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someone who understands me. someone who gets me. someone who loves me even if sometimes they hate me. someone i love. someone i'd live and die and live again for. someone who feasts on my heart. someone whom i can nourish with starved kisses. someone someone someone someone.

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fat cheeks but not on my ass this is my villain origin story

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I wish I had money to hire a dom , I think I am the kind of person who needs to pay for this kinda stuff because otherwise I can't seem to get it. so if there's a certain reward for them they might be interested and I'd get to have some kinda of bond with a.other person and fulfill some needs , I think that's sad but neat.

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i wish i wish with all my heart my that death would come and kick my ass

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so unfair i can't have a day off life i feel like shit.. i can't do tomorrow

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im so alone.. i wish i had someone i wouldn't ask for anything i'd just take however much i was given but i can't do it i can't connect with anybody im scared all the time im afraid and no one sees me anyway no one wants me and im just.. im so fucking lonely it doesn't hurt most days im just numb

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im disgusting and there's no sugarcoating it. i want to rip all my skin off with my bare hands. i don't touch anyone because i don't want to stain them or infect them or ruin them. i wish i could let others in but im.. im so sefish and so stupid and so ugly and i cant do this i want to die now i want to die this year please please let it be an accident so there's no hard feelings please im just so tired so tired there's not much out there for me i sabotage myself i hate myself ive been trying self love for years and it doesn't work i always get right back here or even in a worse place it's just hard.life. and there's no reward. im a burden and a parasite and im not smart or kind enough to make this world a better place. i don't want to do this anymore. i need a break. if i could just. please. if i could just not be.

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im not the type of person people want. i used to think everyone got married or found someone in the end. but im guessing that's not the case for me. not everyone finds romantic love. and that's all there is to say.

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wish i would just die

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serious need of a good fuck

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there must be something wrong. there must be. this is not my body. i am decaying in front of my eyes and it's happening so fast. there must be something wrong. i want there to be something wrong because if there isn't then this is just me. and there's no fixing me. it's me and my body and my head, all fucked up.

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i am literally so disgusting. i was gonna say there's no hope for me but. monsterfuckers<3

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oh the urge to eat pussy

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sometimes the bag of bread is like a black hole and you just keep digging in for slice after slice after slice after