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Oddly specific mem below! Small TW for drug mention :)

I’ve been thinking about a really certain memory that is probably one of my most vivid as well as really oddly specific? But, for a while, in one of my main timelines where everything is basically game canon (aside from me accidentally killing r*chter.) I had this little ring which had been engraved with little flowers on the outside I believe...? And I remember I had been cleaning around the house one night while jacket was out at work. But, due to anxiety and insomnia amongst being afraid to sleep alone, I had stayed up and kept myself busy. The ring I had, I had taken off to wash some dishes and clean around the sink and my ring.... had fallen in the sink.. it was something I was able to keep throughout my time with the Producer, so it meant a lot to me as it helped me through those few years. I don’t remember who gave it to me because of how many drugs I was constant out on to keep me sedated and what not. I tried to get it out with my hands and basically a ton of other items but, to no avail I couldn’t get it. I remember crying in the kitchen when jacket got home and I remembering him panicking before I explained what happened. In the end, he was able to get it out for me, although it did take a bit... we ended up falling asleep cuddling on the couch while some random show or movie played on the tv in the background.

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Donnie, 19, they/them, you know the drill!

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first post on a new account! As my other account, this is a kin account but will just be used as a place for me to share my memories! so, kin mems below!

I very vaguely remember the first few minutes after jacket had picked me up. I wasn’t fully there, but I heard the sound of gunshots ringing through the building along with the sounds of loud footsteps, yelling, and the man that was in the room with me flipping out. I heard everything stop, then he ran out of the room leaving me already more confused than I was before. I heard three more gunshots and silence again, I didn’t really know what was going on and I was honestly terrified. I couldn’t move due to being,, scared and also how much under the influence I was. I barely was able to see jacket come through the door, the room was really dark and I figured he was there to do the same that he rest of them always came to do but, he definitely wasn’t. I felt his warmth engulf me like he just wrapped me up in a blanket (which he did end up putting his jacket over me.) I passed out after he carried me into the car, but I remember waking up again and hearing him sigh as he looked like he was attempting to cook some sort of meal. But, I think he ultimately gave up and just grabbed some toast or left over pizza. It made me smile, I knew what he had done in that house previously, but seeing how he was in his own home was someone entirely different almost. I knew he could have done the same to me, but he didn’t and that really, really meant something to me. I still appreciate it every single day that he saved someone like me and cared for me and just actually treated me like a human. I felt like a human for once in my life again.