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I learned the hard way that I cannot always count on others to respect my feelings, even if I respect theirs. Being a good person doesn’t guarantee that others will be good people, too. You only have control over yourself and how you choose to be as a person. As for others, you can only choose to accept them or walk away.

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church: follow jesus

me: does he follow back?

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me: promo 4 promo?

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Haven't used this bad boy in a while.

I only logged on in the hopes of finding something to make me laugh thanks to my shitty night. I made the mistake of re-reading old messages between me and an exboyfriend. It just made me further doubt the possibility of normalcy between us again. Whoops.

Maybe I should start posting more often...

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a page in my sisters diary

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1: the music you're listening to now? what this song reminds you of?

Well I am not currently listening to anything. But earlier, I was listening to The World Hurricane by Air. It was on The Virgin Suicides soundtrack. But it reminded me of silence or self reflection.

2: tell all the careers that you want to be or ever wanted to be

I have a lot passoions and interests. As of today, I am interested in the fields of adolescent psychology, photography, cosmetology, and marine science. I am clearly undecided.

3: think of people with the initials of their names J, M, B, K, C and say something about them

Errr..

J : An ex boyfriend's name. As this point in my life, I do not even know what to say about him, nor do I really want to. All I will say, is that I love him and I hope he is doing well in his life. That's all I got right now..

M: Miguel. Another ex boyfriend. I'm not sure what is going through his mind currently, but I do wish the best for him and I do hope he is enjoying his time in Japan.

B: Uh I guess my manager Beven? She's hilarious!

K: Uh, all I can think of is my own name, Kelli. What to say about myself? I'm a work in progress..

C: I cannot think of someone with the name C? Sorry.

4: what did you do today?

Today, I got up, got ready for work, made breakfast, went to work, came home and made lunch then took a nap. Now, I'm on the computer looking for an inspiration outfit.

                            5: do you have tattoos? you want to get tattoos in the future? which ones?

I currently have two tattoos. I have bi-focals on my wrist to symbolize a Ghandi qoute and to also symbolize my late Grandmother's glasses. I also have the the word Fede, which means faith in Italian on my right ankle to symbolize to heritage and to remind myself to always have faith in myself and the things I pursue.

6: 5 famous people you really admire

So cliche, but: Kurt Cobain because he really did make an imprint on the way I think and listen to music. Andy Warhol because he thought outside of the box as like Cobain and did what other people weren't doing at the time. Thirdly, Bon Jovi because he always has some wise words to contribute. Another two? Err I'm unsure.

                            7: random clothes you like

I really like sheer tops. But only if they are black or white. High waisted vintage shorts are always awesome. And I always wear cardigans.

8: how is your hair? do you like it? do you plan to change it?

My hair is currently by the middle of my back. As of late, I got rid of my bangs and have a side part. I like that. I also have highlighted carmel color. In the future, I would like to cut my hair just below my shoulders and possibly dye it a tad lighter or darker. Just depends.

9: summarize your school life in one word

Non existent. I still need to tie up some loose ends.

10: rate for your beauty (1-10)

I'm not the biggest fan of myself but I am aiming towards becoming a better person and trying to understamd myself better.

11: an extremely talented person and why

I would say Kurt Cobain again. Not only was he a great musician, but an artist and a pretty interesting thinker.

12: you know someone who would had a life ahead but threw it all out?

I'm not sure, actually. I knew someone who was heading down the wrong path, but it seems as if he is getting his life together.

13: a beautiful photo you've found today on tumblr

I found a photo of Audrey Hepburn grocery shopping in the 50's with her pet deer.

14: what is the band that you have more albums of?

I haven't bought a CD in about eight or nine years, but I did have a lot A*Teens albums.

15: what are you wearing?

Ah god. I'm currently wearing a blue sweatshirt, black shirt, with my adidas sweat pants.

                            16: the last sentence that you heard

"Her sister cannot stand her husband Mike."

17: the best guitarrist?

 Krist Novoselic

18: the best drummer?

Dave Grohl probably. I prefer him as a drummer rather a singer.

19: the last things you bought

A book on my andriod.

20: what will you do tonight?

Probably read.

21: your own habits/manias that you find strange and don't like

I dislike the way I eat, and I dislike the fact that i lose interest or motovation so easily.

22: if you look to the right side, what's the first thing you see?

My notebook, and coffee mug with cold coffee.

23: if you look to the left side, what's the first thing you see?

My telephone.

24: a discovery today

Something concerning my work's in-store rewards credit card.

25: you consider yourself a creative person? you have more defects or qualities?

I am told I am a creative person but I do not believe so. I aspire to be more creative or a more outside-of-the-box thinker.

26: a film that disappointed you?

Just about every film out currently.

27: do you believe in 'eternal friendships?'

It's a possibility. Depends on the connection.

28: missing someone or something lately?

Both in a way. Just gotta focus on myself and trust that what's best for me will happen and what should be will be as long as the right cards fall into place.

29: favorite makeup's

I like e.l.f. and I like nyx as well.

30: what you usually eat for breakfast?

egg whites, red bell pepper, with some shredded cheddar.

31: female characters hairs that you like

I like Kristen Stewarts hair sometimes.

32: a movie that has a perfect ending

Any Disney film.

33: the last movie you watched? with whom? your opinion about it?

I last watched a Kurt Cobain documentary centering around the conspiracy theory concerning Courtney Love's involvement. I watched it with my mother. I liked the movie, but it left a weird feeling.

34: a male character that you find strangely and overly attractive

Christian Bale. or Adam Levine.

35: your 3 favorite bands and the 3 bands you are using to hear lately

It's hard for me to name a favorite. But as of lately, Nirvana, Best Coast and Bombay Bicycle Club.

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In French, you don’t really say “I miss you.” You say “tu me manques,” which is closer to “you are missing from me.”

I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb, or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you.

You know what's kind of beautiful?

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parent: why hasn't ____ been round lately? i thought you were friends

me: well they turned into a cunt

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Anything that makes me forget myself and forget everything.

Emma Watson (on what makes her feel infinite)

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