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Im actually shaking and panicking really bad, everything seems so dystopian. I can't handle this

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AAAAAA THE NEW INABAKUMORI SONG IS SO GOOD

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So like i noticed my artstyle would look nice for cookie run kingdom characters, so the question is.... WHO SHOULD I DRAW!?! THERES TOO MANY I LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ANYWAYS A BUNCH OF NEW VOCALOID SONGS TODAY AND TOMORROW!!!!!!!!

1: A NEW UTSU-P SONG!!!!!!

2: A new deco*27 song!!!!

3: A NEW INABAKUMORI SONG TOMORROW

LETS GOOOOOOOOO

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Stupid (me) right here probably fucked everything up more than it already is

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I want these feelings of dread, guilt, and fear to go away. I hate this man

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Im so scared, I don't wanna get in trouble for something I said that got taken the wrong way

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Im really really worried I said something wrong and that they'll say something about what they thought i meant to my brother and everything will get awkward and ill get in trouble

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I still feel dread cause I didn't say everything

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My head and throat hurts from stuttering so badly and my head feels foggy

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Finally was able to vent to someone about stuff at home about my parents but I told them something my sibling said but took it in the wrong context and thought I meant they were suicidal (they're not, at least from whatt i know), I didn't mean that and I tried my best to clarify but im still worried that they still think I meant that and im worried I did something wrong

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Literally just realized there's someone i need apologize to once school starts and im absolutely dreading that conversation cause it involves talk about my abuser and shit they did. But I have to apologize cause I feel so horrible and so bad and guilt makes me actively suicidal.

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WHY DO I GET SO NERVOUS WHEN I NEED TO CALL SOMEONE!? GEEZ-

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I LOVE BRIGHT COLORS ESPECIALLY NEONS!!!!!!!!

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Sorry my blog is kind of eyestraining now

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Plus my current username kind of links to a memory of my abuser and that's ehhhh I don't like that

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I want to change my username to CoMpuTErr_GLiTcH cause it matches with my self sona and its shorter and little more better than my current one, but it keeps saying an error occurred when trying to save it