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I’d rather die than keep hurting him. I don’t know how to stop

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Im gonna be the reason I lose the one good thing I have in my life.

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Days like today I feel like killing myself

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I really thought he was the one

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It happened again

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I wished I was brought up to feel less, to be stern, to not love too much, to stop being too nice, to stop giving every last energy into someone... but that’s not me. And at the end of the day, nomatter how nice or good my intentions were, I end up crying myself to sleep.

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You would think that years and years of friendship would be treasured more. But people really surprise u. My mom was right. You are gonna always be alone in this world. You can’t count on anyone because all you do is love and be there for them but once they dont need you, they walk out without hesitation. I wished I was strong enough to be angry about it but the truth is, i’m just so sad. It feels like thrs a hole in my chest. But I have to let go. I have to... if so easily they can hurt me & leave me to pick up my own broken pieces, I should be able to do that too..

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Once again God, you put me through something painful, something I don’t ever deserve. I guess it’s time for me to realise that all you’re doing is helping me. But I refuse to believe that giving your 110% & just giving love is wrong. I refuse to be mean, I refuse to close my heart & treat people in terrible manners.

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via weheartit

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Mount Rainier, Washington (by Protik Hossain)

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by Peter Przybille