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i just fucked myself sober

i had a lot to say but i honestly can’t think straight after that.. i honestly think i fucked myself harder tonight than anyone else ever has. and i seem to find a sort of pride in that. because people love to tell other people to go fuck themselves as an insult, but i would gladly do it with no need for formal suggestion.

anyway. this is my third texxxt post in a row so far. and i don’t plan for that pattern to continue. so i will start reposting some other stuff or whatever til i can put my own stuff up...

idk if im making any sense im super tired but what i meant by the title is i did myself so good that i feel like a new person and yeah i think ima stop doing drugs and start living a healthier lifestyle and stuff. yay.

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mb log: 4/19/17

mb = masturbation.

gotta admit, i went at it again right after the last post, so that’s another one to add to 4/17, but that one was right before bed - not too counter-productive.

yesterday, however (4/18), was a classic case of my counter-productive masturbation habit. took 1-2 hours and then i fell asleep afterwards - in the middle of the day, mind you.

today (4/19) i tried to remedy that with a different method. ended up taking less than 20 minutes and now i’m writing this thing which i guess you can call slightly productive.

i want to come up with a better system for tracking this sort of thing but i think this works for now.

total = 3 masturbationsssszzzzzzz.

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helloworld

i am a sex addicted person that wants to become deeply (gigidy) involved in the business of pleasure.

unfortunately, i do no have much practice in the things i wish to pursue the most - art, animation, game design, etc. - but i want to git gud at those things so i can make all my sexual fantasies come true <3 (both thru hentai and good ol’ fashion live action pornography) 

i also wanna change the way the whole world looks at sex or whatevers. but that’s not gonna happen if all i’m doin’ is fappin’.

so this blog is gonna be a record of my “journey” (kinda hate that word but can’t find a better one so oh well) to taking control of my sex life. i’m not gonna subscribe to the #nofap life because i’ve tried and i know i won’t survive. but i think i can take time to put in more quality into my masturbation, and less quantity.

i am a huge consumer of sexual content, but i want to be a producer.

so, here i will repost whatever i think is hot and stuff, then whenever i find the time i will post my own original works: drawings both paper and digital, animations, hopefully some sort of flash game way down the line - and probably some more little text rants like these along the way.

i’m thinking of even keeping a fap tracker on here... is that weird?? i mean the whole point of this thing for me is to have some kind of no shame outlet where i can say things without worry so... might as well.

today is april 17, 2017 (3:57 AM) and i masturbated twice today... well i guess once today and once yesterday if you wanna be anal about it. hehe.

kthxbai.<3