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Journal Entry No. 4

Well so ayon nga pati pagiging sad parang d ko na rin deserve. Alam kong walang masama sa pagiging malungkot at nilalabas ang feelings pero kase parang hindi ko tlaga deserve eh. Idk kung bakit but ever since iniisip ko na ano bigat nitong binubuhat ko kumpara sa iba. Yyng iba naghihirap tumira malayo sa pamilya nila pero kinakaya nila eh ako,maarte na nga makasarili pa.

Yung sobrang selfish ko tlaga na minsan parang mas madali nalang maging arogante pero hindi kaya ng konsensya ko.

Pero pride ba kapg natatakot kang pahiyain sarili mo kapag nilabas mo mga hinanakit mo sa ibang tao? What if di pala valid feelings ko

Everytime na bumabalik ako dito nagpopromise ako na mas magiging ok na ako, sana one day magawa ko talaga.

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Journal Entry No. 3

Tngina beh konti nalang pwede ko na makuha ang top one best in gaslighting myself award. JUST KNOW THIS IS YOUR WORST EVER DOWNFALL NA MAS MABABA PA SA ROCK BOTTOM ERA MO.

Idk if ilang months or years pa ang lilipas sana kayanin ko pa.

Ang bigat na kasi masyado pagod na ako super

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Journal Entry #2

It got worst, amd the shit that happened told me to just stop loving people.

What’s the point if im just another girl for them. It was fxcking stupid to think that I was someone special to her.

Is it fair that i was ust treated as another lover?

Was she too hurt to face me now or was i a fool for thinking that we had something worth lasting

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Journal (???) entry #1

Never felt more lonely than right now. Hopefully it’ll get better :)

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Idk if this app is journal worthy for someone like me

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AM I THE MATURE ENOUGH THAT:

I could easily let her go even though i still love her.

It hurts so much ngl

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Well, well well, look who came back

This ✨Bitch✨