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feels good to be on my multi again tbh

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y’all can find me on dcord @ TricksterJae#3226

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"How many times do I have to tell you that you don't have any reason to be jealous. I'm just friends with him, we're just really close."- soaredsun

random asks | always accepting

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“you sleep with about half the guys you’re just really close with. so forgive me if i’m little jealous, icarus.” the words were accompanied by a sigh and apollo gave the other a look. “i can’t help it.”

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probably gonna delete this blog sometime today or tomorrow, not sure when tbh

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my laptop no longer works, it won’t turn on. i have heard nothing from the apartment complex i applied for. and i’m about to be homeless in 3 or 4 days. so yeah, guess this is me saying i won’t be back

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Truth be told, no other lover had the same special meaning to him that Icarus did. None of them held him in a way Icarus did and he knew he should tell him. But Apollo just couldn’t. He’s tried before but ended up changing the subject instead. Love was never something he’d been good at, but sex? Sex he was good at.

He hadn’t expect Icarus to show up without letting him know beforehand, he never did that. So it was a surprise to see him on his couch, light from the tv illuminating the dark room. His lover, an attractive blonde woman he’d met at a bar, quickly took her leave and Apollo leaned against the wall, dark eyes on Icarus. “Didn’t expect you to show up.”

Icarus knew he should’ve waited for Apollo to text, but the other often came to his house unannounced. What’s so wrong about him doing the same? Aside from the fact that he could hear him and his current lover from the other room

He just curled up on the couch, turning the tv on a low volume to hide his presence until they walked in. Icarus heard the footsteps but didn’t turn, he didn’t want to know who Apollo decided to sleep with when he wasn’t there.

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all things soft and beautiful and bright

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pat: i don’t wanna hear anyone talk about sex also pat: i want sex though

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@goldxnwarrior bc I need some happiness okay

There was nothing but the warmth of the sun and the sound of Achilles’ laughter in his ears. The sand beneath his feet and the waves crashing against the shore. And Patroclus was happy, happier than he’d been in a long time.

“Achilles!” He called out, laughter on his lips as he was wrestled onto the beach. “You win! Let me go!”

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Patroclus is precious and needs to be protected. But at the same time, this boy can kick some serious ass so please don’t mess with him.

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@goldxnwarrior rip

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starters will be done tomorrow. i’ve been kinda eh today after work. i’ll accept memes tho

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Anyway, I’ve got muse for Pat and also Apollo. But I have to work. I’ll do some things later so like this if you want a thing from one, or both, of them. I’ll also try to write my other muses as well soon ashshaga sorry I’m garbage, I’m going through a lot rn

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as of the 23rd of this month, i will be homeless because i’m getting kicked out of my house. i won’t be on because i won’t be able to keep my job. i can’t even afford a fucking hotel room. so yeah.

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"Why are you alone most of the time?"- pat

The question made him frown and he thought about it for a moment. It had always been that way. From the time he was very small, until now. People generally didn’t want to spend time with him and Patroclus generally didn’t want spend any time with them. He’d just never had anyone ask him about it before. “No one wants to be around me. Not really. I’ve never thought about it much before. Why do you ask?”

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ł₣ ⱧɆ ĐĐ₦₮ ₭₦₩ Ʉ ⱧɆ'Đ ฿ ₳Ⱡł VɆ - faceless

as if he didn’t already hate himself. as if he didn’t already feel guilt enough. he couldn’t repsond, couldn’t do anything other than agree. it was his fault. if achilles had never met him, he would still be alive. and patroclus would never forgive himself for this.

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anyway, my emotions are wrecked, damn. i blame u @goldxnwarrior