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ang hirap mong ikwento sa ibang tao kasi parang hindi ka naman totoo hahahahhahah

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rb to have a super gay 2023

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miss na naman kita tanginang yan ano bang kulam ginamit mo sakin bat ang lala

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i know it's over and it never really began but in my heart it was so real

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So crazy how you have the worst day of your life but then the next day the sun keeps shining and the air’s just a little cooler w the onset of fall and you realize that there’s nothing you can’t come back from because the only time it will ever be too late is when we’re dead and not ever before

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for 2024:

read a lot and read everything

film and art and music are what builds ur soul

be outside

love and romance will not come to you any quicker if you are focused on it constantly

possessions don't improve things

movement does improve things

university is <4 years of the rest of your life - make the most of it

find the pleasure in hard work

lose the pleasure in scrolling

creation is essential

joy, love & intelligence are the tenets of life

stagnation isn't inevitable. no person is in a fixed state. you can always change

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wala talaga hahhahha okay happy new year!

happy new year!

i badly want to type out a greeting and send it to you pero nahihiya ako hahaha feeling ko kahit yun hindi ko pwedeng sabihin. alam ko kasi na gusto ko pang subukan ulit, na may ibang intent yung greeting ko. ayaw ko malungkot sa unang araw ng taon pero hindi ko naman mapigilan kasi naiisip na naman kita. i hope life is treating you well. sana, kahit minsan, naiisip mo rin ako 🙇‍♀️

happy new year, bea :]

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i feel so pathetic hahahhahhahaha good lord

happy new year!

i badly want to type out a greeting and send it to you pero nahihiya ako hahaha feeling ko kahit yun hindi ko pwedeng sabihin. alam ko kasi na gusto ko pang subukan ulit, na may ibang intent yung greeting ko. ayaw ko malungkot sa unang araw ng taon pero hindi ko naman mapigilan kasi naiisip na naman kita. i hope life is treating you well. sana, kahit minsan, naiisip mo rin ako 🙇‍♀️

happy new year, bea :]

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happy new year!

i badly want to type out a greeting and send it to you pero nahihiya ako hahaha feeling ko kahit yun hindi ko pwedeng sabihin. alam ko kasi na gusto ko pang subukan ulit, na may ibang intent yung greeting ko. ayaw ko malungkot sa unang araw ng taon pero hindi ko naman mapigilan kasi naiisip na naman kita. i hope life is treating you well. sana, kahit minsan, naiisip mo rin ako 🙇‍♀️

happy new year, bea :]

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the hardest thing is when ur going through something terrible there is an awful middle phase of it when u don’t know if u can get through it or if you’ll ever be okay again and the truth is always you will get through it and you will absolutely be okay again but u just cant see it at the time

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i love you, it looks like rain, June Gehringer

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we’re gonna be ok btw

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“Oh, you know, you realize that grief is perhaps the last and final translation of love. And I think, you know, this is the last act of loving someone. And you realize that it will never end. You get to do this, to translate this last act of love for the rest of your life. And so, you know, it's– really, her absence is felt every day.

“And ever since I lost her, I felt that my life has been lived in only two days, if that makes any sense. You know, there's the today, where she is not here, and then the vast and endless yesterday where she was, even though it's been three years since. How many months and days? But I only see it in — with one demarcation. Two days — today without my mother, and yesterday, when she was alive. That's all I see. That's how I see my life now.”

-Ocean Vuong, NPR

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in your 20s you must rediscover the joys of arts and crafts to stave off spiritual decay

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hey (with the intention of smiling in between kisses with you)