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❛     𝑗𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝘩𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑧𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑔𝑒𝑟     ╱     𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐦𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐜‌‌ .

arthur is lucky he didn’t come up with a swinging fist, because he was quite close to doing so. a heavy sigh of relief, however, escapes at the sight of the man and some of the weight on his shoulders lifts. no words can describe how grateful jim is to see a friendly face and the several accompanying shopping bags. “yeah, i can’t help it. it happens every time i leave the house.” he jests, popping the french fries in his mouth and chewing. as he eats, he eyes off the bags and gives a head nod to them. “you finally able to buy yourself some golf talent or you gonna have to keep looking?” he quips with a raise of his brow once he swallows his food. even when he’s on edge and feeling unlike himself, he stil manages to make banter.

           ❛   𝐈𝐓'𝐒  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐋𝐃  𝐖𝐄  𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄  in ,   ❜   he  jokes  and  it  comes  easily .  he  knows ,  though ,  that  despite  his  friend’s  casual  and  playful  demeanor  that’s  for  show .  he’s  been  there  plenty  of  times ,  forcing  words  and  smiles  to  keep  people  from  questioning  too  much ,  keeping  yourself  from  breaking .  he  hates  that  that’s  something  james  must  go  through .  the  question  forces  arthur’s  eyes  to  his  bags  ⏤  there  is  a  chance  he  over-exaggerated  ⏤  and  then   back  to  the  man  when  the  joke  lands .  of  course .   ❛   i  would  keep  looking  if  i  needed  any  to  beat  you ,   ❜   he  retorts ,  confident  smirk  on  his  lips .   ❛   we  can  set  a  game  and  i  can  show  you .   ⏤   again .   ❜

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❛     𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑖𝑎 𝑟𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑎     ╱     𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐦𝐬‌ .

florencia at being approached she then smiles widely, a mention of a drink earns a nod of her head. “ yes please, that’d be great. i seriously need one. “  how could she not ? having not that interesting conversations up until this point. “  a not so terrible night sounds great. take it you haven’t had that good of conversations, either ? because same. “

          𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐁𝐎𝐘  𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐑𝐊𝐒 ,  𝐀𝐋𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒  𝐎𝐍𝐄  to  enjoy  getting  his  way  and  never  one  to  expect  anything  different .   ❛   no .  the  company  hasn’t  provided  much ,   ❜   he  replies ,  a  single  hand  offered  her  way .   ❛   what’s  your  poison  of  choice ?   ❜   bas  questions  once  they  reach  the  bar . 

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❛     𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑚𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑟-𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑠𝑜𝑛     ╱     𝐫𝐨𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞𝐱𝐚‌ . 

brody scans his surroundings in an effort to see what the other man may be referring to. “what’s wrong with it?” he asks, failing to come up with an answer, “i mean, we’ve got a pool table over there, a beer pong table outside? a bomb ass tv projector. the fridge is fully stocked. hot babes everywhere.” he could keep on listing things, but in his mind, he’s already sold the environment. “or are you a more of a tea and crumpets kind of guy?” brody tries to put on a realistic british accent, but instead sounds more like mrs. doubtfire after swallowing helium. 

          𝐒𝐄𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐀𝐍  𝐈𝐒𝐍'𝐓  𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘  𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐀𝐓  the  male ,  he’s  assessing  him .  raised  brow  and  dark  eyes  finding  themselves  as  underwhelmed  by  the  company  as  they  are  by  the  room  they’re  in .   ❛   no .  not  tea  and  crumpets ,  just  a  natural  dislike  for  pigsties  and  cheap  beer .  but  it  seems  you’re  right  at  home .   ❜

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❛     𝑠𝑘𝑦𝑙𝑎𝑟 𝑜𝑎𝑘𝑙𝑒𝑦     ╱     𝐱𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐤𝐲𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐱‌‌ .

The answer was a little harsher than she’d expected, though she couldn’t exactly fault the words. She was certain most people would agree, even if they didn’t go about handling the situation in the same manner. “Guess that makes sense. Though are you referencing the uselessness of throwing a temper tantrum over a misspelling or commenting on the staff?”

          𝐇𝐈𝐒  𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊  𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍𝐒  𝐓𝐎  𝐓𝐇𝐄  girl  again ,  impatient  stare  on  the  barista  finishing  his  order .  it’s  an  effort  not  to  complain  to  the  man ,  but  it’s  helped  by  the  distraction  the  young  blonde  provides .  when  he  looks  back  at  her ,  there’s  incredulity  in  his  brown  hues ,  her  question  sounding  too  stupid  to  his  ears .   ❛   isn’t  it  obvious ?  this  unnecessary  situation  was  the  staff’s  fault .  but  you  can’t  expect  much  from  someone  who  pour  coffee  for  a  living .   ❜

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❛     𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑐𝑘𝘩𝑎𝑟𝑡     ╱     𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐬‌‌ .

she nods, always proud of her dancing. it’s the only thing that is truly a reflection of all of her life. it’s all her hard work, all her sweat, tears, blood. all of her is in her ballet, and she hopes that it shows. “yeah, kinda.” she pulls her hair out of her bun as they walk, fingers combing the curls out. “just to boston university to do their dance program. then i’ll still dance at my studio as well, and pick up some more hours teaching there.” it sounds a little stressful just thinking about it, but she’s sure she can manage.

          ❛   𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓  𝐁𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐍  𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐘 ?   ❜   𝐇𝐄  𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐒 ,  brow  raising  in  calculating  manner .  it  makes  sense ,  he  supposes ,  that  she’d  feel  that  way .  kids  around  school  were  always  going  on  about  ivy  league  dreams ,  it  must  have  been  the  same  with  scarlet ;  b.u.  just  the  plan  b .   ❛   sounds  like  ya  got  it  all  figured  out .   ❜   so  different  form  him  who  had  no  idea  where  he  was  going ;  for  the  first  time  in  his  life  he  didn’t  need  to  worry  about  surviving  and  that  left  him  lost .

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Hobo kid here, he still nailed it.

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i didn’t ever think about being an actor. but I fell in love with it when i realized how amazing, difficult, and interesting it is.

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— Chris Evans, 2019

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❛     𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑐 𝑏𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑡     ╱     𝐡𝐜𝐦𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐱𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧‌‌ .

“I know that they’re both shit, I’m asking which one is worse.” That was the whole intention of going out on this shopping trip to get the worst thing that he could find. And the shop had been full of some horrible things, even some stuff that Eric wouldn’t have gone near it was far too ugly.’

         ❛   𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒  𝐈𝐓  𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑  𝐈𝐅  𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘  both  shit ?   ❜   he  doesn’t  get  this  guy  putting  all  this  energy  and  time  on  some  date  he  doesn’t  even  want  to  go .  again  ⏤  too  much  time ,  not  enough  problems .   ❛   left  one ,   ❜   he  says  finally  because  his  patience  is  about  gone .  yeah ,  he  regrets  ever  agreeing  to  this  shopping  trip ;  never  again ,  mrs.  armstrong .

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❛     𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑛 𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑟𝑘𝑒     ╱     𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐥𝐱𝐲𝐱𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞‌‌ .

“they just sorta worm their way in! they try to get into the pocket even if i’m just sitting on the couch.” his cats were weird, but he’d never make them do something they didn’t want to do. “they only go in my hoodie pocket sometimes, most of the time they get creative. Lennon likes to be on my shoulders and just meow at everyone who passes by.” not a surprise considering the cat did that even from the windows of the apartment.

          ❛   𝐘𝐀  𝐄𝐈𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑  𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄  𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘  𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐋  cats  or  really  big  pockets ,  bro ,   ❜   he  comments  with  a  shake  of  his  head .  yes ,  he’s  judging ,  but  there’s  nothing  new  there .   ❛   and  ya  probably  gonna  need  some  more o’  those  if  ya  get  the  kitten .   ❜  

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❛     𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑔𝑜 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑜𝑣𝑎𝑛     ╱     𝐨𝐟𝐠𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐦𝐬‌‌ .

Margo smiled in the half-hearted way she often did, it never seemed to reach her eyes before it dropped from her face completely. Like it had never been there at all. “I’d pay good money to watch you fight a raccoon.” She muttered, briefly shifting her gaze towards the bin. “Yeah, ‘course, just tired, I guess.” Margo shrugged, knowing that it was possibly a terrible understatement and not just in the moment. She brushed it off, never one to be lingered on. “You good? I can always purloin you some ice cream when the boss goes for a smoke, if you want.”

          𝐈𝐓'𝐒  𝐀𝐋𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒  𝐀  𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄  𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐃  to  relate  to  the  girl ,  their  personalities  polar  opposites ;  leo  is  loud  and  outgoing ,  margo  always  quiet  and  apathetic .  it  doesn’t  stop  him  from  trying .  his  own  smile  only  brightens  at  the  words ,  contrasting  her  dying  one .   ❛   yeah ?  how  much ?  ‘cause  i  could  set  that  up ,   ❜   he  jokes .  not  only  it’s  impossible ,  it’s  not  like  he  needs  any  more  money  than  it’s  already  in  his  bank  account  and  trust  fund .  he  nods  at  her  answer ,  unsure  if  he’s  to  believe  it .   ❛   i’m  good .  just  living  the  break .  i  will  take  the  ice  cream ,  though .   ❜    

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❛     𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑢𝑠 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑖𝑟     ╱     𝐱𝐬𝐭𝐱𝐫𝐥𝐱𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐱‌‌ .

The piano was a bit out of tune, nothing too terrible, of course, but enough that he could hear it even in the random keys his nephew hit. It was a shame, really, that he had spent so much time zooming in and out of their lives until now. He sometimes thought about what it would have been like to settle down here, be a bit more like his brother and help with the family business but it always seemed like some distant, hazy someday and now that he was confronted with it he wasn’t sure if he had ever really wanted it at all. 

He needed a drink, and a cigarette, and for Leo to fix his hand posture. 

“I thought you all were supposed to get less demanding as you grew up,” he scoffed with a fond roll of his eyes, “I am giving you something. The gift of music, now sit up straight.” 

He hummed, shrugging noncommittally. He had danced around the topic with Jax and simply waved the kids questions off when he had first arrived but he supposed that he couldn’t continue to just say nothing about his seemingly random six month sabbatical. 

“Well, you know how Broadway is -watch your wrists, Leo- and I love New York but a change of scenery is just necessary sometimes,” he sighed, “It was an enlightening trip and maybe my next show will be on the West End but right now my focus is on your sister’s show.” He chuckled at that last bit though, Troy was a handful. 

“Your brother reminds me a lot of Jackson when he was that age. They’ve both got that look in their eyes, like they’re looking for trouble but only because they know they can talk their way out of it.” He shook his head. “Like father like son, I guess.” 

          ❛   𝐈  𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓  𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖  𝐖𝐇𝐎  𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐃  to  you ,  but  fuck  that , uncle  atti .  i  want  everything .   ❜   for  once ,  not  an  exaggeration  coming  from  the  dramatic  teenager ;  his  need  to  have  it  all  and  do  all  had  only  increased  as  he  got  older .  and ,  yes ,  christmas  presents  certainly  made  that  list .  as  did  his  uncle’s  attention .  the  boy  rolls  his  eyes  when  the  man’s  chided  his  posture .  of  course .   ❛   you  really  need  to  meet  my  boyfriend ,  you  two  get  on  so  well .   ❜   still ,  he  does  as  told .   ❛   yeah ,  yeah .  but  when  will  i  get  the  real  thing ?  i’m  a  materialist  guy ,  don’t  you  know  me  at  all ,  uncle  atti ?   ❜   and  he’s  back  to  the  dramatics .  truth  be  told ,  his  uncle  presence  there  is  enough .  he’s  missed  the  man  and  that  fear  of  abandonment  doesn’t  stop  at  his  father  and  siblings . 

          𝐇𝐄'𝐒  𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋  𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐎𝐍𝐄  𝐎𝐅  the  many  songs  the  man’s  taught  him  through  the  years ,  but  his  attention  isn’t  on  the  piano .   ❛   an  enlightening  trip ?   ❜   he  stops  altogether  and  turns  completely  to  look  at  the  older  sinclair .   ❛   an  enlightening  trip ?  tell  me  there’s  a  good  story  behind  that .  actually ,  tell  me  there  are  plenty  of  stories  behind  that .   ❜   he  nods  at  the  mention  of  his  sister’s  show ,  though  he  isn’t  too  caught  up  with  that .

          𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐄𝐅  𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐒  𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑  𝐇𝐈𝐒  𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒  once  his  uncle’s  comments  on  his  older  brother ,  leo  knows  it  well  because  the  sinclair  brothers  often  look  and  find  that  trouble  together .   ❛   that’s  because  he  is ,  that  kid  is  a  menace  to  the  world .  terrible ,  terrible  influence .   ❜   he  says  as  if  he’s  not  just  as  bad .   ❛   so  he’s  the  reason  you  didn’t  come .  good ,  i  won’t  let  him  forget  that ,   ❜   he  jokes .  

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❛     𝑣𝑎𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑙𝑦     ╱     𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐦𝐬‌ .

vanessa looks in awe at the project, which was truly something when it came to her. she seldom knew of anyone that liked tech as much her, but somehow she had found someone that did. which was a true delight to her. “  it looks amazing. how long did it take you ? and the technique, bravo. “  to show she gives that of a clap of her hands together. “  well, i recently fully restored a water damaged phone. fixed up a laptop, that had the blue screen of death and replaced the glass. you know, fixing and playing with tech as usual. you besides the project ? “

          𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐁𝐎𝐘  𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐒  𝐀𝐓  𝐓𝐇𝐄  praise ,  and  it’s  coming  from  someone  whose  opinion  he  takes  highly .   ❛   thank  you .  thank  you ,   ❜   he  voices ,  taking  a  bow  to  top  the  little  scene .   ❛   not  that  long ,  to  be  honest .  about  a  week ?   ❜   of  a  lot  of  late  nights  and  enough  coffee  to  cause  a  small country  arrhythmia ,  but  he  couldn’t  stop  until  it  was  perfect .   ❛   you’re  out  there  saving  the  world ,  nessa .  what  would  these  poor  people  do  without  you ?   ❜   and  he’ll  always  commend  her  patience  dealing  with  her  clients .   ❛   just  enjoying  the  last  breathing  room  before  the  next  term  starts .   ❜  

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❛     𝑎𝑟𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑜 𝑣𝑒𝑔𝑎     ╱     𝐫𝐨𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞𝐱𝐚‌‌ .

“yeah, i know,” he grumbles, “but i don’t want to be some guy in his fifties hitched up to someone half my age. i’d rather just skip the whole kids thing entirely.“ it’s not even a dig at his father, but rather something he’s never seen himself doing. shrugging, “each their own, though. i don’t really care.” he doesn’t think that either of his parents have given his romantic life much thought, but he still weighs in, “well, i don’t think my mom wants me to grow up to be a miserable old man. personally, i look forward to it. i’m sure my siblings will marry enough times.” the last part is said in jest, especially in regards to his sister, “shit,“ he stops himself, “i’m just messing around.” 

          𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓  𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐒  𝐁𝐄𝐍  𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐒𝐄  an  eyebrow ;  everyone  in  town  and  their  mothers  know  about  the newest  mrs.  vega .  he  can  understand  where  he’s  coming  from .   ❛   yeah ,  it  does  sound  like  you  don’t  care .   ❜   and  it’s  clear  he  doesn’t  mean  it ,  but  let  armando  lie  to  himself  if  that’s  what  the  older  male  wants .   ❛   that  sounds  like  fun ,  bro .   ❜   it  really  doesn’t ,  but  if  it’s  the  life  armando  wants ,  let  him  have  it .   ❛   your  mom  will  love  to  hear  about  your  plans .   ❜   he  laughs  then .   ❛   what ?  about  your  very  depressing  future  or  your  siblings’  multiple  divorces ?   ❜

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❛     𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑔𝑒 𝘩𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑧𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑔𝑒𝑟     ╱     𝐡𝐜𝐦𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐱𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧‌‌ .

“I’m here for your dog more than you, let’s be real there,” She teased back, sighing as she leaned into her seat and put her phone off to the side. She would need to go back to her place eventually and paige knew that but things needed to die down first. and the would, eventually. “I cheated on a math test in the third grade. There, that’s all of my dirty little secrets out in the open.” Not entirely true, not even close but it would do. “You? No harem hanging around somewhere?”

          ❛   𝐅𝐀𝐈𝐑 .  𝐈  𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃  𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐊  𝐀𝐋𝐅𝐈𝐄  too ,   ❜   he  concedes ,  head  tilted .  the  puppy  is  also  the  only  member  of  this  family  who  he  knows  won’t  keep  anything  from  him .   ❛   you  cheated ?  i  can’t  believe  this .  everything  i  thought  i  knew  is  a  lie .   ❜   not  because  of  what  his  sister’s  said ,  but  it’s  still  true .   ❛    no .  i  had  to  leave  all  of  them  in  morocco ,   ❜   he  jokes . 

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❛     𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑖𝑎 𝑟𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑎     ╱     𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐦𝐬‌‌ .

“ you could have just asked me to take a break. i probably would have listened. “  florencia answers with that of a scrunch of her nose, had he truly been counting ? “  seems like a lifetime to me. not exactly no, but because i have bored you to death alcohol it is then. “  she jokingly elbows him. “  uh-huh, but after that i’m going to have to give a long thought about telling you that next time. “

          𝐁𝐄𝐍𝐉𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐍  𝐒𝐇𝐑𝐔𝐆𝐒  𝐇𝐈𝐒  𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐒 ,  𝐇𝐄  knows  she’s  probably  right .   ❛   yeah ,  but  part  of  being  a  great  friend  is  being  a  supportive  friend ,   ❜   he  points  out .  the  smile  grows  when  she  agrees .   ❛   great .  and  you’re  paying ,  right ?   ❜   this  time  he’s  just  joking .   ❛   no ,  we  can’t  have  that .  i  need  the  validation  to  function .   ❜  

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❛     𝑎𝑣𝑎 𝑓𝑎𝑢𝑙𝑘𝑛𝑒𝑟     ╱     𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐦𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐜‌‌ .

her face glows as arthur declares the puppy was born to be with them and she’s reaching to ruffle with his fur. it’s something so small but to her it is a sign, a sign that things are looking up and good things are still to come. whether that is the case, she will have to wait and see. “he still needs a name! what do you think? i want your thoughts.” ava’s smile softens at the mention of school and she feels her stomach drop. “i know,” she murmurs, shaking her head in pure disbelief. there are days that go by where she feels like there’s a countdown to the start of a life she hasn’t even thought of yet. that if she doesn’t figure out what she wants by then then she’s done for. “i have no idea what the hell i want to do after i graduate. absolutely no idea. is that bad?” she questions with a hint of worry in her voice.

          𝐀  𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐓  𝐎𝐅  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃  and  he  studies  the  puppy ,  finding  the  perfect  name  isn’t  always  easy .   ❛   how  about  bowie ?  or  rigby ?  toby ?  he  kind  of  looks  like  a milo .   ❜   he’s  still  looking  at  the  dog ,  hand  enjoying  the  feeling  of  soft  fur  when  he  hears  the  anxiety  in  her  voice .  blue  hues  shift  to  take  in  the  girl ,  fond  smile  coming  at  her  words .  it’s  all  to  be  expected ,  his  little  girl  has  reached  that  confusing  time  every  human  must  go  through .   ❛   no  at  all ,  sweetheart .  you’re  seventeen .   ❜   that  should  be  enough  of  an  explanation ,  but  ⏤  again  ⏤  she  is  seventeen  and  he  doubts  it  will .   ❛   you  don’t  need  to  have  your  whole  life  figured  out .  you  don’t  even  need  to  have  part  of  it  figured  out .  you  have  all  the  time  in  the  world ,  ava .  and  if  you  need  help  with  any  of  that ,  i’m  always  here .   ❜