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I JUST REALISED REQUESTS WERE CLOSED, IMMSO SORRY

NO ITS OKAYY

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1468 words in and the smut is just getting started….

i have been inspired to write….

mafia!aaron x stripper!fem!reader smut

using the song sip by jessie murph

should be out late tonight or some time tomorrow.

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i have been inspired to write….

mafia!aaron x stripper!fem!reader smut

using the song sip by jessie murph

should be out late tonight or some time tomorrow.

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the universe thinks it’s just so funny to keep sending unavailable people into my love life!! i’m glad it’s having a good laugh 😆

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OMG MY BBG YOURE BACK😘😘😘😘

HI ANGELLL!!! i’m slowly getting back into writing so things are gonna be slow but im getting there!

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car ride | s.r x fem!reader

ꨄ requested: no

ꨄ genre: smut

ꨄ summary: making a pit stop on the way home to give spencer head

“this isn’t-this isn’t right.” spencer gasped, his hands grasping at anything he could manage to get his hands around. the car, which was pulled off to the side of a dirt road, was beginning to get hot and foggy. spencer raised his hand and pushed his glasses up the bridge of his nose, though it did no good since the lenses were completely fogged up with all the heavy breathing he had been doing. 

you looked up from your place on your knees in front of him, not stopping the trail of your freshly done nails on his lower stomach, and cocked your head to the side. your tongue darted out to wet your dry lips before biting down on your bottom lip for a second. the sight before you was immaculate: spencers bare chest rising and falling heavily, his hair a mess on his head, his skin flushed pink from his cheeks to his chest, his glasses fogged and falling off his nose. 

“what’s not right, baby? do you not want this? we can just…stop and… go back home, is that what you want?” you began to pull your hand back but spencer was quick to grab your wrist and hold it against him. 

“no! i want this, i swear.” he let out a shaky breath and released your hand from his grip. you bit back a smile and began unbuckling his pants, you got them down far enough to pull out his cock. his hips jerked slightly at the feeling of your hand wrapping around him. you swiped your thumb over his leaking tip to get the same reaction, only this time you got a small moan to go with it. 

you started off slow and gentle before leaning forward and tauntingly licking your lips. spencers hips jerked at the sight and he placed his hand on the back of your head, he gently urged your head forward. you stuck your tongue out and twirled it around his tip. his head tipped back against the headrest and let the pleasure consume him. 

it wasn’t long before spencers hips were thrusting up, completely out of rhythm, as he chased his high in your mouth. you ignored the ache in both your knees and jaw because the feeling of spencers cock pulsing in your mouth as his orgasm ran through his body was good enough to keep you down there. 

spencer slumped into the seat and you climbed out of the passenger floorboard and sat back down in the drivers seat. wiping the corners of your mouth, you buckled back up before starting the car and turning to spencer. 

“pull your pants up, loverboy. we gotta get home.”

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I’m gonna try to start back being active on here but i want to start writing for some of the characters on Graceland. idk if any of you have watched it but if you have then lmk if you would read it if i started writing for them.

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The butterfly's farewell dance

•Content warnings: A woman and her daughter falling out of one of the windows of their apartment, the little girl dying and her mom ending up in a coma, the woman waking up after almost two years in a coma not remembering much, mentions of child physical abuse by a person the mother of the kid in question knows, but can't remember the name of, mentions of bruises and the possibility that the woman had a secret boyfriend before her daughter passed away.

•I was the one that decided that Sarah is two years older than Derek and Desiree is three years younger than him. I know for sure that Sarah is Derek's older sister and Desiree is his younger sister, but I don't know the age gap between them, so I picked this one because I liked it and it made sense.

•In "Fly away" Rosie, the mother, didn't know her daughter Toya was dead until the police spoke to her for the first time, but in this fanfiction, in this chapter Sarah has already been told Sienna died. I decided to change this detail because that's where my inspiration took me.

•I don't know exactly how our brains amd emotions function after we've been in a coma for years, so if any of you know more about this, feel free to correct me. I don't know if it's helpful to "get straight to the point", even if you do it gently, about traumatic things with patients who have been comatose for years. I just followed what I saw in "Fly away" and also followed my insticts on this.

•The thing about Fran, Derek and Sarah's mom, being sent home from the hospital to rest by one of her children is inspired by what happened in the "Criminal minds" episode "The company" after Desiree's car accident.

•Most of the lines the characters say in this chapter are very similar to or even the same as the ones in the scene like the one depicted here from "Fly away". And that obviously means they don't belong to me. And the title is also inspired by an actual line from the episode.

•Tags: @lex13cm, @aliteralsemicolon, @v3nusxsky, @slowburnwonderland, @golden1u5t, @suckerforcate, @snixkers, @g0dlyunsub.

Chapter 2: Bruises and a butterfly

That same day, as soon as he arrived at work, Derek told his co-workers about Sarah waking up from her coma, and also about his decision to look into what had happened to her and Sienna.

And he was really thankful when they decided to ask for their superior's permission to help him investigate.

They travelled to Chicago the next day, and on April 11, Derek and his co-worker Jennifer, whom they all called JJ, went to Chicago to visit Sarah and interview her.

She was already able to speak very well, but still couldn't remember much.

When they walked into her hospital room, Sarah was alone.

"I basically forced Mom to go home and get some rest" she said as soon as she saw Derek, since she could see he was wondering why she had been left all alone.

She was smiling, but she looked exhausted and slightly older than her 42 years, and her eyes were red and swollen, most likely from a long time spent crying.

She most likely hadn't recognised JJ, since she hadn't seen her in seven years, but that didn't really matter.

Jennifer was there to talk to Sarah about Sienna, not about herself.

"Sarah, we came here to speak to you about your little girl, Sienna" Derek immediately said, talking to his sister gently but also deciding to get straight to the point.

Hearing those words, Sarah's eyes widened and she froze completely.

She was clearly remembering something, and both Derek and JJ hoped what was coming back to her mind was at least related to her and her daughter's fall out of the window and Sienna's passing.

But that wasn't the case.

Sarah's brain most likely wasn't ready to remember what had happened in that terrible May night yet and they had to be patient and gentle with her.

"Sienna..." Sarah said slowly "She was...Sienna was a butterfly. And she had bruises".

"Where?" Jennifer asked.

"On her arms" Sarah replied, a deep fear evident in her eyes "He hit her".

"Who, Sarah? Who hit Sienna?" Derek questioned, trying his hardest to remain calm in spite of the growing agitation inside him "Was he your boyfriend?".

From what he knew, Sarah hadn't had a boyfriend since her relationship with Sienna's father had ended in late 2004, but maybe in 2011, she just hadn't told anyone about her new relationship.

"No. He was the man in the bedroom" Sarah told him, her voice coming out in a both terrified and heartbroken whimper "He hit her if she didn't smile at him".

Derek and Jennifer were shocked, but didn't show it for Sarah's sake.

The man in the bedroom.

Again.

But who was he?

"Do you remember his name?" JJ asked.

Sarah just shook her head, tears forming in her eyes.

A few minutes later, deciding not to press and upset her too much, Derek and Jennifer said goodbye to Sarah and left the hospital.

And by the time they arrived where their car was parked, Derek felt sure his intuition had been correct.

No matter who he was, where he lived or how long it would have taken, he was going to find the man in the bedroom.

He needed to find him, because if anyone knew the truth about what had happened to Sarah and Sienna, it was most certainly that man.

And in order to get to him, he and his co-workers needed to start by searching Sarah's apartment, the place where the fall had occurred.

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The butterfly's farewell dance

•Content warnings: A woman who has been in a coma for two years waking up, her and her daughter having fallen out of one of the windows of their apartment, the little girl dying on the spot and the woman going into a coma, her doctors not thinking she would ever wake up, her family not giving up on her, the possibility of her having died, her brother deciding to look into what happened to her and her daughter (he's an FBI agent), no one knowing for sure if the woman attempted suicide, if the fall was an accident or if she and her daughter were pushed/thrown out of the window, her family thinking she didn't try to kill her daughter and herself, although she was struggling financially and her child's father wasn't around much, the woman not remembering much and not knowing her little girl had died and her mentioning a man her family doesn't know, whom her brother feels is involved in what happened to his sister and niece.

•This story is a "Criminal minds" fanfiction inspired by the "Cold case" episode "Fly away", so the timeline is almost the same as it was in that episode and there will be several OCs. The year od the death will be 2011 instead of 2001 and the investigation will happen in 2013 instead of 2003, though.

•Little Sienna and the "man in the bedroom" are OCs.

•Sarah is inspired by Rosie Miles from "Fly away" and Sienna is inspired by Toya Miles.

•I don't know exactly how our bodies function after we've been in a coma for years, so if any of you know more about this, feel free to correct me. I just followed what I saw in "Fly away" and also followed my insticts on this.

•I found this story's title thanks to an online AI title generator, so it didn't come from my mind.

•I know Derek lost his faith in God after being sexually abused as a kid, but it made sense to me to make him pray for his sister in this chapter, just like he prayed for Penelope when she was shot in the show.

•Benefits are what the State gives people if they can't work or are unemployed, if people apply for them. I don't fully know how they work, though, so if some of you know more about this, once again, feel free to correct me.

•I don't know if Derek's mom's full name is Francine or Frances. I just picked Frances because I like it the most between the two names that can have Fran, her nickname, as a nickname.

•My Wattpad "friend" sofi_grimes wrote a One Shot similar to this story on Wattpad because I requested it to her. So, the general idea behind her One Shot kinda came from me too. Being inspired by an episode of a TV show, it isn't originally mine, obviously, though.

•IMPORTANT DISCLAIMER: I know Liam Payne, one of the former members of 1D, died just days ago kind of like Sienna dies in this fanfiction. Please, if you think this story will be triggering to you, don't read it. I obviously won't get offended. But I've decided to publish it these days because after not writing anything for ovee 6 months, I worked hard on this. Even if you think it wasn't the best choice, don't tell me, please. Just don't read.

•Tags: @lex13cm, @aliteralsemicolon, @v3nusxsky, @slowburnwonderland, @golden1u5t, @suckerforcate, @snixkers, @g0dlyunsub.

Chapter 1: Finally awake

The sun had just begun to rise in the warm morning of April 9, 2013, when 40-year-old FBI agent Derek Morgan was woken up by his cell phone ringing.

When he opened his eyes and looked at the display, Derek saw that the person calling him was his mother, 62-year-old Frances, whom most people she knew called Fran.

She lived in Chicago, just like everyone else in Derek's family.

Seeing her name as the caller ID so early in the morning made Derek's mind immediately go to his older sister Sarah.

She had been in a coma for almost two years after, in the night between May 21 and May 22, 2011, she and her 6-year-old daughter Sienna had fallen out of one of the windows of their apartment on the fourth floor of a building.

Sarah had survived, but gone into a coma, and little Sienna had died immediately after the fall.

Two years later, no one knew for sure if it had been an accident, if they had been pushed or thrown out of the window or if it had been a suicide attempt by Sarah.

In their hearts, however, Derek and everyone else in his family knew that Sarah would have never tried to kill herself, much less have taken her little girl's life too.

She had been unemployed for two years by the time Sienna had died, they lived on benefits and food stamps and the child's father, whom she had broken up with before Sienna had even been born, was in and out of their lives a few times every year, but Sarah had always been very strong, had a family to lean on and adored Sienna.

When he answered his mother's phone call that morning, in his mind, Derek prayed for the first time in years.

He begged God for his sister not to be dead.

He knew there wasn't much how for Sarah to wake up, at least according to her doctors, but as long as she was alive, they had a reason not to give up.

"She's awake!" hus mother exclaimed as soon as he answered the call "Your sister woke up about two hours ago!".

She was clearly crying, but for the first time in two years, she was shedding tears of joy, not of pain.

When they had almost lost all hope, after twenty-three months of waiting, Sarah was finally awake.

"How is she doing, Momma?" was all Derek managed to choke out.

"Pretty well physically, considering her situation" Fran replied "But she doesn't remember much. She knows who she is and remembers our names, but she obviously didn't know what year it is and how old she is now, and she doesn't remember her home address either".

"What about Sienna and the night she died?" Derek quickly asked.

"She did remember Sienna, bur didn't recall the fact that she is dead" his mother sighed "She cried so much after we told her".

"But then, she started repeatedly mentioning 'the man in the bedroom'" she added a few seconds later.

"Do you know who that is?" Derek questioned, starting to become suspicious.

"I have no idea, and Sarah doesn't remember his name or what he looks like either" Fran explained.

And right at that moment, Derek made a decision.

He was going to look into his niece's death and find out what had really happened to her, maybe even privately.

Something inside him was telling him that "the man in the bedroom" had a lot to do with Sienna's passing, that it hadn't been an accident, and he owed it to his sister and niece to find the truth and give Sienna the justice she deserved.

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Broken wings

•Content warnings: Mentions of the murder and death of a little girl, schizophrenia, a mentally ill man not wanting to see his parents and being very upset just because of their mere presence, him calling his childhood home an "evil house", his father and stepmother being frustrated with him not wanting to see them and the brother of the little girl who died investigating her murder.

•Ian and Catherine Doyle are inspired by Jason and Holly Beaudry from "The sleepover".

•Catherine Doyle is an OC.

•I apologise if I didn't write the symptoms of schizophrenia well, but I based myself off Neil Beaudry, the character who has that condition in "The sleepover" and on what I know about schizophrenia. I tried my best, but feel free to correct me if you know more about it.

•Some of the characters' lines are based off the ones of a scene from "The sleepover", so although I didn't exactly copy them, they partly don't belong to me.

•Tags: @lex13cm, @aliteralsemicolon, @v3nusxsky, @slowburnwonderland, @golden1u5t, @suckerforcate, @snixkers, @g0dlyunsub.

Chapter 2: An evil house?

The next day, Michael was off work, so in the early afternoon, he went to visit Declan at the psychiatric hospital the man lived in.

The two flights of stairs and the corridor he had to climb and walk through to get to Declan's room seemed endless to Michael, his mind filled with questions about his sister and her murder he was both eager and afraid to get answers for.

When he arrived at the door Declan's hospital room, Michael saw the man's father and stepmother, Ian and Catherine Doyle, standing there with annoyed looks on their faces.

"He kicked us out of his room again!" Ian groaned "I can't believe it! Another two-hour car ride for nothing!".

"Is your son okay, Sir?" Michael hesitantly asked, feeling uneasy and not knowing what else to say.

"No, he obviously isn't!" Catherine replied, sounding just as frustrated as her husband "But if you want to, go in and talk to him. It's clearly just us our son doesn't want to see".

Michael was shocked.

He barely knew the Doyles, whom he hadn't seen in around thirteen years, but the few other times he had seen them, they had always been very calm, almost emotionless in every situation.

He had never seen them get visibly frustrated, much less voice that feeling.

But since he was there for Declan, not for his father and stepmother, he didn't care much about them.

He took a deep breath, then walked past Catherine and Ian and into their son's room.

Declan was sitting on the bed with his knees to his chest, shaking and looking around with a frightened expression on his face.

"Hi, Declan. I'm Michael Reid. Do you still remember me?" Michael said, sitting on the plastic chair next to the man's bed "May I ask you a few questions?".

Given the state Declan was in, Michael wasn't expecting him to respond or even just look up, but to his surprise, he looked him right in the eye and nodded.

"How are you doing?" Michael chose to ask as his first question, wanting to be as calm and informal as possible to avoid upsetting Declan even further.

"Better now" Declan sniffled "I don't want Dad and Catherine in here".

"And they won't come back in if you don't want them to" Michael reassured him "At least not today".

Then, he changed the topic of their conversation to Grace and her murder.

"Did you know Grace Reid?" he questioned, the anxiety he had already been feeling getting stronger.

"I did" Declan immediately said "She was in the same class as my sister Kelly in middle school. She was nice to me".

"Yes, I know. She was nice to everyone, even people who didn't really deserve it" Michael replied, a small smile forming on his face as he remembered his twin sister's sweetness and good heart "She was at your house on the night she died, right?".

"Yes" Declan confirmed "She was with Kelly and two other girls".

"And do you know what happened after? Did you see how she ended up in the river?" Michael asked.

"It was Dad and Catherine's house that hurt her" Declan gasped, clearly getting agitated again "It was an evil house".

Then, not wanting the man to get more worked up again, Michael thanked him, walked out of the room and left the hospital.

The whole way back home, he couldn't stop thinking about what Declan had said to him.

The "evil house" story didn't really make sense, but something inside Michael told him Declan wasn't lying.

And the fact that his father and stepmother's mere presence had been enough to make him that upset strongly suggested that something serious was going on in the Doyle family.

And whatever it was, Michael was sure it had something to do with his sister's death too.

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Broken wings

•Content warnings: Mentions of the murder of a little girl, the fact that the case was never solved, her parents still hoping for and wanting justice for their child fourteen years after her passing, mentions of the place where the little girl's body was found, mentions of schizophrenia and a man who has it having an episode in front of his toddler nephew, the little boy being traumatised by what he witnessed and telling his art teacher about it and the teacher, who is the deceased little girl's twin brother, choosing to privately look into his sister's murder.

•This story is a "Criminal minds" fanfiction inspired by the "Cold case" episode "The sleepover", so every "Criminal minds character I'll put in will play a character from "The sleepover".

•Instead of taking place in 1990 like the death in "The sleepover", the murder in this fanfiction will happen in 2000 because it works better for me.

•I found the title for this story thanks to a titles-themed Wattpad story by blueflu, so the credits go to them.

•The "Criminal minds" characters I'll put in this fanfiction will be a lot older than they are in the show for the sake of the story.

•Grace, Lucas and Lucas' mom are OCs.

•Grace in inspired by Rita Baxter, the victim from "The sleepover".

•I made up what Michael is like as an adult, because in "Criminal minds" he is only shown as a child.

•In this fanfiction, Spencer and JJ are a married couple, Will doesn't exist and Henry, Michael and Grace are Spencer's kids.

•I got help from an AI first line generator for inspiration for this chapter. The idea came to me on its own, though. I didn't copy it from there.

•The main characters of "Criminal minds" I will include in this story were FBI agents and co-workers, but in 2014, they are all retired, and and they also moved to different units and cut contacts after Grace's death.

•In this fanfiction, Declan is inspired by Neil Beaudry from "The sleepover".

•For the sake of the story, Declan is younger than Henry and closer in age to Michael.

•My Wattpad "friend" sofi_grimes wrote a One Shot similar to this fanfiction in Italian and on Wattpad, after I requested it.

•Yes, little Lucas' maternal grandfather is Ian Doyle. They have the same last name because Lucas' mother has been a single mom since she was pregnant with him.

•Tags: @lex13cm, @aliteralsemicolon, @v3nusxsky, @slowburnwonderland, @golden1u5t, @suckerforcate, @snixkers, @g0dlyunsub.

Chapter 1: The episode and the drawing

After having taught art to young children for six years by 2014, 26-year-old Michael Reid could tell what mood his little students were in as soon as he saw them for the first time when they arrived in the room where he taught them.

And on October 4, 2014, it was enough for him to take a quick glance at 4-year-old Lucas Doyle to notice that the little boy was worried about something.

And when, at the end of their 1-hour lesson, Lucas showed him the drawing he had made, Michael was shocked and concerned at the same time.

Lucas was just a toddler, so his drawing skills weren't the best, but the image on the sheet of paper he was holding was clearly that of a child laying dead in a river or stream.

"Did something bad happen?" Michael decided to ask Lucas before the little boy's mother, Kelly, came to pick him up "At home, I mean".

"No, but my uncle Declan isn't okay" Lucas replied, a sad expression forming on his face.

He was talking about his mom's older brother, whom he loved very much and who had schizophrenia and lived in a psychiatric hospital.

"What do you mean, buddy?" Michael questioned.

"i saw him yesterday and he kept yelling" Lucas explained, his big brown eyes filling up with tears "It was scary".

"And do you remember what he was saying?" Michael asked.

He could obviously see that talking about what had happened with Declan was upsetting Lucas, but he needed to understand the situation better, so he had no choice but to keep asking him questions.

Lucas nodded.

"He talked about a little girl in a river many years ago and a bad house" he then sniffled, wiping his teary eyes with his little hands.

Michael's blood ran cold.

His twin sister Grace had been found dead in a river two miles from their house on November 16, 2000, when they were 12 years old.

She had clearly been killed, but in 2014, her case hadn't been solved yet.

He wasn't sure if he wanted to know if the little girl Declan had spoken about the day before was his sister at first, but then he thought of his parents, 61-year-old Spencer and 64-year-old Jennifer, who were still waiting and hoping for justice for their little girl.

Michael knew he had to do it for them, and for Grace too, so he took a deep breath and said "I agree with you, Lucas. That sounds really scary. But did your uncle also say the name of the little girl in the river?".

Lucas thought about it for a few moments, then his eyes lit up with remembrance and he exclaimed "He did! She is called Grace Reid!".

Grace Reid.

It was her, just like Michael had suspected.

And at that moment, although he wasn't a police officer, he felt it was his duty to do everything in his power to find his twin's murderer and bring them to justice.

And he also already knew who to start his private investigation with: 28-year-old Declan Doyle, little Lucas' uncle.

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guys i wanna start back writing but im not that into criminal minds anymore 😭😭

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hi girlll

i know you havent posted inna min but i just logged back into my year-ish old wattpad acc and i dont have much hotch stuff saved and at the end of one of them was someone saying they switched to posting on tumblr and i checked the username and it was youu and and for a long time i would read your stuff like over and over everyday when i was walking home from work and yeah nothing special really but i just though it was funny ive always known u from tumblr i guess i just been knew where the good writing was at even before tumblr :)

i hope youre doing well if you see this <3

omg thank you so much!?!?!?

i’m so sorry i’m just now getting to this, im just getting back on here a day or so ago. i hope you’re doing well also!!

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hi guys, just popping in to say that i actually hate the whole “little girl” thing in smut fics!!! especially when it’s an age gap fic!!! it’s very disturbing to me!!! mkay that’s it i’m going back on break.

oh and i hope you all are doing good!!

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IMPORTANT UPDATE: hey guysss, i know i’ve been pretty absent lately and i’m really sorry about that!! but i just wanted to let you all know that im gonna be taking a break from writing. i’m not really sure for how long yet but i just didn’t want to disappear and not let you guys know what’s up. everything is fine, im fine, i just lost passion for writing. hopefully it comes back because i loved sharing my work with yall and all the positive feedback you give me but lately i just haven’t been as interested in writing as i was before. my inbox is always open for thoughts or even if you just wanna say hi! if you have sent me a request for a fic i encourage you to send it to another writer(you have my permission lol) because the chances of me writing it are very low at the moment.

so, with that being said, i love you all so much and i hope everyone has been enjoying summer so far!!!

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okay so nvm… she just casually dropped that she has a gf after we’ve been flirting for like a week. i even took her on a walk with me and i never let people go on walks with me :/

also sorry i’ve been semi-mia tumblr hasn’t been appealing to me lately.

chat i have a crush…. like a real life crush and she’s literally consuming my mind.

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chat i have a crush…. like a real life crush and she’s literally consuming my mind.