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iingwe:

“Oh! My apologies! I certainly didn’t mean to startle you!” He assured, pulling his slender hand away. 

Ingwe watched with a heavy sadness as his nephew almost started breaking down. For so long, he knew Arvo was saddened by all that had happened and maybe even all that may come, whatever that shall be. He wished he knew what to do or say that might even take a fraction of the pain away, but then again was there even anything to say? Nothing could take away the pain of losing Finwe for him, and for Finarfin to shoulder that along with the departure of most of his family, even his children, had to be unimaginably painful. 

“Arafinwe… My dear… Please sit down. I…” He tried to think of something- anything that might help the younger! “Would talking help? Or maybe I can get the servants to make some of honied tea and coffee cake? I… I’m sorry… I just-”

“We Vanyar rarely have to deal with death and great depatures such as this. I can only begin to imagine the pain. I want to help. I’m trying to help. But sometimes I just don’t know how, or even if, there is anything that can be done to help ease the pain. I apologize.”

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        Seeing Ingwe feeling bad and conflicted because of him made his heart painfully twist within his chest once more. “Please--- don’t... don’t apologize!” He quickly said with his voice cracking and a forced smile on his lips. “Thank you for coming to visit me, uncle. That is so very kind of you and not being alone is already easing the pain.” Golden lashes blinked away the tears before he cast his blue eyes down to the ground. He didn’t want Ingwe to see he was lying, even though that was quite obvious, and worry even more. “Let me make us some tea...” His usually so clear and bright voice was weak and quiet. Still kind and full of warmth, but laced with sorrow, no matter how hard he tried to hide it. A bit stiffly he made his way to his house, gesturing Ingwe to follow.

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So I saw a new meme template was going around

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“ - What are you drawing, Arafinwe?” It’s based on real events - my younger bro often drew me like Feanor here  ╮(￣ω￣;)╭ I think I wasn’t so good sister))

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アネモネ Anemone (by moriyu)

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Plique-à-jour enamel and pearl brooches by Maison Vever, early 1900s.

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Pink Camellias // By Annie Spratt

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iingwe:

For a while, the Vanyarin king just stood there and watched his nephew pondering upon something. It hurt for him to see him suffering like this, but he didn’t know how to console wounds that cut so deep and were still so raw. He remembered the pain he felt when he heard of his beloved friend Finwe dying and the grief his sister felt. He even pitied his sons, despite the fact that he thought them to be damning themselves for their quest against Melkor. 

Hopefully, Arafinwe would never follow the dark path the rest of his family did. He would pray to the Great Lord Sulimo that at least he would remain righteous and stay by Indis’s side. It was uncertain whether she would be able to handle losing all her children as well as Nerdanel did, and he didn’t want to have to find out.

Eventually, he stepped forward and placed a gentle hand on Finarfin’s shoulder, squeezing comfortingly.

“Have faith. It will be alright, Arvo…” He said calmly, hoping his words did more good than not. “I know you have lost so much all at once, but you still have me, your mother, and your wife. All is not lost. Not yet.”

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        ”Aii!” Finarfin jumped startled and abruptly turned to his uncle, one hand pressed against his chest.  ”Oh... F-forgive me, I didn’t notice you.” He calmed himself and forced a smile but his attempt failed miserably. “I do have faith, uncle. But---” His voice cracked and he quickly covered his mouth with the back of his lissome hand. One more word and he would start crying again, just like he had done this night and the night before; and like he would do this night as well. They would never return. None of them. They had been doomed -- his children . . .

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☔️- In a somber mood (from iingwe)

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         Arvo still felt absolutely DEVASTATED. Within a few days, his life had entirely changed and he had lost his two brothers, his children, his nephews and.. and the slaughter… Just thinking about it made him feel sick so he tried to distract himself by caring for his plants in his garden. It was a challenge to keep them alive without Laurelin’s light, but he tried – he couldn’t bear losing his flowers as well.His crystalline eyes were empty while he plucked some brown petals from his roses, lost in thoughts. He didn’t even notice Ingwe.

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send me a 🍲 for my muse to cook for yours

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Cloudland Trail by BlueRidgeKitties

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Send a symbol for your muse to find mine...

🌷- Alone

🥀- Dying

🤕- Injured/sick

☠️- Dead

🐥- Alive

😈- Possessed

👻- As a ghost

😼- Transformed into an animal/monster

🦋- In a joyful mood

☔️- In a somber mood

☀️- Overheated

☃️- Shivering from the cold

💫- Dazed and dizzy

💦- Crying

🍇- Extremely hungry

🏇🏻- Being chased

🗜- Stuck in a trap

🔮- In a dream

🛌- Bedridden

📖- Reading/studying

🎍- Tending to a shrine/visiting a grave

🌼- Caring for some plants

⭐️- Stargazing

☄️- In a dangerous situation

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Blooming Love Starters: “Wow… you look really pretty today.” “Do you want to have lunch sometime?” “I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to do that. Here’s my number, just call me, I’ll fix it.” “We have so much in common.” “Did you do something with your hair? It looks really nice.” “Take my hand, I don’t want to lose you in the crowd.” “Want to sit on my shoulders? You could get a better view.” “Give me a hand please? I’m too short to reach.” “You smell amazing, what scent is that?” “It’s cold, come closer.” “You can wear my jacket, you’re freezing.” “You’re really smart, you know that?” “You never stop amazing me.” “Are you feeling okay? Lean on me, you look faint.” “Going somewhere special? I just thought you looked really nice today.”

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“Oh--” He chuckled softly. “But why not? Fortunately I happen to be a fairly good healer~” Still with a gentle smile on his lips, he placed a hand on the other's chest and carefully made him lay back down. “Try to avoid hasty movements and rest a little while.”

❝ You’ve been unconscious for hours.❞ ( @goldenfinwe )

Hours….Hours?

Opening his eyes slowly, Haldir was overcome with a sense of panic, having no idea what was going on. “Hours? Wh- What happened?”

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Finarfin` family by  _star热爱生活呀巴扎嘿