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@.rainyblossom: i mean i definitely see your point. idk why but it always feels like he is making more effort???

look me in the eyes and tell me the romance trope “she fell first but he fell harder” isn’t harvey and imogen all over? it’s not even about them getting together or anything, it’s just so obvious he cares for her more than anybody else (who isnt like lily, janey, annabel or joy) 

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@.ClydeAarons: I hope not! I hope everyone is able to give every soul a fair chance.

everyone can like who they like and take interest in whoever they do, but it’s starting to irk me how a lot of the girls who are bisexual will use a female relationship as a placeholder until a guy takes interest. i hope that’s not the case with poppy, clyde and remy but it’s starting to feel like it more and more. 

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https://youtu.be/H5v3kku4y6Q

@.ClydeAarons: You know it’s not the same As It Was.

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https://youtu.be/KUwGnxZaH2Q

@.blairsloan: last but not least: you broke me first

“now suddenly you're asking for it back. could you tell me, where'd you get the nerve? yeah you could say you miss all that we had.. but i don't really care how bad it hurts.. when you broke me first”

it was supposed to be the introducing single to “too young to be sad” but i felt like it’d be the perfect end song to close this show off with. it’s sad but also comforting, in a way. i’m sorry if someone ever broke your heart. i hope you grow stronger from it. AND i hope you enjoyed my album “too young to be sad” too, which is out everywhere now. let me know what your favorite song is. tell me about your love life stories. cause i love stories (as you can see, all of mine are in here). i appreciate you all a lot and thank u all sm for watching. please enjoy this album & i promise i’ll be back soon with more. 🤍🤍🤍

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https://youtu.be/n9U4WeqDkGs

@.blairsloan: one of the last ones: stupid

“only think about him on the weekdays and weekends. only in the mornings and evening. only when i wake up or sleep in, oh my God.”

ever had the biggest, craziest crush on someone?

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https://youtu.be/S4hssjVk9XQ

@.blairsloan: my ALLTIME favorite, number 9: wish i loved you in the 90s

“and i swear.. we kinda fell in love with the pain & i’m scared. we don't even know the right way. wish i loved you in the 90s, cause i know that we’d work.”

in my head the love would you work better in the 90s because i feel like back then, love was more romantic. it’s REALLY hard to explain, but it just makes sense to me.

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https://youtu.be/AKZgqWhoc2U

@.blairsloan: number 8: rubberband

“i know hat i have never been good at this. love you in a second, next you know I'm checking out of moments I shouldn't miss. now i’m looking through the photos. wishing i was different. and i got this rubber band on my wrist, on my wrist. and i snap it every time that i think about your lips.”

self explainatory tbh. i just suck at love sometimes & i’m working on it.

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https://youtu.be/XxTNwFztHgo

@.blairsloan: number seven: slower

“who knows who i’ll be tomorrow but i hope that you’d still like her the same. we might end up strangers somehow.. you should get to know me today.”

when two people are getting closer and closer and just aboht when things get a little too close, you’re debating if you should take things slower. you know, one step at a time. it’s a song about a lot of doubts really.

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https://youtu.be/A6eWXnid_6c

@.blairsloan: number 6, the WORST heartbreak: that way

“it makes no sense cause we’re fighting over what we do. and there’s no way i’d end being with you but friends don’t look at friends that way.”

you ever felt that hORRIBLE feeling where you and someone you’re close friends are more than friends and you both know it but it just — doesn’t work? in a way? and you don’t know why? because same.

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https://youtu.be/ryWAoQRJemg

@.blairsloan: number 5, one of my personal favorites: one day

“it’s impossible to get you off my mind. i think about a hundred thoughts and you are ninety-nine. i’ve nderstood that you will never be mine & that's fine, i’m just breakin' inside..”

an unrequited love story. i think we all know how an unrequited love story ends. it always ends up with one being actually fine and the other actually not.

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https://youtu.be/5x-JoQDrz6I

@.blairsloan: number 4 we have: happy face

“i know that you hate when i figure you out. you get so distant just so you can hear a sound. swear that you've been gone but yet your body's still around. what are you doing now?”

it’s about someone you know and knowing their struggles. it could be anything from mental health, psychical, emotional. any kind of struggle. i think we all know someone who’s been going through stuff & still put on a happy face, even when you know that it’s just a mask they present to the world

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https://youtu.be/99DfexkTP4c

@.blairsloan: number 3, the introduction to “too young to be sad” will be: are u ok

“you called up my phones 50 times at that party. 3 am you thought i’d be there in a heartbeat. it’s ur life but you might wanna put down the barcadi… meaning this sincerely, dude: are u ok?”

@ all the players in this world who broke girl’s hearts. this one is especially for you

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https://youtu.be/050O7AUodS0

@.blairsloan: second up, bad ones

“but wait, don’t leave. i hate that it’s so easy for you. wait, i can’t see. try to walk away. i keep falling for the bad ones. the always ‘make me sad’ ones.”

you know, my love life is one hell of a messy place and i know that. this songs was a real tough one to right because i was confronting myself about it.

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https://youtu.be/pWV-SxkKcyI

@.blairsloan: the opening song: all my friends are fake.

“what if i changed my name? would you still love me the same? or are you just as fake?. like all my friends are fake. sorry if i got you wrong.. didn’t mean to judge you by your cover. i’ve been burnt so many times.. it’s hard to turn it off.”

growing up, i’ve learned the hard way to find out who my true friends are. it gets hard when the people you trust become total strangers and it fucks you up in many ways. HOWEVER, nowaydays, i’m really thankful to have such an amazing group of friends who i know support me and support each other and all love each other as equally as much. 🤍

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@.blairsloan: TOO YOUNG TO BE SAD, OUT NOW 🤍☁️ global concert is live in 3… 2… 1……

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@.thekaden: you’re looking goooood

@.Giseleamelia: 🖤✨

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@.ClydeAarons: Looking good, Holly!

@.HollySmith: you watched me wither and now you'll watch me bloom 🌹