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I always hated this scene...my parents have been putting my sister's needs above my own my entire life... sometimes I wish they would just tell me they don't want me so I can move on and stop holding out hope...

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In truth I am dramatic, my emotions have only ever come to me in extra large sizes and with a heavy tole. Constantly at the brink of self destruction, afraid to express my feelings towards others for simple fear of that title "Dramatic". Though the pain has been consistent throughout my days, what I truly miss is the physical abuse as it could never hurt nearly as much as the psychological and emotional warfare I walked through daily...and people say that's just life, you're being dramatic. Therefore if I'm truly honest with myself, it is only fitting that as I tried so hard to avoid in death I would remain silent as not to seem Dramatic

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It keeps happening :(

Sunshine caresses the smooth, polished skin of a fear-stricken child, she was only a few years old and already so aware of the pain stirring in her soul…Will you ever show you want me?

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“drama kid” this and “band kid” that. wheres the love for us kids that did absolutely nothing in high school

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It keeps happening :(

Sunshine caresses the smooth, polished skin of a fear-stricken child, she was only a few years old and already so aware of the pain stirring in her soul...Will you ever show you want me?

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O_O BRUH! SCHOOL IS HARD

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Reality

Sometimes the lies we weave are so soft and secure, we forget how flimsy the ground actually is

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My brain has two writing modes. Either this:

or this:

there is no in between