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I understand Sun's side of the story but honestly Sun should listen to Moon more and at least interact with him. Why can he walk away like that? Moon is already sorry and he is trying to be better!!!

Sun is petty and needs to get over it real quick. Does he not see how his actions affect his family? Effect Dazzle and Jack?

I swear...

Yep, I'm not surprised when seeing Solar trying to fix Sun and Moon by forcing them to talk, and I am totally not surprised to see Molten just stand that (they give Sun and Moon no privacy) and comfort Moon again after the conversation

Molten: Do you think Sun hates you?

Moon: Sometimes I think he should

Molten: I don't think he hates you. I think he hates himself

Well my dear Molten, hating Moon and Sun hating himself can go the same way. And I don't understand why you bring it up.

We all know Sun is depressed. We all know Sun hates himself.

We all know Sun is Moon's pleaser that makes him forgive Moon so many times even though Moon doesn't deserve it.

Is that another way to make Moon feel like good, oh , okay, Sun doesn't hate me, he just doesn't forgive me now?

I was right. No one in this house cares about how Sun is feeling, the way Jack becomes aggressive with Sun recently proving the boy is upset with Sun action.

People just want them to talk and move on, and don't even care if Sun feels comfortable with that enough.

I'm so happy that Sun doesn't accept Moon apologise. He acknowledged it, but he doesn't forgive Moon.

He shouldn't, after so much crap that right now, every word Moon says feels like lies.

It so funny because Moon still digging him in a deeper hole.

Still doesn't admit the real reason why he hides things from Sun and uses that as an excuse he only wants to protect Sun

Still want Sun opinion on unlocking his emotions

Still calling Sun stubborn and be like, it is not ONLY my fault, it is Nexus fault too.

Sun feels forced to accept the one who hurt you apologise by his own family is insane.

My god, do everything you all like. Just don't drag the Sun in like it is his goddamn responsibility

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What if Sun has a remote control can change how Moon acts.

Sun: Hey, can I talk about my feelings without you getting defensive or feeling attacked ?

Moon: I don't get defensive!! If anyone is getting defensive, it's you!!

Sun: ... So no. Where is my remote. Oh yeah. Found it

Click

Moon: Oh yeah, I take everything as an attack. What are you even talking about? If I ever did that, it is only because I want to protect you and you never understand me.

Sun: Hate that one. Next.

Click

Moon: You know you do the same thing to me right? You are such a hypocrite and I don't even make a big deal about it

Sun: okay, it went from bad to worse. Let try again

Click

Moon: What are you always trying to start a fight? I have been trying to change to be better, isn't it what you want??? Why are you still complaining???

Sun: Nope, come on. You can do better than that.

Click

Moon: Maybe you are just too sensitive. That's why I'm the logical one and you are the emotional one.

Sun: hey since we are playing the maybe game, maybe you are just being a dickward without even realising it.

Moon: Okay, this is what you don't understand. Feeling aren't facts, your feelings are irrational.

Sun: You know I'm keeping hearing it, my feelings are irrational according to who?

Moon: me

Sun: *cough* self centered

Click

Moon: You just always have to be the victim, don't you. Fix my shit like always.

Sun: Whoa, really go downhill here

Click

Moon: I want to be the safe space for you

Sun: hold on, I'm sorry, what?

Moon: The truth is I do struggle with getting defensive and taking your feelings or your actions as an attack because deep down, I am scared of losing you.

I feel like I am always one step away from being seen as failure and only good for my tech that why I feel so comfortable criticize you . Because I feel like if I can't control you or how you act, you will forever leave me. In destroying myself, I unintentionally hurt you in that process and it was my fault

Sun: we might have a winner here

Moon: and that certainly shouldn't be excuses for all my actions or how I'm lying to you. I want to be accountable for my own reaction. I'm not gonna project my past trauma onto you any longer because even though my trauma wasn't my fault , healing from it is my responsibility and you deserve to feel heard and understood in this relationship

Sun: thank you so much for this-- oh crap

Click

Moon: IM ALREADY UNLOCKED MY EMOTIONS FOR YOU, WHAT DO YOU EVEN WANT ME TO DO!???

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I love how the more version of Eclipse going, the more horrible interactions of them with Sun

Sun: Can we stop fighting and be friends?

Eclipse v1: *evil laugh* you are a bitch and I hate you. See, what on my hand is your friendship. Now it goes to hell, right the next spot I'm gonna put you in!!!!

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Sun (*look at Eclipse like a disappointed wife seeing her unemployed husband*) : Please screw off somewhere or actually do something meaningful for one

Eclipse v2 : ...:(( (*sob*) fuck you and your brother. So what if I am a loser? I would scam the most oblivious one, that green girl (Terra/Earth) so they will lose their guard and fear me again!!!

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Sun: Shut up! Shut up!! Just shut your annoying voice up!!!

Eclipse V3: :(( He didn't even let me finish my monologue

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Sun: Go kill yourself, you cheap cabon inferior ugly ass candy corn. Also, fuck your daughter.

Eclipse V4: ... *take it like a champ**his mouth doesn't know how to speak anymore*

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I love how Sun and Eclipse can realize it other by....

Eclipse seeing a cheerful Sun: You are not my Sun.

Sun seeing a nonviolent and not punching him right away Eclipse: Somehow I feel like I'm getting in a trap.

Now I get why Sun said Eclipse V4 is not Eclipse he knows

Sun sometimes when he gets asked how Eclipse v1 like: He is a bitch, but like an ass who knows things, you know. All these latest versions are not bitchy enough

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Imagine Eclipse v1 come back but in the most wrong time ever.

Right now.

Maybe the overseer has some trick (I actually think Overseer is Felix that revenges Solar because he killed his husband, Creator)

Maybe because the void wants to find another person to capture Sun.

Anyway

Cosmos/Lunar already a god and peace out somewhere.

The Star is gone, they are literally on a different dimension.

Moon and Sun don't even need him to get involved because they already ruin eachother.

There are some entities chasing after an inferior version of him, also, how the hell does that thing get a girlfriend?

Everyone is either stronger than him, or smarter than him or just doesn't give a heck about his existence.

The only one seems kinda worried and hates him and reminds him of the old days is Moon, but that asshole right when he realised Eclipse v1 couldn't do anything to them, that asshole laughed and mocked him and might actually kill him if not because they want to find out how and why he gets revived back.

Imagine while Sun totally ignored Eclipse v1 and doesn't even want to get near him, Sun and Eclipse still actually talk to eachother alot.

Imagine they still hate each other, but right now, with Sun lost his truth in Moon and kinda understand why Eclipse being a bitch back then (still doesn't justify his bitch ass torture him but also, he understands his rage) and Eclipse very confused about what he gonna do with his life right now when he couldn't kill Sun or Moon.

They slowly get used to each other.

Imagine Sun talk to Eclipse even more than Moon.

Imagine Moon being possessive asshole that thinking Eclipse v1 might do something to manipulate and brainwashed Sun.

It is funny

Eclipse v1 just chilling in confusion

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And then there is some Got not enough to die but enough to make you insane

"God never gives you more than you can handle" is survivorship bias. People who got more than they could handle are dead.

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Sun and Moon are either happy because he is back or annoyed with their existence.

Maybe both.

Nothing beat the original.

Soooooo

Who do we think will be behind the October Takeover this year? Assuming it happens

With the way things are going, I wouldn't blame TSAMS Sun if he snaps and has a small villain arc of some sort. Killer Sun and Dark Sun are still around. So is President Earth. And Day and Night. And Chris Afton. And the overseer

Also. With the Overseer, I'd love if they pulled a Ruin with him. Which..... by that, I mean bringing back someone who's an unwanted blast from the past to distract Sun and Moon, so they (and their assassins) have easier access to Solar

How freaking cool would it be if V1 Eclipse got brought back. Maybe Sun and Moon think he's Solar or V4 Eclipse, but then upon going back and forth with him, they realize that 1) his voice is a little off, and 2) he doesn't have any knowledge of anything that happened after his V2 self died. So like. Everything after the evil KC and Solar Flare cosplay arc,, is unknown to him

He doesn't know Earth got a couple different new bodies. He doesn't know that Lunar's an astral. He doesn't know that Sun's gotten better at magic. He doesn't know about Solar being part of the family now. He doesn't know about Jack or Molten (and probably not Dazzle). He doesn't know that Puppet's dead, or that the Stitchwraith was a thing. He doesn't know that Bloodmoon and KC are gone. He doesn’t know who Ruin is. Nothing. None of it rings a bell to him, and he doesn't care

He goes on and on about The Star™️ and his hatred for Sun and Moon, and the realization of exactly who they're dealing with hits the brothers like a punch to the gut

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When people say why Sun didn't just sit down and understand Moon, communicate with Moon better

Sun: How can I make you take accountability for the fuck up thing you did to me?

Moon: The accountability? What's that?

Sun: You know... When you hide things behind my back even though we promised--

Moon: I'm just kidding, I'm just trying to make you waste time explaining the most basic shit like I always do but you really want me to take accountability?

Sun: Yes please ?

Moon: Just wait until I'm in a good mood and bring it up to me so we can communicate

Sun: Seriously? I thought I had done that

Moon: Yeah you're right. Then I'm just gonna accuse you for ruining the day and being negative, saying it is not a big deal just to avoid keeping talking to you. Or I will say some half ass apologises even though I don't know what I apologise for and be mad if you don't accept it.

I know!Why don't you just express your feelings for me about how my actions hurt you?

Sun: I feel like I did that too...and then you got mad at me

Moon: Right. I just say I don't understand emotions and I honestly don't give a fuck about what you trying to say. Plus it just feels attacked when you expressed your feelings because it gives me shame.

Sun: Okay, so what else can I try?

Moon: Well, you can just bring up solid proofs and evidence for what I have done so I can't even debate it?

Sun: I tried it too ...

Moon: Nah . I don't give a fuck if you have videos footage of me beating you or berating you. I still somehow deny it or find a way to make it your fault that I have to do it. Or I just simply say I have tried but you refuse to talk with me making me mad.

Sun: Exactly. So how can I make you listen and respect me like how you respect everyone else who is not me?

Moon: How about bringing the same energy that I bring. Get angry with me back, so maybe I would taste my own medicine for once?

Sun: Okay. Maybe I will!!! Because I'm tired of this shit. I'm tired of fixing our relationship alone and trying to understand you.

Moon: There you go. Good job. Keep doing it. And now I will just call you a hypocrite and use your reaction against you. Saying I'm trying but you refuse to acknowledge it. Even though I will call you stupid and acting tired when I am seeing you

Sun: ... You will never change do you? That's it. I'm done.

Moon: Oh come on . I don't want to lose you. I guess the only way to make me change is if you find your breaking point and try to leave me...

Sun: ... So the thought of leaving me will kinda teach you a lesson and make you stop treating me like a child?

Moon: ...I mean... Kinda...

Sun: What do you mean kinda?

Moon: I mean that might help me to change for a while, keeping my promises and all but you know me. Eventually I will go back to the same old me because the accountability that I promised you, is fake as Nexus existence.

Also, I will guilt trip you into helping me unlocking my emotions so you will hope I would change to be better but in reality, nah, it's just something I make up so I have time to fix while ignore the core of my problem

Sun:...

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What if it ends with Sun make up with Moon, but all because he is scared of Moon will die or he will end up alone so he keeps that terrible relationship knowing Moon will let him down eventually someday and everyone cheered for Moon to finally make up with Sun and no one bothered to check if Ian ever happy with his decision?

That is angst for me

there better be some angst

I really want some angst tomorrow for SAMS,give me angst and I'll be so happy-

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Omg Ruin Monty dying because he is affected by Sun Bitchless syndrome

Masking or Acting?

I reeatched the SAMS ep when Ruin appears again with Tiger and I realized, Ruin was acting like his sassy, cocky,and sarcastic self from before. When Ruin went to the EAPS dimension he kinda stopped acting like that,sure he was sassy at times and sarcastic too but not as much as he was before in SAMS,when he went to EAPS he started to be himself, he started to care about everyone even when they were againsthim,he stilled cared. So my question is,is Ruin acting again or is he masking because masking and acting are NOT the same(I say as a theater kid),until we get more info on Ruin in SAMS I'm just going to have this question of him possibly masking instead of acting

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To be fair, Tsams dimension is straight aggressive towards him because of the whole killing 5000 dimensions or something

Masking or Acting?

I reeatched the SAMS ep when Ruin appears again with Tiger and I realized, Ruin was acting like his sassy, cocky,and sarcastic self from before. When Ruin went to the EAPS dimension he kinda stopped acting like that,sure he was sassy at times and sarcastic too but not as much as he was before in SAMS,when he went to EAPS he started to be himself, he started to care about everyone even when they were againsthim,he stilled cared. So my question is,is Ruin acting again or is he masking because masking and acting are NOT the same(I say as a theater kid),until we get more info on Ruin in SAMS I'm just going to have this question of him possibly masking instead of acting

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I wonder what happens if President Earth meets Tsam's Sun again.

Because the last time their interactions was Pre. earth faked being her usual goodies sister, even offered Sun therapy.

And in all their conversations after that, she rarely talks about Sun, despite Moon, Lunar, even Monty and Creator, getting ragged a lot in all the dialogue .

And now when She meets Day and Night .

She seems half annoyed by Day, and yet, intriguing on how they can be evil and still work together.

She almost blurred out about how ignorant and 'kinda dumb' Day and Night is, mostly Day, in her kind words.

It seems like she doesn't have a good relationship with her Sun, though back then, it was Sun who she interacted with a lot

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Your love is cheap, Cosmos and yet noone wants it

Happy birthday Cosmos/Lunar btw. I hope you have a good birthday, even if it wasn't celebrated.

These lines are from 'Things to do' by Alex G, I just feel like these lines really define it. Especially how once your childhood was so sweet, but it suddenly left, quicker than it should've.

And you can't go back.

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You don't understand how and why I crave more Sun and Lunar/Cosmos content.

Cosmos born inside Moon's head, yes. But he was a part of Sun's code.

He is Sun, with his naive and stubborn, and his yearning for valuation. But he also Sun with his cruel mouth, his selfishness and apathy.

He might have Moon loyalty and a self destructive tendency, but it's Sun code that makes him adaptable and bravry despite still hiding like a child.

And their relationship.

No one can hit Cosmos deep and harder than Sun, (aside Eclipse who actually do that with their hands and not words)

No one can actually calm Sun and annoyed him at the same time better than Cosmo, despite his first meeting is very bad, with Cosmos taunting Sun about his brother .

Everyone treats Cosmos like a child (Earth/Terra, Solar always gentle with him, Moon and Monty let him do whatever he wants, even the Astral Bodies don't punish him that hard when he smokes negative star power)

But Sun , he treats Cosmos like an equal, like a Moon. Sure he might sometimes say things about Cosmos height, but it's their bit. And he always knows the boundaries.

And Sun always says the truth, harsh truth.

Like with everyone, they might sugarcoat it or just let him do things to acknowledge the consequences, but Sun just blandly says things that he can do or not.

Like even in Cosmos dream, Sun is just given him a direction and not totally lashes out on Cosmos.

And the same go with Cosmos. He might be on the Moon side alot, but never once does he disrespect Sun feeling. He understands

It's just... Between Sun and Cosmo always have some small tension and yet, they love eachother and I think that neat

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Cosmos sounds like a name tag of a dog.

Well you might reborn again, but is it worth it if your life is no longer yours?

Happy birthday Cosmos/Lunar btw. I hope you have a good birthday, even if it wasn't celebrated.

These lines are from 'Things to do' by Alex G, I just feel like these lines really define it. Especially how once your childhood was so sweet, but it suddenly left, quicker than it should've.

And you can't go back.

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He is born as a soldier and would die like one.

Happy birthday Cosmos/Lunar btw. I hope you have a good birthday, even if it wasn't celebrated.

These lines are from 'Things to do' by Alex G, I just feel like these lines really define it. Especially how once your childhood was so sweet, but it suddenly left, quicker than it should've.

And you can't go back.

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Sun will never die, but he will wish he is

Realizing that while Davis said a while ago that Sun wouldn't die, he never specifically said that he wouldn't suffer, either

So like. Sure, Sun won't die. But he could still be hurt in a variety of ways. He could still be kidnapped and tortured. He could get amnesia. He could go through a period where he's reset to how he was 3 years ago and have no memories, but then be fixed by Solar, Monty, or Moon. He could get a virus. His systems could be corrupted. He could get maimed. So on and so forth

All the bad things you can imagine putting Sun through are still very possible, as long as they don't result in him dying

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Sometimes I wish Sun could be evil.

At least with that people can hate Sun because of his own fault, instead of some stupid things that are out of his control or because he has emotions like a real human

But again, if Sun is evil, he will be killed off just for another Sun to show up, or getting cast aside more than he already is the side character now.

Please don't let him forgive for Moon. Please let him leave the house.

The time he wanders around I see him more happy than most of the time he is stuck in his house.

Remember when Moon just freshly revived back and promised Sun with a half ass apologise about how he changed and broke it immediately just for 8 months?

Even though I wanted Sun to crash out and tell Moon all the horrible shit Moon has done for Sun back then, I was glad that Moon and Sun were back to be brothers.

Because at least, I saw that Moon tried to change, and tried to be more understanding even though well... He sucked at it.

But now? When my trust totally lost? Yeah, Moon needs to go.

No I don't want him to die, I just want him to distance himself from Sun, do whatever he likes.

He can be besties and do crime with Monty all I care, or just planning things with Solar.

Just staying away from Sun.

Same with Sun, I think the show about Sun just wandering adventures to different dimensions seems fun, like Doctor Who kind of character.

He can go out, and then be back to the family, the one that feels more like strangers at this point