gortashs-skidmark

[gortashs-skidmark]

“Offing yourself is selfish.”

Well maybe if your heart bled a bit more for those struggling individuals you’d see you made this mess about yourself.

[gortashs-skidmark]

ZOMBIE AU IDEA

women get murdered all the time in the woods and water and the woods will never be a safe place in the apocalypse. Virtually the only safe spaces are in public where bodies don't hide. But the woods are like women wolves.

[gortashs-skidmark]

patron request!

[gortashs-skidmark]

Reblog or like this post if you're active in the Assassin's Creed fandom but doesn't ship Desmond Miles with his ancestors.

[gortashs-skidmark]

I’m stupid eager when I start a fic I won’t get back to for another 6 months. Anyway. New assassins creed 2 fanfic. I can’t find any Vieri fanfics so. EAT IT UP. Eventually.

It’s called Terror Strikes. ONLY FOR 18+!!!!!!!!!!!

On wattpad and Quotev. I have the first two chapters on Q but not on Wattpad.

[gortashs-skidmark]

With bright hazel eyes.

Pairing: reiner x marleyan!reader

Summary: You’ve known Reiner since you were both children; unlikely friends bound together despite your place as a rich sugar merchant’s daughter, and his as a poor Eldian boy. You weren’t supposed to like him—devil-blooded as he was—but he made you laugh and listened when you played the violin. He was wonderful, but Marley taught you wonders never last.

Tags/warnings: childhood friends, romance, mutual pining, forbidden relationships, hurt/comfort, ptsd, depression, canon-typical violence, canon-typical themes of prejudice & racism, sorta slow burn (depending how you look at it)

Word count: 6.4k

Table of contents: Chapter 1 - out now on ao3!

[gortashs-skidmark]

levi ackerman // fic recommendations

note: remember to read the tags! + i do not own any of these works

ignited

the feeling's mutual

the forgotten day

a river of three crossings

press four for more options

one million to one

spring cleaning

slow hands

outlier

the bet

blueberry tea and lavender soap

melt

i need you

try

honey, honey (how you thrill me)

dante's inferno

beautiful

regimens

apricity

smoke and mirrors

the short end of the stick

warmth

nothing to lose, vengeance to gain

broken promises.

no man's sky

beg, borrow & steal

the mortal price of crossing twice

[gortashs-skidmark]

erwin smith // fic recommendations

note: remember to read the tags! + i do not own any of these works

thursday flowers

rules, boundaries, and continuums

a soulmate who wasn't meant to be

small horizons

weekend lessons

strangers in the night

treasured memories

phone

come to bed

first date with the vets

closer

pirates don't go to school

homecoming

you love her don't you?

the ocean of grief

first snow

happy accidents

his pride

the sky was golden

regulars

a letter for the one i love most

good little girl

the 4 times erwin catches you and the 1 time you catch him

close call

a moment of serenity

reminisce

at last

[gortashs-skidmark]

jean kirstein // fic recommendations

note: remember to read the tags! + i do not own any of these works

capillum

trust

the only true language

reluctant heroes

k.

my love mine all mine

like the movies

meet me halfway

a moment

late night birthdays

don't delete the kisses

beetlebum

to my love

anyone can be a chef

a matter of convenience

unrequited

midnight ride

perpetuum mobile

[gortashs-skidmark]

Holy shit if it bothers you you don’t have to comment. You don’t have to involve yourself with my posts. You chose to reblog it. I can post as long as it’s within the guidelines. You don’t like it? Ignore it. I haven’t bothered the rp community directly with hate bc I don’t like it. Take your own advice.

Wth I’m having to block all these “ask Anya” “ask Jimmy” and it’s so vile. My favorite media is being turned into the cultishness of fnaf. HROW UP😭😭😭😭 THERES NO ONE TO SHIP. “Ask daisuke” HES DEAD. HES NOT UWU. HES JUST A CHARACTER.

I saw someone ask an askjimmy “what was it like when you had sex with Anya for the first time. Medically ;)” I think that person needs to die actually.

I truly do not think these people have gone through the media and picked it apart. If you got the message and the seriousness of this, you would have the respect not to do that. It’s okay to make silly jokes and art. But that’s too far. I don’t want people acting like the people we see in the story. That’s insane. I don’t want role play of this game. “It’s harmless” i don’t think so. You’ve skewed it so much. What happened to the message. If you wanna rp don’t pick the stories that people need to see. You’re embarrassing and no one wants to learn about rape culture through this media because you took it too far.

I don’t care how you cope. The story wasn’t “dark omg silent wolf emo you’ve never heard of this indie game”. It’s like. There’s so much to take apart, and being a feminist it really disheartens me to see people taking the piss out of the situations. Especially the men. Take something out of the goddamned story and leave it. Unless it’s art. God. I hate this fandom. I CANT SCROLL THE HASHTAG WITHOUT THIS SHIT IN MY WAY. I WANNA SEE BIBLICAL PAINTINGS AND SYMBOLISM.

Please, please. Stop. Look at yourself, feel bad, and stop. I don’t give a fuck what your excuse is. Be better. Grow up.

[gortashs-skidmark]

They reblogged it a few times? My first complaint about the rp community? If you don’t like my bitching just ignore it. Damn. It’s not for you. It’s towards you, but damn. I saw someone calling fanfic writers the r slur but I didn’t need to insert myself in

Wth I’m having to block all these “ask Anya” “ask Jimmy” and it’s so vile. My favorite media is being turned into the cultishness of fnaf. HROW UP😭😭😭😭 THERES NO ONE TO SHIP. “Ask daisuke” HES DEAD. HES NOT UWU. HES JUST A CHARACTER.

I saw someone ask an askjimmy “what was it like when you had sex with Anya for the first time. Medically ;)” I think that person needs to die actually.

I truly do not think these people have gone through the media and picked it apart. If you got the message and the seriousness of this, you would have the respect not to do that. It’s okay to make silly jokes and art. But that’s too far. I don’t want people acting like the people we see in the story. That’s insane. I don’t want role play of this game. “It’s harmless” i don’t think so. You’ve skewed it so much. What happened to the message. If you wanna rp don’t pick the stories that people need to see. You’re embarrassing and no one wants to learn about rape culture through this media because you took it too far.

I don’t care how you cope. The story wasn’t “dark omg silent wolf emo you’ve never heard of this indie game”. It’s like. There’s so much to take apart, and being a feminist it really disheartens me to see people taking the piss out of the situations. Especially the men. Take something out of the goddamned story and leave it. Unless it’s art. God. I hate this fandom. I CANT SCROLL THE HASHTAG WITHOUT THIS SHIT IN MY WAY. I WANNA SEE BIBLICAL PAINTINGS AND SYMBOLISM.

Please, please. Stop. Look at yourself, feel bad, and stop. I don’t give a fuck what your excuse is. Be better. Grow up.

[gortashs-skidmark]

Read and heard. All of it. I’m a hater but I’m not an extremist goddamn. I just have a different integrity for this piece of media. I like the silly jokes and banter but I feel like the fandom morphed the image of the game. It’s more than rape yes much more. I’m not changing my opinion. But I won’t be speaking about it again. It’s my blog I was just bitching. I did use the hashtag bc I’m a world wide hater about unimportant things. I haven’t indulged in the fandom for a hot second and I’m sorely disappointed when I came back to the tag. Damn.

Wth I’m having to block all these “ask Anya” “ask Jimmy” and it’s so vile. My favorite media is being turned into the cultishness of fnaf. HROW UP😭😭😭😭 THERES NO ONE TO SHIP. “Ask daisuke” HES DEAD. HES NOT UWU. HES JUST A CHARACTER.

I saw someone ask an askjimmy “what was it like when you had sex with Anya for the first time. Medically ;)” I think that person needs to die actually.

I truly do not think these people have gone through the media and picked it apart. If you got the message and the seriousness of this, you would have the respect not to do that. It’s okay to make silly jokes and art. But that’s too far. I don’t want people acting like the people we see in the story. That’s insane. I don’t want role play of this game. “It’s harmless” i don’t think so. You’ve skewed it so much. What happened to the message. If you wanna rp don’t pick the stories that people need to see. You’re embarrassing and no one wants to learn about rape culture through this media because you took it too far.

I don’t care how you cope. The story wasn’t “dark omg silent wolf emo you’ve never heard of this indie game”. It’s like. There’s so much to take apart, and being a feminist it really disheartens me to see people taking the piss out of the situations. Especially the men. Take something out of the goddamned story and leave it. Unless it’s art. God. I hate this fandom. I CANT SCROLL THE HASHTAG WITHOUT THIS SHIT IN MY WAY. I WANNA SEE BIBLICAL PAINTINGS AND SYMBOLISM.

Please, please. Stop. Look at yourself, feel bad, and stop. I don’t give a fuck what your excuse is. Be better. Grow up.

[gortashs-skidmark]

Yeah.👍 I don’t disagree mostly. Wrong organ posts are silly, usually. I don’t interact with rp posts either. My irl touchable friends and I who like mouth washing, don’t indulge in rp because that’s mega unhealthy escapism. I live near the larp roleplay dnd capitol and man it’s tragic. You ever going to work at 9am and see two different people walking in a full suit of armor? Routinely every morning. They look like they’re having a blast. But they’re going outside, touch grass and wield swords when the sun is shining. I don’t think it’s healthy to keep that up, but if it gets someone outside (I’ve seen them walk in the snow). I think the online version of role playing has to be detrimental to your health. It’s fun until you can’t function outside of it. I don’t think many of the people who do rp at a table with friends can function outside. Like I have so many irl examples in my life of it ruining relationships

Wth I’m having to block all these “ask Anya” “ask Jimmy” and it’s so vile. My favorite media is being turned into the cultishness of fnaf. HROW UP😭😭😭😭 THERES NO ONE TO SHIP. “Ask daisuke” HES DEAD. HES NOT UWU. HES JUST A CHARACTER.

I saw someone ask an askjimmy “what was it like when you had sex with Anya for the first time. Medically ;)” I think that person needs to die actually.

I truly do not think these people have gone through the media and picked it apart. If you got the message and the seriousness of this, you would have the respect not to do that. It’s okay to make silly jokes and art. But that’s too far. I don’t want people acting like the people we see in the story. That’s insane. I don’t want role play of this game. “It’s harmless” i don’t think so. You’ve skewed it so much. What happened to the message. If you wanna rp don’t pick the stories that people need to see. You’re embarrassing and no one wants to learn about rape culture through this media because you took it too far.

I don’t care how you cope. The story wasn’t “dark omg silent wolf emo you’ve never heard of this indie game”. It’s like. There’s so much to take apart, and being a feminist it really disheartens me to see people taking the piss out of the situations. Especially the men. Take something out of the goddamned story and leave it. Unless it’s art. God. I hate this fandom. I CANT SCROLL THE HASHTAG WITHOUT THIS SHIT IN MY WAY. I WANNA SEE BIBLICAL PAINTINGS AND SYMBOLISM.

Please, please. Stop. Look at yourself, feel bad, and stop. I don’t give a fuck what your excuse is. Be better. Grow up.

[gortashs-skidmark]

Wth I’m having to block all these “ask Anya” “ask Jimmy” and it’s so vile. My favorite media is being turned into the cultishness of fnaf. HROW UP😭😭😭😭 THERES NO ONE TO SHIP. “Ask daisuke” HES DEAD. HES NOT UWU. HES JUST A CHARACTER.

I saw someone ask an askjimmy “what was it like when you had sex with Anya for the first time. Medically ;)” I think that person needs to die actually.

I truly do not think these people have gone through the media and picked it apart. If you got the message and the seriousness of this, you would have the respect not to do that. It’s okay to make silly jokes and art. But that’s too far. I don’t want people acting like the people we see in the story. That’s insane. I don’t want role play of this game. “It’s harmless” i don’t think so. You’ve skewed it so much. What happened to the message. If you wanna rp don’t pick the stories that people need to see. You’re embarrassing and no one wants to learn about rape culture through this media because you took it too far.

I don’t care how you cope. The story wasn’t “dark omg silent wolf emo you’ve never heard of this indie game”. It’s like. There’s so much to take apart, and being a feminist it really disheartens me to see people taking the piss out of the situations. Especially the men. Take something out of the goddamned story and leave it. Unless it’s art. God. I hate this fandom. I CANT SCROLL THE HASHTAG WITHOUT THIS SHIT IN MY WAY. I WANNA SEE BIBLICAL PAINTINGS AND SYMBOLISM.

Please, please. Stop. Look at yourself, feel bad, and stop. I don’t give a fuck what your excuse is. Be better. Grow up.

[gortashs-skidmark]

Does life get better?

I think you want to ask, does life go back to the normal you know.

And no.

It changes but never fear the change. Your emotions expanded exponentially and you will be even smarter than before. It will be worse before it’s better, it’s true. You’ll settle into your normal but some of life will wait for you.

The ladybugs will wait, the light hitting the dust will wait, the smell of a books will wait, the wind in the trees during the winter and summer will wait. The people you don’t know yet will wait. The birds will wait. You’ll hear them again, they won’t stop when you’re better. They’ll keep going and they’ll still be there. With or without you, life doesn’t stop.

I could only keep fruit and rice down for 2-3 weeks once because a medication I tried messed me up. I thought it was over, my misery was greater than my future. Since then I’ve met so many people, so many, that have rubbed off on me in an indescribable love. You’ll get there. It’s not over. You’ll find new loves.

My newest love is menthol cigarettes and it was worth the wait lemme tell ya. Anyone who prefers vapes is insane. Menthol cigs are pure god given Jesus in the water Jesus splitting bread with the hungry and healing the sick blessed gift.

[gortashs-skidmark]

I think before you die, try a menthol cigarette. If someone asked me what my last meal would be, it would be a pack of menthol camels and a McDonald’s sundae

[gortashs-skidmark]

Gotta say, if you didn’t read the books connected with HOTD, it’s a good show. If you read the books, you’re scaring everyone by being really aggressive about fantasy. I think they couldn’t make Rhaenyra as powerful or whatever bc the men of GOT by far are the worst people I’ve ever met. Tried watching GOT. Just read the plot lines instead. Why is Danyres raped on screen and why have I never heard a man of GOT say it was bad or not hot. I hate most of the GOT fandom I gotta say. Some of yall get it tho and I like yall.