gossamie

[gossamie]

hello !! I hope you are doing very well in these tough times !! I saw that u do recs so i was wondering if u could rec some angst fics !! Like stuff that rly gonna make me cry hihi ✨

Anonymous said to hellreads:

hey what are ur best angst refs? by angst i mean hella angst like make me cry angst 🥺

Anonymous said to hellreads:

HELLLLLLLLLLO! I was wondering if you have (some) fics really angst where the reader/ OC is cheated on,like the fic(s) is so sad that you’re just in tears? LOVE U AND STAY AT HOME 💛💛💛

hello there loveys, since y’all asked for angsty recs here are the previous recs I did x (angsty fics for every member) , x (angst filled cheating fics) and if you want more I suggest you take a look at the ficshelf ~ but to answer  “what are your best angst recs“ “stuff that rly gonna make me cry“ “really angsty fic where OC is cheated on” i’ll leave my top fics for every member under the cut (i’m feeling chatty today so i might add a few vague (but more like non-sense) ramblings here and there) | 🍒

p.s. 💛 ~ I love you too :*

Kim Namjoon

❥ Cut by @chimchimsauce ➴ Anti-Soulmate!AU | Namjoon x Reader | One-Shot ➴ Namjoon always hated soulmates. ➴ VR: up to this day I still hate Namjoon for what he did.

❥ Bloom by @hobidreams ➴ Agent!AU | Namjoon x Reader | One-Shot ➴ Family is who you kill for. Who you die for. In this society, you and your kin are shadows, clinging to the darkness to obey orders absolute. But when such orders command you to abandon what little honor remains for wealth and notoriety, you find yourself lost in lonely uncertainty about the only vocation you’ve ever known. That is, until you meet a man with gentle hands, a poet’s heart, and a love for coaxing the world into bloom. ➴ VR: the tragedy on tragedy ugh, exit music for a film still plays whenever I remember this beautiful and well-written story. *gets emotional all over again*

❥ Covenant by fringesofsanity ➴ Arranged Marriage!AU | Namjoon x Reader | Series ➴ You are betrothed to Kim Namjoon, the heir of a real estate mogul. To say that it was a fairytale romance would be erroneous. You’re instead loped in the sad tale of the rich and melancholy. ➴ VR: this is a slow burn that will literally have you falling hard and fast only to trip you and have your heart shatter then make you trust in love again. 

Kim Seokjin

❥ Epiphany by @floralseokjin ➴ Exes!AU | Seokjin x Reader | One-Shot ➴ Sometimes it’s best to remember the past is just a memory…

❥ 2,561 Days by @gossamie ➴ Divorce!AU | Seokjin x Reader | One-Shot ➴ Two years of marriage could not stop the relationship from falling apart. As an attempt to seek closure before the divorce, Seokjin and you retrace your seven years together.

❥ Seven Seconds in Heaven by @jimlingss ➴ Married!AU | Seokjin x Reader | One-Shot ➴ In the moment of your death, Heaven drops the hammer of punishment; making him travel back in time to relive memories that can never be changed. Seven memories. Seven minutes in each. Seven seconds before they are ripped away.

➴ VR: listen these three fics are god-tier fics for making me cry so much, like if you really wanna feel the pain? read all three, Epiphany, a masterpiece that will haunt me for for the rest of my life. this story gives the kind of pain you feel when you realize that not all love stories get their happy ending, have an unfiltered taste of reality while reading this. 2,561 Days, “Once you love something, you can never stop loving it” here comes an avalanche of tears just reading the summary of this heart shattering love story, this will break you but will also give you hope in the end (but ngl I’m still sad about the ending and I will forever be sad because I love Jin so much T_T) and Seven Seconds in Heaven, “Seven Memories, Seven Minutes, Seven Seconds before they’re ripped away ” it’s been a long time since I read this masterpiece and yet I still remember all seven memories and the way they made me feel, idek how to describe the type of pain this made me feel, all I know is after reading this you must tell people you love how much they mean to you before it’s too late.

Min Yoongi

❥ The Things I Said When I Loved You by @gossamie ➴ Exes!AU | Yoongi x Reader | One-Shot ➴ Listen to the past two years of your relationship with yoongi, as told in a series of voicemails. ➴ VR: prepare some tissues because you’re gonna cry, actually i’m crying again as I’m typing this.

❥ The Blue Coat and Cerruti 1881 (A Flash Fire) by @yuhdongsaeng ➴ Idol/E2L!AU | Yoongi x Reader | One-Shot + Epilogue ➴ That’s the thing about flash fires. they’re intense outbursts of flames that reach their maximum heat quickly and don’t last a long time. hell, they don’t even get to fade before they cease to exist. however, flash fires may be intense and short, but the floor beneath them is ruined forever. ➴ VR: okay this will hurt, you will definitely love this even if it’s written to tear your heart to pieces. p.s. don’t forget to read epilogue!

❥ Muscle Memory by @suhdays ➴ Exes!AU | Yoongi x Reader | One-Shot ➴ Two years time could not erase the tendencies of the heart, and perhaps you could have faked it till the end of time had it not been for the night you ran into him. ➴ VR: this. hits. hard. because I saw myself in MC *plays Stubborn Love*

Jung Hoseok

❥ Got Me by obiwrites ➴ Exes!AU | Hoseok x Reader | One-Shot ➴ The one where you accidentally kiss your ex goodbye. ➴ VR: hello, is this hoseok? will you be mine?

❥ Now or Never by @cutaepatootie​ ➴ Racer!AU | Hoseok x Reader | Series ➴ All you need is the freedom that driving with the windows rolled down and stepping on the gas pedal gives you. Nevertheless, what you don’t expect, is the main racer from your rival gang becoming your new source of freedom. ➴ VR: i’m not gonna say anything, just watch my tears flow down because recalling everything about this pounds my heart to a pulp. ouch.

❥ As You Are by fringesofsanity ➴ Lovers!AU | Hoseok x Reader | One-Shot ➴ You're not the girl for Jung Hoseok. Him - who was sunshine and daisies and fireworks. You - who were back-alley darkness and used needles and burnt cigarettes. But he doesn't care. And you fucking hate yourself for it. ➴ VR: this isn’t your typical bubbly lovestory... this will hurt.

Park Jimin

❥ Come Home to Me Darling by @roses-ruby​ ➴ Married!AU | Jimin x Reader | Two-Shot ➴ Jimin cheats and you try to make him stay. But whatever you do, it’s never enough. ➴ VR: Jimin, you motherfucker, you stepped on and crushed my heart the whole time (pt.1) 

❥ Right Person, Wrong Time by @mortaljin​ ➴ Fuckboy!AU | Jimin x Reader | One-Shot ➴ Park Jimin is a name that holds no significance in your heart right now. But it is a name that will haunt you for years. ➴ VR: *plays Killing Me to Love You by Vancouver Sleep Clinic on loop*

Kim Taehyung (I’m sorry, I’m a sucker for Tae in love triangles)

❥ Stealing the Bite by @wildernessuntothemselves​ ➴ Supernatural!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | Series ➴ In a world populated by the supernatural, witches were the most despised and mistrusted of creatures. Everyone desired to make use of their powers but no one was willing to be seen openly conferring with them. And so there came to pass a heinous practice: Small covens of witches were isolated and kept under wraps in every kingdom, to be utilized when needed, and kept under close watch to prevent them from rebelling. Growing up in a kingdom ruled by werewolves, abuse and scorn were a fact of life, but you were determined to put an end to it. You devised a devious plan to gain power, and it involved a certain prince. ➴ VR: I cried and cried and cried while reading this (this is smutty good but the angst will really fcking hurt)

❥ When You Least Expect It by @johobi​ ➴ Love Triangle!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | Series ➴ You’re in love with your childhood friend, Taehyung. The problem is, you treasure your friendship with him far too much to ever risk losing it. Oh, and he’s quite the Casanova. At your wits’ end with feelings you can no longer hide as diligently as you once did, you ask him to set you up with someone, anyone, in a last ditch attempt to avoid a heartbreaking conversation. ➴ VR: y’all need to read this because my ramblings will never be enough, I love this so much even if it tears me apart whenever I try to weigh Tae and Jungkook’s place in MC’s heart.  

❥ Slight Changes by @chiminiemoans​ ➴ Infidelity!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Jimin | Series ➴ Taehyung gets caught. ➴ VR: “Taehyung gets caught” reading that is enough to break your heart, up to this day I still hate Ara (even irl I can’t watch her dramas) 

Jeon Jungkook

❥ Right of Way by fringesofsanity ➴ Infidelity!AU | Jungkook x Reader x Jimin | Series ➴ In theory, things were simple: your best friend was Jungkook’s girlfriend while your boyfriend, Jimin, was Jungkook’s best friend. In reality, things weren’t always that simple. And mutually exclusive. ➴ VR: WANNA CRY AND HURT THROUGH AND THROUGH? READ THIS. THEN COME BACK HERE AND BAWL WITH ME.

❥ Euphoria by @btssavedmylifeblr​ ➴ Time Travel!AU | Jungkook x Reader | One-Shot ➴ At the end of your life, you are given one day to live again with the man you loved. A lifetime’s love story told in a single day. ➴ VR: prepare to cry your heart out, oh fck i’m feeling the surge of emotions rn, this is so beautiful.

❥ Animal by @cutaepatootie​ ➴ Boxer!AU | Jungkook x Reader | Series ➴ // ➴ VR: *honestly i’m speechless* i’m going through it again, the pain, oh god.

❥ Falling Skies by @fortunexkookie​ ➴ F2L/E2L!AU | Jungkook x Reader | Series ➴ Jeon Jiyeon was your childhood best friend; her brother, Jungkook, was something else entirely. Once upon a time, she had called you her sun and him her moon; it was fitting, given the constant push-and-pull between you two. You used to consider him a friend, but then he had gone from endearingly frustrating dumb boy to card-carrying fuckboy so fast it had given you whiplash. You often wondered how Jiyeon wasn’t bothered by his behavior. In fact, she often seemed to encourage it. What you failed to see was that she was just trying to show you how he reflected your light. Jiyeon had realized he was in love with you even before he did, but of course she knew. It was a twin thing. So despite the fighting and teasing, you always found yourself drawn back to him. You knew he was one of two constants in your life: the Jeon twins were - and had always been - your one indisputable truth. You were the sun, Jungkook was the moon, and Jiyeon was the sky holding you both up When she died, it ripped a black hole right through you. ➴ VR: this right here is a beautifully written masterpiece, you’ll agree with me once you read this T_T

[ I have a ton of angsty JJK fics just look thru this shelf x ]

[gossamie]

hi i always hype up ur fics and the things i said when i loved you made me cry for 3 hours straight. i always read it to feel something. i love your writing sm 🥺💕

me reading this rn:

[gossamie]

FIRST OFF: I HATE "the things i said when i loved you" SO MUCH IM PAINED RN MY WHOLE CHEST IS ACHING GODDAMN IT SECONDLY: best author ever only good authors write good fics that evokes chest pains in the form of angst and you achieved that perfectly i love u mwah

ngl i was about to get angry and then i gOT SUPER SOFT LOL :”((( THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU MUCHO

[gossamie]

i LOVE your writing so much🥺 i’ve cried so much reading your fics and i keep coming back to reread them bc they’re so good. i hope your doing well and i’m super happy that you feel more excited/motivated to write!!!! i love u🥰

AWWW THANK YOUU :”( i hope i didn’t make you cry too hard but i’m so happy you loved my fics!! i love you much much more <3

[gossamie]

I miss you and your work so much 🥺

i miss you too :”(( 

recently i’ve been very inspired to start writing again and being in quarantine has finally given me the time to act upon my inspiration lol here’s to more stories!!

[gossamie]

omg twelve minutes in tokyo ,,, is just beautiful 😭 it honestly was the best piece of writing that ive read so far

STOP IM SO SOFT THANK YOU SO MUCH

[gossamie]

the things i said when i love you is so good it made me feel so many emotions and yoongis my bby. you made me cry at the end i need to go read some fluff now ❤️

lemme wipe ur tears bb and put a smile on ur face ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ

[gossamie]

Twelve minutes in Tokyo is highkey one of my fav fics now hhh how can you write angst so well 😭😭😭

THANK YOU THANK YOU 🥰i only write the best for you guys!!

[gossamie]

i dont stan bts but when i came across your blog,, i basically read all of your writings like this is what you call aRT.

wowowow thank you for being so open to my stories— i hope you enjoyed your stay on my blog 😊

[gossamie]

okay i just read your divorce one shot with seokjin and I was listening to another place by bastille and i think that song goes perfectly with the one shot and i fucking cried damn it was so good

i’m listening to it and looking over the lyrics— you are SO RIGHT and now i am CRYING :”””””((((((

[gossamie]

Hii 🙋🏽‍♀️ I was searching for some good angst to read, and I stumbled upon your Yoongi story, 12 minutes, and I legit cried 😭😭 It’s written so beautifully 💜💜

i stumbled upon this ask in my inbox after having this sit here for some time and i cried seeing this :”( they’re good tears tho bc your words make me so happy!!

[gossamie]

You’re so underrated :( I love your work and I can’t wait for your upcoming writings. Happy New Year

and i love you for reading :”) thank you for all your support!!

[gossamie]

ahhh glad to see that you're back (if only for a bit), i hope college has been treating you well :-) i'm so excited for your upcoming WIPs, especially the tae one because i love soulmate aus so much!!!

i’m so excited to be back! it’s mindblowing to me that you have waited for me for so long, so thank you so much for your support sweetpea 💓

[gossamie]

works in progress.

— CURRENT WIPS.

not a bad day | pjm 

↳ the office inspired!au

↳ fluff + humor

↳ status: writing (25% complete)

until the stars turn cold | kth

↳ soulmate!au + reincarnation!au

↳ fluff + angst

↳ status: writing (25% complete)

1-800-HRT-BRKR | jjk

↳ matchmaker!au + enemies to lovers-ish!au

↳ fluff + humor

↳ status: writing (15% complete)

— FUTURE WIPS.

p.s. i’m in love with you | myg

↳ secret admirer!au

↳ fluff

↳ status: outlining

the day i knew i loved you (and every day after) | knj

↳ telling you our love story!au

↳ fluff

↳ status: outlining

the story of how we fell in love (again) | jhs

↳ meeting you all over again!au

↳ fluff, angst

↳ status: outlining

→ last updated 01/07/20.

[gossamie]

happy new year ✨

hello my loves, long time no see!

i know i haven’t given this blog as much love as you guys have given me since i started my first semester of college, but i wanted to thank you guys for sticking by my side through this unprecedented hiatus of mine. i still see people reading my stories and sending such kind words my way even while i was gone for so long which really warms my heart!

as 2020 opens, i’d really like to rekindle my love of writing that i’ve put away for so long. you guys have supported me so so much, and for that, i’m so grateful. it’s only right that i do the same.

i can’t make too many promises as to how active i’ll stay (college really takes a toll on you!). rest assured, though, i want to and will continue to write. i only want to present to you guys the best work and the work that i’m proud of, no matter how long it takes for me to get there— which is coming soon wink wonk

until then, i wish you all a safe and happy new years! i hope 2020 brings you as much happiness as you guys give me!!

♡ chloe

[gossamie]

u and v? also, it's nice to see you again! i hope you're having a wonderful day, because i now am ^^

U: Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much.

i don’t have just three, they’ll all my favs haha. but here are the three that comes in mind;

@gossamie - i can’t believe she’s underrated?? like?? how?? her narratives are incredibly beautiful. every angst leaves you wanting more, hope for you to get a sequel of a happy ending but i like that she leaves the stories as just that because it gives you that feeling of how actual things are in real life, which hurts you even more. her words are just so incredible and i think that in the future, she’ll definitely succeed if she ever goes towards the path of a writer

@chinkbihh - if you want to read yandere, you HAVE to go check this girl out. it’s not those yandere fics that has the reader insert as someone naive and just goes along with the yandere vibe, it’s so much more than that. i love how she writes yandere without romanticizing it, how her characters knows that the possessive behavior is wrong. overall, the plot and characters are what intrigues me the most about this writer. she’s also incredible.

@bibbykins - contrary to chinkbihh, her yandere fics are soft. and by soft, i mean as in not where the yandere guy is only soft towards the reader insert while he hurts everyone else who just as much as stares at her, but that the members just loves the reader and wants what’s best for her. i love how bibby characterizes the bts members. it’s more of a soft possessive vibe where they just want the reader insert protected and loved at all times. no one is endangered due to their relationship, it’s all good vibes even tho the guys are kinda obsessed over the reader. her fics are beautiful, go read it!

V: If you could write the sequel (or prequel) to any fic out there not written by yourself, which would you choose?

i like reading fics more than writing haha. all the fics i’ve read, i don’t think i’d ever be able to write another version with me as the author.

[gossamie]

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