gothamstreetcat

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it sucks, doesn't it? feeling like you're not good enough, no matter how hard you try.

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I'm not okay. I don't know if I will ever be okay.

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I want desperately to hang out with people who share the same interests. But I can not get over the feelings of being disliked, unwanted, boring, not being good enough, etc. I feel like I have nothing to offer a friendship but my undying loyalty, which in my experience people see as "he is reliable when I need to use him". I will never be someone's first choice, but always someone's worst-case scenario.

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ANGEL // 5.05 “Life of the Party”

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@kyliafanfiction asked: batcat or weslah

flames wouldn't be eternal if they didn't consume anything. but it means something that you tried.

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can I confess I don’t really have a life goal or a plan I’m just living each day as it comes

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No matter how hard you fight, you just end up in the same place. I don’t see why you bother.

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i’m not the kind of person that people miss

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Angel the Series | 5x16 "Shells"

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Some nights I wonder if my absence would even echo in your world.

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IN 150 CHARACTERS OR LESS - Nikita Gill

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Another post I made about ME

Please reblog and help me raise awareness about this disease. We desperately need help.

I tend to post about my experience with this disease and my other conditions on my instagrams (x) and (x). And I’m happy to answer any questions if you have them.

I also have two petitions that you can sign to help out if you have the time.

please sign

please sign

Some further info:

[gothamstreetcat]

Please reblog and help me raise awareness about this disease. We desperately need help.

I tend to post about my experience with this disease and my other conditions on my instagrams (x) and (x). And I'm happy to answer any questions if you have them.

"There can be little doubt now that myalgic encephalomyelitis is correctly described as an encephalitis associated with upregulation of pro‐inflammatory immune responses, with downregulation of suppressor cytokines. This, coupled with the association of NTE gene, validates the WHO nomenclature and classification under neurology that allows the alternative name of post‐viral fatigue syndrome. It is heartening that syndromes of uncertain origin (fig 1​1)) are now seen to have a common basis that provides a much better understanding of these complex illnesses.

Undoubtedly, the perverse use of CFS, to impose a psychiatric definition for ME/CFS by associating it with fatigue syndromes, has delayed research, the discovery of effective treatment(s), and care and support for those with this illness.

I propose that the use of CFS should now be abandoned and that, following the Minister of Health's assurances, the WHO definition is now accepted and used in all official documentation. The excellent work on the biological aspects of myalgic encephalomyelitis, already performed by several leading research groups, now requires considerable funding that will hasten the day when this complex illness and related syndromes are much better understood," - Myalgic encephalomyelitis: a review with emphasis on key findings in biomedical research

I also have two petitions that you can sign to help out if you have the time.

Please sign

Please sign

Some further info:

Donation links:

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I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again.

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@brutal4you requested: weslah gifset with just scenes from 4x12 calvary and 4x13 salvage

why so glum? it is kind of what you wanted, isn't it? i mean, deep down. me out of the picture. utterly, finally. you can't get out-er than this. makes your life simpler, doesn't it? cleaner? i didn't want this.

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Do you ever talk to your mutuals?

not really i just post things and hope they fall in love with me

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if this post reaches your dashboard, consider it a sign that you’re loved