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@fitzalanz voice: i’m gagged

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“What if aliens just get drunk and fly around the universe, turning people into little piles of ash.”

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compulsivc‌:

he was crazy for doing this, he had no doubt about it. driving to his ex-girlfriend’s house in the middle of the night, knocking on her front door – all because he had heard she was getting married by word of mouth. it was like he was put on autopilot, his brain hadn’t even comprehended that he drove an hour and a half until he had arrived. despite how much time had passed since he had ended things with her, there wasn’t a day that went by where he didn’t regret his choices. there was so much that could’ve been done, so much he could’ve changed about this turn of events if he had just been better. less stubborn, more caring. but those traits never aligned with jonathan, was never able to figure it out during the period of his life he spent with her. it’s almost funny how they come so easily to him now ( better late than never ), standing outside in the cold as he waits for her to open the door, if she opens the door, that is. there was so much he wanted to say to her, but when the door opens, all he can muster is, “ not too late is it ? ” the question, in regards to the time, obviously had a double meaning, but all the courage he somehow had before seemed to have disappeared. 

the last person jamie expected to see coming to her door this late at night was jonathan. a whole rush of emotions suddenly hit her like a brick wall. the smile she had spreading across her lips was now faltering and she’s standing there like a statue, unable to say or do anything for at least a minute. how many times had she hoped he would show up at her door one day to confess he made a mistake? the number was a little embarrassing, something jamie wouldn’t admit to if anyone had asked. it got to the point where she realized she needed to stop dreaming of his return and start letting someone else into her heart again. and so she did, it may have taken a little longer then she had expected, but the time has finally come where jamie was close to being a married woman. she takes a deep breath, trying her best to keep her tone as steady as possible. “late? since when have you cared about what time it is.” good, at least she’s able to throw out a bit of a joke instead of breaking down right there like she really wants to do. “i’m guessing you didn’t just come here to say that...so, come on in.” Against her better judgment, Jamie steps aside to let him in to her apartment. 

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Whoever said Mr. Grayson isn’t thicc? 

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no offense but the soft uncertain kiss followed by a pause where the people look each other in the eyes and then fucking pull eachother back into a more passionate kiss will always be the most soul destroying trope , catch me lying on the fucking ground sobbing and rewatching The Scene™✌🏼✌🏼✌🏼

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Our muses' are drunk and making bad decisions leave a ❋ in my askbox for our muses' to share a stupid, drunken kiss

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verse page is up. check it out here. 

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