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Send a word for a specific text from my muse to yours.

Send ‘drunk’ to receive a drunk text from my muse. Send ‘sad’ to receive a sad/down text from my muse. Send ‘mad’ to receive a mad/angry text from my muse. Send ‘happy’ to receive a happy/excited text from my muse. Send ‘tired’ to receive a slow/sleepy text from my muse. Send ‘busy’ to receive slow texts from my muse. Send ‘bored’ to receive a disinterested text from my muse.

BONUS: Send ‘reveal’ for a text where my muse reveals their true feelings for yours.

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gpxzero.

the arm disappearing made him look over at daehyun, cigarette back to being between their lips as their gaze followed his movements until he was in front of them. zero at least has the courtesy to exhale the smoke away from dae’s face as they flick the half done thing to the ground instead. they weren’t really sure what the expect now, just watching him and waiting for something, though zero didn’t know what. just something, apparently. the question has them raising a brow as well, but they can’t deny that it sounded more appealing than being here right now, surrounded by everyone else. they’d been having fun after all, until the jealousy struck; and maybe that was why they leaned over to place a gentle kiss on the smiling boys lips. to claim what zero wanted to be their’s back, just not as rough or needy as they usually were. but they were smiling a little then too, only pulling back slightly but resting their forehead against daehyun’s and replying quietly, “i think a drive sounds perfect.”

   the kiss leaves them earnestly reeling in an instant as it was something he wasn’t at all expecting. he anticipated more anger or annoyance, being pushed to the side to mope somewhere else but thankfully that didn’t seem to be their intention. the gentleness of it makes him smile cheekily until that too is hidden away. it wasn’t so much that he thought zero would use his adoration against him, as weird as that sounds. daehyun wanted them to know that they made him made happy beyond belief but maybe now wasn’t a good time to express such feelings. he was catious, not wanting the other to take things the wrong way since apparently the teenager had a habit of doing that .. still, the restraint doesn’t last for long. he feels zero’s forehead against his and he’s basically off. calloused hand reaches for their own quickly, feet moving as he finally made his way to his car with them in tow. ‘ wherever you want to go, ’ he repeated as they glanced back at them. dae makes sure to open their car door before returning back to the driver’s seat coolly. soon the engine comes to life and they’ve made their way out of the parking lot with ease. his hand intertwines with zero’s once more and honestly, daehyun regrets not pitching this idea earlier. ‘ i’m really fucking glad we got out of there. now i don’t have to count backwards whenever i see someone staring at you for too long. seriously, i wanted to punch a couple of throats. ’

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gpxzero.

zero didn’t expect for dae to come out and find them honestly, and a part of them was a little irked at how quickly he had appeared which ended the medic’s alone time. but they didn’t let it show, instead just let the other come over and wrap his arm around them. let them self sigh out again as they flicked ash from the end of the cigarette, not bothering to say anything for a moment or even look back really. zero wasn’t angry, not exactly and not really at daehyun, they just hadn’t expected for some dancing with a friend to lead to the other male finding someone else too. the teasing was only supposed to have been playful as well, a dance between friends because it wasn’t like they’d gone and found a stranger to dance with.. but apparently as much as zero could dish it out, they couldn’t take it back. they’d admit though, the pet name did make the ghost of a smile appear, but their mood was still rather.. down. “something along those lines.” is all they can say back then though.

   the wrapped arm soon became limp, grin disappearing as curious eyes scanned their expression. it was unreadable and that’s what immediately turned him off. soon the teen decided on a subtle approach. said arm was swiftly placed at his side again, his body making its way across from them to be able to face them directly. he had no problem scrutinizing zero’s every move and making it known. the reaction wasn’t he expected but he couldn’t say he wasn’t disappointed -- in himself. of course he’d have to go ahead and ruin a perfectly tame night. all he had to do was smile and dance. maybe even push them into the bathroom stall to make sure he knows that, yes, he was still there to. leaning in, dae’s eyes looked up at their own with a blank expression. ‘ you wanna ditch ? ’ he questioned. a shitty way to make things better but it was a start. his own unconscious smile peeked through, soft eye crinkles being showcased as he awaited a response. ‘ a late night ride doesn’t sound that bad right now. i mean, unless you wanna stay here or go back to the apartment. i can make you feel good regardless of where we go. ’

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“ kiss this dead girl walking. ”

   it was fun with dohee, it really was. she was enchanting and wild. both things were very much enticing to a scrub like him. she was his usual late night call when strangers just weren’t doing it. someone he couldn’t fully trust to do the dirty shit he liked but always managed to satisfy him. her new request made him laugh dryly but it was more bitter than anything. the truth was that things just weren’t going to be same .. at all. the teen was partially okay with it but after everything that happened with his sister ( after she went away and left him once again ) goodbyes were now more of a hassle than anything. of course he wasn’t going anywhere. they just wouldn’t be spending as much time together. dark hues scanned over her eyes as he sighed, turning his head upwards to stare with a loose grin on his face. ‘ sure, ’ he finally let out. making his way to her slowly, daehyun kissed her lightly on her cheek and quickly took some steps back after. ‘ i gotta go, dohee. forgot i had to help zero paint a room today. i’ll see you later. ’

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HEATHERS: THE MUSICAL STARTERS              ( ACT ONE )

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“ i believe i’m a good person, y’know i think there’s good in everyone ” “ i know life can be beautiful. ” “ we still on for movie night? ” “ i’m a sucker for a happy ending. ” “ if i took a meat cleaver down the centre of your skull - i’d have matching halves. that’s very important. ” “ you hope, you dream, you pray, and you get your way! ” “ you really do look beautiful these days. ” “ please, don’t do this. ” “ you’ve come so far. ” “ why now are you pulling on my dick? ” “ you just gotta prove you’re not a pussy anymore. ” “ keep on testing me and end up like her! ” “ clearly, you have a soul. ” “ i didn’t catch your name. ” “ this place seems to have an open door policy for assholes. ” “ hey, mr. no name kid. ” “ could you be seen with me, and still act proud. ” “ i would fight for you . ( if you would fight for me ) ” “ i don’t really like my friends. ” “ i don’t really like your friends either. ” “ oh, 7/11? swanky first date. ” “ seems every time i’m about to despair, there’s a 7/11 right there. ” “ the world doesn’t owe you a cent. ” “ you’ll go to some college and marry a lawyer. ” “ the sky’s gonna hurt when it falls, so you’d better start building some walls. ” “ it’s time for big fun! ” “ you’re doing it wrong! ” “ dreams are coming true, when people laugh but not at you! ” “ there’s no alcohol in here! are you trying to poison me? ” “ i raised you up from nothing! ” “ lick it up, baby! lick. it. up. ” “ thirty hours to live .. how should i spend them? ” “ i’m a dead girl walking! ” “ why are you in my room? ” “ kiss this dead girl walking. ” “ you say you’re numb inside  .. but i can’t agree. ” “ how’d you find my address? ” “ make this whole town disappear! ” “ everyone’s gonna know you’re nothing but a dirty whore! ” “ i’ll come with you .. for back up. ” “ hope you brought kneepads, bitch! ” “ don’t be a dick. ” “ that stuff could kill her! ” “ you’re still dead to me. ” “ oh, my god. i just killed my best friend! ” “ no one thinks a pretty girl has feelings. ” “ no one sees the me inside of me. ” “ you’re making me sound like air supply. ” “ my looks were just like prison bars. ” “ holy crap. this is awesome! ” “ hurry up, please. it’s an emergency! ” “ you’ve got a left hand. use it. ” “ open the door!! ” “ tell her to stop touching my stuff! ” “ i’m sorry about the waterworks.. i just.. ” “ they made you cry. ” “ you are the only thing that’s right about this broken world. ” “ our love is god. ” “ you’re not alone. ” “ meet me at the cemetery at dawn. ” “ we’re what killed the dinosaurs. ” “ i worship you. ” “ i’d trade my life for yours. ” “ you’re just unconscious, get up! ” “ what does that even mean?! ” “ stop being a dick! ” “ what the fuck have you done?!! ”

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gpxzero.

zero.. didn’t get jealous often, not seriously anyway. they weren’t the jealous type, and probably mostly because they had nothing to get jealous over. no one to make them jealous. but they could admit that the feeling flared up instantly as soon as they looked over from where they’d been dancing happily with jiwoo, to see their own date dancing with someone else a little too closely. zero could admit they’d been pushing their feelings back for the other male for however long since they’d gotten back too, but seeing that did spark the uncomfortable feeling in their gut instead. maybe zero had been trying to make daehyun jealous while dancing with others.. but they hadn’t expected it to backfire on them self instead; and so it didn’t take long for zero to excuse themselves from dancing and retreat outside, suddenly wanting to be alone. and now zero was there, cigarette held between two fingers at their lips as they inhaled the burning feeling almost greedily. the alcohol apparently starting to wear off all too quickly. @gpdaehyun

   he was full of it. if anything, that was his appeal. nothing more than a scrawny teen with a huge ego and an even huger libido. dark hues watched carefully as zero seemed to purposely tease him carelessly. the exchange was simple and innocent but he couldn’t help but feel out of place as they danced. zero was his date, there was no need for them to play this game. and so he found ease in seeking out his own secondhand companion for the night. someone that meant nothing to him but ultimately served a purpose in the equation. daehyun settled on a stern looking man, someone that looked older but definitely lousier. a geezer. it wasn’t a step up but he worked with what he got. it only took a few words until he found himself jokingly fawning over him on the dance floor. the teen had no problem sharing quick glances at the white tufts making sure that hey, he wasn’t the one who started this. it was thankfully when things started to get too heated  for him that he saw them retreat -- thank god. he walked away without a single word. simply separated himself from the nobody getting to close and that was that. the smoke that blew on his face was definitely a surprise. dae convinced himself that it was a game both wanted to play .. obviously that wasn’t the case. he neared them carefully, reaching out his arm to wrap itself around them. ‘ what’s up, sweetheart ? did the music kill your buzz ?? ’

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“I didn’t even look for you today. Why are you in front of me?”

   ‘ miiinaaah -- ’ he drawls out playfully. no, he wasn’t at all intoxicated. he wasn’t even on a sugar rush. this was all just daehyun happy to see his best friend in the whole world !! -- okay, so maybe he was a little high on something. blame it on his recent neverending shitty mood. ‘ the fuck ? i try to come over with a gift, trying to have a nice time and this is what i get ? ’ the teen couldn’t help but scowl, crossing his arms and allowing the backpack he had to bounce along with him. perhaps minah wasn’t his first choice. he had a long list of new awaiting pals to fuck shit up with. if he was being completely honest, the other was about fourth on his list when it came to companions for his misadventures. everyone else was busy and now here he was, hoping to do something. ‘  i looked for you and, wow, i found you ! now, let’s get fucked. ’

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“You must trust him for him to trust you.”

   ‘ seriously ? have you not been here for like the past few months ?? ’ he was frustrated and he knew him practically yelling at liau wasn’t at all justifiable. the older boy was sometimes oblivious but he meant well and that realization alone made daehyun sigh dramatically. ‘ sorry, ’ he lowly replies before lazily throwing himself on to the comfort of the cushion below them. ‘ it’s just that .. me trusting him isn’t the problem – well, i mean, it kinda is. i trust him, i do. i just maybe trust him too much. i know it doesn’t make sense but .. he’s got me in a fucking t i z z y, liau. ’ the confession makes him stop altogether, his own mind slowly beginning to turn gears to actually go on and think about the conclusion. now he’s groaning loudly, as if him going off wasn’t already a tell-tale sign of the teenager in apparent love. the only difference being that this was no damn greaser film and the one he was pinning for wasn’t exactly all that easy to come clean to .. it was official: his fucking life SUCKED.

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gpxzero.

there was only so much time that zero could spend within liau’s apartment, and tonight he figured he could just give the couch to sangtae because sharing.. he’d rather just go for a walk honestly. maybe figure out when he was going to buy a new car and his own place to stay, because he really needed to do that is he was going to have that many roommates at his friends house. zero wasn’t made to be around that many people in one living space either, because as social as he was, he was still more solitary of a person than you’d think.

and now he was walking alone at night, which probably wasn’t the wisest move in this town but what else was there to do? and it wasn’t like he was unarmed either, he had his pistol with him in case of any conflict. the thing is, in the quietness of the night, safe for the few clubs and bars he can hear music and people from, he doesn’t exactly expect to come across a car parked up at a light. it wasn’t exactly like it was a parking space anyway; more like a disruption. it’s what managed to catch the medics interest, because even if he’s tired and maybe not as much cheery and social as he usually wants and likes to be– he’s still curious about things. only he doesn’t exactly expect to see a familiar face there, and it’s kind of like deja vu as he heads over to the cars open window at the drivers side and sees dae there. black eye in all it’s glory apparently. “christ.. who gave you the shiner?” zero was frowning as he crouched down to see, but there wasn’t exactly that much light, and this probably wasn’t the best place to park. “move into the passenger side, dae. it’s obvious you can’t drive properly right now.”

   a figment of his imagination. really, that was his last attempt to make sense of the situation at hand. watching zero appear from the wide opening almost out of thin air tripped him out heavily. either he was dying or the fucker really did fuck him up bad. watching white tufts next to him made a lazy grin unconsciously appear on his face, eyes scanning their body for any proof that, yes, the boy in front of him was actually just an angel in disguise. 

   and he allows it to take a hold of him, as if he was on some high he never wants to end. calloused hand softly reaches over for the other. with bored-eyes and a now sudden frown, he loses himself even more in the features. his fingers ghosts over soft skin, moving across his cheek only to find its final destination in the form of unnaturally light hair. daehyun is blissfully out of it. he doesn’t even care to do as zero says .. until the world comes crashing down as he’s hissing at the sensation. his headache was getting worse and now that he was high off of the other’s surprising arrival, he was left yearning for something else. finally he carelessly begins to move to the passenger seat after leaving the door open for him. he’s hissing lowly and biting on his lip in frustration, as if this was actually a life or death matter even though he’s been hit by much worse. at this point he doesn’t care about a fucking scratch on his car. he simply wants the damn headache to go away.

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Another TFLN Meme

[text]: Just please try not to piss _____ off, I really can’t afford to find a new drug dealer again [text]: Well I’ve made a drinking game out of the Wiggles but I think I’ve got this babysitting thing down [text]: Haha never eat brownies from a guy with batman pajamas [text]: He puked in the middle of it and I still wasn’t disappointed. [text]: alcohol and riverdancing are a dangerous mix. have a sprained ankle. i die now [text]: Psycho is an understatement. U were running around the house screaming I’M UNDER THE IMPERIOUS CURSE [text]: This ER has an aquarium in it!!! [text]: I’m fucking a man old enough to be my father who is also dating my boss. What have you done with your life? [text]: You should hear the lecture my mom just gave me about cooking pizzas when I’m drunk because “I could have died”. [text]: He’s tying my arms above my head and all I can think is that I should’ve shaved my armpits [text]: You guys bombarded us in the bathroom and that kid whipped his dick out and peed in the sink. [text]: i have a feeling he has a nice dick. i can just sense it. [text]: anyone who buys me chipotle gets an automatic hj [text]: Someone said we’re out of ice. You collapsed on the spot and started sobbing, saying ‘but where will all the polar bears live”. That drunk. [text]: I ordered a million chicken go wraps and they gave me five. Even when I’m drunk I can count to a million and know its not five. They fucked me. [text]: He woke me up at 5am to recite nursery rhymes to our fictitious unborn child. [text]: I need you to be best friend brutally honest about whether or not I can go into public like this. [text]: At what point in my life was I not hugged enough to be on my fourth walk of shame in half as many weeks? [text]: Quick question. What’s the protocol on going back to a bar after going home with one of their bartenders? [text]: Go back and try to find another to go home with. [text]: I will gladly accept you into my home with open legs. [text]: Ah, but I don’t wear underwear. Every day is Commando Wednesday. [text]: I found an industrial strength sharpie in the drawer so I started writing BONER JAM 2014 on everyone’s foreheads so they kicked me out [text]: This love triangle bullshit is getting out of hand. It’s now a love polygon and I want out [text]: You pretty much lost your mind. Your ego has gotten ten time the size of your balls. [text]: There’s so much mac and cheese stuck to my foot right now [text]: Just told myself the phrase “You’re not THAT single” while dressing myself [text]: who are you and why are you in my phone as Dr. Seuss [text]: so explain to me why i woke up in jail this morning [text]: you tried to order a margarita mcflurry and when they said they didn’t make those you tried to call 911 [text]: all i remember is you climbed in a garbage can and said you were trashed [text]: not sure how we got back down, broken rib says we didn’t use stairs [text]: I wonder if wearing only a tiara counts as being clothed. [text]: Some lady just walked up to me in the bar and proclaimed that I looked like a “shady motherfucker.” Can’t argue with that one. [text]: thanks for bringing me home and putting me in my bed. the pillow fort your built around me is also appreciated. [text]: I just sneezed alcohol in a candle and started a fire.

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   a black eye. here was his chance to score numerous hot chicks thanks to his new ride and a fucking black eye had to ruin the whole damn thing. he wasn’t exactly feeling lenient enough to go ahead and say it was his fault to begin with -- because it wasn’t. sure, he became a little bit too cocky, aggressive even, with another guy who decided it’d be fun to press his buttons. he was basically being taunted for his ... everything and he knew better than to just let it happen. so what if he threw the first punch ? that didn’t give them the right to just roughly throw him out before even being able to come back at him a second time.

   and so daehyun decides to end the night alone and in peace. he rests his head against the comfortable seat, breath hitching as his head continues to throb. it would be dumb of him to stay parked in front of the club the whole time just to wait for the guy to come out. he wanted to return the favor badly but his head was practically begging him to find a parking space for the night to simply rest. however, the minute he starts driving again he’s hit with a wave of dizziness. it’s so bad that he finds himself stopping at the streetlight after being unable to decipher whether it was green or yellow. dae wasn’t ever one to care about following the lights, it was more so that he didn’t want to fuck up his car this early in receiving it. all the teen could do at this point was open his window, groan and bang his back head against the seat due to being frustrated .. which maybe wasn’t a smart move on his part. ‘ fuck this. ’

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”you smell nice..”

   it’s such an innocent statement. one that makes him look down to stare at her eyes, a soft smile poking out and differing from his usual smirks. he didn’t know what exactly happened through the course of them knowing each other. daehyun remembers thinking ill of her at first but soon warming up -- to a lesser extent than he has now. maybe it was him realizing that wow holding a platonic relationship with a girl was a thing or the fact that they were close in age. he was grateful for whatever it was that got them to this point. it was nice to simply have friends. lanky arms soon find themselves not being able to hold back any longer. he takes hold of her, arms flying to her sides as he brings her closer for a innocent hug. he holds on to her tightly, his own face uncharacteristically burying itself against hers until they’re cheek to cheek. ‘ and you are actually the cutest, ’ he softly teases. dae’s whole body seems to let loose at that instant, soft smile soon turning into a wide one. ‘ honestly though, it's nice to know you still enjoy smelling me. ’