grabmytuna

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ok im really sorry but I cant live in this reality anymore. you made me so many promises and then just changed overnight. I drove you home early in the morning before work to show you how I would do anything to show you I care and love you.

you haven't talked to me in 2 weeks. my roommate said you were talking to him and were fine before I got home from a fucked day at work and got you Gatorade on my way home. you wouldn't talk to me and said you were sick but it's been 2 weeks and you told me you wanted to be married to me

i finally let myself believe in us again that morning, I asked you to tell me what you wanted me to get for food on the way home and somehow everything fell apart while I was at work

im sorry i just cant handle this anymore. I told you that us being together again was the world to me and if I lost it again, I wouldn't care to live

i guess I was in denial from then till now, because I gave you space I you said you needed, but it's been 2 weeks and I texted you today if you could just explain why you left

i gave my all for us to restart, and I have nothing left in my soul

i dont know how i will, but im done being alive i wont go through this hell again

i fucking hate myself. I miss you and you dont have any care now. I dont know what I did or what happened

i made a commitment to teach basic film concepts to a group tomorrow, after that, I wont keep moving forward

this world is too fucked up for me to struggle through anymore and I can't take this pain

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I'm too exhausted to explain my soul to someone again.

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i need a shower and a gun

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I found the way and you told me you'd walk it with me

I got the house and you said you'd make it a home with me

I gave you my everything

You said you wanted a ring

I even broke down and let you listen to me sing

And then that morning when I drove you home

In the car with you i started to feel alone

You promised me forever now dont even pick up the phone

Once again you left me all on my own

I cant believe i have to do this again

Alone in my room I try to pretend

That you're asleep next to me

And at peace I can finally be

It only lasts a moment until I realize im just in a house that will never be a home

All alone each night it hits youre never coming home to me

I dont mean enough to be given a reason

And baby im so fucking tired of pleadin

getting to used to enjoying the bleedin

I hope we're both at peace soon as im leavin

I know you'll feel it in your soul when I stop breathin

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"not one call or text from you. you're the same as my ex, fuck you."

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Bumpin Lil Peep

Imma die if I want to

<3

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mood

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I love you to the summer and back

It's not the winter, but you've frozen my heart

And got me warmin' up my liver

I would never put a knife in your back

The love I give her is kinda creepy, but fuck it

She orders and I deliver

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I was dying and nobody was there

Please don’t cry baby life ain’t fair

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Real shit

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requiem for a dream

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