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Sending this til Tumblr stops eating this ask. What are the reactions of Ortho and the rest of Diasomnia to Yuu's reveal?

I'm going to link the others here so people can easily access them.

Trey and Cater reactions---Epel reaction---Jamil and Kalim reactions---Idia and Riddle reactions---Jack and Ruggie reactions---Floyd, Jade, and Azul reactions

I'm pretty sure those are all the characters I've wrote, but if there's any reaction wrote in the past that I've forgot please link it in the comments and I'll update the post.

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Ortho feels horrible, like really, really horrible. He's never been as outwardly bad as the others, but that doesn't mean the treatment towards you was justified. He's a more rational being though, and attempts to rationalize his behavior after Yuu's true nature is revealed. Yuu was their friend, they meant to much to many of them, so at one point, their actions were justified, even if they were being hasty. They couldn't know better because there was no frame of reference beyond what Yuu told them--right? After everything that happened with Styx, Ortho learns a lot about himself, about what he wants, about who he wants to be--and he want's to be a better person. He wants to be someone that his brother and others can be proud of--he wants to be a friend. It's sad loosing one, but this is just another great opportunity to make a new one!

Deep down however, Ortho just feels lonely. His brother is in shambles, he feels a mess, and he wants to desperately for things to get better. Partially, he feels cheated and lied to--and it's a dirty and nasty feeling. He'd be lying if he didn't think about getting payback from Yuu, but that's not going to fix anything, he knows that. So, he works very hard on keeping Yuu as far away from you as possible, notifying you whenever they're nearby. It helps that he and his brother as one of the only people you'll talk to, even if you don't know who they actually are--it's progress in his eyes.

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Silver feels empty, it's a strange feeling. It's hollow and echoing around inside of him, a constant reminder of the friendship he gained and lost in such a short time. His father used to encourage him to make friends, to broaden his horizons and see the world for what it truly had to offer, and if this is it--he doesn't see the appeal. The feeling of betrayal is bitter and sickening, collecting behind his tongue like bile that never leaves. He hates it so much, even more than the idea of his father leaving or Malleus trapping them in a never ending dream. He wants it gone, he wants Yuu gone, but he knows it's a fruitless endeavor, one that would only bring those around him even more pain. So he sleeps, and he dreams, and he wonders if this was why Malleus was so desperate to bring about a better world, because he felt betrayed by the one he already existed in.

Silver wonders if Yuu even feels any regret, if they wake up in a cold sweat regretting their choices. Sometimes, in his own Dreams, Silver imagines Yuu feeling horrible, apologizing to those around them, and everything going back to normal. In his other dreams, he imagines screaming and yelling, words flowing out of him like a waterfall as he watches Yuu break down. Most of the time he can't even hear what he's saying, each word distant and silent. It's like even his mind can't imagine holding Yuu accountable for their own actions. Maybe this makes him a bad person, and that's what drives him to try and apologize to you, but you don't want to hear anything from any of them. He should've expected it, but it still hurts.

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Sebek tries everyday to be there for his young Master. Locked away in his room, Sebek tries desperately to reach out to him, to get him to respond to something, but it's silent, the only sign of his emotions being the hard, never ending rain outside. Sebek himself doesn't know what to feel. Lilia has tried to get Sebek to talk about what he's feeling, but truly he feels nothing. No betray or depression, no anger or sadness. He feels upset for Malleus, sure, but he feels nothing for himself.

Sebek, at first, was livid. He wanted to drag Yuu up to Diasomnia to make him apologize for what they've done to Malleus, to everyone at school, but it was Malleus who told him to stay away from them, and he wasn't one to appose his Master. It felt strange how, even after everything, Malleus still felt this need to protect the person who lied to them, but maybe Malleus simply wanted all of this to be over, and Sebek couldn't help but agree. When he's alone, not caring for Malleus or Silver, he wonders if this emptiness, this nothing feel feels is what it means to loose a friend. Sebek never thought he'd make a good companion, he never though he had other be one, but now that he's lost Yuu, he wishes he friendship wasn't such a fruitless endeavor.

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Lilia expected this to happen, truly he did. He's old, he's seen it all. He's had friendships come and go, and he knew from the very beginning that Yuu wasn't going to keep up their charade for long. It was, at its strongest, a cover to keep you close, and at its weakest, and sting of flimsy lies strung up together that the others were too naive to notice. He wants to be surprised, but what is there to be surprised about? Yuu lied, it's revealed, and the world kept spinning, as cruel as it may sound. Lilia truly is more concerned with you, are you taking care of yourself? Eating, drinking? Malleus won't leave his room, even when he tries to coax it out with promises of happiness and improvement, and with this torrential rain, it's lot like much schooling is going on.

Lilia eventually will force Malleus to leave his "cave", stop his sulking, and great the day with something less than contempt, but until then--Lilia is fine with keeping a very keen, very discreet eye out for you. Despite this whole ordeal, he knows you still aren't in the most favorable position. People are still ignoring you, or trying to get on your good side, Lilia is just trying to make sure you're doing okay, even from a distance. Perhaps it's out of guilt for not doing something sooner, perhaps it's out of some strange sense of care, but he'll try to insure you're somewhat happy, even if that means keeping you away as far as possible from the rest of them.

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Malleus hasn't felt his room. He doesn't see the point in doing so, Yuu hates them--they hate him. He never knew how badly something like this could hurt him, it feels horrible, disgusting, agonizing. His chest feels tight and heavy, like his heart is breaking and expanding all at once. When his finders tighten around his chest, he feels no comfort or reprieve, only pain. It makes him question friendship, love, companionship, what's the point of the happiness if this is what will eventually come? For days it rains and rains and rains, and he feels nothing but emptiness as he wonders what he could've done to prevent his. Lilia says there was nothing that could've been done, Sebek says to forget Yuu, but how could he when Yuu was the only person who understood him.

Malleus still feels connected to Yuu, despite all that's happened. He feels betrayed and angry, but connected nonetheless. He wants to help them--like they helped him, but Lilia says that they don't want any help, that this was who they truly were the entire time. Maybe that is true, maybe Yuu was always this horrific person that everyone says they are, but then why did it feel so real? Why did their friendship feel deep and destined? It couldn't be fake. He believes that in his deepest soul, that his relationship with Yuu was deeper, realer than others, and that had to count for something. Even if no one else sees what he sees, he believes that Yuu could be better.

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Sorry for any spelling/grammar mistakes.

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I want reader in your twst au to be petty towards the teachers, the full grown adults that let them suffer and did nothing. The others don't have excuses, but they're kids, teenagers who are stupid, and that's a reason why they fell for yuus lies so easily without any proof. But these grown ass men have no excuse including Leona, he'll how could Leona even compare yuu and reader and view reader as lesser then because their "weak" when his whole child the same thing happened to him?? Hello??

And the teachers make my blood boil. At your grown ass age, you're letting rumors and favoritism cloud your vision when there is a student clearly in need of your help?

I think what hurts the most is knowing that, a least of part of them, had to know that what was going on was bad, but due to how important Yuu is to so many others they just blocked it out. Imagine learning that the people who were complicit in your mistreatment thought that it wasn't important enough to deal with--and that there were other, more pressing matters. That you were being selfish for even taking peoples time on something as childish as "bullying."

But also imagine how the staff feel, finally recognizing how reader has been affected by Yuu's mistreatment. How isolated and alone reader felt, but more importantly how they were seeking refuge at another school. They feel ashamed that a student of theirs didn't feel comfortable enough to confide in them--oh wait--they did, and they didn't care. Now they feel even worse. It doesn't help that reader is so cold to them, basically only showing up to classes and then leaving immediately after. A small part of them knows that the damage is done, there's no fixing this, but another part of them doesn't want to accept it.

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2024 is coming to an end and we are entering a whole new year. Thank you everyone for all your support and I hope to see you again in 2025!

Look under the cut if you want to see me being sappy

2024 has truly been a magical year for me. I've accomplished things I never could imagine happening to me in the near future, yet here we are.

I love drawing, and I love sharing my drawings. I've been doing it for over 6 years now yet I always struggled to find my footing online. During summer, in the blink of an eye, my account started blowing up during a surgery I was going through and I was so focused on it I couldn't even be bothered by the pain I was feeling. It was thanks to my own original characters at that.

It was quite hard to manage at times, I still haven't even managed to celebrate many of the milestones we passed, yet everyday I'm more grateful.

I do believe I'm very privileged. I was able to build my first audience with my original characters. I even released my first ever visual novel. I love sharing the things I have in my head with you guys, and no matter how tired I get being able to do this gives me the energy to keep going.

I want to accomplish even more things next year. I want you guys to meet more of my characters, I want to release more games, I want to post more stories.

From the bottom of my heart, I'm so grateful you guys exist, and I hope I was able to payback some of the joy you guys brought me.

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Yuu and reader but

But reader is forgettable.

Imagine Reader who arrived in Twisted Wonderland with Yuu, they got along very well together and with Grim, but Yuu and Grim end up abandoning Reader, creating their group of friends that we all know. Reader tries to approach them, become friends with them, but without success.

And then Reader finds himself alone, and everyone acts as if he doesn't exist. So much so that Reader questions his existence and becomes very quiet.

The ghosts realize this and spend time with Reader, and Reader considers them his only true friends. I'm pretty sure Reader would have tried to kill himself to become a ghost and join the ghosts gang but would have failed.

Reader would have stopped going to class, some teachers (Trein and Crewel) would have noticed and talked to him about it.

Reader walks around campus at all hours without anyone noticing him (he would have already been dancing in class and singing loudly and out of tune and no one would have noticed).

In the end, Reader is left alone for so long, talking to no one except the ghosts, that he forgets his name (the ghosts call him "Little Ghost").

And at book 5, he meets Chenya. And this is how it happens :

“What do you do alone ?” Chenya asked.

"Wait... Are you talking to me ?" Reader asked sitting in a tree, looking left and right before looking at Chenya.

"Yeah ? There's no one else around." the cat remarked amusedly.

"Oh- sorry I'm not used to people seeing me !" Reader said with a smile on his face, excited that someone alive was talking to him.

"Huh ? Why ?" Chenya asked, frowning in confusion.

“Well, people still act like I’m not there, like I don’t exist.” Reader explained. “Exept ghosts, you’re the first to talk to me in months !”

“oh…” Chenya looked worried. “And what’s your name ?”

"Oh I'm-huh..." Reader said before frowning.

“Well, hello ‘huh’, I’m Chenya.” Chenya said trying to lighten the mood.

“Nah, nah.. I don’t remember my name.” Reader said sounding scared, his breathing quickening.

“huh ?”

"What's my name? What's my name? Who am I? I forgot? I forgot..."

"Hey, calm down, you'll remember.." Chenya tried to calmly reassure.

"No- no ! You're not supposed to notice me or talk to me ! Go with more important people, people who remember their names, who they are !" (Reader having an existential crisis <3)

In the end, Chenya manages to calm Reader down, and he calls him "Little Ghost" (like ghosts) until they find his name.

After that, Chenya will talk about that as his friends at the RSA (like Neige), and they would do all for create a new identity at Reader and after that they will take him with them at the RSA (The RSA director was the one that have the idea of the new identity).

Sam friends of the other side won't stop crying about "The child that have forget his name", making Sam confused (they never answer at his questions about him).

And Trein would be the one finding out that Reader have left three days later.

If nobody write that, I will write it myself.

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Yuh

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I’m giggling at this idea

Mime darling wouldn’t moan they honk like the fuckin bike horn honk

I stand by Mime Darling having silent moans, BUT they'd totally honk a horn or some other goofy shit to let their partner(s) know they're having a good time.

"You like that, Mimey?~"

[Mime Darling rings an invisible bell]

"That's what I like to hear."

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Kallias serving you a nice hot steak with a side of fries and sauce:

Kallias: mi amour, here i present steak au poivre with a nice cold red wine

Food inspecter darling: so who's this? Marie? Antoine? Louis? And this wine better not be someones blood, and the steak look raw af

Kallias:...now listen here you little shit-

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First thing enolde did after waking up for eons

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Yandere elf deity everyone?

Although i do need some ideas tho

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I just think it would be amusing if he have daughters(and three cause i think he's the horniest)

Now he just gonna have to deal with it

Bonus: a lil meme idk

This was just some late night meme that i pull

Elias created by @meo-eiru

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Hi , hii, hello again, might let you know i might come after silas and elias and made some love children with them, i'm sorry, it might happen again 🙇‍♀️

[Pretty much just curious of what they would look like if they have a kid(s?) with my persona]

And i might give them some personality, just for funsies

Ocs by @meo-eiru

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Cat girl

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Should i make some yandere blog of my ocs?

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The boys as kids!🫶

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Honestly I would still choose to cut micachs hair because if I saw Silas cry I would just cry myself so hard I'd rather just be sent to hell by micach (byeee silassss my baby....)

What you see if you cut Micah's hair:

What you see if you cut Silas' hair: