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[grangur]

melancholya​:

            𝐛𝐞  𝐚  𝐦𝐚𝐧.   that’s  what  father  keeps  telling  him,   to  succeed,   to  choose  allies  very  carefully,   to  climb  the  social  ladder,   to  do  what  is  best  for  the  family.   eyes  narrow,   grey  hues  like  a  quiet  lake,   there  is  no  way  to  sound  it,   to  catch  the  depth  of  his  character.         ❝  don’t  bore  me  with  your  talks  of  goodness,  granger.  there  is  no  right  or  wrong,  there’s  only  those  with  power  and  those  without  it.  ❞         smirk  is  quick  to  transform  thin  lips,         ❝  talking  of  those  with  power,  it’s  my  power  to  take  points  now.  so  tell  me,  granger,  what  are  you  doing  out  in  the  corridors  ?  ❞         perfect  eyebrow  arches,   daring  her.   to  do  what  ?   he’s  not  sure.

he    is    a    cruel    being.    she    learned    that    during    her    first    year.    a    foulmouthed    boy    who    seemed    to    savor    the    stance    of    superiority.        ❝    power    ?    you’re    a    coward    !    you    hide    behind    your    money.    you    hide    behind    umbridge.    you    hide    behind    your    -        ❞    STOP.    it’s    a    halt    of    words    being    poured    out    of    impulse,    the    self    control    she’s    held    onto    desperately    seemed    to    unfold    and    she    catches    herself.    even    with    blood    boiling    beneath    skin,    she    refuses    to    stoop    to    his    level    of    cruelty    by    mentioning    his    father.    mahogany    eyes    only    narrow,    both    their    pairs    seeming    to    refuse    breaking    eye    contact.    breaking    control.        ❝    it’s    truly    none    of    your    concern,    malfoy.    why    don’t    you    just    leave    me    alone?    there    are    dozens    of    others    students    in    the    school    i’m    sure    are    lurking    the    hallways,    similar    to    you,    that    you    can    go    bother.        ❞

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get  to  know  the  mun!                                                   repost,  don’t  reblog.

———  BASICS  !  ♡

(PEN)NAME  :  caz

PRONOUNS  :  she  /  them.

ZODIAC  SIGN  :  cancer.

TAKEN  OR  SINGLE  :  single.

———  THREE  FACTS  ! ♡

i've lived in three different countries ! ( germany, america, and now england.

i used to write fanfic a lot back as a teenager... like, a lot. a tad embarrassing. 

i used to be allergic to cats, but now i have three. some would argue i’m still allergic, but anything for the babies!

———  EXPERIENCE  !  ♡

so, i discovered roleplaying when i was around like 14 maybe? i think i discovered it on this site called quizzaz ( though, i think it’s called quotev now? ) because they had little groups and one was titled harry potter roleplay. my first character was named athena wallows, a slytherin half blood with a lot of mommy issues. after that, my writing only began to grow. since i was already an avid fanfic writer ( all harry potter related. mostly fred weasley stories or dramione, LOLs. ), writing came easy to me: however the roleplaying scene did not. there was a lot of drama surrounding the HP fandom on every site i tried, until my friend finally convinced me to go public on tumblr and here we are! so far so good, and i really enjoy it. i’ve written pansy parkinson for little over two years, then i dabbled in writing blaise/george/dean/hermione.  i hope one day to venture out and write outside the harry potter fandom, but this is where i am most comfort right now.

———  MUSE  PREFERENCE  !  ♡

i can go the male or female route, really. i’ve written both! however, prior to hermione / pansy, i’ve written males for years. i’m only now trying out really writing a female muse, and i have to admit i’m finding it a bit more easier for me to write. 

———  FLUFF  /  ANGST  /  SMUT  !  ♡    

FLUFF  :  LOVE! writing happy moments is a great break from the angst. i love a good slow burn so when fluff finally happens, it is super satisfying. 

ANGST  :  heartbreak is my middle name! i love writing angst and writing out a characters hardest and deepest feelings. i feel like you do not really know your character until you’ve written them in pain.

SMUT  :  i used to write fanfiction as a teenager which means.... i used to write a lot of smut. i’ve grown from that to writing erotica, and now here in the roleplaying scene i have not really written it. i’m not really opposed to it at all, but it just has not found it’s way into a plot. i can live with or without it really.

PLOT  /  MEMES  :  i do enjoy plotting! i think it do help with perfecting out a thread and getting the finer details and preparing for the future of it. 

tagged  by  :  @melancholya   ( thank! )

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@diaferon​  asked   :      i    am    looking    out    for    myself.     /     draco.

the    taste    of    venom    stings    her    tongue.    it    causes    brows    to    knit    in    complimentary    of    repulsed    features    that    seemed    to    only    appear    in    his    presence    alone.    ❛       looking    out    for    yourself?       ❜    it’s    a    mockery    of    his    words    followed    by    a    laugh    :    dry,    unamused.        ❛    no,    all    you    are    doing    is    choosing    the    wrong    side    of    this    battle.    doing    umbridge’s    dirty    work   ?   pathetic,   truly   malfoy.         ❜    

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* (  𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐓𝐎𝐍 /  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.

These may have been edited for clarity or length or to better apply for roleplaying.

do it. be bold.

we must continue our ruse until i’ve found my match.

me, unavailable; you, desirable.

i trusted you more than anyone in this world, and you took advantage.

you do not know me, but i know you.

you have no idea what it is to have one’s entire life reduced to a single moment.

is this not lovely? all of us together again.

an expert in the art of the swoon.

i wish to be entertained.

it would be better if you refrain from thinking about me at all.

lovely indeed. we should tempt scandal more often.

the social season is upon us.

your love is an unrequited fantasy.

i cannot stop thinking of you.

i am anything but interested in you.

it is more than just your honor at stake.

i write in my diary which is not the same as writing in my novel.

a pairing like that would be most enchanting indeed.

the season’s diamond, even more precious and rare a stone than previously thought?

stare into my eyes.

is it awful that i’m enjoying it?

if you desire the sun and the moon, all you have to do is go out and shoot at the sky.

we could pretend to form an attachment.

if there is a scandal, i shall uncover it.

must our only options be to squawk and settle or to never leave the nest?

all is fair in love and war.

there is nothing you cannot do.

my honor is not for sale.

if this is to work, we must appear madly in love.

i’m aware of your reputation.

do not tell me that is another scandal sheet.

you’ve always amused me.

we find ourselves seated next to each other. i’d think you’d be happy about that.

marriage has it joys, but it also brings with it its special trials.

it’d be better if you refrain from thinking about me at all.

you do not know me, and never shall.

you do not humiliate the one you love. 

i’m aware of your reputation and i am anything but interested in you.

what if i want to fly?

the ones we love have the power to inflict the greatest scars.

every presumptuous mother in town will leave me alone and every suitor will be looking at you.

you do not trick the one you love.

if you desire the sun and the moon, all you have to do is go out and shoot at the sky.

let it be known that if there is a scandal, i shall uncover it.

you think that just because i’m a woman, i’m incapable of making my own choices?

love, conquers all.

you can choose to love me as much as i love you.

i am tired of pretending.

from the mornings you ease, to the evenings you quiet, to the dreams you inhabit my thoughts of you never end.

i cannot continue acting as if i do not love you. because i do.

i love all of you.

i cannot be your fool again.

the brighter a lady shines, the faster she may burn.

we chose to love each other every single day.

pride, it will cost you everything and leave you with nothing.

i am looking out for myself.

you don’t deserve to breathe the same air as her.

you must simply marry the man who feels like your dearest friend.

i am ensuring my own future. because i know in my heart i know that there is no one else who ever will.

you do not lie to the one you love.

to meet a beautiful woman is one thing, but to meet your best friend in the most beautiful of women is something entirely apart.

circumstances change, ladies. sometimes over night.

her heart is no matter, as long as her hand remains free.

you cannot assure me of everything.

i will always protect you.

i believe i should like to stay.

i believe you should like to go.

what others should ever want such damaged goods now?

you have no idea what it is to be a woman.

you are perfection itself.

what? you don’t love me for my subtlety.

would you rather die than marry me?

i am yours, i have always been yours.

it is you i cannot sacrifice.

i burn for you.

it pains me you should think every compliment a mockery.

i ask you, can the ends ever justify such wretched means?

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samantha logan as olivia baker in all american (2018–)

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ＨＥＲＭＩＯＮＥ     ＧＲＡＮＧＥＲ     :     CLEVEREST     WITCH     OF     HER     AGE.     title    is    placed    on    her    during    third    year.    excellent    with    spells,    always    with    nose    between    sheets    of    paper,    and    of    course    her    extreme    bravery    /    wit    only    helped    that    further.    so    she    finds    herself    EXTREMELY    FRUSTRATED    when    eyes    stare    at    blank    piece    of    paper,    tapping    the    quill    between    her    fingers    against    it,    leaving    charcoal     dots    all    around.     yet    she    feels    like    those    would    be    better    than    words.    it’s    been    several    months    since    the    end    of    the    war,    several    months    since    the    end    of    voldemort    and    his    followers.    though    harry    and    ron    had    both    decided    not    to    finish    their    education    by    repeating    their    last    year,    hermione    had    always    been    the    studious    one    of    the    trio.    however,    the    headmistresses    first    step    of    rebuilding    had    the    young    witch    DREADING    such    choice.    the    newfound    requirement    to    return    to    hogwarts    was    to    receive    a    pen    pal    to    write    to    over    the    course    of    the    two    month    break.        mcgonagall    had    always    been    one    to    admire,    yet    the    younger    worried    the    elder    had    gone    mad.    especially    to    pair    her    up    with    PANSY    PARKINSON,    the    girl    who    had    once    determined    to    make    hermione’s    years    at    hogwarts    a    nightmare.    a    groan    :    irritable    and    tired    before    busy    hand    finally    begins    to    scribble.    

dear,    parkinson. dear,    pansy, pansy    parkinson, / @pughface​ before    you    begin    to    throw    this    letter    away,    let    me    remind    you    that    we    are    required    to    write    each    other    three    times    a    week    for    the    course    of    our    break    or    we    will    not    be    able    to    return    for    our    final    year,    nor    will    our    credit    of    last    will    remain.    our    letters    will    be    monitored    and    headmistress    will    be    informed    if    we    miss    a    day.    i    have    written    mcgonnigal    to    ask    for    a    new    partner,    as    i’m    sure    both    of    us    would    be    better    suited    with    anyone    else,    however,    she    has    denied    my    request    so    it    seems    we    are    stuck    with    each    other    for    about    twenty    four    letters.    twenty    three    for    me    after    this    one    is    sent.    you    do    not    have    to    enjoy    this,    i    certainly    don’t,    but    it    seems    as    though    you    care    for    your    studies    like    i    do,    which    explains    why    we    both    want    to    return.    so,    what’s    three    letters    a    week    to    school    credit    and    knowledge?    once    this    is    over,    we    can    go    back    to    pretending    as    though    the    other    doesn’t    exist.    so,    what    do    you    say?

hermione    granger.

oh,    we’re    supposed    to    send    off    with    a    question. how’s    your    break    going?

hermione    granger.

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books    are    the    only    thing    that    could    keep    her    up    past    curfew.    she    is    lucky    enough    to    become    prefect,     granting    flexibility    to    welcome    it’s    way    into    hectic    schedule.    heavy    tomes    are    pressed    against    her    sternum    as    she    makes    her    way    through    empty    halls,    halting    almost    immediately    before    she    could    run    head    first    into    the    other.           ❛           malfoy.           ❜           the    word    tastes    sour    off    her    tongue,    still,    she    huffs    in    annoyance.           ❛           i    am    well    capable    of    handling    myself    if    need    be.    would    you    like    a    reminder    of    third    year    ?          ❜          

@grangur​ liked for a starter

PARANOIA SEEPS into the mind of the young blond. Evident in the frequent turns of his head , and frightened eyes that spoke far too loudly of his underlying GUILT. Though as he turns the corner and halts at the sight of the mudblood. Fear morphing into anger through narrowed eyes and the beginnings of a sneer.

‘ Out late are you , Granger ?? CAREFUL. Potter’s not here to PROTECT you. ’

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#𝖌𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖚𝖗       /       mutually         exclusive        &         highly         selective         𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖒𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖊         𝖌𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖗         from         the         harry         potter         franchise.         semi         -         canon         followed         /         extremely         head-canon         based.        crossover         friendly.

by        caz,        she/her,        21+,        gmt.

guidelines.        /       interest tracker.       /      prompts.        /     promo.        /        aesthetic blog.

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✧  MAGIC  SENTENCE  STARTERS.

relating to, but not limited to, witchcraft & witchery. may or may not contain triggers, categorized by good/bad/neutral as requested.  please proceed to read/reblog with caution.

GOOD  MAGIC

❛ not all spells are bad, you must stray away from the bad magic. ❜  ❛ there’s nothing wrong with a bit of magic, as long as it’s for the good. ❜  ❛ you’re like a vase and the magic is the water.  ❜  ❛ i don’t need magic to see that. ❜  ❛ not every spell is considered to be bad. ❜  ❛ this spell book here contains no such bad magic nor will it ever. ❜  ❛ i’m working up a new potion. it’s for the greater good, of course. ❜  ❛ i’ve never used my powers/magic for anything but good things. ❜  ❛ there is no competition with magic, you either possess, or you don’t. ❜  ❛ no one power/magic is better nor greater than the other. ❜  ❛ remember, everything you learn is to be used for good. ❜ ❛ you think every witch/sorcerer is bad? do i look evil to you?  ❜  ❛ i’ve only ever used my magic/powers for good. ❜  ❛ it’s not the magic/powers that are bad, it’s the person who possesses it. ❜    ❛ there is good and bad in everything, you must always chose to be good. ❜  ❛ my powers/magic are not a weapon! i will not be treated as such! ❜  ❛ i cannot help you with your wishes, it’s far too evil. ❜  ❛ magic is a delicate thing and i treat it as such. ❜  ❛ i don’t always use magic/my powers, i don’t always need to. ❜  ❛ it is a blessing not a curse, it’s only a curse if you wish to do evil. ❜  ❛ i did come here to show off my powers/magic, what do you take me for? ❜  ❛ i’m not a witch! i’m a person possessing magic. big difference. ❜  ❛ these are healing potions, they will heal just about any form of life. ❜  ❛ the good always outweighs the bad, just remember that. ❜  ❛ it’s best to use magic/powers when you understand them.  ❜ 

BAD  MAGIC

❛ i’ve never used magic for anything other than evil. ❜ ❛ i will be the greatest and the most powerful, mark my words. ❜ ❛ i’ve hexed so many people, i’ve lost count. ❜ ❛ a curse is never easy to lift, hence the sole purpose of it. ❜ ❛ what’s the point in having powers/magic, if you don’t take advantage? ❜ ❛ you have always abused your magical privileges.  ❜ ❛ i wouldn’t use my powers/magic for the good if it was life and death. ❜ ❛ you really only know how to cast curses/hexes? ❜ ❛ i specialize in curses and hexes only, anything else is just noise. ❜ ❛ shhh, you shouldn’t even speak of such dark magic. ❜ ❛ this book is full of the darkest magic you’ll ever read. ❜ ❛ what is the difference between light and dark magic? ❜ ❛ dark magic is wonderful, you learn the most from it. ❜ ❛ there are so many hexes/curses to cast, i never know which one to pick. ❜   ❛ have you ever had a curse/hex casted upon you? ❜ ❛ there is no such thing as good magic. ❜ ❛ why are you so wicked with such a beautiful gift? ❜ ❛ you do not deserve to possess magic/powers. ❜ ❛ i’ve got a wicked idea in mind, want to hear? it involves magic. ❜ ❛ the best magic of all, of course, is dark magic. ❜ ❛ have you ever wanted to step into dark magic? ❜ ❛ this a book of dark magic, but it is not easy to open. ❜ ❛ you have to do a sacrifice to get this dark magic book open. ❜ ❛ have you ever participated in dark magic? it’s very liberating. ❜ ❛ all of these spells contain blood and sacrifice… ❜

NEUTRAL  MAGIC

❛ what witch/sorcerer doesn’t own a spell book? ❜ ❛ for future reference, never interrupt my ritual again. ❜ ❛ gemstones are great collectibles for healing. ❜ ❛ every movie about witchcraft is kind of off point, i feel. ❜ ❛ i’m unable to use magic/my powers until i’m older. ❜ ❛ do you fly on broom stick and all that? ❜ ❛ it’s actually rather hard to stir up a potion. ❜ ❛ i don’t own a wand nor a broom stick, but i will drop a house on you. ❜ ❛ spell books are often hard to find. ❜ ❛ i could close my eyes, pretend to concentrate and you would be scared. ❜ ❛ you know they used to hang witches back in the olden days. ❜ ❛ this isn’t a spell, this is common sense. ❜ ❛ this isn’t magic, it’s just glitter. ❜ ❛ i’ve always wanted to live in a cabin in the woods though. ❜   ❛ the best time to do a ritual is of an evening. ❜ ❛ would like to do a healing ritual with me? it’s harmless. ❜ ❛ let’s go candle shopping, come on! i love candles! ❜ ❛ i’m still human, you know, with feelings! ❜ ❛ you know, there is something else i possess; feelings! ❜ ❛ look, it’s really not like any of that. ❜ ❛ what’s so special about it? nothing, of course. it’s not special. ❜ ❛ i don’t feel any greater or better because of it. ❜ ❛ there are spells/potions that can be used for both, good and evil. ❜ ❛ i would rather not use magic/my powers, i’d rather pretend i don’t have any. ❜ ❛ i would never flaunt it as if it’s something so great to have! ❜

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𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴    &&    𝘤𝘭𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴    !     there    are    more    important    things    –    𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩    &&    𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲.

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&         *         𝖇𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖆𝖌𝖊 .         ╱         ❛         countenance . &         *         𝖇𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖆𝖌𝖊 .         ╱         ❛         introspect . &         *         𝖇𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖆𝖌𝖊 .         ╱         ❛         mannerisms . &         *         𝖇𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖆𝖌𝖊 .         ╱         ❛         aesthetic .&         *         𝖇𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖆𝖌𝖊 .         ╱         ❛         attire . &         *         𝖇𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖆𝖌𝖊 .         ╱         ❛         surroundings . &         *         𝖇𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖆𝖌𝖊 .         ╱         ❛         answered .     &         *         𝖇𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖆𝖌𝖊 .         ╱         ❛         writings .