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...............hello, i say into the void.

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i’m way too tired from yesterday and i wanna write but i can’t :(

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it’s a holiday in my city so i won’t be on much. i’m going to spend the day with family and friends so i’ll see you guys tomorrow. pray i don’t get hangover xoxo

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i need juno to meet thor 

bc of reasons 

like my love for him

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SHIP WITH MY SPACE BABE YOU COWARDS.

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alright so i love having previously plotted stuff so this is a PLOTTING CALL. hit that ❤ button and i’ll hit you up! for any kind of relationship & mutuals only.

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hurt meme.

“ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”

“i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”

“my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”

“i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”

“don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”

“i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”

“please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”

“you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”

“you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”

“i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”

“i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”

“i fucked up, why do you not care?”

“i can’t walk, just go on without me.”

“you have broken ribs, take it easy.”

“i have no idea how to do cpr.”

“whose blood is that?”

“apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”

“don’t you dare fucking let go!” 

“what the hell happened to you?” 

“are they dead? did you kill them?” 

“do you know what you’ve done?” 

“you’re either with me or against me.” 

“who the hell did this to you?” 

“are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…” 

“i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?” 

“when was the last time you ate?” 

“what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!” 

 “i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.” 

“for how long? how long were you bottling this up?“ 

“there’s so much blood, you won’t last.” 

“are you… throwing up in there?” 

“why aren’t you eating?” 

“just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.” 

“i can’t breathe, i can’t –” 

“i woke up, & you were gone.” 

“just tell me something, was it really worth it?” 

“it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”

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Touch me. Soft eyes. Soft soft soft hand. I am lonely here. Sad too. Touch, touch me.

James Joyce, from Ulysses (via violentwavesofemotion)

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we all have our demons, yes, but what if that’s all there is to me?

ii. questions of great tragedies (o.q)

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Reblog if your muse has frequent nightmares

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( rdwng ) ━ SAM WILSON

“  then rest.  ”     the words fall soft from his lips,      fingertips still running through her hair as he holds her against him.      he’s got her,      and he’s not going to go anywhere are long as he can help it.       SAM lets her lean into him,      taking her weight onto his body and letting her relax against him properly.      “   i got you.  ”    and there’s nothing within him that will let anything happen,      that will let her fall.      he can be stronger than that.

he draws back slightly,     not enough that he loses contact with her,     but enough that she can look up at him if she wants to.     “   let’s go sit down,     okay?   ”       because he won’t move her unless she says it’s fine,        might have the strength in his body but that doesn’t mean he has to use it.       he wants to look after her though,      an urge he’s not unused to,     but that seems to burn a little stronger when he looks at her.       he hasn’t considered any of this,      yet,     but it’s getting harder to deny when everything in him screams to keep her safe.

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❝ i feel like i can’t do it. ❞ 

 it felt foreign to her. the comfort of a touch that didn’t make her anxiety skyrocket was something that was one of the rarest things in her reality and juno did not realise just how much she needed it. perhaps it was a new thing, the hunger for a comforting hug and a gentle touch. she didn’t give much thought to it, after all, until she found herself in that moment with sam and sam alone. 

i got you. those words repeated inside if her mind, like a mantra that was keeping her from completely letting her thoughts swallow her whole. she never wanted to let go of him and she never wanted him to let go of her. 

nodding her head, juno then sat down; she held his hand, making sure he’d sit down next to her. not that she didn’t trust him, she just didn’t want to let go of sam for one minute. in her mind, that was enough to lose him. that something might happen and the only person that she had began caring for in a long while would be snatched from her.

❝ i close my eyes and --- ❞ the guilt consumes her. the flashbacks are never ending. the blood on her hands becomes overwhelming. ❝  it’s just easier to not sleep. ❞

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i want more threads with my amazing mutuals so GUYS!!! like this for a STARTER (length may vary) and lets get this part going!! i won’t be capping this one but if i start getting a crazy amount of likes (lbr will it happen?? who knows not me) i might just close this and then make another one when i’m done with the starters! so yeah, LIKE THIS POST & mutuals only please!

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“are you okay” no, next question

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Recovering from injury sentence starters

1. “You’re in no condition to be walking around. Just stay in bed and let me take care of you.” 

2. “This cast is itchy.” 

3. “I think I’m going to go crazy with boredom before my _____ heal(s) enough for me to get out of bed.” 

4. “This is so frustrating! I can’t do anything with my arm in this sling!” 

5. “Want me to sign your cast?” 

6. “Sorry about your ______. But think of it this way: you don’t have to help with the chores until it/they heal(s).” 

7. “No, you can’t come. You need to stay here and heal.” 

8. “I thought a little fresh air would help you/me heal.” 

9. “Need some help? Getting up/down the stairs must be tricky with that/those injured ______.” 

10. “You shouldn’t be moving around so much. You’ll pop your stitches.” 

11. “I can’t believe you’re making me stay here just because I hurt my ______.” 

12. “Back off! Just because I’m hurt doesn’t mean I need you hovering over me all the time.” 

13. “Just because you’re hurt doesn’t mean you need to be so grouchy.” 

14. “Are you still on pain meds? You’re awfully happy for someone with an injured ______.” 

15. “This is embarrassing, but could you help me? I can’t get the bathroom by myself.” 

16. “Don’t even think about trying to walk with that injured leg. If you need something, call me and I’ll do it for you.”  

17. “Good thing I’m a lazy person. Except for the fact that my ______ is/are broken, laying around for a few weeks sounds great.”

18. “I swear, if you try and sneak out before you’re fully healed, I’ll strap you to the bed.” 

19. “What are you doing? Are you trying to make your injury worse?” 

20. “I feel like such a jerk, lying here on the couch while you do all the work. Injured or not, I should be doing something.” 

21. “I can’t believe I have to lay like this until my _____ heal(s). This is so humiliating.”

22. “Once I’m healed, I am never getting injured again. This is all just too inconvenient for a repeat performance.”  

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They broke the wrong parts of me. They broke my wings and forgot I had claws.

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i’m so tired i can’t even find the muse to write

like i wanna

but words?? never met them

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RANDOM ANGSTY SENTENCE STARTERS.

“I only want you.”

“You lied to me…”

“I fucking loved you.”

“Why didn’t we work?”

“I can’t keep doing this.”

“Fuck you. I trusted you.”

“I fucking fought for you.”

“I hate that I need you.”

“Please don’t leave me.”

“Just leave, okay? Just go.”

“You can’t fix it this time.”

“I wish I could let you go.”

“Are you sure about this? Us?”

“Will you ever trust me again?”

“Why wasn’t I enough for you?”

“How could you do that to me?”

“You’re not what I want anymore.”

“I love you, but the timing is wrong.”

“I’m not ready to throw us away yet.”

“I guess we’re done for good, then?”

“They’ll never love you the way I did.”

“You hurt me. I hope you know that.”

“I really wanna kiss you right now.”

“You never loved me the way I loved you.”

“I just wish you felt the same way about me.”

“We’ll never be able to make this work.”

“I wanna forget you, but I fucking can’t.”

“Do you even regret what you did to me?”

“You never gave a fuck about me, did you?”

“Please stop pretending like you care about me.”

“If you’re trying to make me jealous, it’s working.”

“Stop trying to talk to me. I don’t have anything to say to you.”

“Do you ever think about me? About us? About what we had?”

“Just say you don’t care about me, and I’ll leave you alone for good.”

“I don’t know how you sleep at night, knowing what you did to me!”