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I want to eat roasted sweet potatoes

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in a moment, everything can change

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i think it's funny when people say "yeah the writers use they/them for this character but that doesn't necessarily mean the character is nonbinary" because i guess it's true but by that logic i can say "yeah this character is referred to with he/him but they never say he's a man so i can do whatever i want" which i may actually start doing because it sounds based as fuck. if you want me to believe that action hero is a man maybe you should've been more direct about it smh.

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I learn the emotion of grief, as the piano emits an echoing tune of dissonance.

Trying a new style for chunky little chibis

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In case yall didn't know, I have a blog called @schoolrust for showcasing my hyperspecific interest in a niche vintage urbex gothic anime(?) horror grunge aesthetic that's hard to explain but makes sense when you look at it all put together

if you've been around a long time and miss seeing actually aesthetic-themed posts from me, or it just sounds like your flavor of weird, go check it out LOL

I have a lil bit of original photography over there but not a lot yet, but I plan on sharing more eventually because it's a niche that's been living in the back of my head for a long, long time

(I may also share some of my original art there soon too)

I gain absolutely nothing from getting a larger following over there I just think it's neat n like sharing it. I dunno. Spreading the brainworms is fun

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‼️ Breaking: Cloth mother and wire mother have been caught "lezzing out"

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I haven’t been on tumblr for quite as long as a lot of people but over several years I’ve noticed this interesting gradual sorta,, shift in the general culture? that it went from this mostly depressed, nihilistic outlook where people would regularly joke about hating themselves and being hopeless and depressed, to a wave of vehemence of “STOP hating everything actually the world is Good and you deserve love!!!” type posts, to now, where those aggressive ‘PSAs’ have faded away and instead I regularly see people romanticizing simple things like stars and hot tea and rainy mornings, and waxing poetic about their friends, and just trying to put love out there. and I don’t know exactly what that means (someone who knows more than me could probably say something smart about generational expression and trauma or popular perception of mental health and whatnot), but I do know that it makes my heart very full to see people learn to love the world and themselves by extension, and a whole userbase adopting healthier coping mechanisms, and therefore teaching the younger users to do so as well. I might just be following different people, but I really do think we’ve grown. everyone has grown. five years ago it wasn’t unusual for the next post on my dash to be a scathing commentary on why nothing matters or an anon ripping into someone they barely knew or someone complaining about how pathetic their interests are. now I have mutuals who get excited and spam reblog art of cows and friends I see tagging each other in pictures of frogs and strangers writing paragraphs about how much I matter. it makes me happy. idk. just an observation I wanted to make. I think people are good and everyone’s just trying their best at the end of the day

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Carol is like Odalia but less abusive

She’s nowhere near Odalia levels of bad but yeah I can see the similarities LOL

(I think she’s strict but loving in her own way and also: grieving. Women’s wrongs.)

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I don't get too many chances to wear it out but here's my Len kigu head!

Sorry about the filters this pic btw it came from an old insta story of mine

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RinMiku is making me actually go insane. I have yuri brain worms

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wonderful pair of posts on the dash tonight

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Bro, We Are Homies . Its Ok To Infodump To Me . Im Ur Friend . I Love You . And Your OCs. … Bro, We Are Drawing Eachother Fanart Now . . No Dont Stop Randomly Messaging Me Bro .. Bro … 

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It's 2008 in my brain

I did a style study of some of my favorite pieces of Vocaloid fanart from my childhood

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this 'being really tired after work' thing is really getting in the way of this 'pursuing my artistic hopes and dreams' thing has anyone else noticed this

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