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I was once broken. Well, no one knows that I am. Being broken is being sad all day even though life gives you all the happiness in the world. I stopped to write. I stopped to write all the beautiful and even the bad memories. I stopped to treasure people. I started to believe in things that I don’t believe before. I fix myself without holding on to someone. Because I think holding on to someone means you are not that strong, not independent. But I was wrong. Sometimes, we REALLY need someone. Not to complete us but to lift us up. But please people, don’t rely on them because that was the second time I became broken. I easily attached to people. But I told myself that I’ll become broken for the third time, I’m stupid person hahahahaha. Well I woke up in my stupidity just you know, I distract myself from everything that can distract me. Studies (well one of the greatest factor, stress lvl 999999), church, family gathering, and quality time with myself. And now, I think I’m in the process to be a better person. to be happy. I want beore this year end, I am completely happy with who I am and what I have. I believe that God already provide what I need and he is the only love and remedy that I need. Please angel, tell to your self everyday to be strong, not to give up. There are people who believes in you and that’s one of the main reason not to give up on your dreams. I hope this is not the end. I really hope. More adventure and struggles to come hahahahahaha lol

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When the stars failed to guide you home, look at the street lights which seemed to remind you that you’re not alone. But even if all else failed, close your eyes and know that’s when your soul will shine at its brightest.

ma.c.a // Favorite Galaxy (via vomitingwords)

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I can do it!!!

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c’mon, depressing school stuff, depressing words from ur mother, depressing shits in your life ok tell me a good reason not to end this fucking life

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so boi, we started not talking to each other a month ago. but srsly, i don’t know what’s the reason. he just not talking to me. not even saying “hi” or smile to me whenever we bump to each other. lol fine. don’t know what to do. maybe he just thought that i’m not enough or good to him lol it’s okay i’m used to it

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should i make a few signs that your friend is not your friend anymore? bc i feel it rn hahahaha

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i h8 myself lol

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how to kill yourself: do the activities that you are not allow to do and always drink fucking coffee that always give u palpitation lol

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Is it ever enough?

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thank you, i need someone to ask me if i’m fine. thank you for asking. highly appreciated

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I hope that someday you all become filled with so much happiness that it heals every part of you.

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i guess i’m not a good friend. that’s why they just easy for them to leave me because i’m not enough, i’m not worth it.

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earlier, i just can’t take the pain. he seriously avoiding me and still don’t know why. should i talk to him or whaaaaatttt???

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i never thought that everything would be worth it. thank god for everything

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your love is bright as ever even in the shadows baby kiss me before they turn the lights out

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Am I still not a strong person? Despite all the problems I have? Am I not strong even though a friend betrayed me and I act like I don’t care? Am I not strong even though a friend stopped talking to me without any reason? Am I not strong even though I try to smile everyday just to hide my pain? Am I not strong even though i know, somehow i disappointed my parents and still hope for a chance? Do i deserve this? Am i not strong enough to handle these things? am I?

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How could you stopped loving someone who you promised to love endlessly?” she asked. “Was it a sudden realization? I mean, have you just wake up one morning and decided to stop loving them? Have you just seen something that hit your mind and you thought of not spending forever with them anymore? I do not understand. And I knew, some people wouldn’t also understand why I need to ask these questions. But I am lost, that’s why I am seeking for answers.” she took a long sigh, and stared down at her hands. She moved her fingers as if waiting for them to show her the answers. After a minute, she continued, “Was it like cutting a rope with a knife? Was it like—you ended a sentence with a period?

ma.c.a // Question Marks (via vomitingwords)