greatgetsby

[greatgetsby]

The clumsy (new) beginning.

So, after years of randomly terrorising youtube comments with my rant, I decided to give blogging a go. It's been a while since my false diagnosis and gaslighting incident, where I was set up for a massive fall but I still get haunted by it sometimes. Has made my PTSD quite worse, which caused me to type out some funny random comments on youtube comments as mentioned above. Also due to healthcare system being stretched thin around where I live, I cannot get any appropriate timely help (or so they tell me, I probably should go out and look for more treatment options but with a lot of mental health service privatised around here, not sure if I can afford decent service that is suitable for me).

I am not feeling sorry for myself, just more angry at myself for being naive enough to trust some incompetent, dishonest and manipulative people. Lesson learnt and now if I can find some decent job, it will be a good start to a new beginning I guess? :P

P.S. A certain nerdfighter leader has inspired me to give tumblr a go and we will see how it goes. I don't want to drop any names because I am just a fan.

If anyone knows how use tumblr, please try reaching out to me because I need to learn how to use it properly P.P.S. GreatGatsby is just a place holder name, couldn't think of anything decent to put in a profile title. Maybe I will change it later.