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grxyxsh-rxsxs · 2 months ago
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i’m so appreciative to suzanne for reframing the rebellion from the original trilogy as a “they saw their moment and took it” type situation and showing us that they’ve been trying, over and over, with so many failed attempts, to break the arena and incite a rebellion for decades. in this current political climate never giving up hope is so essential. haymitch wasn’t the first nor the last, and they kept going even when it seemed completely futile, and that’s what counts, and what ultimately saves them all.
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grxyxsh-rxsxs · 4 months ago
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Hongjoong, singing: Hush, little laptop, don’t you cry.
Hongjoong: Momma’s gonna find you some more Wi-Fi.
Hongjoong: And if that Wi-Fi doesn’t work…
Hongjoong: Momma will destroy the fucking Earth.
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grxyxsh-rxsxs · 7 months ago
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Hongjoong: I'm not jealous. I just get a weird burning feeling in my chest when Atiny stan any other groups.
Seonghwa: Yeah, that's jealousy.
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grxyxsh-rxsxs · 7 months ago
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seonghwa: guys i just found out part of my name means star!!
san: mine has to do with mountains!!
yunho: mine is about fate and destiny!!
hongjoong: IM THE CENTER OF THE WORLD BITCHES
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grxyxsh-rxsxs · 10 months ago
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‼️ Please don’t skip taking a look 🍉🇵🇸
❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 Here is my story 🍉🇵🇸
“My name is Eslam from Gaza, I’m 29 years old, and I’m a children teacher from Khan Yunis in the Gaza Strip. a mother of two daughters, Hanaa 5 years old, and Alma, 10 months old. My husband Rasmi is the director of 3 language and training centers. In this war, our house was completely destroyed and razed to the ground, and my husband’s centers were blown up. He lost his job, and we were completely displaced, and we are now homeless and jobless, My two young daughters constantly suffer from diseases due to malnutrition and water pollution.
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Danger and death surround us all day and all night. We have lost everything and depend on donations to survive and, most of all, to have any hope of escaping this genocide and evacuating to safety in Egypt. The cost of daily living continues to rise significantly in Gaza - imagine that we cannot find the type of milk for our daughter because of its high price. There is no kind of detergent and this is the cause of skin diseases for my two little girls. We bought a piece of soap for $30! ، and detergent is 100$.
Attached for you are pictures of how our lives have changed since October 7th.
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Please help. Any funds raised will be used in daily survival and if enough is raised, to be able to evacuate Gaza.
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grxyxsh-rxsxs · 11 months ago
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Hello dear friends!
Im Mohiy from Gaza🍉🇵🇸
..i need your help if you can
Please donate to save my life and my family
My link in bio
https://gofund.me/f2cd8560
Please donate if you can and reblog this post so more people can find it
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grxyxsh-rxsxs · 1 year ago
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Wooyoung: Hey, do you know anyone who can teach me to play the trumpet?
Jongho: Why?
Wooyoung: I want to wander around playing it to annoy Seonghwa.
Jongho: Technically, you don't actually need to know how to play the trumpet well for that.
Wooyoung: Jongho, you have opened my eyes.
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grxyxsh-rxsxs · 2 years ago
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as someone who’s been here since the beginning of the series i’m so so happy with how it turned out, bubbles you did an INCREDIBLE job finishing this up after so long, seriously, you’re a magician🫠🫠 these should be studied in schools, they’re actual masterpieces that show just how good writing can really be if it’s done right 🫶
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Burn It | l. m.
the last installment to Punch It, a fic from the PICU
➸ synopsis: The Golden Tire Cup semifinals is today, and Minho has the opportunity to get the Wolfgang Street Racing club to the finals for the first time in four years.
Hopefully with you by his side, he'll be able to make it into the top two.
➸ starring: lee minho x female reader(ft. idols from jypnation, smtown, hybe, kq, everywhere, I went a bit crazy)
➸ word count: 3.6k words
➸ general content: streetracer!minho, very very dangerous street racing(do not attempt to do any of this, no matter how tempting it may be), a stupid amount of cameos, one somewhat misogynistic background character, gearhead culture
➸ warnings: alcohol consumption, swearing, a mild car wreck
➸ rating: teen+
➸ author's note: this is(should be) the final official installment to the picu! imagine punch it, floor it, and burn it as one continuous timeline, with the ending being this chapter. do I have a favorite? no, not after writing this chapter.
♫ this fic has a soundtrack! you don't need to listen to it while reading(especially if the lyrics will bother you), but it's a street racing tournament for crying out loud. do yourself a favor and listen to these epic vibes.
yes, it's meant to be listened to in that order(starting from Deja Vu). shuffling it will result in Minho cramming you into an air fryer for 20 minutes at 180 degrees.
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♫- Deja Vu
You feel the refreshing spray of hose water on your bare back, soaking your black bikini top for the fourth time this evening. 
Whipping around, you find Minho rinsing off the back of his car, free hand stuffed into his pocket as he whistles and avoids eye contact.
He’s hit with a soapy sponge, square on the back of his black shirt.
“Hey!” He ditches the hose, deciding to pause washing the vehicle in favor of chasing you around the bumper.
The Wolfgang racing club had gathered at Changbin’s house for the annual Golden-Tire-Cup-and-car-show-preparation-party, detailing and fixing cars as needed before it’s time for the race, which takes place in the California desert shortly after sundown. Members were littered across the lawn and garage, replacing rims, tightening brakes, and avoiding Minho, who had taken a liking to spraying anyone that came close to his ride.
“Yo Min, I love what you did with the brakes!” Jisung points and yells to him, twirling and fumbling a ratchet wrench as he runs into the garage, kneeling to meet Seungmin who slides out from under someone’s car on a skateboard.
“What did you do to them?” You ask, cocking your head to the side and crossing your arms.
“Oh, I painted them red to match,” he says nonchalantly, the only sign of something strange being the pink dusting his cheeks.
“Match…match what? There’s no red on your car-”
No, but your whole car is red.
A slow smile spreads across your face as you walk around the hood of the car, and Minho only looks up at you right before you lean in and plant a kiss on his cheek. He smiles as you step back, sighing and admiring your teamwork.
The 1993 Toyota MR2 glistens in the late afternoon sun, not a single scratch or scuff mark streaking the ebony shell. Minho doesn’t think the car has been this clean since he first got the keys.
“You nervous at all?”
“Me? Nervous?” He scoffs and waves you off, and then worry creases his features as he drops the act. “...a little. We haven’t made it this far in years.”
“Yeah, but…” you say, pulling him in to wrap your arms around his half-soaked waist, “for the best racer in the city, I think it’s manageable.”
“Laying it on thick, are we?”
“Better take advantage of it while you can,” you giggle, and he rolls his eyes before leaning down.
Suddenly, a set of loud engines cut into the air as they fly around the block corner, cars rumbling and thundering as they slow down and approach Changbin’s house. A modified black vintage Mustang jerks to a stop in the driveway, and then the door flies open, a slender man with long skunk-stripe hair stepping out onto the hot pavement. A leather jacket with the word Guerillaz across the back sits draped on his shoulders as he closes the car door behind him, and other men start leaving their respective cars.
“Whoa whoa whoa, what did I miss?” The man says, tilting down his sunglasses and smirking at the two of you, still holding each other. You take the hose from Minho and aim it at him, spraying a stream of water and sending him into a fit of shrieks as he holds up his team jacket as a shield.
“Look what the scaredy cat dragged in,” Changbin taunts from the garage, before ditching his work gloves and crossing the lawn to meet the unexpected intruder.
Wooyoung catches Changbin in a hug, elated to see his old teammate after so long.
He used to be a part of the Wolfgang racing club before he moved up the coast to Sacramento– but since he couldn’t keep his hands away from the wheel, he ended up making his own club, one that ended up driving back down to team with Wolfgang to win the Kingdom Cup a year later.
They only come back down twice a year; once for the Christmas car show, and again in the summer for the Golden Tire Cup Championship. 
Wooyoung lets go of him, nodding towards Minho as he takes off his sunglasses.
“Semifinals, huh?” He says, looking at him in awe. “You must have gotten a lot better since I last saw you.”
“My teacher was alright,” he sighs and shrugs, and you spray his face and walk off, leaving him dripping wet in favor of going to find Yeji.
“Now that, I did not see coming,” San whispers, dapping up Hyunjin as he approaches the latter’s Supra, now painted red to match his hair. “The last time I saw them, they hated each other.”
“Wouldn’t you feel the same way if you met your match?” Ryujin pipes up from the ground, tightening the nut on a wheel. “They both thought they were the best before Minho won Changbin’s car.”
“Minho did what?” He asks, eyes turning to saucers.
“Dude, let me tell you about what happened last summer…”
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Night is falling in the desert, but it’s never looked more awake.
Rows upon rows of cars line up on the dry earth, and photographers and gearheads alike gawk at the automobiles, snapping endless amounts of pictures and videos with their devices. 
Further down the track a stage is set up, with some DJ working a growing crowd as they sip on whatever they can get their hands on.
You’re at the edge of the car show with Yeji, helping her ward off condescending men with boring car questions. Surely they must know that car enthusiasts don’t all have to be male.
Another one saunters up to the two of you, sizing you up with a stare that lingers just a little too long at your exposed midriff.
“And this is your car?” he asks, and in favor of keeping your team from being disqualified, you keep your arms folded tight against your chest.
“Yes, it’s-” Yeji stops you with a raised hand, looking up from inspecting her manicure and staring him dead in the eyes.
“It’s my 608 horsepower V8 engine 2015 Porsche 918 Spyder, why do you ask?” She asks sweetly, smiling and batting her eyelashes at him. He narrows his eyes and reluctantly walks away, realizing this wasn’t a fight he could win.
“Nice one,” you chuckle, right as your phone rings in your team jacket. You check the time and answer it, noting that it’s just after 8 pm before speaking.
“Hello?”
“Your boyfriend says to ‘get your ass over here’. The race is about to start,” Lia says, half drowned out by the crowd you’re sure is swarming there by now. You look at Yeji, who waves you off with a shake of her head.
“I think I can fend for myself,” she whispers, and you nod in response.
“I’ll be there in two minutes.”
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You hear bets being made and taunts being thrown as you push your way through the crowd, making your way to the start of the track. Four cars of different makes, models, and colors sit at the starting line, with members of their respective teams standing near each one, buzzing with anticipation.
After showing the back of your jacket you get let onto the track, where at least half of your gang circles Minho, giving him some last words of advice and encouragement.
“Remember, the gas is on the right and the brakes are on the left,” Felix jokes.
“Oh oh, and your seatbelt,” Jeongin joins in, egging him on, “don’t wanna break the law, now do we?”
“Alright alright, knock it off you two,” Changbin laughs, then looks to the team’s resident mechanic.
Chan is silent for a moment, then puts a hand on Minho’s shoulder.
“You’ve got this,” he says quietly, and the team nods in agreement. “Be safe.”
You push your way into the circle, and Chan smiles at you before gesturing to everyone else.
“Let’s give them some space, yeah?” he says, and the group disperses, wishing safety and slapping Minho on the back before exiting the track.
The man of the hour turns to you as you step up to him, the shouts of the crowd fading into the background as you meet his eyes.
“How are you doing,” you whisper, flicking some sand off of his team jacket. He looks out at the crowd, drawing in a deep breath before looking down at you again.
“I’m scared.”
“Scared of what?”
“Of losing,” he admits, running a hand through his black locks. “I don’t want to let everyone down, we’ve come so far-”
“Because of you, Minho,” you interrupt, pushing a pointed finger against his chest. “We only got this far because of you. We’ll be proud no matter what trophy you take home.”
The creases in his forehead ease at your words, and you take his gloved hand into yours.
“You’re not here to be the best; we already know you are,” you remind him, smiling. “You’re here to have fun. Winning would just be a nice bonus.”
“Oh yeah? And what happens if I win?” He grins, pulling your hand a bit closer as you chuckle at his forwardness.
“I can think of a couple things-”
“LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, WELCOME TO THE TENTH ANNUAL GOLDEN TIRE CUP SEMIFINALS!”
The voice of the announcer booms over the speakers as a tall man with a silver microphone enters the track. You quickly leave a kiss against Minho’s cheek, then lean over to his ear.
“Come back to me in one piece,” you whisper, then squeeze his hand and run off the track. 
“WE HAVE QUITE THE LINEUP FOR YOU TODAY, SO LET'S HEAR IT FOR OUR RACERS!”
The crowd erupts into cheers as each racer stands in front of their car, awaiting their introduction.
“FROM THE P1ECE PEDAL PUSHERS, HWANG INTAK!”
A guy with curly brown hair waves at the crowd, blowing kisses and causing several girls pushed up against the barricade to faint.
“FROM THE BLUE FLAMES, NAKAMURA KAZUHA!”
A Japanese chick with sick looking sunglasses does a small curtsy, and you scream along with the crowd, always excited to see other women excited about racing.
“FROM THE NEVER CRASHING TIRES, LEE JENO!”
A guy with snow white hair spells out his team’s acronym with his hands before waving, and you can hear his team start chanting from down the track.
“AND LAST BUT CERTAINLY NOT LEAST, FROM THE WOLFGANG, LEE MINHO!”
You and the gang howl as loud as you can as Minho turns around and points to his back, showing off the detailed wolf design on the back of his team leather jacket.
The four racers shake hands with each other before each getting into their cars, waving one last time at the crowd before shutting the doors.
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If Minho really thinks about it, all races are the same.
The announcer had gone over the rules, and despite this not being his first race by a long shot, he assumes that anyone would have been able to guess them.
Three laps around the track.
No shortcuts.
Start at the sound of the gun.
Unlike NASCAR, foul play technically is allowed, but none of the teams that made it to the semifinals made it by playing dirty. It felt too much like cheating. That, and no one wanted to scratch their nice cars for a trophy if they didn’t have to.
Minho grips the wheel and closes his eyes as a girl wearing next to nothing struts out to the middle of the track, holding an air gun in her gloved hand.
Slowly, the sounds of the crowd roaring and his opponents cheekily revving their engines fade into the background, the world around him becoming more still as he goes to his happy place.
He opens his eyes again and he’s back, back in the passenger seat with you holding the steering wheel.
“What are you waiting for?” you say, giving him an annoyed side eye.
“Aren’t you going to tell me when to go?” 
“Okay, go.”
“What-”
BANG!
“Go!”
Minho breaks out of his reverie and floors it, the racers doing the same as the crowd screams in delight.
“AND THEY’RE OFF!” The announcer booms, standing in a tower on the other side of the starting line as a black haired girl next to him waves a giant checkered flag. The cars zoom forward, getting smaller and smaller as they tear down the track. A tiny drone follows them, becoming a tiny red light flashing in the distance.
Minho grins, falling into the rhythm of upshifting like it’s an old song he loves.
The P1ECE’s car takes the lead, narrowly cutting corners while NCT’s car stays hot on its trail, not letting it get a lead. The Wolfgang’s car gives them their space as Blue Flame’s car stays next to it, hugging the inside of every curve. 
One lap down, and Minho is cruising in third place as the cars zip past the finish line.
“IT REALLY IS ANYONE’S GAME FOLKS…”
Silently, you say a prayer as the cars disappear from view, the crowd going insane around you and your gang.
Inside the car, Minho is having a ball, treating the desert track as his own personal time trial as he and the others burn rubber, trading places around every turn. 
He lets Kazuha’s car pass him as he eases up on the gas, enough to let her gain a small lead.
“What is he doing?!” An angry man yells, gripping onto the barrier as the cars fly past the start again, signaling the final lap. You assume he has money on the line as you smirk, knowing Minho’s real strategy.
“THERE GO THE RACERS AND- HOLD UP- LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, DO WE HAVE A DRIFT RACER?!”
The crowd becomes uncontrollable as they hear the announcer, seeing a small cloud of smoke go up from the edge of the track as Minho drifts around the first turn, not slowing down.
“That’s my boyfriend!” You point and scream, barely keeping yourself behind the barrier.
Minho spins the wheel left and right, howling inside of his car as it slides around every curve, leaving a smoky trail behind it. Threatened, the other racers speed up, attempting to widen the gap between him and them, but he’s gaining ground way too quickly.
He couldn’t wipe the smile off his face if he wanted to. He’s having too much fun.
He hardly realizes there’s only thirty seconds left between him and the GT Cup Finale.
And then, on the final turn, the unthinkable happens.
Jeno’s car pulls away as something under Kazuha’s car explodes, and then starts smoking.
Minho watches as her car drifts into Intak’s, making them both turn sideways and start to block the inside of the turn. 
Heart dropping, he realizes he won’t be able to clear the turn.
“Are you not going to slow down?!” He yells, frightened at the calmness in your voice.
“Why would I do that-”
“To keep us ALIVE?!” He screams, grabbing onto the middle console. “Because that’s how you handle turns?!”
No.
“This is how you handle a turn,” Minho whispers, and then taps on the break and spins his steering wheel to the right.
Up ahead, you feel yourself going lightheaded as you see the smoke start to build, blocking the rest of the track from view. Only the neon green NCT car was visible, blazing towards the finish line.
Next to you, Hyunjin goes pale, and you grip onto his arm, more to steady yourself than to comfort him as the crowd collectively holds their breath.
And then, the crowd explodes into cheers.
“RUN ME OVER AND CALL ME DINNER- WOLFGANG MAKES IT AROUND THE FINAL TURN!”
Minho flies around the corner, tires skidding against the ground while the car drifts before he steps on the gas again, emerging from the smoke. You scream, nearly shaking Hyunjin to death as you grip onto his jacket and watch the MR2 draw near to the finish line.
The girl next to the announcer wildly waves her checkered flag as the NCT car crosses the finish line, followed two seconds later by the Wolfgang car, before they both screech to a halt.
Minho throws the door open, nearly tripping over himself as he strains to see down the other end of the track, followed by Jeno.
A hush falls over the crowd as they wait in near silence, hoping to see anything other than smoke emerging from the two cars that fell behind.
In the red haze from their tail lights, one figure emerges.
Kazuha’s thumb shoots up from her body, carried in Intak’s arms as he walks them both towards the starting line.
“THEY’RE OKAY!” The announcer cheers, nearly dropping his binoculars as the crowd joins him.
Relieved, Minho's eyes search for yours before locking on them, barely having any time to react as you sprint across the track, and subsequently crash into him. The rest of the gang hops the barrier, whooping and hollering as they celebrate their finalist.
“I knew it, I knew you could do it,” you nearly sob, clutching onto his jacket.
“You saved my life,” he shudders, holding your shoulders tightly. “I would have crashed into them if you never taught me to drift.”
You don’t hesitate; you can’t. You throw your arms around his neck, pulling him in for the kiss he should have gotten before the race.
The crowd screams as he picks you up and spins the two of you, not caring one bit about who’s looking as he returns your embrace in earnest, smiling against your lips.
“GET A ROOM, WILL YOU?” The announcer laughs, walking up to the two of you and dragging Jeno with him. Minho chuckles and puts you down, and you catch a glimpse of the announcer’s mic, spelling Soobin in sparkly silver letters.
“EVERYONE, OUR GOLDEN TIRE CHAMPIONSHIP FINALISTS!” 
Soobin takes Minho’s arm and raises it along with Jeno’s, and the crowd goes wild.
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slowlee: come to the kitchen rq
You read the text and swipe away the notification, slipping the phone back into your jacket pocket.
“Glad to hear that no one got seriously injured,” the man you were talking to says, stepping back onto his motorbike. “Typically for people like us, crashes end up being way less epic.”
“Well I'm glad you haven't gotten into any,” you jest, waving to him and his crew before they roll off the driveway, their silver hexagonal logos glinting off their jackets in the moonlight.
You turn and walk back up to Changbin’s house, alive and overflowing with guests as the afterparty is in full swing.
Making your way through the crowded house, you dap up Hongjoong and a tipsy Mingi, do a shot with Chaeryeong and Yuna, and slide into the kitchen right as Minho picks up a brown bottle, instantly meeting your gaze.
“EVERYONE!” Minho yells, pouring a shot of whiskey into his cup before pulling you to his side. You try and fail to keep a grin from landing on your face.
“I’d like to make a toast,” he announces, surveying the room of members and supporters turning to face him and grinning. “To this team, for making it to the finals after four years!”
Whoops and whistles fly around the room.
“To Changbin, for helping me keep his old car in top condition so I don’t die on the road!”
A crazy sounding laugh comes from the man holding baby Chun Ja, complete with a mini racer jacket and red binkie.
“And to the rightful owner of his car,” he lowers his voice, face softening as he looks down at you.
“Minho,” you whisper, eyes widening as you stare up at him in shock.
“I want them to know,” he whispers back, hand squeezing your waist.
“For beating my ass by seven seconds in our duel last year,” he continues, and you watch as several members around the room blink and look at each other in confusion. Yeji and Hyunjin’s eyebrows shoot up simultaneously, and your best friend’s eyes meet yours, equally shocked. “And teaching me that there’s no point in being the best, if you’re not having fun with it.”
The room erupts into cheers as Minho raises his solo cup, and everyone follows suit, cups rising all around the kitchen. “Next stop, the Golden Tire Cup Finals!”
“Shit, I’ll drink to that,” Wooyoung laughs, before everyone throws their shots back.
As the party quickly resumes, you’re swarmed by some of the girls in the gang, bombarded with questions about the legendary duel that decided the fate of the club’s leader. Amongst the chaos, you lock eyes with Minho, who’s getting slapped on the back by Hyunjin while some other members tease him.
He mouths three words to you, and you swear you feel your whole soul light on fire.
You giggle, flaming red as you mouth them back.
I love you too.
After all, you should have known that after acquiring your heart, there’s only one thing he could do.
Burn it.
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Burn It
a lixiesfreckles_ production
cast(in order of appearance)
Lee Minho as the finalist
Han Jisung as the baby mechanic
Kim Seungmin as the only one working
Jung Wooyoung as the old teammate
Seo Changbin as the host
Choi San as the one that's figuratively late to the party
Hwang Hyunjin as the drama
Shin Ryujin as the pit crew
Hwang Yeji as the one who knows her shit
Lia as the messenger
Lee Felix as thing 1
Yang Jeongin as thing 2
Bang Chan as the experienced mechanic
Choi Soobin as the mc
Hwang Intak as the heartthrob hero
Nakamura Kazuha as the victim
Lee Jeno as the neo one
Kim Hongjoong as the designated driver
Song Mingi as the passenger princess
Lee Chaeryeong as party girl 1
Shin Yuna as party girl 2
dedicated to everyone who read Punch It and demanded a book afterwards. it's never gonna happen, but the flattery stayed with me.
do not copy or repost. all rights reserved.
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grxyxsh-rxsxs · 2 years ago
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everyone go read this rn go go go
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Punch It | l. m.
➸ synopsis: there’s an unexpected opening for the leader position of Changbin’s street racing gang club. Naturally, Minho steps up, ready to fill in the role.
He didn’t expect anyone to challenge him, though.
➸ starring: lee minho x female reader(ft. idols from jypnation)
➸ word count: 5.1k
➸ general content: streetracer!minho, actual street racing, the reader and Minho are both too cocky for their own good, rivals to something more, unacknowledged sexual tension
➸ warnings: mild swearing, briefly mentioned alcohol consumption, reckless driving(it is street racing after all)
➸ rating: teen+
➸ author’s note: this is the first fic I posted that made me feel accomplished as a writer. at the time it was the longest thing I had ever written, and I wrote 4k of it in one day; something that was unheard of for me previously. I want this fic here as a reminder as to how far I’ve come as a writer. this was originally posted in 2021, though, so please understand that it is not up to par with my recent works.
♫ this fic has a soundtrack! you don’t need to listen to it while reading(especially if the lyrics will bother you), but dude. the vibes. the speed. we are breaking traffic laws in style.
yes, it’s meant to be listened to in that order. shuffling it will result in Minho cramming you into an air fryer for 20 minutes at 180 degrees.
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♫- Sin City
“A shot of hard liquor please, skip the ice,” Changbin told the bartender, pointing towards his favorite brown bottle behind the counter. 
“Woah woah woah- what about our rule?” Hyunjin said, raising an eyebrow while putting a hand on the older man’s shoulder.
“Yes I know the rule; I was the one who made it,” Changbin scoffed, swatting Hyunjin’s hand away. You guys may break a lot of rules on the daily, but catching a DUI? That was out of the question. Which is why this particular club was used for group meetups and pit stops only; touch a drop of alcohol and you won’t be getting back behind your steering wheel.
Changbin turned to face everyone, sitting at the curved bar with questioning looks on their faces.
“Which I guess brings me to the reason why I called for us to meet today,” he sighed, watching how the rest of the crew glanced between each other nervously. Everyone had been sort of tense upon arrival, since this was a Thursday night instead of their usual Friday meetups.
“I'm stepping down as leader.”
“WHAT?!” was the collective reaction of all twelve members, some slamming their palms on the counter as they abruptly stood up.
“Okay so you don’t need any liquor, clearly you’re already drunk,” Minho rolled his eyes, swirling the ice around in a glass of water on the bar counter.
“Oh I’m sober,” he sighed, taking his keys and wallet out of his pocket, and you could see the color drain from Minho’s face as he realized that this wasn’t some sick joke.
“But why,” Hyunjin piped up, playing with his driving gloves. “You’re the best leader we’ve had since I joined the gang.” 
Everyone nodded in agreement; out of everyone that was there Hyunjin had been in the gang the longest, he would know better than anyone else.
Changbin was silent for a moment before he opened his wallet, taking out a small shiny Polaroid.
He slid it across the counter so the group could get a good look at it.
At the bottom, the name “Seo Chun Ja” was written hastily in black ink, along with a date that couldn’t have been more than a week ago.
In the photo was a woman that you had known by now to be his wife, but she was holding something in her arms on the hospital bed.
A baby girl.
Donning a knitted pink cap with yellow flowers, the child couldn’t have been bigger than Changbin’s forearm as she rested in her mother’s arms. 
It only took a couple of seconds for everyone to register what was going on.
“You’re…you’re a father?!” You squealed, leaning farther over the counter to see the bundle of joy in his wife’s arms. You weren’t the only one surprised; Changbin preferred to keep his personal life private, and the only indication that most people had that he was even married was from the gold band on his left ring finger. He smiled fondly at the photograph before nodding, and took the photo back into his fingertips.
“How old is she?” Someone chimed from the other end of the group.
“Three days? Or maybe four,” he chuckled, sliding the photo back into his wallet. “I don’t know, I haven’t gotten much sleep since she made her grand entrance into the world.”
“Does she cry a lot?” Hyunjin asked.
“Yeah.”
“Yup, she’s a Seo alright,” Minho chuckled, raising his eyebrows before taking another sip of his water. Changbin yelled in annoyance as Hyunjin high fived the older boy, cackling wildly.
Congrats and thanks were shared across the bar for another minute before everyone slowly fell silent, taking in the gravity of the situation as the bass thrummed through the room.
“So…does this mean you’re not going to race anymore?” You said quietly, looking up at Changbin. He squinted his eyes before taking a deep breath.
“No, I’m not going to stop racing,” he started, and everyone breathed a sigh of relief. “I just don’t have the time for our weekly meetups, not until little Chun Ja can sleep through the night.” You nodded in understanding; racing while sleep deprived would be taking the fast track to heaven.
“And I mean…not that what we do is entirely life threatening, but the wifey is a bit worried that me barreling down the highway at 100 mph isn’t exactly keeping the family’s best interests at heart,” he chuckled nervously, taking the glass that the bartender slid to him and downing it in one go. “I’ll show up every once in a while though.”
“So who’s gonna be the next leader then?” Minho asked, finally putting his glass down.
Changbin threw the keys he had in his other hand towards the middle of the counter, and everyone’s eyes went wide.
Those were the keys to his favorite car, a sleek black 1993 Toyota MR2.
“Changbin, you drove that car here,” Hyunjin said, crossing his arms and tilting his head. “Who’s going to drive you home?”
“You will,” he grinned, and the tall boy slapped a hand to his forehead and groaned.
“I take back what I said about you being the best leader-”
“Shut it, pretty boy.”
“What do you even want us to do with those?” Yeji piped up, your favorite driving partner by far. Her hair was braided into one long platinum tail down her back, and although she used to race motocross, she picked up street racing because those types of bikes weren’t allowed on city roads.
Changbin cleared his throat.
“Since I’m not going to be racing all that frequently, I would hate to see my baby be locked up in a garage to rust away with my other SUVs, so…” he pushed the keys forward with his finger a bit more, “whoever thinks they’re the best driver, after me of course,” he snickered, and you could hear someone snort behind you. “Stand up and take the keys.”
Hyunjin and Minho stood up, but after glancing at Minho, Hyunjin sat back down, to which Minho chuckled to himself.
What Minho wasn’t expecting however, was for you to stand up too.
He stared at you in mild disbelief before looking away and scoffing.
“You’re kidding right?” He said, raising an eyebrow. You folded your arms, taking a defensive stance.
“I’m standing, aren’t I?”
Hyunjin took a sip of his virgin Shirley Temple and side eyed Yeji, who had the same mischievous look on her face.
“I test drove race cars for four years!”
“So?” Yeji chuckled, keeping her attitude at bay while fixing her gloves. “Y/n’s good. Like really good.”
“But doesn’t experience matter more-”
“Alright alright, calm down,” Changbin said, waving his hands while he grabbed the keys. He then swiftly tossed them to Minho, whose face lit up, then quickly fell after seeing Changbin shake his head.
“You know how we settle things around here, don’t you?”
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The car rolled to a stop in between two streetlights, stopping at an intersection of an alleyway and a back road on the edges of the city. Minho leaned back in his seat, beginning to roll up the sleeves of his white button down shirt as you pulled up a stopwatch on your phone.
“And out of all the tracks we like to race,” he huffed, glancing at you, “why did you pick the track that I hold the fastest time for?”
“Simple,” you said quietly, propping your phone up on a vent clip.
“That way when I beat you, the look on your face will be priceless.”
His jaw dropped at your confidence, but he would be lying if he said he didn’t find it the slightest bit attractive.
“Everyone’s tried to beat my record, even Changbin-”
“Not me,” you quipped.
“So you’re just gonna claim that you can right off the bat?” He scoffed, pulling the strap tight on his gloves.
“There’s a first time for everything.”
“You’re-”
“Are you gonna drive or are we gonna sit here and bicker all night?” You cut him off, leaning towards him in your seat. “Because I can do both, but I’m sure the gang would love to know who won the race and not our argument-”
“Okay okay, sheesh,” he said, readjusting himself in the seat and taking the car out of park.
The rules were simple. One lap around downtown on the usual track, no shortcuts, no shenanigans, and no cheating of any kind, such as distracting the driver. It was late enough as is so there would be no pedestrians or traffic, not that this part of town was particularly busy at any time of day. The track took a little more than a minute if you were an experienced street racer, but for Minho, his time to beat was fifty-six seconds.
“Start the clock whenever you’re ready,” he mumbled, one hand on the steering wheel and the other on the gear shift. He was mad, you could tell. You found that hot, which you hoped he couldn’t tell.
“Three-”
He trained his eyes on the road.
“Two-”
He revved the engine twice. The little show off.
“One-”
He clicked the car into first gear, and you barely registered yourself pressing the start button and yelling “GO!” before the blaring sound of the engine roaring to life filled your eardrums. 
You were both pressed into the back of your seats as the car zoomed forward, turning the small dots of light in the streets into streaks while the black rocket whizzed by.
A sly grin grew on his face as he upshifted twice, and after a few seconds he was well over the speed limit, not that any police officers lingered around this side of the city.
He knew this road like the back of his hand. Every pothole, every crack, anything that would slow him down he knew just how to avoid it. Even when he approached sharp turns, he knew just when he had to start downshifting, and even that was seamless.
Calculated.
Precise.
Completely and utterly predictable.
Everything he is and everything you aren’t.
He rounded a corner perfectly and kept shifting gears until he was tearing down the now not-so-quiet street at 70 mph, tapping on the clutch as if he was trying to match the beat of a song. At this speed, he was going to beat his previous record out of spite.
Outside of the constant roar of the engine, things were dead silent inside the car. Minho was too busy concentrating on the road to speak, and you were analyzing his every move, not that there was much to analyze. He never made any mistakes.
Which is why when he zoomed by the starting streetlights with a record time of fifty-four seconds, you were anything but surprised.
“What’s my time?” He huffed, relaxing into the seat as his chest heaved.
“Fifty-four seconds.”
A pleased grin made its way onto his face before replacing itself with a smug smirk, Minho tilting his head as he turned the car off.
“I’m the best you’ve ever seen, admit it.”
“No thanks,” you replied, unlocking the door and stepping out of the car. “I’ve looked in a mirror before.”
Your heels clicked around the front of the car as Minho got out, shaking his head while he held the door open. Stopping in front of the open door, you nodded your head to tell him to get to the other side of the car so you two could get this over with, but he just looked down at the seat and back at you, waiting for you to step in. You reluctantly sat down and he closed the door behind you before walking across the front.
So he is a gentleman, you thought to yourself while pulling the Velcro on your gloves.
And a handsome one at that, was a thought that you quickly shooed away, not liking how your eyes admired the way the streetlights hit his face for a split second before he got back in the car.
You both buckled your seat belts and he cleared the timer on your phone, opening a fresh stopwatch log and waiting for you to look at him.
But you didn’t, you only tapped impatiently on the steering wheel with a manicured nail.
After a few seconds of tense silence you spoke up.
“What are you waiting for?” You gave him an annoyed side eye.
“Aren’t you going to tell me when to go?”
“Okay, go.”
“What-”
“Go!”
You switched the car out of park and straight into first gear, making him shriek and start the timer while you snickered. The car barreled down the street, picking up fallen leaves and rattling trash cans with the engine alone.
You reached over to your left side and pressed a button, lowering all of the windows in the car at once, and Minho looked at you in disbelief.
“Do you not care about the drag you’re gonna get from that?” He yelled over the roaring wind.
“Not one bit.” You grinned, fixing the rear view mirror with your right hand.
It was at this point that Minho realized that he had never been in a car while you were behind the wheel, and his hand instinctively held on to an interior handle while you upshifted again. His heartbeat started to pick up as he noticed that you didn’t downshift, in fact whereas he usually would be two gears lower by now, you upshifted again and he held the handle tighter.
“Y/n,” he began calmly, looking at the speedometer, “do you see that turn up ahead?”
“Uh huh,” you yelled, holding the steering wheel with both hands now.
“Are you not going to slow down?!” He suddenly yelled, frightened at the calmness in your voice.
“Why would I do that-”
“To keep us ALIVE?!” He screamed, grabbing onto the middle console. “Because that’s how you handle turns?!”
You quickly looked behind you before pushing yourself far back into the seat, pressing your heeled foot a little bit further onto the acceleration pedal.
“This is how you handle a turn.”
Everything seemed to move in slow motion as you spun the wheel to the left just before you hit the corner, and you and Minho were suddenly pressed into the right sides of your seats, the centrifugal forces taking over the black vehicle. The wind whistled through Minho’s window as the sound of tires skidding along the pavement filled the street, and just as he got a grasp as to what was happening, you spun the wheel the other way, realigning the car with the road ahead before you slammed on the acceleration.
And that’s when it hit him.
You were a drift racer.
And you didn’t slow down at all that entire turn.
You screamed in delight, almost as loud as the engine did as you tore up the street, the car swerving left and right as you drifted around nearly every corner, barely pausing to downshift or brake at all. You kept your mischievous eyes on the road, both hands on the wheel, and your foot on the acceleration the whole time.
Minho, in a panic, glanced at the stop watch after you shredded your way through a hairpin turn.
Thirty-eight seconds.
Oh my god, she’s going to beat me.
The final turn of the course approached quickly, thanks to your apparent resentment to using the brakes, and Minho started to grip the center console again, but instead of drifting around it like you usually did, you held onto the gear shift, pulling it towards you in succession just like he did when he drove. You shot him a wink before you rounded the corner, and his heart raced, but no longer out of fear.
The starting streetlight shot by you and you didn’t even bother to slow down, glancing at the stop watch to see that it read forty-seven seconds before taking the route that led to the highway.
“Where are we going?” He yelled, frantically putting his window back up, and you followed suit.
“Back to the club, silly,” you responded, before upshifting one last time.
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You pulled the life out of the car with a twist of the keys, killing the engine before turning it over in your hands. The once shiny Toyota symbol was now faded to a dull gray, and many of the markings for the lock buttons were missing.
“Why...why didn’t you drift on the last turn?” Minho finally spoke up, looking at you while his chin rested in his palm. “You would have gotten a faster time-”
“I don’t care about records Minho,” you stated, undoing the Velcro on your gloves. “I already knew I was going to beat you, that was just to show off.”
You swiftly unbuckled your seatbelt and got out of the car, stepping into the parking lot which was mostly empty by now, and he slowly did the same. He was still mostly in shock, lacking comebacks and sass just because he couldn’t process that he had lost. 
Walking across the front of the car, Minho approached you with a hand outstretched, wanting to keep good sportsmanship despite his colossal defeat. You gladly accepted it, closing your hand around the keys you were twirling and offering it to firmly shake hands with him.
“They’ll have a good leader,” he said, nodding his head slightly.
“I don’t doubt that for a second,” you replied, before taking his hand and pressing it to his chest.
The keys to Changbin’s car fell into his hands as he looked between you and them, confused.
“But...you won,” he whispered, turning the key over in his hands.
“Damn right I did,” you chuckled, “but I don’t really want to be the leader, and besides, his car doesn’t have a Bluetooth radio, and I don’t feel like switching it out.”
He furrowed his eyebrows in shock, trying to come up with a response.
“So what do I tell them then?”
“Whatever you want Lee, I don’t care,” you said, stepping closer to him. His breath caught in his throat as you paused, looked him up and down, then straight into his eyes.
“You can tell them I lost, but we both know who the fastest racer in this city really is.”
And with that, you spun on your heels, walking towards your car as Minho stood there, dumbfounded.
“You’re going home?”
“Yeah,” you called back to him, “I’ve had enough excitement for one night.” Your heels clicked away at the pavement and Minho couldn’t help but watch, trying to make sense of the strange whirlwind of emotions in his stomach.
“Oh and uh...a word of advice,” you laughed, turning back to look at him, “you’d be a lot more enjoyable without that pole up your ass.”
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“Sheesh,” Hyunjin swooned, trailing his fingers over the black exterior of the vehicle, assessing its every curve. “This car is sexy.”
Minho sat on a bench on the curb, trying to let the bass from inside the club soothe his mind as he held his head in between his hands. 
“Ugh and it even matches my hair- if I had this car, I’d never bleach my hair again,” he sighed dreamily, adjusting a rear view mirror so he could look at himself. “Imagine showing up to parties in this baby, and-”
Hyunjin paused, narrowing his eyes at his best friend on the bench, who had barely said a word since he walked into the club and declared himself as the new leader. 
“-and why do I get the feeling that I’m more excited about this car than you?” He said, trading his grin out for a concerned pout as he joined Minho on the bench.
“Because...I don’t deserve it,” Minho said slowly, staring at the license plate.
“Are you kidding?” Hyunjin scoffed, looking at the other in disbelief. “You’re the best racer that I know! Of course you deserve it, you wo-”
“She won.”
Hyunjin tilted his head, letting a small nervous chuckle escape his lips.
“What?”
“Seven seconds Hyunjin,” he began, standing up and rubbing his face with his hands. “That’s how much she beat me by.”
Hyunjin’s face went pale.
“That’s...that’s impossible,” the taller boy whispered to himself, and Minho laughed bitterly at that statement, reminding him of what he had thought earlier that night.
“Not for a drift racer, apparently!”
Minho turned around, facing the other who had shock written all over his face.
“Have you seen that woman drive?!” He practically yelled, and Hyunjin stopped to think.
“Come to think of it, no,” he realized, looking up at his friend. “She’s always helping Yeji learn the ropes when we go on our group drives, so they carpool-”
“Well you should watch her drive,” he continued, more hysterical laughter spilling from Minho’s lips, “she’s reckless, and she doesn’t slow down, and she drifts around every corner, and she drives with the goddamn windows down, and in the last hour she’s made me question everything I ever knew about street racing!” He paused to take a deep breath.
“I feel like I’m losing my mind.”
“She’s that good?”
“God, she’s incredible,” he confessed, leaning against the side of the car. “And she could have lowered her time too; at the last corner of the race she downshifted almost perfectly, and didn’t drift because ‘that was just to show off.’”
Hyunjin started laughing, for it wasn’t often that he got to see Minho all riled up about something...or someone.
“Never,” Minho spat, “never in my eight years of driving have I ever met anyone with the audacity to-”
“Minho! Minho Minho Minho,” Hyunjin chuckled, getting up off the bench to stand in front of a wide-eyed Minho, placing his hands on his shoulders. 
“Hey,” he gave him a knowing smile, “it’s okay to have a crush-”
“Yah! Does everyone have to be drunk these days?” He yelled, pushing the younger one off of him as he opened the car door to get in. Hyunjin collapsed to the ground, lost in a fit of giggles among the asphalt.
“Call me when you want to talk about your feelings,” he swooned, erupting into laughter again before Minho slammed the door, shaking his head.
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The highway seemed awfully quiet as Minho zoomed along the shoulder, watching the street lights flicker through the car like a broken headlight as he let his mind wander. This night had taken more turns than the Le Mans race track, and he was way overdue for some sleep.
He sighed, looking through the windshield, and as he shifted his vision he noticed something amiss on one of the vents.
You had left your phone.
You must have forgotten to put it back in your bag, and Minho cursed at himself for forgetting to take it out and give it to you.
Then again, he was apparently desperately needing driving lessons, specifically the ones where you learn to drift.
Minho slowed down, coming to a stop at a red light as he pondered his decision. He knew where your house was, and knowing you, you’d still be awake, thanks to the countless times he had muted your endless chatting with Yeji in the group chat. 
He was definitely too arrogant earlier. Would you even be willing to accept an apology or give him a second chance?
The light in the left lane flickered to green, letting an absolute lack of drivers make left turns and U-turns back into town, and Minho’s grip on the steering wheel tightened once again.
To hell with this.
He slammed on the acceleration, crossing the three empty lanes between the shoulder and the left turn lane before making a U-Turn, and nothing had felt more right than when he grinned and shifted the car into second gear.
Only one thing left to do now I guess, he thought to himself.
Punch it.
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“You should have seen the look on his face,” you practically squealed, kicking your legs up off the couch while trying not to spill your glass of wine. “The man was going to pee himself!”
“I know I nearly did the first time I rode with you,” Yeji chuckled, unscrewing the oil cap with a click. “H-Hey, I got it to come off!”
“Good!” You sat up on the couch, suddenly focused. “The oil is coming out black right?”
“Yeah...it’s kinda gross,” she drawled.
“Make sure you empty it all the way-”
Your train of thought was broken by the low rumble of a familiar engine on your street, slowly pulling into your driveway. You squinted your eyes in concentration, trying to identify who was at your house at this hour as Yeji confusedly called your name through the landline.
“Yeji? Are you going to be up for a while?” You said suddenly, holding the receiver up to your face again.
“Yeah...I have a couple more things to fix,” she said, and you heard the sound of a wrench clattering to the floor through the receiver. “Why?”
“I think Minho is at my house.”
“Ooooooooh-”
“Shut up, I’ll be right back,” you laughed, and then swiftly hung up, just in case this took longer than you expected.
You walked up to one of the windows near the driveway, lifting up one of the blinds to see if your suspicions were correct, and they were; Minho got out of his new car, shoving the keys into his pockets before closing the door behind him.
One glance into a mirror and you realized the absurdity of this situation.
You had quickly ridden yourself of the glittery makeup and cute outfit in favor of pajamas as soon as you got home, and here he was walking up to your door, still looking as sharp as he did earlier that night.
Good thing you didn’t care what he thought of you.
Mostly.
A hand through the hair would have to suffice for now.
He stepped up to your door, contemplating whether a knock or doorbell ring would be better, but you quickly erased both options, opening the door as soon as he stood on the welcome mat.
“I knew you’d be back but…” you looked him over and smiled, “...not this soon.”
He only responded with a light chuckle before pulling your phone out of his dark wash jeans.
“I wasn’t planning on being here like this but this was left in my car,” he said, holding it up to his face. “Figured you’d want it.”
You hummed, nodding in thanks and quirking an eyebrow.
“But…?”
“But what?” He laughed nervously.
“But no man in their right mind would drive to some chick’s house just to give her something that could have waited until the next morning,” you tilted your head in amusement and swirled the wine in your glass. “Unless you’ve come to apologize.”
“For?”
“Um, underestimating me?”
“Oh yeah, that,” more nervous laughter fell from his lips. “Sorry about that.”
“And the arrogance.”
“And the arrogance,” he mumbled, rolling his eyes.
“Cool. So now that that’s out of the way,” you whispered, putting your glass on a table inside near the door, closing the door behind you and leaning against it, “why are you really here?”
His eyes widened, clearly not prepared for you to have read him so easily.
“I…” his hands fumbled with the edges of his rolled up sleeves as he tried to get his thoughts together. After a few seconds of silence he dropped the act, relinquishing his cool demeanor.
“Back there, when you were driving,” a slow look of astonishment spread across his face, “how did you do that?”
“Do what? Drift?”
“Yeah.”
“You want to be a drift racer?”
“Not necessarily,” he explained, “it's just...we should have flipped over- I don’t get how you did that.”
“All I did was let the weight of the vehicle drive the car instead of me,” you said, nodding towards the hunk of metal on your driveway. “If you’re driving fast enough, turning sharply will make the car drift; the back wheels will try to swing to the front and centrifugal force and whatnot.”
Minho visibly winced.
“To put it simply, it’s about controlling a lack of control.”
“How is that safe?” 
“It’s not,” you laughed, then turned serious. “Not that anything we do is safe.” He just blinked at you, trying to process what he was supposed to do with this information.
“Minho, on average, how much do you lower your record every time you attempt to beat it?”
“Uh,” he squinted his eyes. “I don’t know, like a half second maybe? Why?”
“You do the same thing every time don’t you?”
“Why does that sound like a bad thing coming from you?” He chuckled nervously, shifting on his feet.
“Well then it’s no wonder how I beat your record so easily,” you cackled, “you’ve basically optimized your route; to you, nobody can beat it, because nobody is going to try anything different.”
“Where are you going with this?” He tilted his head, assuming a defensive stance.
“You can’t get better unless you try something new.” You deadpanned, looking him straight in the eyes. “In other words, you can't beat me until you quit being so scared.”
“I’m not scared!” He retorted.
“You basically tried to become Mariah Carey when I drove!”
He opened his mouth to snap back, then for his own safety, decided not to.
“Look, I get it,” you said quietly, “losing control in a car while you spin in a metal box isn’t everyone’s idea of fun-”
“Not when you put it like that-”
“But,” you chuckled, and the sparkle in his eyes returned, “because I know how this is going to keep you up tonight-”
“I’ll sleep just fine, thank you,” he laughed, folding his arms.
“I’ll give you one tip, for free.”
He raised his eyebrows.
“Loosen up,” you said, giving him a light shove, and he stumbled backwards slightly. “Otherwise you’ll be stuck at fifty-four seconds.”
He just watched you turn to leave before you added, “I’ll be at the giant abandoned parking lot past downtown tomorrow night with Yeji, in case you want a lesson or something.” And with that you stepped behind your door, flashing him a smile before closing the door.
Minho stood there, blinking hard and trying to regulate the erratic beating of his heart before you opened the door again, giving him a strange look.
You pointed at him and raised an eyebrow, and he looked down to where your finger was pointed.
“Oh, right,” he chuckled, handing you your phone and you laughed, taking the device from him.
“Goodnight Minho,” you whispered before closing the door again, not giving him time to respond.
Your ability to make him speechless was getting out of hand.
Something tells me I’m supposed to get used to this…
“...goodnight.”
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Punch It
a lixiesfreckles_ production
cast(in order of appearance)
Seo Changbin as the only one with a life
Hwang Hyunjin as the drama
Lee Minho as the obvious choice
Hwang Yeji as the best friend
in memory of my old self. you had no idea what you'd be capable of one day.
do not copy or repost. all rights reserved.
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Floor It | l. m.
the sequel to Punch It, a fic from the PICU
➸ synopsis: You and Minho have been driving circles around each other for months now, but you can't seem to figure out what's holding him back from being the most skilled street racer in the city.
Tonight, you decide it's time to take matters into your own hands. Or wheels.
➸ starring: lee minho x female reader(ft. idols from jypnation)
➸ word count: 2.8k
➸ general content: streetracer!minho, very very dangerous street racing(do not attempt to do any of this, no matter how tempting it may be), police car chase, even more unacknowledged sexual tension
➸ warnings: mentions of alcohol, like one swear word
➸ rating: teen+
➸ author's note: the last time I wrote for this au was over two and a half years ago! and then I listened to break from toronto by partynextdoor and it all came rushing back. I've literally had this fic planned from March and I finally wrote it in under three hours HELP
♫ this fic has a soundtrack! you don't need to listen to it while reading(especially if the lyrics will bother you), but there's a police chase in this part, and I swear the steering wheel was in my grip while I read with the music playing.
yes, it's meant to be listened to in that order(starting from Best Lover). shuffling it will result in Minho cramming you into an air fryer for 20 minutes at 180 degrees.
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♫- Best Lover
You open the door to your red Nissan Silvia S15, stepping out onto the dried grass as semi-chilly air blows across your face.
I thought I might find him here.
Below the cliff, Changbin’s old Toyota speeds around the run-down parking lot track, creating clouds of smoke as it drifts around the poorly lit corners. The corners of your lips turn up slightly, unaware of how much Minho had been practicing between your impromptu lessons.
A little to your left, you see one of your friends observing the grand prix from afar, silver hair fluttering from the wind as he leans against his matching car. You lock your ride and shove your hands into your racer jacket, walking up to stand beside the man before breaking the silence.
“I was wondering where he was running off to so fast after our meetup.” 
He clicks his tongue, standing up from the hood and pointing towards one end of the makeshift practice course.
“He's spent the last few nights here trying to perfect that turn,” Hyunjin says, and you both watch as the Toyota speeds up, and then attempts to slow down way too much as it approaches a hairpin turn, before ultimately running off the track halfway through the curve. You both watch in mild amusement as the car comes to a halt, and then you hear several short beeps echoing up from the lot. “He was so sure he'd have it down by tonight, at least.”
You turn to him, raising an eyebrow.
“Why tonight?”
He's quiet for a moment, folding the arms of his black and white racer jacket and watching as Minho takes off again.
“It's his birthday.”
You sharply draw in a breath and nod, understanding the nature of your rival’s thought processes. He's been the leader of the street racing gang for a few months now; that man has nothing to prove to anyone other than you or himself. And yet you're fully aware that it drives him crazy that you never gave him a time to beat for any tracks.
Mostly because you never timed yourself in the first place.
“I was gonna see if he wanted to do a celebratory round of shots with some of the gang,” Hyunjin says, turning and walking back towards his car. “But I think he'd just get annoyed at me breaking his focus.”
He pauses at his car door, watching you gaze down at the cliff with a strange look in your eyes as his hand lingers on the handle.
“You're more than welcome to join us, you know.”
“Nah…I think I'll stay behind,” you decide, eventually turning your focus back to the silver haired man. “I'm gonna try talking to him.”
He cocks his head to the side. “And risk pissing him off?”
You simply smile and shrug your shoulders.
“That's kinda my thing.”
“Don't I know it,” he chuckles under his breath, and you don't have time to ponder what he means by that before he waves goodbye, disappearing into his silver Supra.
You watch him drive off until his taillights disappear, then look back down off the cliff. Minho approaches the turn again, but the same thing happens– he slows down, loses momentum, and loses control.
You wish you could say you're surprised.
Just then, a horrible idea crosses your mind.
Before you can talk yourself out of it, you're already in your car, revving the engine to life before making your way down the cliff.
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Minho’s gloved hands grip the steering wheel as he pants, waiting for the smoke to clear before trying again.
He doesn't understand. He's been able to clear that turn so many times before, when he wasn't drifting. Shouldn't he be able to make a tighter circle if he wasn't going as fast?
He's about to step on the gas when he hears something in the distance getting closer. And louder. Until he turns his head to look and sees your Silvia zoom past his car, tearing down the track at breakneck speed.
You slip and slide around every turn, the smell of burnt rubber filling the old parking lot as you whip around in the night, in almost the same fashion that Minho did. He watches you in awe(although he will never admit that), and focuses once you approach the turn that's been giving him trouble for days, sitting a couple yards away from the track.
He can hear you upshift again and he unconsciously holds his breath, silently praying that you don't mess this up, for both of your sakes.
And seamlessly, he watches as you jerk the front wheels to the left, causing the back wheels to swivel to the right as you create a cloud of smoke with them that just barely traces the outer edge of the curve.
Insane. All those months ago he lost to someone that was completely and utterly insane.
Eventually you slow to a stop, then throw the car into reverse and back up, eventually landing in the gravel before easing your car next to Minho’s. 
Your window goes down first, and then his, albeit reluctantly. 
“What are you doing here Lee,” you yell, and he strains to hear you over the roar of the engines.
“Practicing,” he shouts back, nodding towards the course.
“Practicing for what?”
He opens his mouth, and then closes it. Somehow, saying that he was practicing to beat you felt a little too vulnerable for his taste.
“Are you scared?!” You yell again, and he quickly averts his gaze from yours.
After he doesn't respond, you sigh and roll your eyes.
“Just follow me!”
Before he has time to protest, you're already rolling your window up and revving the engine, rolling forward to the track.
You don't take off until you see he's right behind you, flashing you with his high beams.
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Something tells you Minho’s never taken a joyride before.
At every stoplight your phone blows up with messages from Minho, frantically asking you “What the hell was that?” after you pull a stunt on the highway or demand to know where you're taking him. You don't answer any of them.
You both pull up to a stoplight now, and after seeing that your windows are down, he rolls down his passenger one. He looks frantic in comparison to you, with your one hand casually resting on the top of the wheel while something high energy hums from the sound system.
“Y/n, where are we going?!” 
You blink at him twice and shrug, fighting a smile.
“You wanna race?” You yell at him, and he creases his eyebrows, annoyed at your blatant ignorance of his question.
“I wanna know where we're going!”
This time you bat your eyelashes at him, letting the car lurch forward slightly as you rev the engine. His eyebrows shoot up, incredulous, before he revs his as well, unable to resist a challenge. You both alternate creeping forward towards the white line, not paying any mind to the strangers around you that were witnessing the spectacle.
A small smirk brightens his features as he puts his window back up, both gloved hands gripping his steering wheel in anticipation. You're already grinning, now turning your attention to the light, just itching for it to change color.
One second passes.
Minho revs his engine again. You giggle.
Two seconds.
You return the gesture, hand falling to the gear shift as the last car clears the intersection.
Three seconds.
Green light.
Floor it.
The engines roar to life as you and Minho break away from the commuters, upshifting in sync as you blaze down the parkway.
Once you reach a decent(blatantly illegal) speed, you tap the horn and point to an exit, and Minho lets you take the lead as he slows down to enter the on ramp.
But you don't.
You step on the gas and whip the car around, drifting all the way through the curve and gaining some distance from Minho before entering the highway.
So that's how you clear the turn. 
Checking and confirming that he's still behind you in your rearview mirror, you just barely slide between a green sedan and a white van, making your way over to the fastest lane. Five-lane highways were playgrounds to you; it was so easy to lose someone if you wanted to.
Of course, right now you don't want to. You want to see if he has the balls to keep up.
Minho merges onto the highway, upshifting as he weaves around a red mustang to try and get closer to you. Up ahead, you turn your matching red underlights on, the ones he never told you he thought were pretty.
They're also illegal to use on the road.
Minho turns on his purple ones and speeds up.
Squealing, you dart around a blue Cadillac, both you and the driver nodding at each other before you speed past it and get into the next lane over, trying to maintain your distance. But Minho is relentless, upshifting again and making ground in an emptier lane, and then passing a yellow Camry up ahead when it gets in his way.
You two haphazardly weave lines through traffic, the adrenaline fueling both of you as you slide behind cars, and then you see it just a second too late.
An idle car sitting on the shoulder, just waiting for someone like you or Minho to show up as it turns its headlights on, and subsequently its siren, complete with blue and red flashing lights.
“Shit,” Minho curses, eyeing the problem in his rearview mirror. You however, don't even break a sweat, tapping the horn twice and sliding back to the right lane as you speed up.
Minho sees the exit coming up and knows where you're gonna take him.
“Let's see how badly you wanna evade the cops, Lee,” you chuckle, grinning as you get into the exit lane and start drifting, already gaining distance just from not slowing down.
He sees what you're doing, sees the lights behind him, and makes up his mind.
Oh, what the hell.
He steps on it and throws the back of the car around, drifting around the exit in probably the most seamless curve he's done yet. When you hear his tires screeching behind you, you let out an exhilarating cheer, hoping he can't hear you over the tires he's burning.
Barreling towards the track where you first beat him, he pulls up next to you, lowering the window as the blue and red lights reflected in the exit start getting brighter.
“You wanna do this?!” You scream, unable to control your excitement.
“Yes, yes I do,” he yells back, grinning. You don't think you've ever seen him do that, ever. You pump your fist and speed up, heading towards the first turn that had Minho hollering when you were behind the wheel all those months ago.
And just like before, you drift around it, feeling the wind whip through your car as you spin your steering wheel.
But this time, Minho follows just behind you, purple underlights lighting up the asphalt below and giving his smoke a cooler tone as slides around the corner, no downshifting to be heard of.
He's doing it. He's finally doing it.
The two cars blaze around the track, the sirens getting more and more distant as you make more ground between you and the police, but you've already forgotten about them. You're laughing and screaming uncontrollably, trying your best not to let Minho catch up to you, like some sort of extreme game of tag.
Even when you approach the last turn he doesn't relent, hot on your fiery red trail as you whip around the final corner and tear off into the night.
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You find yourselves driving up a parking garage, essentially corkscrewing your way up to the top floor as you pass empty overnight cars. The empty building echoes with the roar of your engines before you meet the open sky, faintly littered with specks of white as the light pollution from the city overpowers the stars.
You pull up to a stop across several spaces, not caring about parking rules as you kill the engine, and watch Minho pull into a single slot. Car doors open as you both hop out of your respective rides, the chilly October air biting at your face as you pull your racer jacket tighter around you.
He leans against his car, an unreadable expression on his face as he takes in the view of the city, alive with cars and buses streaking the roads. A long time ago he used to be just like them, only driving to get from point A to point B.
He then chuckles, considering the events of the last half hour.
“You are insane.”
You look over at him, who was regarding you with a stern expression on his face. Typical Minho.
“Eh, it takes one to know one,” you jest, leaving the side of your car to walk over to the railing of the building. You hear him scoff behind you.
“We could have gotten into some serious trouble back there.”
“But we didn’t,” you cheer, and then look back at him, smirking. “And I saw you– don’t act like you weren’t enjoying it.”
His expression dissolves to one of…agreement? You don't think Minho’s ever agreed with you. You decide to push a little further, seizing this rare opportunity.
“You know Lee, there’s no point in being the best if you don’t have fun with it.”
The moment immediately shatters, his stance taking a defensive one as he crosses his arms.
“I do, I’m just-”
“Afraid?”
“What?”
“You’re afraid to try something new,” you conclude, pushing off the wall towards his Toyota. “That’s why you do the same thing over and over again even though you’re trying to get better results.” 
He will never admit it, but you are right.
You laugh, finding his silence very telling of your accuracy.
“You know that’s like, the textbook definition of insanity, right?”
“I am not afraid,” he protests.
“I am not afraid,” you mock, stepping closer.
“I’m not!”
You stand in front of him, silently regarding the man in front of you as clouds of steam leave your mouths.
He barely catches you glance down to his neck before you’re grabbing both sides of his jacket collar, pulling him down to your eye level.
His eyes go wide for a moment, unable to predict what you’re going to do next.
“You are,” you whisper, looking him dead in the eyes as you do. You then release him, stepping away so he can finally resume breathing. With the way the steam cloud forms in front of him in short puffs, you’re nearly certain you made his heart jump.
“When you’re ready to say you are, you know where to find me.”
He watches in silence as you get back into your car, revving your engine before pulling away from the railing and stopping beside him. You roll down the window and lean over the passenger seat, holding onto the steering wheel.
“Oh, and happy birthday,” you yell, and his eyebrows raise up in shock, unaware that you even knew the importance of today. “The gang is lucky to have you as their leader.”
And with that, you roll up your window and put the pedal to the metal, leaving him speechless with the sky.
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Your doorbell rings the following Friday night, but you’re not surprised. You’d heard his car come thundering into your driveway from the inside of your garage.
Minho steps away from your front door as he hears the garage door rise, peering around the corner to see you standing right behind the metal. He walks back to your driveway, watching as you take off your gloves and toss them onto your car– it looks like he was interrupting a wheel rotation.
You don’t say anything, simply folding your arms and waiting for him to state his case.
“Okay…” He sighs. “I am.”
Unsatisfied, you blow a strand of hair out of your face, wearing a bored expression.
“You’re what?”
He rolls his eyes and looks away. You really are so annoying.
“...afraid.”
Smiling, you nod and walk back to your car, picking up your gloves off the trunk.
“Next Monday, the parking lot, at 6 pm,” you say casually, then throw a deathly glare his way. “Show up late and I’ll slash three of your tires.”
He winces slightly as you walk back over to the garage control pad.
“Oh and Lee,” you call, and he regains his focus, looking at your hand hovering over the buttons.
“It’s a date.”
You swear you see the slightest hint of a smile on his lips as the door lowers, before it obstructs his gaze from your view.
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Floor It
a lixiesfreckles_ production
cast(in order of appearance)
Lee Minho as the birthday boy
Hwang Hyunjin as the spectator
for everyone who wanted a book in between Punch It and Drive. thank you for loving this au so much.
do not copy or repost. all rights reserved.
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Burn It | l. m.
the last installment to Punch It, a fic from the PICU
➸ synopsis: The Golden Tire Cup semifinals is today, and Minho has the opportunity to get the Wolfgang Street Racing club to the finals for the first time in four years.
Hopefully with you by his side, he'll be able to make it into the top two.
➸ starring: lee minho x female reader(ft. idols from jypnation, smtown, hybe, kq, everywhere, I went a bit crazy)
➸ word count: 3.6k words
➸ general content: streetracer!minho, very very dangerous street racing(do not attempt to do any of this, no matter how tempting it may be), a stupid amount of cameos, one somewhat misogynistic background character, gearhead culture
➸ warnings: alcohol consumption, swearing, a mild car wreck
➸ rating: teen+
➸ author's note: this is(should be) the final official installment to the picu! imagine punch it, floor it, and burn it as one continuous timeline, with the ending being this chapter. do I have a favorite? no, not after writing this chapter.
♫ this fic has a soundtrack! you don't need to listen to it while reading(especially if the lyrics will bother you), but it's a street racing tournament for crying out loud. do yourself a favor and listen to these epic vibes.
yes, it's meant to be listened to in that order(starting from Deja Vu). shuffling it will result in Minho cramming you into an air fryer for 20 minutes at 180 degrees.
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♫- Deja Vu
You feel the refreshing spray of hose water on your bare back, soaking your black bikini top for the fourth time this evening. 
Whipping around, you find Minho rinsing off the back of his car, free hand stuffed into his pocket as he whistles and avoids eye contact.
He’s hit with a soapy sponge, square on the back of his black shirt.
“Hey!” He ditches the hose, deciding to pause washing the vehicle in favor of chasing you around the bumper.
The Wolfgang racing club had gathered at Changbin’s house for the annual Golden-Tire-Cup-and-car-show-preparation-party, detailing and fixing cars as needed before it’s time for the race, which takes place in the California desert shortly after sundown. Members were littered across the lawn and garage, replacing rims, tightening brakes, and avoiding Minho, who had taken a liking to spraying anyone that came close to his ride.
“Yo Min, I love what you did with the brakes!” Jisung points and yells to him, twirling and fumbling a ratchet wrench as he runs into the garage, kneeling to meet Seungmin who slides out from under someone’s car on a skateboard.
“What did you do to them?” You ask, cocking your head to the side and crossing your arms.
“Oh, I painted them red to match,” he says nonchalantly, the only sign of something strange being the pink dusting his cheeks.
“Match…match what? There’s no red on your car-”
No, but your whole car is red.
A slow smile spreads across your face as you walk around the hood of the car, and Minho only looks up at you right before you lean in and plant a kiss on his cheek. He smiles as you step back, sighing and admiring your teamwork.
The 1993 Toyota MR2 glistens in the late afternoon sun, not a single scratch or scuff mark streaking the ebony shell. Minho doesn’t think the car has been this clean since he first got the keys.
“You nervous at all?”
“Me? Nervous?” He scoffs and waves you off, and then worry creases his features as he drops the act. “...a little. We haven’t made it this far in years.”
“Yeah, but…” you say, pulling him in to wrap your arms around his half-soaked waist, “for the best racer in the city, I think it’s manageable.”
“Laying it on thick, are we?”
“Better take advantage of it while you can,” you giggle, and he rolls his eyes before leaning down.
Suddenly, a set of loud engines cut into the air as they fly around the block corner, cars rumbling and thundering as they slow down and approach Changbin’s house. A modified black vintage Mustang jerks to a stop in the driveway, and then the door flies open, a slender man with long skunk-stripe hair stepping out onto the hot pavement. A leather jacket with the word Guerillaz across the back sits draped on his shoulders as he closes the car door behind him, and other men start leaving their respective cars.
“Whoa whoa whoa, what did I miss?” The man says, tilting down his sunglasses and smirking at the two of you, still holding each other. You take the hose from Minho and aim it at him, spraying a stream of water and sending him into a fit of shrieks as he holds up his team jacket as a shield.
“Look what the scaredy cat dragged in,” Changbin taunts from the garage, before ditching his work gloves and crossing the lawn to meet the unexpected intruder.
Wooyoung catches Changbin in a hug, elated to see his old teammate after so long.
He used to be a part of the Wolfgang racing club before he moved up the coast to Sacramento– but since he couldn’t keep his hands away from the wheel, he ended up making his own club, one that ended up driving back down to team with Wolfgang to win the Kingdom Cup a year later.
They only come back down twice a year; once for the Christmas car show, and again in the summer for the Golden Tire Cup Championship. 
Wooyoung lets go of him, nodding towards Minho as he takes off his sunglasses.
“Semifinals, huh?” He says, looking at him in awe. “You must have gotten a lot better since I last saw you.”
“My teacher was alright,” he sighs and shrugs, and you spray his face and walk off, leaving him dripping wet in favor of going to find Yeji.
“Now that, I did not see coming,” San whispers, dapping up Hyunjin as he approaches the latter’s Supra, now painted red to match his hair. “The last time I saw them, they hated each other.”
“Wouldn’t you feel the same way if you met your match?” Ryujin pipes up from the ground, tightening the nut on a wheel. “They both thought they were the best before Minho won Changbin’s car.”
“Minho did what?” He asks, eyes turning to saucers.
“Dude, let me tell you about what happened last summer…”
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Night is falling in the desert, but it’s never looked more awake.
Rows upon rows of cars line up on the dry earth, and photographers and gearheads alike gawk at the automobiles, snapping endless amounts of pictures and videos with their devices. 
Further down the track a stage is set up, with some DJ working a growing crowd as they sip on whatever they can get their hands on.
You’re at the edge of the car show with Yeji, helping her ward off condescending men with boring car questions. Surely they must know that car enthusiasts don’t all have to be male.
Another one saunters up to the two of you, sizing you up with a stare that lingers just a little too long at your exposed midriff.
“And this is your car?” he asks, and in favor of keeping your team from being disqualified, you keep your arms folded tight against your chest.
“Yes, it’s-” Yeji stops you with a raised hand, looking up from inspecting her manicure and staring him dead in the eyes.
“It’s my 608 horsepower V8 engine 2015 Porsche 918 Spyder, why do you ask?” She asks sweetly, smiling and batting her eyelashes at him. He narrows his eyes and reluctantly walks away, realizing this wasn’t a fight he could win.
“Nice one,” you chuckle, right as your phone rings in your team jacket. You check the time and answer it, noting that it’s just after 8 pm before speaking.
“Hello?”
“Your boyfriend says to ‘get your ass over here’. The race is about to start,” Lia says, half drowned out by the crowd you’re sure is swarming there by now. You look at Yeji, who waves you off with a shake of her head.
“I think I can fend for myself,” she whispers, and you nod in response.
“I’ll be there in two minutes.”
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You hear bets being made and taunts being thrown as you push your way through the crowd, making your way to the start of the track. Four cars of different makes, models, and colors sit at the starting line, with members of their respective teams standing near each one, buzzing with anticipation.
After showing the back of your jacket you get let onto the track, where at least half of your gang circles Minho, giving him some last words of advice and encouragement.
“Remember, the gas is on the right and the brakes are on the left,” Felix jokes.
“Oh oh, and your seatbelt,” Jeongin joins in, egging him on, “don’t wanna break the law, now do we?”
“Alright alright, knock it off you two,” Changbin laughs, then looks to the team’s resident mechanic.
Chan is silent for a moment, then puts a hand on Minho’s shoulder.
“You’ve got this,” he says quietly, and the team nods in agreement. “Be safe.”
You push your way into the circle, and Chan smiles at you before gesturing to everyone else.
“Let’s give them some space, yeah?” he says, and the group disperses, wishing safety and slapping Minho on the back before exiting the track.
The man of the hour turns to you as you step up to him, the shouts of the crowd fading into the background as you meet his eyes.
“How are you doing,” you whisper, flicking some sand off of his team jacket. He looks out at the crowd, drawing in a deep breath before looking down at you again.
“I’m scared.”
“Scared of what?”
“Of losing,” he admits, running a hand through his black locks. “I don’t want to let everyone down, we’ve come so far-”
“Because of you, Minho,” you interrupt, pushing a pointed finger against his chest. “We only got this far because of you. We’ll be proud no matter what trophy you take home.”
The creases in his forehead ease at your words, and you take his gloved hand into yours.
“You’re not here to be the best; we already know you are,” you remind him, smiling. “You’re here to have fun. Winning would just be a nice bonus.”
“Oh yeah? And what happens if I win?” He grins, pulling your hand a bit closer as you chuckle at his forwardness.
“I can think of a couple things-”
“LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, WELCOME TO THE TENTH ANNUAL GOLDEN TIRE CUP SEMIFINALS!”
The voice of the announcer booms over the speakers as a tall man with a silver microphone enters the track. You quickly leave a kiss against Minho’s cheek, then lean over to his ear.
“Come back to me in one piece,” you whisper, then squeeze his hand and run off the track. 
“WE HAVE QUITE THE LINEUP FOR YOU TODAY, SO LET'S HEAR IT FOR OUR RACERS!”
The crowd erupts into cheers as each racer stands in front of their car, awaiting their introduction.
“FROM THE P1ECE PEDAL PUSHERS, HWANG INTAK!”
A guy with curly brown hair waves at the crowd, blowing kisses and causing several girls pushed up against the barricade to faint.
“FROM THE BLUE FLAMES, NAKAMURA KAZUHA!”
A Japanese chick with sick looking sunglasses does a small curtsy, and you scream along with the crowd, always excited to see other women excited about racing.
“FROM THE NEVER CRASHING TIRES, LEE JENO!”
A guy with snow white hair spells out his team’s acronym with his hands before waving, and you can hear his team start chanting from down the track.
“AND LAST BUT CERTAINLY NOT LEAST, FROM THE WOLFGANG, LEE MINHO!”
You and the gang howl as loud as you can as Minho turns around and points to his back, showing off the detailed wolf design on the back of his team leather jacket.
The four racers shake hands with each other before each getting into their cars, waving one last time at the crowd before shutting the doors.
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If Minho really thinks about it, all races are the same.
The announcer had gone over the rules, and despite this not being his first race by a long shot, he assumes that anyone would have been able to guess them.
Three laps around the track.
No shortcuts.
Start at the sound of the gun.
Unlike NASCAR, foul play technically is allowed, but none of the teams that made it to the semifinals made it by playing dirty. It felt too much like cheating. That, and no one wanted to scratch their nice cars for a trophy if they didn’t have to.
Minho grips the wheel and closes his eyes as a girl wearing next to nothing struts out to the middle of the track, holding an air gun in her gloved hand.
Slowly, the sounds of the crowd roaring and his opponents cheekily revving their engines fade into the background, the world around him becoming more still as he goes to his happy place.
He opens his eyes again and he’s back, back in the passenger seat with you holding the steering wheel.
“What are you waiting for?” you say, giving him an annoyed side eye.
“Aren’t you going to tell me when to go?” 
“Okay, go.”
“What-”
BANG!
“Go!”
Minho breaks out of his reverie and floors it, the racers doing the same as the crowd screams in delight.
“AND THEY’RE OFF!” The announcer booms, standing in a tower on the other side of the starting line as a black haired girl next to him waves a giant checkered flag. The cars zoom forward, getting smaller and smaller as they tear down the track. A tiny drone follows them, becoming a tiny red light flashing in the distance.
Minho grins, falling into the rhythm of upshifting like it’s an old song he loves.
The P1ECE’s car takes the lead, narrowly cutting corners while NCT’s car stays hot on its trail, not letting it get a lead. The Wolfgang’s car gives them their space as Blue Flame’s car stays next to it, hugging the inside of every curve. 
One lap down, and Minho is cruising in third place as the cars zip past the finish line.
“IT REALLY IS ANYONE’S GAME FOLKS…”
Silently, you say a prayer as the cars disappear from view, the crowd going insane around you and your gang.
Inside the car, Minho is having a ball, treating the desert track as his own personal time trial as he and the others burn rubber, trading places around every turn. 
He lets Kazuha’s car pass him as he eases up on the gas, enough to let her gain a small lead.
“What is he doing?!” An angry man yells, gripping onto the barrier as the cars fly past the start again, signaling the final lap. You assume he has money on the line as you smirk, knowing Minho’s real strategy.
“THERE GO THE RACERS AND- HOLD UP- LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, DO WE HAVE A DRIFT RACER?!”
The crowd becomes uncontrollable as they hear the announcer, seeing a small cloud of smoke go up from the edge of the track as Minho drifts around the first turn, not slowing down.
“That’s my boyfriend!” You point and scream, barely keeping yourself behind the barrier.
Minho spins the wheel left and right, howling inside of his car as it slides around every curve, leaving a smoky trail behind it. Threatened, the other racers speed up, attempting to widen the gap between him and them, but he’s gaining ground way too quickly.
He couldn’t wipe the smile off his face if he wanted to. He’s having too much fun.
He hardly realizes there’s only thirty seconds left between him and the GT Cup Finale.
And then, on the final turn, the unthinkable happens.
Jeno’s car pulls away as something under Kazuha’s car explodes, and then starts smoking.
Minho watches as her car drifts into Intak’s, making them both turn sideways and start to block the inside of the turn. 
Heart dropping, he realizes he won’t be able to clear the turn.
“Are you not going to slow down?!” He yells, frightened at the calmness in your voice.
“Why would I do that-”
“To keep us ALIVE?!” He screams, grabbing onto the middle console. “Because that’s how you handle turns?!”
No.
“This is how you handle a turn,” Minho whispers, and then taps on the break and spins his steering wheel to the right.
Up ahead, you feel yourself going lightheaded as you see the smoke start to build, blocking the rest of the track from view. Only the neon green NCT car was visible, blazing towards the finish line.
Next to you, Hyunjin goes pale, and you grip onto his arm, more to steady yourself than to comfort him as the crowd collectively holds their breath.
And then, the crowd explodes into cheers.
“RUN ME OVER AND CALL ME DINNER- WOLFGANG MAKES IT AROUND THE FINAL TURN!”
Minho flies around the corner, tires skidding against the ground while the car drifts before he steps on the gas again, emerging from the smoke. You scream, nearly shaking Hyunjin to death as you grip onto his jacket and watch the MR2 draw near to the finish line.
The girl next to the announcer wildly waves her checkered flag as the NCT car crosses the finish line, followed two seconds later by the Wolfgang car, before they both screech to a halt.
Minho throws the door open, nearly tripping over himself as he strains to see down the other end of the track, followed by Jeno.
A hush falls over the crowd as they wait in near silence, hoping to see anything other than smoke emerging from the two cars that fell behind.
In the red haze from their tail lights, one figure emerges.
Kazuha’s thumb shoots up from her body, carried in Intak’s arms as he walks them both towards the starting line.
“THEY’RE OKAY!” The announcer cheers, nearly dropping his binoculars as the crowd joins him.
Relieved, Minho's eyes search for yours before locking on them, barely having any time to react as you sprint across the track, and subsequently crash into him. The rest of the gang hops the barrier, whooping and hollering as they celebrate their finalist.
“I knew it, I knew you could do it,” you nearly sob, clutching onto his jacket.
“You saved my life,” he shudders, holding your shoulders tightly. “I would have crashed into them if you never taught me to drift.”
You don’t hesitate; you can’t. You throw your arms around his neck, pulling him in for the kiss he should have gotten before the race.
The crowd screams as he picks you up and spins the two of you, not caring one bit about who’s looking as he returns your embrace in earnest, smiling against your lips.
“GET A ROOM, WILL YOU?” The announcer laughs, walking up to the two of you and dragging Jeno with him. Minho chuckles and puts you down, and you catch a glimpse of the announcer’s mic, spelling Soobin in sparkly silver letters.
“EVERYONE, OUR GOLDEN TIRE CHAMPIONSHIP FINALISTS!” 
Soobin takes Minho’s arm and raises it along with Jeno’s, and the crowd goes wild.
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slowlee: come to the kitchen rq
You read the text and swipe away the notification, slipping the phone back into your jacket pocket.
“Glad to hear that no one got seriously injured,” the man you were talking to says, stepping back onto his motorbike. “Typically for people like us, crashes end up being way less epic.”
“Well I'm glad you haven't gotten into any,” you jest, waving to him and his crew before they roll off the driveway, their silver hexagonal logos glinting off their jackets in the moonlight.
You turn and walk back up to Changbin’s house, alive and overflowing with guests as the afterparty is in full swing.
Making your way through the crowded house, you dap up Hongjoong and a tipsy Mingi, do a shot with Chaeryeong and Yuna, and slide into the kitchen right as Minho picks up a brown bottle, instantly meeting your gaze.
“EVERYONE!” Minho yells, pouring a shot of whiskey into his cup before pulling you to his side. You try and fail to keep a grin from landing on your face.
“I’d like to make a toast,” he announces, surveying the room of members and supporters turning to face him and grinning. “To this team, for making it to the finals after four years!”
Whoops and whistles fly around the room.
“To Changbin, for helping me keep his old car in top condition so I don’t die on the road!”
A crazy sounding laugh comes from the man holding baby Chun Ja, complete with a mini racer jacket and red binkie.
“And to the rightful owner of his car,” he lowers his voice, face softening as he looks down at you.
“Minho,” you whisper, eyes widening as you stare up at him in shock.
“I want them to know,” he whispers back, hand squeezing your waist.
“For beating my ass by seven seconds in our duel last year,” he continues, and you watch as several members around the room blink and look at each other in confusion. Yeji and Hyunjin’s eyebrows shoot up simultaneously, and your best friend’s eyes meet yours, equally shocked. “And teaching me that there’s no point in being the best, if you’re not having fun with it.”
The room erupts into cheers as Minho raises his solo cup, and everyone follows suit, cups rising all around the kitchen. “Next stop, the Golden Tire Cup Finals!”
“Shit, I’ll drink to that,” Wooyoung laughs, before everyone throws their shots back.
As the party quickly resumes, you’re swarmed by some of the girls in the gang, bombarded with questions about the legendary duel that decided the fate of the club’s leader. Amongst the chaos, you lock eyes with Minho, who’s getting slapped on the back by Hyunjin while some other members tease him.
He mouths three words to you, and you swear you feel your whole soul light on fire.
You giggle, flaming red as you mouth them back.
I love you too.
After all, you should have known that after acquiring your heart, there’s only one thing he could do.
Burn it.
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Burn It
a lixiesfreckles_ production
cast(in order of appearance)
Lee Minho as the finalist
Han Jisung as the baby mechanic
Kim Seungmin as the only one working
Jung Wooyoung as the old teammate
Seo Changbin as the host
Choi San as the one that's figuratively late to the party
Hwang Hyunjin as the drama
Shin Ryujin as the pit crew
Hwang Yeji as the one who knows her shit
Lia as the messenger
Lee Felix as thing 1
Yang Jeongin as thing 2
Bang Chan as the experienced mechanic
Choi Soobin as the mc
Hwang Intak as the heartthrob hero
Nakamura Kazuha as the victim
Lee Jeno as the neo one
Kim Hongjoong as the designated driver
Song Mingi as the passenger princess
Lee Chaeryeong as party girl 1
Shin Yuna as party girl 2
dedicated to everyone who read Punch It and demanded a book afterwards. it's never gonna happen, but the flattery stayed with me.
do not copy or repost. all rights reserved.
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Sugar Across The Hall | j. h.
➸ synopsis: Despite being relatively new to your building, you still haven't met anyone from your floor. But that's expected; it's New York for crying out loud. This city isn't known for it's friendly inhabitants.
Suddenly, your doorbell rings, and unbeknownst to you, the stranger on the other side knows just how to turn your somewhat normal life just a little bit sweeter.
➸ starring: joshua hong x female reader(ft. all members from svt and idols from smtown)
➸ word count: 17k (fitting, I know)
➸ general content: baker!joshua, late 2000s au, slow burn, way too much romantic tension, non-specific Grey’s Anatomy references, obnoxious use of flip phones, mutual pining, Thanksgiving and Christmas celebrated
➸ warnings: alcohol consumption, very light swearing, kissing
➸ rating: teen+
➸ author’s note: so basically I saw a clip of hit era joshua wearing a beaded necklace, blacked out, and woke up five days later with this fic sitting in my docs. don’t ask me how it got there, I’m just as confused as you :D(also this is my first original post to tumblr! I did not expect it to be about this man, but I’m not complaining)
♫ this fic has a soundtrack! you don’t need to listen to it while reading(especially if the lyrics will bother you), but I found it made the experience more like watching a movie. let’s just say I cried.
yes, it’s meant to be listened to in that order. shuffling it will result in me pouring a yogurt shake down your shirt.
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♫- MIA, Sunshine
I.
You expected a lot of different things after deciding to live alone in Manhattan.
Suspicious sounds late at night from your neighbors? Sure.
Only being able to buy as many groceries as you can carry? A given.
Even the borderline ridiculous rent didn’t surprise you.
The shirtless man that stands in front of your apartment door however? Not on your bingo card.
You gape at him, nail file dangling from your fingertips as you curse the architect that gave this entire building doors without peepholes. It was a Thursday night, so you were doing your self care ritual(painting nails, Grey’s Anatomy, pad thai from across the street), which usually includes a dress code of your gray bathrobe and whatever flannel pants were clean at the moment. No one ever sees you like this, save a couple friends on urgent facetime calls.
And now could not have been a worse time to be caught.
Because the man in front of you just happens to be the poster boy for rom-com meet cutes. Light brown hair that’s been darkened from what you can only assume was a shower from his toned bare chest, warm brown eyes that are wide for reasons that you hope have nothing to do with your messy hair, and plush pink lips that were being pulled into a smile until just a second ago.
You glance past him, taking note of the wide open apartment door behind him and the blue light spilling out from inside.
So this is how you meet your number neighbor.
“Oh my god- I’m so sorry,” he suddenly says and the tension finally breaks, no thanks to you and your tendencies to get hopelessly distracted by shirtless men with towels around their necks. “I swear I thought I saw a guy move in here-”
“My brother,” you blurt out and then immediately regret cutting him off. His voice was soft, and you don’t think his face could have suited it any better. “You probably saw my brother; he was helping me move the furniture.”
“Ah,” he nods his head in understanding, and for a second, you disregard the fact that you still don’t know why this gorgeous man is on your doorstep.
“Right, so-” he clears his throat awkwardly; thank god the feeling is mutual. “I just got back from traveling like an hour ago, and I just realized that I left my only toothbrush in LA.”
The blunt delivery and the sheer absurdity of his statement makes you slap a freshly manicured hand over your mouth, not wanting to laugh in his face.
“And so I was wondering, since I’m tired and it’s pouring outside,” he says, half laughing to shake off the embarrassment, “if my neighbor would be willing to spare me one of hers. Please.”
He’s smiling at you now and god, the way his eyes start to disappear once he reveals his perfect set of teeth nearly has you swooning. Your brother told you to be wary of creeps on your floor but surely, he wasn’t talking about this man. Creeps don’t wear thin beaded necklaces.
“Sure, I’ll go grab it for-”
Dammit.
Your extra toothbrushes are kept in a drawer in your bathroom vanity, which normally, wouldn’t be a problem, if you were still living with your parents. You left the organizers that separated all of the miscellaneous items in that drawer with said parents, because you wanted to buy the cute clear ones that were plaguing the department store shelves.
Unfortunately, because you use an electric toothbrush now, that drawer is out of sight, and the containers have not crossed your mind since unpacking. Which means it’s exactly the kind of mess that would ruin the manicure you spent the last two episodes of Grey’s Anatomy on.
This stranger is cute, but you’d never risk that for someone you just met.
“Actually, follow me.” You turn on your heels before you lose the nerve to and he reluctantly follows, leaving his slippers at the door. Immediately you view your apartment like a stranger would. A few dishes left in the sink, a lone pringles can on the counter, a box or two in the hallway. You silently thank your past self for keeping the place relatively clean.
“Oh wow, what season are you on?” The man behind you pipes up, and you nearly drop your nail file.
“You watch Grey’s Anatomy?”
“I watched four seasons with my mom,” he says sheepishly as you duck into your bathroom.
“I’m on season three. And no spoilers- this is my first run-through.” You pull open the drawer to reveal a mess of travel-sized floss containers, mini toothpaste bottles, and assorted cords and toothbrushes.
“These are drying, so…” you wiggle your nails and he understands quickly, pulling out an orange toothbrush and closing the drawer.
“Thank you again,” he says once you both reach the door, and while you assure him it’s not a big deal, he insists on returning the favor. A small giggle escapes you at his persistence.
“This isn’t how I imagined my first neighbor interaction would go.”
“First? You haven’t met anyone yet?” Something strange flashes across his expression as you shake your head, and he steps into the hallway. “What’s your name?”
“Y/n.”
“Welcome to floor seven, Y/n.” He smiles one last time and you try your hardest to burn it into your retinas. “It was nice meeting you!”
You give him a wave goodbye before he disappears behind door 717, and it takes a solid minute for you to realize that you never caught his name.
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“I’m pretty sure I’ve watched this exact scene in a hallmark movie.”
You shake your head as if the person on the other end of the line can see you, before closing your mascara tube and assessing your appearance in the mirror.
An upgraded version of the girl from last week looks back at you, ready for bottomless mimosas with your friends. For a moment you wonder if you might run into your neighbor before leaving the building, before your friend’s voice cuts through the air of your apartment.
“I’m in the lobby- why aren’t you down here yet~”
“Quit your whining Haechan, I’m literally in the elevator,” you lie, grabbing your keys and bag and swinging your front door open.
You nearly trip over yourself trying not to step on the tupperware container in front of your door.
On the floor of the hallway, you warily crouch down to retrieve the suspicious package, quickly deducing that it is in fact chocolate chip cookies before reading the sticky note on top.
I’ll wear a shirt next time, sorry XD
- Joshua Hong
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♫- Dance, Sherlock
II.
What. The. Hell.
You examine the cookie in your hand slowly. Turn it around. Flip it upside down. Try to find anything that could give away how mind-numbingly good that first bite of the cookie was. You even do a sweep of the room, just in case there’s any hidden cameras.
Lowering your eyebrows suspiciously, you take another bite, and all but melt into the counter under your elbows. The fact that a cookie can make your eyes roll back is insane.
You’re not much of a baker, but there was a richness and depth to the flavors mixing on your taste buds that you know can’t be store bought.
With your mind made up, you inhale the rest of the cookie, trying your best to savor it but ultimately giving into your cravings without a second thought. Your feet carry you to your slippers, your hand finds the doorknob, and you find your fist hovering over Joshua’s door before your senses come back to you.
Looking down at your bunny slippers and pink velour sweat set, you’d consider it an upgrade from his first impression of you. At least your hair was brushed this time.
Suddenly the door in front of you swings open, revealing a Joshua that seems about ready to bolt down the hallway.
“Oh! Y/n,” his surprised expression quickly drops to a happy one upon seeing you, and you can’t help but be a little relieved that he has a good opinion of you. He looks nice(although with his appearance, you can’t imagine him ever looking bad), wearing a plain white shirt with a denim jacket over it, and the same beaded necklace from last night. His hair is a lot silkier when dry, and you find that light brown almost suits his…personality?
“Hi, uh- is now a bad time?” You peer past his shoulder and notice an assortment of baking utensils on his kitchen counter.
“No! Not at all, I was just uh…” he scratches the back of his neck as his cheekbones turn slightly pink, and you wonder if that has anything to do with the mess behind him. “What’s up?”
“The cookies. They’re amazing- I have to know where you got them. I might actually die if I don’t.”
“Oh well we can’t have that,” he chuckles, stepping back from the door and trying to hide his grin. “I just pulled out a batch, they’re so much better fres-”
“You made them?” You step into his apartment, and the wonderful smell of chocolate and brown sugar greet you like a warm hug. You don’t know why, but this feels very on-brand for Joshua. Of course your neighbor across the hall just so happens to bake the best chocolate chip cookies you’ve ever tasted.
“You’re not gonna rob me now, are you?” He holds you a cookie fresh off of one of several baking sheets.
“I’d keep your doors locked just in case.” What is with you? Since when do you flirt with people you’d practically just met?
When you reach out to take the cookie and he pulls it back slightly though, you feel as though you’re not entirely at fault here. Especially not when he’s smiling at you like that again as he gives it to you with a chuckle.
He’s right. The cookie is still chewy and the chocolate melts in your mouth, and try as you might, you’re not hiding how good it is through your facial expression.
“Joshua, seriously,” you sigh, and his eyes seem to soften slightly at his name, “these are immaculate. Is there crack in them, by chance?”
“Actually, it’s brown butter and espresso powder,” he says excitedly, and then runs around the kitchen counter to snatch something out of a cabinet. “But something I’ve been doing a lot nowadays…” He comes back to you with a small screw-lid wooden container, and opens it, revealing paper thin white flakes. “...is adding flake salt on top.”
You lift your half eaten cookie and he dusts the top of it, as if it were some kind of sacred ritual. And it might as well have been. Because the bite you take afterwards was nothing short of divine.
The moment shatters once you realize Joshua was headed somewhere before you stopped him on his doorstep.
“Oh my god- you were about to leave the house when I showed up,” you say, mouth half-full and quickly stepping back from him.
“Oh I was just gonna run to the store,” he waves you off, leaning over the counter. “I ran out of cinnamon and didn’t realize until after my snickerdoodle batter was chilling-”
“You can just borrow mine,” you blurt out, already heading towards the door. Before he can protest, you’re already back, tossing the glass bottle between your hands before handing it to him.
“Are you sure?” He looks at you as if you just handed him the keys to your apartment, and you almost laugh.
“I haven’t even opened it yet, knock yourself out.”
You must have broken some unspoken baker’s code, or maybe he just really didn’t feel like leaving his house, because the way his shoulders relax makes you want to let him keep it.
“You can return that whenever you want,” you chuckle, swiping one more cookie off of his tray before heading towards the door. Your self-preservation instinct kicked in, and now that your reason for bothering each other has evaporated, you don’t want to stick around and find out how many stupid things you can say to a pretty man in the span of five minutes.
“Oh- uh, thank you!” He catches you at the door with that disarming smile of his. “I’ll give it back tomorrow.”
He holds your gaze with his own, and your feet refuse to move away until you reply with an “okay” that comes out a bit more giddy than you would have liked.
Safely on the other side of your apartment door, you let out a long and shaky breath as you slump against the surface, the slightest bit of warmth rising to your cheeks.
He made it a point to tell you that he would give back the cinnamon tomorrow. Did that mean anything? No, of course not, he's just being polite. At least he gave you a heads up, but that seems a bit unorthodox given the nature of your previous encounters.
You sober up enough to walk back to your cookie container, plucking one last treat out before finding the salt in your cabinet. It's not his fancy flake salt, but it will suffice for now.
God. You'd buy these by the dozen if you could. The little sigh that leaves your lips is well earned, and you wish you had the words to explain how magnificent they are, just so you could tell him.
He’s kinda similar to the cookies, after further pondering. His hair is the same color as brown butter, his eyes are practically warm pools of chocolate, and his summer tan reminds you of the light and fluffy batter that encases everything. Even the salt makes sense, reminding you of the way his lips curl on one side before he says something silly.
Okay. So maybe you were getting a bit carried away.
Feeling as though your thoughts were being judged by some invisible crowd, you fasten the lid on the tupperware container, not willing to be embarrassed in your own home.
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♫- Airplane Mode, By My Side
III.
What about this particular shredded cheese is mexican?
You examine the store brand and the name brand’s “mexican style shreds” closely, trying to see if the name brand is worth the extra two dollars it has the audacity to charge you.
Cheese is cheese, you decide, before dropping the store brand cheese blend into your red shopping basket.
Drawing from your mental grocery list, you realize that the last thing you need to acquire is meat, quickly swiveling your head to try and find directions in the store that will lead you to ground beef.
You wander aimlessly, looking like a tourist in the middle of the store as you stroll past aisles. A part of you misses the familiarity of your home grocery store; at least they had the meat and dairy next to each other, you know, like a normal store would.
A sliver of a wall of red catches your eye, and you sigh in relief, heading towards the wall of cow products by cutting through an aisle.
But before you can think twice, his name leaves your mouth as you register the side profile standing ahead of you.
“Joshua?”
His head of sandy brown hair perks up, searching for a face to attach the voice to. It takes a second, but he recognizes you, taking in your bundled up attire.
“Hey neighbor,” he says cheerily, turning to face you with a smile that warms you from the inside. Paired with his bright demeanor is a ribbed cream sweater and light wash denim, half covered by a tan trench coat. He reminds you of the caramel frappés they sell at the corner coffee shop near your apartment.
“I didn't know you shopped here.” You survey the aisle you’re in and aren’t surprised you've found him deep in the baking section. Something close to a sigh leaves his pink lips.
“It’s the closest supermarket,” he laments, taking a jar of molasses off the shelf as your eyes widen.
“It is? But it's so far from home…” You mentally groan at the distance(which really wasn’t so bad for the average city dweller, but you’re used to your dad’s SUV in suburbia); you had been hoping that your grocery store choice was just silly little ill-informed you running to what was familiar.
“I know.” He turns to walk, waiting for you to follow him like a lost puppy before continuing down the aisle. “I usually wait until my friends in the building need to go so we can make an outing out of it but…” he trails off, gaze falling to the carton of eggs in his hand. You scoff and throw your head back, nearly losing your beanie from the movement.
“So you'll ask me for every spice under the sun, but not eggs?”
“That's different and you know it,” he laughs, poking your side with the corner of the carton.
As you stroll through the store, you know he’s right, but over the last two weeks it’s hardly felt like it. Joshua’s appeared at your doorstep four separate times, each for random ingredients for whatever he was baking at the time. Cardamom, nutmeg, clove, ground ginger. He ended up opening half of them. You’ve silently thanked your older brother for the spice assortment basket he got you as a housewarming gift; if it weren’t for him, Joshua wouldn’t have much of a reason to keep knocking on your door.
And it’s selfish, but part of you hopes he never stops.
“Ah- wait,” you stop him by tugging on his elbow, then lean over the fridge container with various types of beef. As you slide open the door to grab the ground beef, you completely miss how Joshua’s eyes resemble saucers, staring down at where you had just gripped his jacket.
“Dang, they don’t have 97% lean here?” Sighing, you settle for 80% and toss it into your basket, before looking back at the man with pink-tinged ears.
“I know, that’s such a bummer,” he quickly responds, folding his arms into his jacket with a nervous chuckle. You raise an eyebrow, and he nods towards your basket.
“Are you making tacos?”
Your mouth nearly drops open in shock from his accuracy, but you suppose the tomatoes and shredded cheese under the ground beef wouldn’t lend itself to many other answers. “I actually am, yeah.”
“Did they have any cilantro in the produce section today?”
“I wasn’t looking for any…” you quickly trail off, seeing how your confession turned his expression to a mischievous one as he beckons you to follow him back to the other end of the store.
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“I can’t believe…they’re doing maintenance work…on the elevator,” you huff, pushing yourself against the door and stumbling into the hallway. He chuckles behind you, slightly out of breath but not nearly as bad as your inexperienced lungs.
“Hey, we have to stay in shape somehow.”
“Isn’t that what the gym in the lobby is for?!”
He laughs, and it feels as though you’ve been shot with a ray of sunshine. You almost forget that your lungs are about to collapse as he walks ahead of you, waiting for you by your door with your bags.
A moment later you’re both unpacking the groceries, and during the mindless task you finally have a moment to think about the man putting milk in the fridge.
Joshua, who after seeing your single bag of groceries, insisted that you buy more to make the most of your trip. Joshua, who offered to help carry them home after you expressed concern that it would be too much for you to carry alone. Joshua, who caught you during a harsh turn so you didn’t fall on the bus ride home, after you reassured him that you knew what you were doing(you didn’t, you stuck to the subways). Joshua, who took your groceries and his up seven flights of stairs without a complaint.
No, you’ve never lived alone before, but…were neighbors usually this nice?
Either way, you wish you could repay him for his kindness, even if it was free.
“Joshua,” you speak up, taking a tomato out of a plastic bag and gingerly setting it on the counter. He hums and looks up at you, shaking some of his hair out of his eyes as he waits for you to continue.
“Do you…want to stay for dinner?”
His facial expression falters for a moment, and you rush to justify your sudden invitation.
“You’ve just been such a lifesaver today, and you carried my bags up the stairs, and, I don’t know-” I don’t really want you to leave just yet?
“Yes.”
“What?” The way he deadpans never fails to catch you off guard.
“Yes,” he repeats, smiling wide at you as he closes the fridge door. “I’d love to.”
“Really?” Gosh, could you sound any more excited? “I’m making tacos!”
“So I’ve heard.”
Your own embarrassment is drowned out by the sound of his laughter, genuine and sweet, and he tells you he’ll be right back, wanting to put his own groceries away before he spends the next few hours across the hall.
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“Uhhh sweet over salty, cats over dogs, and…I guess I’ve never really thought about that last one,” Joshua ponders aloud, resting his elbows on the counter as he watches you rinse off a tomato. “I think I’d rather live in a cold place than a hot one? That way I’m not sweating year-round.”
“And you could just vacation to warmer places!”
“Exactly.”
You place the tomato on your green cutting board, lining up your knife with the edge, only to have the blade slip right past the fruit. You meet Joshua’s panicked eyes, laughing nervously as you try again.
“Do you want me to cut the tomatoes?” He asks, his voice not giving away the concern on his face.
“Don’t worry, I’ve got it,” you assure him, too prideful to ask for help. At the same time, your knife slips again, this time narrowly missing your current blue manicure.
“I think you want me to cut the tomatoes.” He’s out of his bar stool chair in a flash and you relent, dropping the knife to the cutting board as he joins you on your side of the counter to wash his hands.
“I think I need to get my knives sharpened…” Your excuse sounds so lame that even you don’t believe yourself.
“That and you cut things like you have a nail tech on speed dial.”
“Hey!”
You gently shove him on your way to check on the beef, and he bites back a smile as he dries off his hands.
“You just have to fold your fingers back, like this-” You notice the thin gold bracelet around his wrist, courtesy of his now pulled-up sleeves, before focusing on what he’s showing you. All of his fingernails are safely tucked inwards as he glides the knife through the tomato, resulting in a clean, even slice. “See?”
“Thank you for the wisdom Mr. Ramsey.”
“You’re very welcome.”
You can feel a stupid smile making its way onto your face as you watch him make light work of the fruit, leaving you with a pile of perfect cubes in well under a minute.
“Is there anything else? Where’s the lettuce?” He says, walking over to the fridge as if it were his own kitchen.
“It’s in the crisper. But you don’t have to do that.” You watch as he snatches a green leafy bunch from the fridge drawer. “I am very capable of shredding my own lettuce.”
“I’m sure you are,” he jests, tossing the whole head of lettuce into the sink as you giggle.
What would you be doing on a normal Wednesday night?
Channel surfing, texting Haechan, maybe even attempting overnight oats again(after your failed attempt from last week made you gag from the texture).
But tonight? Listening to Joshua give you a master class on the art of shredding lettuce, with your favorite krnb cd playing from your radio, and the smell of cumin and chili powder bubbling out from the saucepan on the stove?
After nearly lighting tortillas on fire from your gas stove with him, and debating about what is and isn’t an outrageous amount of sour cream for one taco(he’s wrong, you use a perfectly normal amount), you can’t imagine a better way to spend a rainy evening in Manhattan.
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IV.
“You are such a chicken, Shua,” Wonwoo jests, eyes trained on the screen as Bowser picks up the former’s green dinosaur and launches him off the battle stage. The game ends, declaring Wonwoo the winner as Joshua tosses his controller onto the couch and sighs.
“I think you’d feel the same if you were up against the best smash player on the block.”
“Don’t feed his ego like that; I haven’t humbled him yet,” Vernon chuckles, picking up the discarded controller and selecting a new character to battle the winner with.
Just then, the oven beeps, and Joshua throws himself over the back of the couch to go and tend to the oven. Did he bake triple chocolate brownies just for a hangout with the boys? Absolutely he did.
And it was worth every second, judging from the heavenly smell that fills the apartment.
“Yo- if the pizza doesn’t show up soon,” Vernon calls from the couch, half laughing, “I’m gonna make half that tray disappear, for real.”
“Along with your tastebuds, idiot.”
“Worth it.”
Joshua chuckles at the banter between the two opponents as he sets the glass dish on the stove, then discards his oven mitts on the counter. He checks the time, deducing that the pizza should be arriving shortly, and then takes his place back at the corner of the couch to spectate.
“Mother-” Wonwoo groans and slumps into the couch as Vernon hands Joshua back his controller, a smug smile on his face as the announcer broadcasts the former’s defeat.
There are few other ways Joshua likes to spend his weekends; unless Soonyoung drags him out to go for a bar crawl, he’s perfectly fine being a homebody with his friends.
Someone knocks on the door, and Vernon gets up to go get it since the other two are occupied.
“That’s the pizza; the tips are on the counter,” Joshua instructs, not taking his eyes off of the screen in fear of getting his ass handed to him by Wonwoo a third time.
“Got it.”
Swinging the door open however, Vernon finds himself holding out a wad of cash to an unsuspecting girl, wide-eyed and holding what he recognizes as Joshua’s varsity jacket.
“Oh- you’re not the pizza guy,” he grimaces, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly with a smile.
“No, uh- is Joshua home?” You ask, rocking on your heels. You catch a whiff of chocolate coming from inside and fight the urge to walk past him.
“Yeah, just a sec- hey Joshua,” he yells behind him. “There’s a girl here asking for you-”
You hear a gasp, a thud, and then uncoordinated footsteps before Vernon casually gets shoved to the side and replaced with your neighbor, slightly out of breath but still wearing his signature smile.
“Hey! What’s uh…what’s up?” he says, leaning against the doorframe in a casual-adjacent manner.
“You left this in my apartment last night,” you say, holding up his leather varsity jacket. Behind the door frame you hear muffled laughter, and you can’t help but look just over his shoulder out of curiosity. “I was waiting for a good time to return it but I…Wonwoo?”
The man with curly black hair suddenly stands up from the couch, adjusting his black glasses as he registers who's behind the door. “Y/n? What are you doing here?”
“I live here!”
“I-” Joshua steps back, looking quickly between the two of you. “You two know each other?”
“Yeah she’s only like, my best friend’s younger sister,” Wonwoo explains, walking over to the kitchen so he can see you better. “I didn’t know you lived in Shua’s building, though.”
“Sh- Shua?” You smirk and look up at Joshua as his neck begins to turn pink under his hoodie.
“I made brownies, did I mention that?” He takes his jacket and quickly runs back to his kitchen, picking up a knife to cut you a square. You stay by the door, trying and failing to psychoanalyze the man who had originally answered it.
“I’m Vernon by the way,” he suddenly speaks up, not wanting to be the only stranger.
“Y/n,” you say, holding out a hand that he meets with a firm handshake. You subsequently realize that Joshua keeps attractive company, which doesn’t surprise you as much as you feel it should.
“It’s kind of hot, but…” Joshua approaches you with probably the most mouth-watering brownie you’ve ever seen sitting atop a napkin. “...it’s triple chocolate and I might have put espresso powder in it and-”
“Say no more. I’ll tell you what I think of it in the morning.” You gladly accept the treat, saying your goodbyes to everyone before dashing off to your apartment, and leaving Joshua shaking his head and smiling to himself.
Or, not to himself, as he shuts his door and is awkwardly reminded of his friends’ presence thanks to Vernon clearing his throat.
“That’s her? That’s the girl that moved in next door?” Vernon asks incredulously, starting to laugh as he stares at Wonwoo, who has his hand over his own mouth.
“You were in her apartment last night?”
“And you left your favorite jacket?”
“Guys, whatever you’re thinking, I can assure you that’s not what happened,” Joshua tries to reason, heading back to the brownies to cut the rest of them.
“It better not be, not unless you want her brother to snap you in half,” Wonwoo half-jokes, watching Vernon follow Joshua to the kitchen.
They watch in silence as Joshua makes clean lines into the chocolate dessert, and Vernon doesn’t hesitate to steal one the second the knife is out of reach.
“So…”
“So?”
“So,” Vernon begins, halfway through his brownie, “she’s cute and your ears are pink. Am I wrong in assuming that there’s something going on here?”
Joshua grips the counter, avoiding Vernon’s gaze as he feels his temperature rise just slightly.
Yes, it’s only been a month since you’ve moved in. He only just got your number last night(you tripped a breaker blow drying your hair and were scared you blew a fuse, and he offered it up in case something actually serious happens), and he still mostly only knows trivial things about you, but he can’t lie. He wants to know more than just your opinion on his brownies.
He looks up at Wonwoo leaning against the door, who looks back at him with that all-knowing smile of his, and he knows he’d never be able to hide his true feelings from the token introvert.
“...no.”
And as if on cue, the doorbell rings.
“PIZZA!”
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V.
She’s lucky to be alive, had the blow been any closer to her head…
“Come on Grey,” you whisper, pulling your robe tighter around you as you lean forward on your couch and stare at the tv. “Wake up.”
The chilling sound of the heart monitor is the only sound in the hospital room, save for the buzz of fluorescent lighting.
And just like that, the screen goes dark.
“What the…” You reach for the remote, but stop halfway once you realize that the air conditioning has also stopped whirring. A fleeting look to the kitchen tells you that the fridge is also silent, and you hear a high pitched shriek from your upstairs neighbor.
Suddenly, you're really glad you already washed your hair tonight.
A few moments later you peek your head out the apartment door, relieved to find several neighbors down your hall conversing with one another, each with whatever flashlights they had nearby.
“I wonder if it's just this building…” you wonder aloud, and in a flash the door across from you swings open, a panicked Joshua jumping out of his apartment in a blue button-down shirt and tan sweatpants. Upon seeing you, his facial features relax, glad to see you're okay.
“Do you want to save battery?” He asks, gesturing to the truck load of wax cylinders in his arms. “I have emergency candles.”
“Sure! My apartment has a lot of windows so we won't have to light them right away too.”
We? Joshua stands perplexed, watching as you turn back into your apartment, leaving the door wide open for him to follow through. He was just going to give you however many candles you wanted, but you're right; there's no point in using twice as many candles separately. Nor is he going to pass up a chance to hang out with you.
“What were you doing when the power went out?” He asks, closing your door behind him and setting his delivery on the kitchen counter.
“Watching Grey’s Anatomy,” you sigh, examining your freshly painted white nails. Joshua knew that; it was Thursday after all. “What about you?”
“I got so lucky, I just finished baking-”
“Baking what?”
“Wouldn't you like to know,” he jokes, tilting his head at you as he perches on a bar stool. You jut out your lower lip, creasing your eyebrow at his antics.
“But Joshieee,” you whine, clasping your hands together as you step towards him, who is already thoroughly amused. “We can't open the fridges and we'll starve to death if you don't share-”
“Do you like white chocolate macadamia nut cookies?”
“Not usually,” you pout, then tuck your hair behind your ear and bat your eyelashes at him. “But if you're the one baking them…”
He runs to his apartment just fast enough so you don't see the pink dusting his cheeks.
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“Consider my mind changed,” you cheer, halfway into your third cookie as you fall back into the couch, watching Joshua light another match. One by one, he lights candles around the room, creating a cozy atmosphere that you find you quite like.
“What should we do to pass the time?”
Joshua blows out the match, pondering only for a second before turning to face you.
“How long have you lived here?”
You scrunch your eyebrows, trying to remember the exact day in September that you called this apartment your new home.
“Five? No- six weeks,” you reply, holding up six fingers to him as he sits down across from you on the couch.
“And we’re friends, right?”
“Oh god, I hope so,” you whisper, and the way he smiles at you reaffirms your sentiment.
“Well then, as your friend, I’m telling you that I don’t know nearly enough about you.”
You shift on the couch, mirroring his position and resting your arm against the back cushions.
“Well…what do you want to know?”
“Do you still have that strawberry soju in your fridge?” He says suddenly, eyes sparkling in mischief.
“Yes?”
“Then I know a way we could make this more fun.” He gets up to retrieve the alcohol, coming back with two green tinted bottles and handing you one. “We’re gonna be here for a while, might as well make the most of it.”
You look between him and the drink in your hands with a confused expression, and he laughs when he looks at you and plops down on the couch, albeit a bit closer than before. Not that you were keeping track or anything.
“What? Haven’t you played truth or drink before?”
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Somehow neither of you feel like keeping secrets from each other, the bottles staying relatively full as you learn random tidbits about each other.
Joshua plays guitar(you kinda figured this out after hearing singing and strumming coming from his apartment last week), you told him about your family cat that you left at home(to which you both agree that it's a shame your building doesn't allow furry pets), and you continue this pattern for a while, watching the flames of the candles burn steadily as the sky turns from blue to black.
“Your turn,” he chuckles, running a hand through his soft locks as if the very gesture didn't make you dizzier than the soju. You gaze at the man across from you in the orangey glow, and decide to stop beating around the bush and speak plainly.
“Are you seeing someone?” You finally throw out the question that's been plaguing you for weeks, watching his lips curl into a smile as he raises his bottle to his lips.
“No.” He says, and takes a swig anyways, feeling like he'd need the liquid courage fairly soon.
“Are you gay?”
“What?” He nearly chokes at your bluntness, sputtering his response and laughing.
“I don't know, good guys like you are typically always taken unless they're not into women,” you reason, busying your fingers with the bottle in your hands.
“Don't worry, I'm straight.”
“I wasn't worrying!”
“Right…” You look up at him to see a teasing glint in his eyes, and your gray bathrobe suddenly feels uncomfortably warm. You hope he can't see how red your face is under the low lighting.
You clear your throat. “Your turn.”
“I'll ask you the same, if that's okay,” he says after a moment, and it takes a moment for you to remember what you asked him.
“Oh hell no, my last ex nearly ruined men for me,” you wince and down some soju, hoping it'll wash away the memory of him.
“That bad?”
“He smashed my flip phone over a text message.”
At that he grimaces, frowning at the thought of you dating such a jerk. No one deserved that, especially not the cheerful girl he's come to know.
“I’m glad you’re not with him anymore,” he tells you quietly.
“Yeah?” Joshua meets your gaze, and you wonder if he heard how your heart stopped when his eyes locked on you.
“Yeah.”
You’ve never been the best at eye contact, let alone with guys you find attractive, but right now you can’t find it in yourself to look away. He looks at you like you’re the night sky, and he’s an astronomer who just got gifted his first telescope. Sure, you’ve met countless times before this, but this is the first time he’s really seeing you, and he can’t help but be drawn to this side of you. And you’re no better, all but falling into the warm cocoa shade of his irises, hardly even noticing that nearly half a minute has passed with no words being spoken.
He smiles, and the dark room brightens slightly. “Your turn.”
“Right,” you clear your throat, finally breaking the spell and shaking your head, as if that will shake the softness of his gaze from your memory.
“Oh!” You scoot closer to him on the couch, whispering as if you’re about to share classified information. “Why do your friends call you Shua?”
“Ah, that,” He pulls on his collar, clearly shy about your newfound knowledge of his nickname. “That was born out of a drunken freestyle rap battle during karaoke.” Your mouth drops open and you scoff, and he quickly leans forward to set his soju bottle on your wooden coffee table.
“I didn’t win,” he sighs, but you can tell he really doesn’t mind the loss, “but the name just kinda…stuck after that?”
“Should I call you that?” You joke, and you swear his whole face is a little rosy.
“You can call me whatever you want.”
“Good, because Josh comes to mind before Shua for me.”
“That’s fine.” Wow, you don’t think you’ve seen a prettier pair of brown eyes and– had he always been sitting that close? “I like Josh.”
Right now, it couldn’t be any clearer that you liked Josh too.
You can’t help it; your eyes feel a gravitational pull towards his lips, and instead of stealing a glance like you intended, your gaze lingers there for much longer before looking back up at his eyes.
However, you catch him doing the same, taking even longer than you to resume eye contact.
You’re definitely not imagining it. He was farther away a minute ago; now you could count every one of his long eyelashes if you wanted to. He could probably hear your thundering heart since the air vent had been silenced. He smells like cinnamon, and you wonder if that’s his cologne or his natural musk from using spices all the time.
“It’s your turn,” you whisper, mentally cursing yourself for remembering and acknowledging the game. He doesn’t move away though, gaze dropping to your lips again. “Ask me anything.”
The tone of your voice has Joshua looking up, not wanting to misinterpret what you said, but you think he gets the hint when you lean in slightly, eyes half-closed and not daring to meet his.
The moment his finger touches your cheek, you swear his gentle touch scorches you.
Just then, the loud hum of your fridge startles the both of you, and the apartment flickers back to life as muffled cheers are heard all across the seventh floor.
“Oh wow, that was fast,” Joshua laughs nervously, blinking hard from the sudden overhead lighting. He leans over to the coffee table and blows out the candle sitting there, and you can feel your face ignite with heat as you quickly draw your attention away from his lips.
You steal a glance at the analog clock on your kitchen counter and gasp.
“Has it really been four hours?” You spring to your feet, running around the room to help him blow out the candles. Anything to take your mind off of what happened. Or rather, what didn’t happen? What was about to happen? Crap, you’re thinking about it too much.
“No way it’s been that long,” he whispers, checking the window and is greeted with the twinkling cityscape, alive and thriving as if nothing ever happened.
“Oh crap- my ovens probably came back on,” Joshua groans, running to the kitchen and picking up the cookie sheet he brought over from his apartment.
“Don’t forget these!” You scoop up the last candle and run over to him, but he waves you off, shaking his head.
“Oh you can keep those- this happens more often than you think,” he chuckles, giving you a thumbs up as he throws on his slippers and makes his way to your door. You bite your lip, trying to stop yourself from calling after him, but immediately give in once his hand is on the doorknob.
“Josh?”
“Yeah?” He turns and looks back at you, and you wish you could deny the effect his smile has on you.
“Thanks for keeping me company. I had a lot of fun with you tonight.”
It was not a trick of the light this time; he clearly flushes pink under the kitchen fluorescents.
“Me too.” He pauses for a second, looking as if he’s going to say something else, then opts to just duck his head bashfully. “Goodnight Y/n.”
“Goodnight.”
The minute he’s on the outside of that door, your feet take you right to your couch, and you sink down to the cushions in a daze.
Your hand reaches up to the spot on your cheek that he touched, trying to remember the feeling of your skin burning under his.
After about three seconds of reminiscing, you flip up the hood of your robe and squeal, falling into the couch in a fit of giggles.
You don’t even have it in you to be mad that you won’t find out what happens to Grey until next Thursday.
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VI.
“And?”
“And…” you survey your table of friends, waiting a second more for dramatic effect, “...the power came back on.”
“Stop playing around,” Haechan whines, hitting your shoulder repeatedly.
“Calm down; they totally kissed later,” Says Jungwoo, downing the rest of his mimosa in one shot before raising his eyebrow at your silence. “You did kiss him, right?” The girl next to him rolls her eyes.
“She would have led with that if they did,” Karina interjects, and then shoves more smoked salmon into her mouth.
“She's right, I did not kiss him,” you confirm, blushing as you poke at the raspberries on your french toast.
“Oh but you definitely thought about it,” Haechan coos, and it takes everything in you not to shove him off of his chair. Even though he was right. You did think about doing that. A lot.
In fact, nearly every time you've seen him since then you've felt your stomach drop to the floor, instantly teleported to that moment on the couch, with his fingers grazing your cheek and the candles flickering in your periphery.
“I'm just curious,” Jaehyun finally speaks up from next to you, tossing his fork onto his plate and leaning back in his chair. “It's obvious you both like each other. Why haven't you just asked him out yet?”
Everyone turns and looks at him as if he just pulled a gun out from under the table.
“Have you lost your mind?”
“Does that sound like something Y/n would do?”
“Did you have too much to drink?”
“Would you all shut up,” you laugh, turning to look at Jaehyun who threw his hands up in defeat.
“Honestly, you're kind of right,” you admit, tracing the rim of your glass with your pointer finger. Not even a year ago you would have pounced on Joshua like a woman starved, asking for his number the second he showed up shirtless to your apartment. “We probably would have gone out by now if I was more forward.”
But then you think about the last few weeks, the spices you've lent him, the elevator rides you've shared, the plot points you've theorized about in your shared show, the soju, the candles. Would it be so weird to admit that you like the buzz in your fingertips whenever he smiles at you, or the thrumming in your chest when he knocks on your door?
“I don't know. I think after I rushed into my last relationship, I'm really enjoying just…getting to know him.” You can feel your face heating up again. “Like, as a person. Is that weird?”
Everyone collectively shakes their head, taking in what you said in a surprisingly thoughtful manner.
“It's definitely not weird,” Jaehyun reassures you, raising his glass towards the middle of the table. “I think it's worth celebrating, actually.”
“To the long game!” Haechan cheers, and you all follow suit and clink glasses together, downing whatever alcohol was left in them and laughing afterwards.
If there was one thing that made moving to the city the best decision ever, it was finally being closer to your old college friends. Mimosa Mondays would never get old, ever.
“I still think you should have kissed him, though. Would have made for one hell of a story to tell your future ki- OW!”
You kick Jungwoo under the table before he can spout anymore nonsense.
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Coffee in hand, you strut into the lobby of your apartment building, practically beaming despite being drenched.
Why?
On the way back from the restaurant about two city blocks ago, you caught a reflection of yourself in a shop window.
Knee high brown boots, cute plaid mini skirt, white button down and a long trench coat to pull it all together. One could argue that it's a bit much for brunch with your friends, but for once, you didn't care what anyone else thought of you.
Not when your outfit looked like something Rachel Green would wear.
You had laughed at yourself suddenly, catching the attention of a few passing strangers, but you couldn't even feel their gazes on you. They bounced off of you like raindrops on a leather jacket.
Wait no, it was actually just starting to rain.
You turned your face towards the sky, flinching at the first few drops that pelted your face, but eventually welcoming them, letting them soak the top of your trench coat and dampen your hair.
Old you would have run for cover, checked the weather to see when it would stop, maybe even prayed that your Dad's SUV would materialize around the street corner.
But now, looking back at the shop window, each droplet felt like a baptism into your new self.
You grinned.
This place was finally starting to feel like home.
Maybe, just maybe, you could call yourself a New Yorker.
And you walked, no- strutted with that high the rest of the way to your building, not even wincing when you forgot to cool down your overpriced latte and burned your tongue a little.
Waving to the receptionist at the front desk(whose name you should definitely know by now), you walk past the gym and turn the corner to the elevator.
And you feel every ounce of your confidence evaporate at the sight of the man, who upon seeing you, reached out his arm to stop the elevator door from closing.
Joshua stands in the lift, one hand holding his phone to his ear, the other dangling a large black water bottle from his pointer finger. Judging from the black baseball cap, matching t-shirt and shorts, and the hand towel around his neck, you can assume that he just finished working out. Which is something you already assumed he did, but seeing the proof in front of you from the way his muscles flexed to catch the door was so much worse.
Damn. There goes your twenty minute streak of not thinking about him.
You jog a little, stepping into the enclosure with a small wave and whispering thanks.
“Hey, I'll call you back later,” he says into the phone, and then subsequently snaps it shut, reaching over to press the button labeled 7 on the wall.
“Got caught without an umbrella?”
“Yeah, I'm still not used to checking the weather every day,” you laugh, tucking a wet strand of hair behind your ear.
“Well hey, at least the rain looks good on you,” he says, and then immediately purses his lips together. You blink, almost positive your face is beet red as you stare at your streaky elevator door reflection. Thank god your neon pink bra isn't showing through your shirt like you feared. “I mean, I could never pull it off, I'd look like a wet dog.”
Actually, you'd beg to differ, brain now filling with images of him caught in the pouring rain, raindrops sliding over his perfect cheeks and his perfect nose and his perfect lips-
“Oh you're too modest,” you quickly cut off your thoughts and laugh nervously, and the elevator pings as the button for your floor flashes at you. The two of you spill into the hallway, walking in tandem before you reach your respective apartments.
“I'll see you later then?” He asks, and you try your hardest not to fumble the keys or drop your drink as you unlock your door.
“I'm sure it won't be too long.”
Your door swings open, and you look back to flash him a smile. “Bye Josh.”
He just stands there halfway into his apartment, with a dazed look on his face, and then suddenly he steps back out, awkwardly crossing his arms.
“Hey can I uh…” his voice falls to a quieter, more hushed tone, “can I ask you something?”
“Sure! Anything,” you blurt out. God, do you always sound this desperate?
“My friend Jeonghan a few floors up is hosting this ‘Friendsgiving’ party next Thursday, since me and a few friends aren't going home to see family,” he explains. “And I know you live kinda far away too, but I wasn't sure if you were gonna stay in town too…”
“I am,” you confirm, praying that this is going where you think it is. “I won't visit home until Christmas.”
His lips spread into that grin that you love so much.
“Then if you don't already have plans…would you want to-”
“Yes.” Your impatience gets the best of you, but you don't mind when it makes him grin even wider.
“Yeah?”
“I'd love to.”
“Well then I’ll come get you at 6 next week,” he says, backing up to his door as you nod. “If that's alright?”
“It's very alright.” What the hell does that even mean?
He chuckles and takes off his baseball cap, letting his locks fall into his eyes. You so desperately want to push them away from his face.
“See you Y/n.”
His apartment door clicks shut and you resist the urge to fall sideways into your own door frame, practically buzzing with equal parts excitement and terror.
A shower. You need a long, hot shower.
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The next morning you wake up feeling like you've been hit by a truck.
Your bones feel as though they've been filled with lead as you reach over to your nightstand, slamming your alarm clock into silence and fumbling for your cellphone in the darkness of your bedroom. Straining your eyes against the small screen, you find your coworker’s number in the phonebook and raise the device to your ear.
Your clock reads just past 7:30. He should be awake by now.
“You know, I typically don't talk to people before I've had my coffee,” a man says after two rings, the faint sound of water rushing in the background.
“Johnny, tell the manager I'm not coming in today,” you croak, mentally wincing at the grittiness of your voice. “I think I'm dying.”
“Awww, I'll wail loudly at your funeral,” Johnny jokes, leaning into his bathroom mirror to try and get a closer shave.
“Don't worry, I'll be back in tomorrow.”
“Hell no. Keep your ass in bed, I don't want what you've got,” he scolds, and you weakly giggle in reply. The action unfortunately sends you into a bit of a coughing fit, and you swear you can hear Johnny grimacing on the other end.
“Alright well I'm gonna go.” He rinses off his blade in the sink as he takes the cell phone off his shoulder. “Drink lemon ginger tea or something.”
“Okay mom.”
He hangs up, and you wrap yourself tight in your comforter, feeling a shudder coming on as a chill works its way through your body.
You remember your mom giving you a list of things to buy when you first moved in. You also remember skipping over the medicine part, declaring it less urgent than the shiny new electric can opener at the department store.
A lack of preparation calls for reparations, go figure.
Groaning, you try and force yourself to go back to sleep, and sleep takes your sick body happily.
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Being sick never fails to remind you of how easily you take basic human functions for granted. Like breathing, for example.
Your nose is stuffed up so much it’s giving you a headache, and you wish you had some eucalyptus oil to dab on your pillowcase; the lemon ginger tea could only do so much. You don’t consider yourself a baby, but the way you long for your mother takes you back to your grade school days, where being sick just meant you got to stay home and watch cartoons all day. And your mom would make you eat chicken soup and scold you if you were out of bed for too long-
Okay, so maybe you didn’t miss your mom. You just want to be taken care of.
Another dull throb from the middle of your skull makes you get up from the couch, flipping up the hood of your sweatshirt the second cool air hits the back of your neck. Was it always this cold in your apartment?
Surely you have advil. You're a woman. You need advil every month.
“You’re lying…” you mumble a few seconds later, shoving various bottles around in the cabinet in search of the short blue one, but ultimately coming back fruitless.
Defeated, you think about retreating to the couch, your body feeling so tired and heavy from the fever you’re positive you already have.
Thankfully, your brain comes up with one last idea, dragging you outside your apartment in an attempt to see if your neighbor is home.
The door to room 717 swings open, revealing a very cozy looking Joshua, who greets you with a smile before concern tugs on the corners of his mouth.
“Y/n, what happened?”
“Guess I needed an umbrella after all,” you shrug, and he immediately gasps and puts the back of his hand to your forehead. It feels like his touch sears you again; or maybe that’s just the fever.
“Oh honey, you’re burning up,” he sighs, pulling you into his apartment so fast you don’t have time to process the term of endearment he oh-so-casually threw out. “Have you taken anything?”
“I forgot to buy medicine when I moved in,” you explain, rubbing your arms up and down your sleeves to try and fight the chill that seems to come from within. “I came to see if you had any advil?”
He looks at you as if you asked him if he had any flour, but then you visibly shudder and his gaze softens.
Quickly, he makes his way over to his couch, picking up the fluffy blue blanket that was draped over the side. “Come here.”
You don’t have much of a reason to refuse, so you trudge over to him, collapsing into the leather couch before he covers you in one smooth motion. Then he disappears into the kitchen, and returns one minute later with a bottle of water and a red pill on a napkin, scooping the tv remote up from the coffee table and leaving it in your lap.
“I’ll be in the kitchen for a bit; make yourself at home, okay?”
You want to cry. You almost do.
Instead you nod, gratefully accepting the water and pill from his hands before his brown cardigan disappears from view again.
Not too long after, you find yourself drifting off with the sounds of Ross and Rachel bickering in the background.
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You’re not sure what wakes you up this time, but the absence of your headache has you breathing a sigh of relief, happy to have one less symptom to juggle.
Across the couch from you is Joshua, picking at a stray thread on his cardigan before looking up and meeting your gaze.
“Oh good- you’re awake,” Joshua says, leaning over to the coffee table and handing you a massive steaming mug of what you assume is soup. “I was worried I was gonna have to reheat it.”
“What’s all this?”
“My mom’s sickness killer. It’ll have you feeling right as rain by the morning.”
You haven’t had much of an appetite all day, but upon catching a whiff of the steam it catches back up to you, and you don’t hesitate to take a sip of the broth. It's delicious. Because of course it is.
So your neighbor can bake, and cook, and play guitar, and works out, and likes cats. Cool. Cool cool cool cool cool.
“Anyways, now that you have that, I’m gonna run to the pharmacy while there’s still some daylight left,” Joshua announces, dusting off his jeans and standing up. You panic, drowning in the wave of guilt that washes over you.
“Wait but- isn’t that kinda far from here?”
He cocks his head slightly, almost like a confused puppy.
“Yeah. So?”
“You don’t have to do all that for me.”
“Right, because I’d rather sit here and watch you suffer,” he laughs, walking to the kitchen counter and grabbing his keys. “Now eat. I’ll be back before you know it.”
He takes his trench coat off of a nearby chair and exits the apartment, leaving a very flustered you behind with a mug of soup to finish.
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Gently, you feel a hand on your knee shake you awake.
Fluttering your eyes open, you take in your surroundings through squinted eyes as you fight the urge to stretch.
Sunlight is filtering in through the windows, and Joshua kneels on the floor in front of you in pajamas, the sunlight hitting the edges of his messy hair and giving him somewhat of a gold halo. How fitting.
You could wake up to this every day.
Wait. You just woke up in Joshua’s living room.
Holy crap, what time was it?
“There she is,” he says smiling, and you know you could do it. You could become a morning person for this man.
“Hi.” Now that your brain feels less fogged, you’re able to think more clearly. Memories from last night flood your brain.
“They might be a bit long, but they’ll definitely be warmer than those,” he whispered, nodding towards the sleep shorts you forgot to change out of that morning. You took the sweatpants from him, sleepily apologizing for being such a bother as you stumbled back towards the couch, missing the comfort of the heavy blankets.
“Shhh. You’re not bothering me at all-”
“Yes I am! You’ve done the bothersome task of taking care of me all day…” you whined, not aware of how much the medication was making you loopy. Joshua watched in amusement as you put the sweatpants on over your shorts, then crawled back under the blankets like a burrowing mole.
“You’re only bothersome when you say nonsense like that.” He yawned and got up, about to walk past you, when your hand shot out from under the covers, fingers gripping his palm.
“Don’t leave me again,” you mumbled, and Joshua considered himself lucky that you were so out of it. Good to know that you wouldn't remember him turning pink faster than shrimp in a stir-fry.
“I’m just going to get some tea- I’m not going anywhere, okay?”
“Promise?”
“I promise,” he whispered, squeezing your hand slightly.
And now you’re acutely aware of his hand, still resting on your knee.
“How are you feeling?” He asks, fully taking you out of your reverie.
“A lot better, thanks to you.”
He ducks his head to try and hide his blush, but you still see the tips of his ears turning pink.
Something buzzes violently on the coffee table behind him, followed by a low fidelity rendition of Hips Don’t Lie by Shakira and Wyclef Jean.
“Right, so-” Joshua turns and grabs it for you, holding up the cell phone that you don’t remember bringing with you.
“I heard it ringing in your apartment this morning, so I went and got it since you didn’t lock your door,” he explains, nodding towards your keys on the coffee table. “I originally wasn’t going to wake you, but someone’s been trying to call you every five minutes since I got it-”
“Oh god, Haechan probably thinks I’m dead,” you groan, remembering the text you hastily sent to him to let him know your condition. Thanking him, you take the buzzing cell from him, hitting the answer button and bracing yourself for the worst.
“NEVER IN MY TWENTY THREE YEARS OF LIVING HAVE I MET A MORE SELFISH, CARELESS, INCONSIDERATE, HEARTLESS BITCH-” Haechan yells, and you hold the phone a few inches away from your ear as you bolt up from the couch.
“Relax, I’ve been away from my phone,” you reassure him, putting on your slippers and unlocking Joshua’s door.
“Doing what?! You’re sick! What could you possibly have been doing to not answer my ca-”
Haechan turns and stops mid sentence, mouth dropping open at the sight of you stepping out of your neighbor’s apartment, in sweatpants he knows aren’t yours from the length alone. You freeze in your tracks, immediately realizing how bad this looks as you end the call and slowly close his door behind you.
“I have been trying to reach you since you texted me you were sick yesterday morning, and silly me was worried and thought I should come and check on you before work,” Haechan whisper yells, talking so fast you can barely understand him. “Because you never forget to call me back, but it looks like you were perfectly fine, huh?”
“I’m sorry, I left my phone in my apartment all night,” you try to explain, but Haechan waves you off, not interested in your excuse.
“So what happened? Did Dr. Hong nurse poor little Y/n back to health?”
You bite your lip, already smiling as you recount yesterday’s events in your head. Haechan’s expression changes from one of scorn to a knowing smirk, transgressions already forgiven as he sees his best friend smitten for her neighbor. So he pulls you into one of his mind-numbing hugs, holding you tight as you giggle at his sudden change of heart.
“I have to get to work, but I’m glad you’re okay,” he says, genuine relief dripping off his voice. Which is then juxtaposed by him shoving you off of him and making a fist. “But don’t you dare pull anything like that again, or so help me, I will-”
“Go before you’re late, you psycho.”
He grins and shakes his head, and you watch him jog down the hallway and disappear into the elevator.
When you walk back into Joshua’s apartment, he’s smiling down into his coffee in a way that suggests that Haechan wasn’t as discreet as he thought.
“I didn’t get you into trouble, did I?”
You don’t answer his question right away, instead crossing the room so that you’re standing right in front of him. And then, you do the unthinkable.
You hug him.
Joshua blinks rapidly as he tries to process the sight of you holding onto him, and then his mind shuts off and his body takes over, arms wrapping around your waist as he bends down to return your embrace. You’re warm(but not feverishly warm, thank god), and your head fits above his chest so perfectly that he feels as though he might never be able to let go. Not that he’d ever want to.
You both hope the other can’t hear your heartbeats over the loud air conditioning vents.
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♫- Even Though You Said So Easily, Blue, Circle, Only
VII.
You hold up two sweaters of identical cuts, switching them back and forth in front of your chest as you scrutinize your reflection.
“Ugh, I can't decide,” you groan, stressing the last word, and a laugh emits out of your cell phone.
“What colors are they? That's important,” Karina asks, painting her nails black on the other end of the line. Normally she’d be helping you get ready for such an event in person, but she was one of the few people you knew that decided to fly back home.
“I've got yellow and red.”
“Girl, I graduated from FIT. Is the red scarlet, or burgundy? Be specific.”
“It's uhhh…” you tilt your head, not used to thinking about colors so critically. “It's like a wine red, I think?”
“No. That's too reminiscent of Christmas.”
“But that's like a month away!”
“I'd excuse it if it was a holiday party, but this is a ‘Friendsgiving?’ Is that what he called it?”
You sigh, taking the yellow sweater off its hanger and throwing the reject onto your bed. However upon putting it on, you notice a very obvious, blob shaped problem around the hem.
“Hey, yellow sweater is out,” you sigh, pulling the top off over your head. “I forgot to take it to the laundromat this week.”
“Red sweater it is!”
“What about what you just said-”
“Forget what I said. Red is bold, red is fierce, red is sexy,” she says excitedly, and you giggle at the horrible rendition of a meow coming through the receiver as you pull the winning sweater over your head.
“What if I don't feel like any of those things?” You laugh, and she scoffs, blowing off your concern.
“Please, this is all about perception. The sweater will do the dirty work for you.”
You turn back to the mirror, holding your hair back in a mock ponytail.
“Should I have my hair up or down?”
“How many shoulders are exposed?”
You slide the sweater to one side, showing off the strap of your lacy brown camisole.
“One.”
“Wear it down, but push it to the side that isn't exposed.”
You follow her instructions and assess your appearance, but can't shake the feeling that something is missing.
“Any jewelry ideas?” You ask, picking up some bangles from your mom’s jewelry box.
“Any statement necklace will do.”
You settle on a simple gold locket, clasping it around your neck right as you hear someone knock on your front door.
You whip your head around to your alarm clock. 6 pm.
“Crap, oh my god Karina he’s here,” you whisper yell, putting away any open makeup and scrambling to find your shoes. “Oh my god, I'm literally not ready-”
“Yes you are, don't be silly,” she scolds, excitement leaking out of her tone.
“What if I say something dumb in front of his friends-”
“You won't, now go, before he thinks you stood him up.”
“Okay…okay I'm going. Love you!”
She cheers and sends flying kisses through the phone before hanging up, and you quickly shove your phone into your pocket before running to the front door.
You can do this. It's not a date, it's just a Thanksgiving party.
You open the door and pray that your pupils aren't shaped like hearts when you take in his appearance.
Joshua stands in the hallway, carrying a pumpkin pie(you're not even a little bit surprised) in one hand like it's an accessory and twirling his keys in the other. He wears not one, but two thin beaded necklaces(it was a special occasion, after all), an olive crew neck sweater covered by a suede jacket, classic blue jeans and…converse?
“Look! We match,” you blurt out, kicking out a foot to show off your identical black chucks while he beams at you. How you were able to put them on so quickly, you still don't know.
“Are you ready to go?”
“Yeah, let me just grab the chai from my fridge.” You disappear from the door for a moment, carefully retrieving the large thermos full of homemade spiced black tea. You're just glad it turned out well; it was only your second time making it from scratch, and you even had to steal some cinnamon sticks from Joshua while you were making it yesterday.
“I've never had chai before,” he admitted, pulling out bags of whole spices from his cabinet. “But I have cinnamon, star anise, cardamom-”
“The cinnamon will do, thanks,” you stopped him from continuing, not wanting to hear him list spices you'd never even heard of before.
“How many sticks?”
“Two please.”
As he fumbled with the Ziploc bags, your eyes drifted over to his spice cabinet, which was practically overflowing with identical glass bottles.
Squinting, you read the label of one of the well-used ones, half-filled with brown powder. Then confusion took over.
That's impossible. Joshua didn't have any nutmeg, that's why he came over yesterday-
“...and two,” he finished, gently placing the second stick in your already open palm. “Let me know how it turns out!”
“Oh you'll be able to tell from the smell,” you told him, before dashing out of his apartment and closing the door behind you.
Surely you were not overthinking this. He had every spice you knew of and then some. Why on earth would he keep coming to you for something he clearly didn't need?
You had thought about it all night and kept coming to the same conclusion, kicking and squealing under your comforter like a teenage girl. Even now a blush begins to form on your cheeks, so you quickly shake your head and head for the door, clearing your thoughts as if your brain was an Etch-A-Sketch.
Locking it behind you, you turn towards your “not” date.
“Shall we?”
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Joshua Hong keeps very attractive, but very loud company.
Okay. So maybe only two of them are loud.
The ones you learn to be Soonyoung and Seokmin appear to be the ringleaders of chaos, taking turns on an old karaoke machine and putting on a show for whoever wants to hear. Joshua tells you it would have been worse if their third friend was here; thankfully the neighbors were spared when he opted to see his cousins this year instead.
Then there was Jeonghan, the host of this soirée. Him and Joshua have been trying to find HDMI cables for the last fifteen minutes because Jeonghan “doesn't watch tv”, but you swear you heard him complaining about the love arc between Derek and Grey during dinner. After a few minutes of secretly watching him half-assedly look through junk drawers, you have a theory that he just hid them, not wanting to show off his subpar gaming skills to the rest of the gang.
You flocked to familiar faces and stuck near Vernon and Wonwoo, playing blackjack at the kitchen island while they told you the most embarrassing stories from college; all of which included Joshua.
“And that was the last time we ever did tequila shots with him,” Vernon says, reviewing his cards with a blank expression. These two have the best poker faces you've ever seen. “Hit me.”
You flip over an eight of spades in front of him and he curses under his breath. “Damn, another bust.”
You turn to Wonwoo, who was sliding his cards together in anticipation before tapping two fingers on the counter.
He gets a five of hearts. Suspiciously eyeing your king of diamonds, he tells you he’ll stay.
The moment you both reveal your cards you start squealing, taking the stack of chips in the middle as you win yet another round.
“Hey Shua, I think your girl is rigging the deck,” Vernon calls to him, and you giggle as Joshua crosses the room, folding his arms once he gets to the game.
“Are you?” He peers at your hand, inspecting the table like a police officer.
“Am I?” You bat your eyelashes and expertly slide a card between your hand and your sweater cuff, showing off the sleight of hand you learned from your dad when you were nine.
“You little cheater,” Joshua gasps and pokes your side, and you scream, running away from the kitchen with him hot on your trail. Vernon and Wonwoo exchange a knowing look, collecting the cards and resetting the table for another match.
“We’re baaaack!” The one you remember from dinner as Jun bursts into the apartment, followed by Minghao who’s balancing four stacked tubs of ice cream in one hand. Jeonghan shrieks and rushes over, taking the freezing gifts into his arms so they don't fall over.
“Great, now we can finally play BS,” Seokmin says, running over to the fridge excitedly.
“Isn't that the most boring card game-”
You watch as he pulls several bottles of soju out from the fridge.
“Not if you're playing it BSS style!”
After having it explained to you what the hell that even meant, everyone gathers around the dinner table, sitting in unofficial factions as you lean over and whisper to Joshua, “Is everything a drinking game with those two?”
Soonyoung helps his accomplice carry them to the table, bottles clinking loudly over everyone's voices.
“Yes. Their livers run on vibes and absolutely nothing else,” he laughs, shuffling the card deck in his hands. “But if you don't want to drink, don't worry, no one's gonna get butthurt over it. Well, maybe Soonyoung will, but that's just because he takes everything personally the second alcohol enters his body.”
“Okay! You all know the rules, you don't have to drink if you get caught, but if you call out someone who’s telling the truth, take a shot,” Seokmin announces, sliding bottles and shot glasses all around the table. Joshua catches the bottle for the two of you, opening it with one sharp twist of his wrist before setting it down and beginning to deal cards.
The game begins relatively tame, cards stacking up in the middle of the table and getting taken by unlucky liars with subpar poker faces.
Then all hell breaks loose when Soonyoung slaps three cards in the center, dramatically claiming that they're all aces.
“Okay but no one actually believes him, right?” Minghao laughs, taking off his pink cardigan and draping it over his chair.
“Call it! I dare you.” Soonyoung sticks his tongue out at him, holding the rest of his hand to his tiger-striped Christmas sweater.
“I don't know guys, if he's telling the truth-”
“I am! You all should be worried about miss gambler over there,” he protests, pointing his hand in your direction. Your mouth drops open, shocked at the unexpected, but understandable accusation.
“Hey! I haven't lied this whole round!” Wonwoo and Joshua squint at you, not buying any of your bull, and you cower behind your cards. “Well, I haven't gotten caught.”
“If no one will do it then I will,” Jeonghan speaks up, leaning over the table and shooting daggers with his eyes at the defendant. “BS.”
“Jun, would you pour my friend a shot please,” the taunter grins wickedly, flipping over three aces from the top of the card stack. Vernon and Seokmin lose it, rioting as Jun fills a shot glass to the brim and slides it to his senior.
The challenging doesn't slow down after that, shots being thrown back almost every two minutes as the group gets more competitive. You find yourself giving into the chaotic energy, calling out a few of the guys against your better judgment and having Joshua pour you a few shots himself. And even he slips up, calling a bluff over two kings you had put down that were in fact, kings. The table had collectively oohed as you didn't flip your cards over, instead pouring and sliding him a shot without breaking eye contact.
After a few more rounds and an impromptu intermission consisting of drunken Soonyoung and Seokmin lip syncing to Baby One More Time by Britney Spears, the doorbell rings and Jeonghan runs to get it.
“Cheol! You made it!”
“No thanks to you; I couldn't find these anywhere,” The man at the door says, holding up a small orange box as he steps in and shakes off his jacket. “Why the hell do you need limited edition pumpkin pie flavored pocky-”
“Did someone say pocky?” Seokmin perks up, clumsily launching himself from the couch and nearly tripping over Minghao. “We should play the pepero game!”
“Dear lord, how much has he had to drink?”
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Somehow they had found a way to make this a drinking game too, deciding that the pair with the longest pocky stick left would have to take a shot. But, to raise the stakes, the pair with the second shortest stick would also have to take a shot, to prevent players from playing it safe.
And of course, the player holding the stick has to do so with their eyes closed, making this a game more about controlling your nerves than skill.
After watching Seokmin scream and shy away from Minghao, who was bold enough to hold his chin in place once he got close enough, two inches was the new record to beat as Jeonghan hands you and Joshua an orange coated stick.
“You got this,” he reassures you, and you mime taking a drag from the thin biscuit, balancing it between your pointer and middle fingers.
“We’ll smoke them. Piece of cake.”
It is very much not a piece of cake, or pie, or any relatively round and triangularly sliced dessert, your brain yells at you, but you barely hear it over the sound of everyone cheering. You smile at your partner and place the stick between your teeth, folding your arms and closing your eyes.
He smiles warmly at you but you can't see it, and Seungcheol counts him off.
Slowly, he bends down, confidently snapping off the end of the pocky as his friends start badly chanting a song from a rom-com soundtrack. You try your best to hold still, clearly having underestimated how difficult it is to keep your eyes shut as your brain tries to estimate how close he is to your lips.
Unbeknownst to the both of you, Vernon nudges Soonyoung’s side, subtly gesturing towards Joshua's knees.
Three seconds later the whole group is screaming, whoops and hollers flying around the room as Joshua stumbles, quickly regaining his and your balance with a protective arm around your waist.
And consequently, his lips on yours.
Your eyes fly open right as he steps back, glaring daggers at the two that were overcome with laughter and crying on the floor. Wonwoo stands nearby, bright red and hiding his smile behind his hand, and Seokmin repeatedly slaps a smug looking Minghao on his shoulders.
“Well?” Seungcheol nods at you, and in a daze you drop what was left of the pocky into your hand. He measures the stick from your palm.
“1.5 inches!”
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Ding!
“Your friends are really nice.”
“If by nice you mean rowdy, ridiculous, rabid-”
“I meant that you guys feel like a family,” you say, bumping against him playfully as you both exit the elevator. “You could have told me you were all brothers and I would have believed you.”
“They might as well be,” he chuckles, shaking his head to himself. But you can tell from the look in his eyes that he really cares about them, grateful to have a found family in this city of strangers.
“Hey, I'm sorry about what happened earlier,” he says after a beat of silence, turning to look at you as you both near your doors.
“What- about the pocky game?” Please, please don't say you're sorry for the kiss. If we're calling it that. You didn't even win; Jun’s boldness paired with Jeonhan’s indifference proved to be a hard duo to beat. You feel yourself getting warm again as you avoid eye contact, hugging your nearly empty thermos to your chest.
“Yeah, I totally lost my balance back there,” he reasons, not wanting to reveal that he'd been sabotaged by one of his traitor friends. “That is not how I imagined that going.”
Imagined what? The game?
“Don't worry about it,” you brush it off casually, unlocking your door with a newfound sense of urgency in an attempt to hide your flaming cheeks. “Thanks for tonight; I'll see you later Josh.”
Behind the safety of your door, you press yourself against the cool surface, trying to slow your erratic heartbeat as you twist your necklace into coils, trying to interpret what he meant.
Feeling your adrenaline catch up to you, you set your thermos on the kitchen counter and then rip your sweater off over your head, chucking it at your couch as you point an accusatory finger at it.
“Whatever happened to red is bold?” You whine, running a frustrated hand through your hair. “You were supposed to help me ask him out tonight-”
You're interrupted by the doorbell, loud and annoying at this time of night.
That's strange. Only people who don't know any better use the doorbell- all of your friends are aware of how much you hate its chime.
Glancing at the clock and deducing that it is past midnight, you're suddenly glad that you kept your hello kitty baseball bat right behind the door, just in case the lack of peep holes lead to your untimely doom.
Cautiously, you unlock the door and open it slowly.
“Oh,” you heave a sigh of relief and swing the door open upon seeing Joshua standing there, an unreadable expression on his flushed face. His apartment door is wide open, suede jacket hanging on the doorknob. “It's just you; why did you use the doorbe-”
You don't get to finish your sentence, cut off by Joshua’s warm hands cupping your face, and him subsequently bending down to meet your lips with his own.
The shock and sheer speed of how fast he pulled you in shuts your brain off, so your body takes over and you reciprocate in earnest, hands sliding upwards to wrap around his neck as he deepens the kiss. He follows suit, pulling you flush against him as his hands find the exposed skin of your back, scorching you with his touch.
His lips are soft, so soft, and you can feel the weeks of tension finally melting away at this sweet release, dizzying you from the intensity of the kiss alone. Your lungs start to ache for oxygen but your fingers have a different agenda, tangling themselves in his silky hair like you’ve wanted to do for so long, and feeling the shiver as it runs up his spine.
You're suddenly glad that you took off your sweater, relishing the feeling of his hands on your bare skin before he settles on holding your waist, holding you tighter with each passing second. When he pulls away slightly, the breath you take in is more of a shudder, but you don't have it in you to be embarrassed when he leans back in, leaving one last lingering press against your lips before pulling away fully.
You stare at each other in shock, both of you panting in silence for a few seconds before he finally speaks up.
“I…” he pauses, choosing his words carefully as his brown eyes never leave your wide ones, “I had imagined something more like that.”
Before you can respond or even process what he said, he turns and retreats into his own apartment, not looking back before grabbing hia jacket and clicking the door shut.
Unable to move or speak or even think about anything other than what just happened, you stand in your doorframe, a hand pressed flat against your lips as the ghost of his kiss still lingers on them.
When you finally walk back into your apartment, your red sweater seems to glare at you from across the room, mocking you for ever doubting its abilities.
“I don't wanna hear it,” you nearly squeal, raising a hand towards the discarded clothing item before running off to your bedroom, cell phone already out and dialing Karina’s number.
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♫- Bittersweet, Try Again, Ready To Love
VIII.
“One more; you can do it,” the muscular man standing behind Joshua says, assisting him with his arms under the barbell as the former fights gravity. But luck is not on his side; a particular thought that's been haunting him for the last forty-eight hours flashes through his mind again, and his strength falters, making him struggle against the weight in an uneven manner.
“Okay- I've got it, you're done.” Joshua’s spotter instructs, gritting his teeth as he helps put the barbell back into its place on the bench press. The blonde man regards his partner quietly, bending down to pick something up off the ground before speaking.
“Where are you today man?” Lee Chan– his personal-trainer-turned-confidante –wonders aloud, walking around the exercise equipment. “You've been spacey all morning and you've barely broken a sweat.”
Joshua sits up from the bench, taking off his black cap and ruffling his hair with a sigh.
“I'm sorry,” he begins, feeling guilty about not putting his all into today's workout. “I’ll admit my head isn't really here at the moment.”
“Well…where is it?”
Oh, it's at apartment 716.
Friday morning, just after midnight.
Standing in your doorway.
Kissing you senseless.
“Nowhere in particular.”
Chan eyes him carefully as he takes a swig from his blue water bottle, picking up on his gym buddy’s flushed face that definitely isn't from physical exertion.
“It's about that girl, isn't it?”
“I can't believe I just kissed her out of the blue like that,” Joshua blurts out, dropping his face into his hands as Chan’s mouth drops open.
“You did not.”
“I wasn't thinking.”
“Thinking is for guys that don't get girls.”
Joshua shoots him a weird look at that, and Chan waves him off, not entirely sure what he meant by that anyway.
“I don't think I'm seeing the problem?” Chan sits down next to him on the leather bench, perplexed. “I mean, she kissed you back right?”
His ears burn bright pink.
“You could say that.”
As if he didn't replay the way the way you carded your fingers through his hair a million times since then, borderline obsessed with the way your body curved into his when you wrapped your arms around his neck.
“I don't know, I don't want her to feel like I'm rushing into things.”
Chan turns and looks at him thoughtfully, and then takes his hat off and smacks his friend with it, a scornful expression on his face.
“Dude, from what you're telling me, I'm pretty sure that that kiss was way overdue. I say you should go talk to her. What's the worst that could happen?”
Joshua smiles a little, unable to find fault with his reasoning.
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“But you're okay though, right?”
“Of course I'm fine Gyu, it's not like it's been a week or anything.”
You sit on the couch in your pink velour sweatsuit, staring at your cell phone as if it were your older brother’s face. On the other end you hear him sigh, the distant sound of something sizzling filling up the silence between you two.
“Look, if he doesn't say anything about what happened, I'll come down from upstate and kick his ass myself.”
“No, no, you don't need to do that,” you yell, grimacing at the idea. Mingyu was a ray of sunshine, but you can't remember the last time he got mad at anybody, and you'd like to keep it that way.
“I don't know. You're a…man,” you wince, suddenly grossed out. “Is this normal? Am I reading into it too much?”
“Y/n…I don't really know much about this John-”
“Josh-”
“Semantics,” he brushes you off, and you fight down a giggle. “But when I realized I was in love with my fiancée, I was so scared. I avoided her for a week like an idiot.”
“And she still said yes?!”
“My point is,” he says, ignoring your jab, “I think he's just panicking. From what I can tell, if he really cares about you, everything happened so suddenly that he's probably just trying to figure out how to confront you about it.”
“So what?” You groan, rubbing your hands over your face as you fall back against your couch. Your brain has been replaying the kiss since it happened, torturing you with memories of his lips every moment you're alone. “I'm just supposed to sit here and wait?”
“Well I didn't say that-”
You hear three knocks on your door and your heartbeat immediately picks up, recognizing that knocking pattern like its own pulse.
A few moments later you answer the door, and despite you mentally steeling yourself, your heart betrays you and jumps into your throat.
Speak of the damned devil.
“I'll call you back,” you mumble into the phone, swiftly hanging up and slipping the device into your pocket before folding your arms, shifting your weight over to one hip.
The man of the hour leans against the doorframe, one arm holding up his weight as he gazes down at you, eyes mischievous.
“You wouldn't happen to have any cinnamon, would you?”
You roll your eyes, incredulous that after everything that happened on Thanksgiving, this is how Joshua chooses to break the metaphorical ice.
“You know there's this fascinating little invention called a supermarket!” You say with mock sincerity, clasping your hands together. “They have all sorts of things there too; not just spices.”
He tilts his head and smiles, and you're reminded of just how weak you are for him, baby blue crewneck and all.
“Never heard of it.”
“Well I'm all out,” you sigh dramatically, then act as if a light bulb went off over your head as you snap your fingers. “But I think I know where to find some.”
You duck under his arm and walk straight past him, right into his apartment. For a second he stands there frozen, unable to see what you're planning, but then his mortality catches up to him and he bolts through the door, stopping in his tracks once he sees you fishing around in one of his cabinets.
His spice cabinet.
“Aha! Here it is, cinnamon,” you exclaim, stressing each syllable before you pluck the glass bottle you lent him weeks ago off the shelf and toss it to Joshua. He catches it with ease, setting it down on the kitchen counter as he struggles to come up with a response. This isn't the worst that could've happened, but the embarrassment of being caught doesn't feel great either.
“How did you-”
“You never gave it back, and I saw it when I was here on Wednesday,” you explain, closing the cabinet and walking towards him, “and after seeing your rather impressive stash, a lot of things started to make sense, but I don't want to assume things so…”
Joshua knows he's in trouble from the way you innocently bat your eyelashes at him, pretending to not understand his feigned spice shortage.
“Why don't you just tell me why you keep stealing mine?”
He sighs. You're going to make him say it.
“Because…”
“Because?” You slowly grin, mocking his reluctance to answer.
“Because why would I go to the store,” he whispers, gently taking your hand in his and pulling you close to him, “when I've got everything I want right here?”
It's so cliché it's sickening.
But you know what they say. Clichés are only cliché because they work ninety-nine percent of the time.
And Joshua Hong has been working overtime.
With your restraint reserves at an all-time low, you lean forward on your tip-toes, finally connecting your lips with his again after what felt like ages.
This time feels less urgent and frenzied, one of his hands coming up to graze your cheek as you all but melt into him, lost in the feeling of his embrace. He's warm and sweet and steady, and your heart flutters knowing that there isn't any alcohol influencing his actions.
Still plagued by teenage girl hormones, you start giggling against him, seemingly way too excited about the recent turn of events. He breaks the kiss but doesn't move away, eyes still closed as if his thoughts would tangle again at the sight of you.
“I want to take you on a date,” he says breathlessly, holding both of your hands now and tracing his thumbs over your knuckles. “And I want to bake you all kinds of things, and meet your friends, and find you under mistletoe before you leave to visit family.” You're smiling so hard it hurts. “Is that alright with you?”
“It's very alright.”
“Yeah?” He's smiling now too, opening his eyes and nudging your nose with his. “You're so cute when you're dazed, have I told you that?”
“Oh just shut up and kiss me already,” you complain, and you don't have to tell him twice, already leaning in to connect your smiles once more.
Mingyu could show up tomorrow with a stack of cardboard boxes if you wished, and you could be out of the city by sundown, safely back at your parent's house in the suburbs.
You could go back to calculating driving time and not needing umbrellas and finding the meat next to the dairy, you know, like how a normal grocery store would have it.
But you know in your heart that it wouldn't feel like home.
“Oh, you know what I do need though?” Joshua suddenly says, breaking the kiss again. You raise your eyebrows at him, brain still a little bit foggy.
“Your electric can opener. It's still in the box and I broke my manual one opening pumpkin purée the other day.”
“What? You can't have that, I paid like twenty bucks for that th-”
Joshua tears away from you, narrowly missing the kitchen counter as he breaks into a sprint. Squealing, you chase after him, yelling at him about not wanting to date a potential burglar.
“Consider it payment for the desserts!”
“I thought those were free, you thief!”
Honestly, you don't think you've ever felt more at home than you do right now, across the hall from Josh.
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♫- Christmas Tree
epilogue.
You expected a lot of different things after deciding to date Joshua Hong in Manhattan.
Holding hands while strolling through Central Park? Predictable.
Cafe hopping in Soho? Guaranteed.
Even the hole-in-the-wall restaurant that he took you to that served the best carbonara you've ever tasted was magnificent, but ultimately not surprising.
Josh has done well on teaching you about the magic of New York City, showing you that there's always something to see on every street corner. And also showing you that around every street corner is an opportunity to kiss you, but that's beside the point.
You did not expect for Josh to be friends with the guy occupying the penthouse suite on the corner of West 32nd street.
“You didn't tell me you had any rich friends,” you whisper, waiting anxiously at the door while Joshua puts a reassuring arm around your waist. His fingers tap absentmindedly against a tupperware container, filled to the brim with tree-shaped cookies you helped him decorate earlier that day.
“That was simply a precaution. I can't have an upper edge when he has that wallet.”
“Josh!” You hit his shoulder playfully and he jingles, the bells on his ugly Christmas sweater thrashing around from the movement.
“Let's just say he has songwriting credits all over KISS FM.”
Suddenly the door opens, revealing a shorter man with a black Christmas sweater, various animals with Santa hats and instruments spread all over the front.
“Shua’s here!” He cheers, and a few people behind him join in the yelling. He then turns to you, eyes forming crescents as he smiles warmly.
“And you must be Y/n. I'm Jihoon, it's nice to finally meet you.”
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Joshua Hong keeps very attractive, very loud, and apparently very festive company.
The one you came to know as Seungkwan greeted you with a tight hug, exuding Christmas cheer in every sense of the concept. And then you very quickly understood why the BSS trio is only allowed to gather at Jihoon’s penthouse, grateful for the lack of neighbors as they began their third obscenely loud Christmas carol in the short time you'd been there.
It was honestly a miracle that no one got cut when you all played spoons, trading out the spoons for plastic knives for the sake of upping the stakes. And Seungcheol nearly landed himself on the naughty list, dropping his cards and chasing Soonyoung out of the apartment when the younger man stole one right out of his fingertips.
You learned about just how many songs Jihoon was credited with writing during the spiked eggnog chugging competition, neither of you wanting to participate as eggnog was not your favorite drink, and he couldn't hold alcohol well anyways.
It was funny when the guys suggested that Joshua join the countless bakery owners in Manhattan, the only one rejecting the idea being Jeonghan, spoiled from the influx of free baked goods since he started dating you.
It was even funnier when Wonwoo convinced you to stand with Joshua, claiming that it was for pictures, only for you both to notice the sprig of leaves tied from the ceiling too late, courtesy of Seokmin.
You really didn't want to be the first ones to leave the party, but Joshua dragged you out of there, claiming that you had to catch a train home in the early morning(10 am was not that early). But the sight of Jun and Minghao pouting as your boyfriend carried you out the door made you smile, feeling happy that your presence would actually be missed.
The elevator dings and you both walk out of it, hand in hand.
“Do you need help packing?”
“I packed before we went to the party, remember?”
“Remind me how long you'll be gone.”
“It's only seven days, Josh.”
“What should I bake when you get back?”
You hum thoughtfully, taking his other hand in yours as you ponder the vast amount of things he's baked you while you stand in front of your door.
“The chocolate chip cookies you made when we first met,” you suggest. “I haven't stopped dreaming about them since.”
He lands a kiss on your nose and starts beaming.
“Then I'll have a fresh batch waiting for you.”
Smiling, you close your eyes as he bends down slightly, leaving a short but lingering kiss on your lips in the middle of the hallway.
You hope you never get used to this.
“Alright, since I have to catch such an early train tomorrow,” you drawl, pulling out of his embrace and taking out your keys, “I'm gonna go to bed.”
“Okay.” He leans against his own door, watching you unlock and enter your apartment, and then you turn to look back at him.
“Goodnight Josh.”
“Goodnight Y/n.”
Once you close the door, you turn and lean against it, counting roughly five seconds on your fingers before you hear him knock three times, like he always does.
You swing the door back open, not at all surprised to find Joshua cheesing at you, matching the grin on your own face.
“Are you sure you don't need help packing?”
You giggle as you grab him by the lapels of his trench coat, pulling him into the apartment and then in for a kiss, kicking the door shut behind the two of you.
As much as you love your family, you know you'll be counting the minutes until you're back home.
Fin.
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Sugar Across The Hall
a lixiesfreckles_ production
Joshua Hong as the love interest
Lee Haechan as the deranged best friend
Jeon Wonwoo as the game boi
Vernon as the wingman
Kim Jungwoo as the drama
Karina as the hypewoman
Jung Jaehyun as the audience
Johnny Suh as the coworker
Kwon Soonyoung as the tiger™
Lee Seokmin as the one with undiagnosed liver failure
Yoon Jeonghan as the host
Jun Hui as the daredevil
Xu Minghao as the other daredevil
Choi Seungcheol as the delivery guy
Lee Chan as the personal trainer
Kim Mingyu as the older brother
Lee Jihoon as the black card
Boo Seungkwan as the christmas card
in loving memory of Lina, who made the grave mistake of biasing Joshua, and then telling me about it. te amo mucho, sorry for killing you lol
do not copy or repost. all rights reserved.
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Mujin: We've been conducting an ongoing study to see what Louis will and will not eat.
Arthur: Grass? Yes!
Mujin: Moss? Yes!!
Arthur: Leaves? Ohh, yes!
Mujin: Shoelaces? Strange but true.
Arthur: Worms? Sometimes!
Mujin: Rocks? Usually nah.
Arthur: Twigs? Usually!
Mujin: Dann's cooking? Inconclusive.
Chiwoo: How did you... test this?
Arthur: You just hand him stuff and say 'eat this' and if he eats it, he eats it.
Chiwoo: ...I don't know how to feel about this.
Jahan: Is that where all my spare shoelaces went?!
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Dann's Charm Vending Machine 🤖
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pairing: optional (male) bias x reader genre: comfort fluff wc: <200, just a quick one! warnings: mentions of food and stress
you stumble through the front door with a loud sigh, plastic bags ruffling against each other as you drop them to the floor. today felt like it would never end, but here you are.
as you take off your shoes, you hear some clanging around the corner in the kitchen.
"(b/n)?" you call, only to be met with shuffling feet and the droning of the stovetop fan.
finally kicking off your sneakers, you smile as the smell of vanilla and sugar meets you halfway to the kitchen. how did he know that all you wanted today were some homemade treats and quality time?
as you round the corner, your eyes widen at the loud clanging of metal and a small "ouch."
"(b/n), are you okay?"
"hi," he smiles sheepishly, covered in batter and surrounded by flour. "how was your day?"
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bitter(but mostly)sweet — kim hongjoong
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1.2K MILESTONE EVENT ☆ OPEN gn!reader , hurt/lots of comfort , cw : pet names (baby, love), crying, reader has an anxiety attack, reader is lowkey nonverbal for a little bit (disclaimer! all this is based off my personal experience with anxiety, just remember we all experience it differently and that we are all valid in those experiences <3) , wc : (almost) 1K , eee tysm for requesting sweetest ❄️ anon hope you find some warmth in this winkwink
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the moment hongjoong lays eyes on you, he knows something is off. the sight of you sitting at the desk in his room, hunched over school work isn’t anything uncommon, but the far-away look in your eyes and the sharp furrow of your eyebrows sparks worry in his mind. his eyes drift down to see the nervous fiddling of your hands and bouncing of your leg. 
he sets his bag down on the floor, gently, as to not startle you, but the sound still pulls an almost imperceptible flinch from your body that he doesn’t fail to notice. you turn your head to look at him, trying to smooth the rough, telling features on your face to cover up your anxious heart. but you can already see the worried crease between his brows as he walks over to you, footsteps falling softly across the room and you wonder if you’ll be able to keep your tears at bay if he keeps looking at you like this.
casting your eyes down, you sigh and begin to chew at your bottom lip. even when he crouches beside you and turns the chair away from your computer to face him, you do what you can to avoid his gaze.
“baby…” he starts softly. “what’s wrong?”
you just shake your head, not wanting to voice your anxieties out loud. his eyes are drawn to the incessant rubbing of your hands against one another, your nervous energy clearly building along with the tears in your eyes.
he says your name with all the gentleness that he can muster. “can i touch you? is that okay?” your only immediate reaction is a sharp inhale, so he keeps his hands on the chair rather than grasping your hands the way he wants to. he can tell you’re debating in your already crowded mind. “you can say no, my love” he reminds you. “just wanna hold your hands if that could help you.” at that you nod. “that’s alright then?” you nod again. “baby… can i hear it? if not, that’s okay, i just wanna be sure.”
you bite the inside of your cheek and take a deep breath. your voice is barely a whisper when you affirm, “yeah.. that’s okay.”
“good job, baby,” he whispers under his breath, then lets his hands make their way towards yours. first, he gently pulls them apart from each other, worried about you scratching or hurting yourself accidentally. when his hands wrap around yours, he immediately feels the way you tighten your fingers around his, as if grounding yourself in his touch. that’s when he hears your sniffle, your eyes still avoiding his gaze.
“i’m here now, baby. it’s alright, okay?”
you nod again, finally letting a tear fall. “i just– i can’t–” you cut yourself off with your own uneven breathing. you feel like you’re gasping for air as you attempt to explain to hongjoong your frustration and fears due to how overwhelming school has been lately, but that breathlessness is making it difficult. hongjoong, as always, is quick to notice, and slowly, as if silently asking permission stands and begins to pull you into his arms. hastily, you wrap your arms around him and bury your head in his torso. his hands reach your back and the back of your head, providing calming strokes as you allow yourself to cry into his embrace.
he comforts you softly with his words too, "sh, sh, you're okay now. we’ll figure it out, okay? it’s alright.” he repeats many sweet words like a mantra, his voice as grounding as his loving touch. when your tears subside, he gently moves your arms from around his waist, crouching down again to be face to face with you. you let your arms fall over his shoulders instead, and finally let your gaze wander to meet his. “there you are,” he offers you a soft smile, and you do your best to return one of your own.
“thank you, joongie,” you whisper, voice hoarse from crying.
“of course, my love.” he pulls you into one more hug, your head tucked into his shoulder this time. “let’s get you some water and something to eat, yeah?” he suggests, noting the empty granola bar wrapper on the desk.
“okay,” you nod, still anxious to do anything but your work, but aware that a small break and sustenance will certainly help you. hongjoong pulls you up with him, keeping your hand in his as he leads you to the kitchen. he lets you stick close to his side as he prepares a quick meal of leftovers for you, pressing a firm kiss to your forehead when you sit down at the table. it’s mostly quiet as you eat, but his presence is more than enough comfort for you.
as if it’s the most natural thing in the world, he clears and washes your dishes for you without a word. you hesitate by his side once he’s done, aware you won’t be able to sleep well without getting more work done, but desperately wanting to just go to bed in his arms.
and he proves once again how well he knows you when he pulls you into another hug, right there in the middle of the kitchen.
“let’s go finish one assignment for tonight, and we’ll make you a plan for tomorrow, okay?” he says into your hair. you nod into his embrace, ever grateful for each ounce of care and love he pours out for you.
“love you, joongie,” you mumble, hoping that smile you’re imagining is sitting softly on his lips.
by the way he replies with “i love you too,” you can hear the bittersweet smile in his voice, the one that means he’s glad you’re alright now but wishes you never had to cry in the first place.
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ateez ⋆ one day at a time
⋆ 24 hours of drabbles with ateez. they are not connected to each other! ⋆ 1.2k words ⋆ bf!ateez x gn!reader ⋆ tooth-rotting fluff, a little angst (hongjoong, yeosang) ⋆ warnings: slightly suggestive (wooyoung) ⋆ a/n: lowkey wrote yeosang's based on what i'd want someone to do for me;; help
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[3:07 a.m. <snooze - agust d>]
mingi jolts upright, looking around frantically, trying to determine if he’s still stuck in the nightmare. his eyes fall on your warm figure snoring lightly next to him, and his gaze immediately softens. he sighs in relief, knowing that at least you're safe in real life. as he lets himself lay back down, he gently puts an arm around you and snuggles up to you from behind, never intending to let you go again.
⋆ "don't ever scare me like that again, my angel." ⋆
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[7:24 a.m. <ateez - aurora>]
san pulls you in for more cuddles, burying his face in your chest. you would've gladly stayed there for the next few hours, but there was a slight problem: you were deadly ticklish. you try to pull away unsuccessfully a couple times but eventually give in, not in any small part because of how calming his morning voice is. he could say anything with that voice and you'd give him whatever he asked for, even if it meant painfully stifling your laughter until he was satisfied.
⋆ "let's sleep in," he mumbles, "the world can wait a little longer to see your beautiful face today." ⋆
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[8:52 a.m. <ateez - if without you>]
seonghwa is making you both breakfast. when you awoke, you half expected to still be wrapped in his arms where you fell asleep last night, the two of you further enveloped in a blanket burrito against the cold. instead, the smell of the eggs cooking draws you into the kitchen, still half asleep. there, you see him expertly cracking the next egg into the pan with one hand. he smiles somewhat boastfully as he sees you come in, staring in disbelief at the perfectly halved eggshell.
⋆ “it was a trick my mother taught me. i can show you, if you’d like.” ⋆
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[1:02 p.m. <ateez - light>]
you and yunho are out on a lunch date, taking a walk in the dog park and enjoying the breezy day after having some slightly overpriced yet delicious gourmet sandwiches at the family-owned cafe down the street. as you sip your iced tea taken to-go from the restaurant, you notice that every dog seems to want to approach yunho. he smiles back at you sheepishly, he can't help that they all seem to like him (and you can't blame them, either.) you both stop to pet all of them and eventually end up laying in the grass under the shade of a tree, breathing in the scent of freshly turned earth and contemplating the addition of a new family member:
⋆ "should we get a dog ourselves next time?" ⋆
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[3:33 p.m. <christopher - bad>]
wooyoung took you shopping at the mall, and he just came out of the fitting room for the sixth time with a new outfit. it doesn't bother you, since you had just changed into your fourth in the room next to him a couple minutes ago. you and him both insist on only buying entire outfits at a time, never settling for a single good piece that didn't go with the rest of the clothes you had. just as you're about to suggest how that jacket would be much better on him in red than in black, he suddenly pulls you into his stall and closes the door without warning, a shit-eating grin on his face.
⋆ "how do i look, babe?" ⋆
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[4:17 p.m. <hongjoong - draw and draw>]
you decided to follow hongjoong into the studio today. he'd promised to take you on a tour recently, and you were curious about the place where he spent so many of his waking (and what should've been his sleeping) hours. you both have an insightful conversation with the edenary team about what it's like to be a professional producer, since writing and producing music had once been a hobby of yours and you were familiar with some of the equipment and techniques, impressing hongjoong. he knew you'd made a couple songs but didn't really know how much you were interested in this. also, he hadn't pushed you about those songs because he was afraid they might be too personal to you. he knew from firsthand experience how making music could be a deeply emotional experience, and that those songs were the result of many nights spent aching alone in your room years ago. but after your studio date, he decides to take a risk:
⋆ "you know, i would love to hear some of your old songs, if you're willing to show me." ⋆
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[10:22 p.m. <mr. kitty - after dark>]
you had noticed yeosang looking a little overwhelmed at today's fanmeet. his professional smile had seemed to be fixed on his face and he had hardly spoken a word once they got out. and when you asked him if he wanted to go to the usual place, his only answer was a nod. the skate park is completely empty at this time, and you watch in awe as yeosang pulls tricks that make it seem like he's flying against the backdrop of stars. out here, he seems to release all his worries to the cool night breeze, his concentration fully on his feet, the rises and dips in the concrete, and the board he's trusting his life to between them. unnoticed, you slip away to the fried chicken shop a couple blocks from the park, knowing the owners will greet you with a meaningful smile as you and yeosang had come here countless times before. tonight, however, the restaurant is packed with students enjoying some fast food for a weeknight dinner, and you want to save yeosang the trouble. when he sees you returning with the chicken, the corners of his mouth immediately pull upward and he almost looks like he's holding back tears. he holds it inside, but he wants to thank you for everything, for noticing how he felt today, for offering to come to the skate park with him, for knowing what he needed without him having to ask, because you know he would never want to put anything on your shoulders. but you don't need all of those words to understand, so he doesn't say all of that, because you already know. and for that, he will forever be grateful.
⋆ "thank you." ⋆
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[11:17 pm <ateez - one day at a time>]
the night has just begun at the coin karaoke you brought jongho to, and you're smiling ear to ear as he shows to you with each passing moment that this was the perfect place to bring him for valentine's day. singing was your absolute favorite thing in the world, and even though you couldn't hit the high notes as flawlessly as he did, you're both on top of the world as you belt out the lyrics to everything from ballads to musicals to rock. you already know all the rap parts to the songs you both chose by heart, and have a lot of fun almost outrapping top names in the industry. jongho teaches you the dance moves to some classic girl group songs, and you giggling at him only motivates him to dance even harder. around 2 a.m., you both end the night on a beautiful, familiar melody:
⋆ " when it's overwhelming, hold on tight i'll be here, don't forget it, cause in life, sometimes you need a helping hand, you'll be alright, just take it slow, one day at a time." ⋆
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