gu6chan
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Silly OC/DOD rambler and doodler | Nier and DOD3 posters may be blocked
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gu6chan 17 hours ago
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Important to share before i get to bed
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gu6chan 19 hours ago
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idk ive been on a bit of a nostalgia binge for like 2009-2013 lately and aside from the absolute SHOCK (and probably bad move tbh, my heart...) of finding fragments of my old g+ account via internet archive i ended up ordering a model of my first mobile phone just now 馃槶 no idea if it will even work but it was like $20 USD and tbh just having the UI back will make me happier than anything
#gu6chan's musings#it was a kyocera hydro elite from 2013 btw!!! my love....#honestly i just had an interesting convo with my sister's mom who i shortly lived with after coming from germany#long story short shes always had an issue with alcoholism (just like my own mother!!! lmao) and fell into it REALLY quickly after i came#back - it was super upsetting and triggering for me and absolutely heartbreaking for my sister; who had been through HELL the last 10 months#and moved in with her specifically so she could have some peace. but yeah basically what happened was she was drunk off her ass; i was#fighting not to beat the shit out of her; and she got super paranoid that the house was being infested with bugs???? my sister was like 15#during this btw. anyways she says 'pack your shit and get the fuck out'; we're kicked out with literally a change of pjs; our phones and#nothing else so i got ahold of our grandmother and we actually lived with her for the next 3 years! we came back the next day and her mom#was already gone; i guess what happened is she got a friend to drive her downstate or something idk?? but anyways. hell of an introduction#back to the US i have no idea how tf i managed to keep it together because i had no idea what i would have done if our grandmother was#unable to let us stay with her 馃槶 i had JUST turned 25 so it wasn't like i had a secured place in the us or anything#anyways i say this all bc I've tried confronting her mother about this multiple times and she always gets bitchy and defensive when i do#like she tells everyone 'she just moved down' and that our grandmother 'had us live with her' like no??? you kicked us out you dumb bitch.#your own child!!! like idc about me im not her concern but my sister is. she was 15#(not to mention she was saying shit like 'oh i have this friend (we don't know him) you can live with him' and dude. no#exaggeration i had a pair of scissors nearby and almost fucking stabbed her when she said that shit bc no way in HELL she was having us live#with a stranger. like. from personal experience my OWN mother was constantly selling me off to family members and strangers and shit and#it was literally hell on earth some of the experiences ive had bc of that. like you might as well hand your kid off to epstein personally if#you're going to try with shit like that. fucking asshole#ANYWAYS!! got a bit sidetracked; she called today and was like 'i just found out you're really upset about that 馃ズ馃ズ馃ズ'#like no shit???? you were going to sell your kid off to a stranger and just fucking abandoned her. yeah im upset#and holy shit the GASLIGHTING and complete lack of accountability. her being a bitch whenever i brought it up was less infuriating than this#constant 'well I didn't see it like that. that's YOUR narrative. im sorry your having so much pain' like oh my god shut the fuck up. not a#single 'im sorry' in there just 'well there's my story and then there's yours. i hope you can forgive me' like no??? not until you even at#least ACKNOWLEDGE you fucking kicked your 15 year old child out with nothing but the clothes on her back and her fucking sister; WHO JUST#IMMIGRATED FROM ANOTHER COUNTRY NOT EVEN A MONTH AGO AND HER NEARLY 90 Y/O GRANDMA HAD TO TAKE CARE OF HER???#anyways the convo ended on a decent note (by merit of her switching subjects; i was NOT forgiving her ass) but im still slightly peeved#about it. in retrospect though it's insane that i think i only directly said what was going on online once as it was happening and the MOST#99% of ppl heard afterwards was 'having a bit of trouble adjusting rn; but its okay!! :)' IT WAS NOT OKAY!!!!
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gu6chan 1 day ago
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they need to make a drakengard live action but only if its like one of those really bad 2000's adaptations where shit gets changed for literally no reason. leonard was just a humble (heterosexual) logger whose (heterosexual) wife and their (heterosexual) kids (laum, riversal, and lukhege) were ruthlessly slayed by the evil empire while he was out heterosexually chopping trees in the forest so now he's taking care of his new adopted son, seere, who was abandoned by his mother in the mountains. He and arioch get together at the end of the film after a whopping 2 lines of dialogue where they sympathise with each other over their grief
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gu6chan 1 day ago
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you know between the new silent hill film and christopher nolans adaptation of the oddysey next year is probably going to give me the most reason to stop by a theatre since like. 2013
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gu6chan 2 days ago
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have you ever wondered what a chicken burrito would taste like if it were a soup
I love america
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gu6chan 2 days ago
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OLDDDDD old drawing of samuel (His first full-body work, I believe???) from about late 2022 i think
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gu6chan 2 days ago
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went to grab some mountain dew at work since it's like 34掳 outside and I've had it where it's like 90% carbonation before and literally just tonic water but tell me why this time it's like 90% syrup instead 馃槶 this tastes DISGUSTING literally what did i do to deserve this...... 馃様
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gu6chan 3 days ago
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big fan of drakengard 3 fans reacting to criticism of their game bc where nier fans will literally just trauma dump and tell you you don't know what youre talking just about every convo ive had with a dod3 fan discussing my issues or questions about plotholes in the game like "what was the purpose of this" ends in them literally just responding with their own opinions and headcanons like it's actual statements given by the dev team 馃槶 like im sorry i didn't ask for your opinion but the devs cannot just have characters doing complete 180s (half before the game even STARTS) whose course DEFINES WHY THE NARRATIVE EXISTS IN THE FIRST PLACE and then refuse to elaborate on what caused such a drastic character shift to begin with????? Like. this isn't the kind of thing that you can "leave up to interpretation" tbh
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gu6chan 4 days ago
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i cant believe i almost forgot. happy faggot friday to all who celebrate
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gu6chan 5 days ago
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currently reading a play script from 1706 so i can get even a vague idea of how dialogue would work from then and ngl its a lot clearer than like 89% of the shit ive read from the 1760's-1770's
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gu6chan 5 days ago
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thinking about how leonards "special trivia" is that he can stand on one leg for a whole fucking day like where the hell did he learn he could do that
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gu6chan 6 days ago
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omg i JUST remembered season two of panty and stocking begins airing on my birthday im so :D!!!! yippeeeeee!!!!!
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gu6chan 7 days ago
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need you all to know that instead of a brain i just have this guy up there btw and he decides everything i do in my life
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gu6chan 7 days ago
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never updated you guys about this huh. it was good
about to watch a film i found out about literally less than 5 minutes ago just bc it's poster/concept seemed uncannily similar to litchi hikari club will update you guys later :D
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gu6chan 7 days ago
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just saw this clip of fullmetal alchemist (the one from 2003) and i might actually have to start watching this goddamn
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gu6chan 8 days ago
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you know despite their differences, i like to think of 1.3 and dod1 leonard as being equally wracked with as much pain, suffering, guilt and grief as the other 馃憖 if i go much longer without yapping of my ideas of 1.3's 2 second mention of "oh yeah, i guess he ALSO feels sad about having lost family to the union" and how that manifests through his much more overt sexuality i might just have to Do Something..........
something about the freedom from having to be weighed down by the added repression dod1 suffers from and whether that and letting himself go is what allows him to act all that more "strong" and "stable" in front of others and whether that has allowed him to be FREE of his guilt or if it just stacks onto it in turn, his sexuality in relation to his continued grief over his brothers (as opposed to just "self-service" like in DOD1), like.... is it a distraction? is it projection???? what's going on up there..... can someone talk to him and ask him please im curious and the narrative didn't get a chance to do it before he died :(
anyways that thing behind him is supposed to be the green dragon. i don't know a lick about how to even start learning to draw dragons though so please just pretend you knew that already <3 馃檹
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gu6chan 8 days ago
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me .02 seconds after being isekai'ed into the drakengard 1.3 universe
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